YOURSKY, Chapter 31
Whoosh ~
The van door was slid open by Hia, who took on the role of serving the friends ever since they left the house. Everyone told him he didn’t need to do this, but Hia insisted on taking care of everyone to the best of his ability.
“All you fine folks can get out now.”
“Hia. I told you, you don’t have to serve us.”
Theerak laughed. Muenfah shook his head in exasperation before leading him out of the van. He stretched both arms until they were taut and twisted his body while standing and waiting for the others, who were gradually getting out of the vehicle. Muenfah, standing beside him, leaned down and pressed his nose to his head, giving it a loud sniff.
“Are you tired, Theerak?”
“A little, Phii Fah.”
Muenfah gave him that same familiar smile before saying, “Let’s go buy some stuff.”
Since they had set out early that morning, Muenfah’s friends had gathered at his house since 5 a.m. Some said they’d been partying the night before and didn’t have time to go home and pack their things, so they came straight to his place. Muenfah decided to stop at the supermarket to buy supplies before continuing the long journey without any more stops.
Theerak turned around to look at the older guys following behind. This time, a lot of Muenfah’s friends had come along, so Hia had to bring two vans from home. But Hia still managed to sneak into Muenfah’s van, just like last time.
“What are you looking at, you chubby-cheeks?”
Theerak wrinkled his nose at Panli, who was walking behind, before smiling at the person standing nearby. He was afraid Panli would get annoyed and tease him relentlessly, so he quickly ran to stand in front of Muenfah.
“What’s wrong, Theerak?”
“I’m scared of being teased by Panli.”
Muenfah laughed before positioning him to walk side by side as usual, wrapping an arm around his waist. He leaned down and whispered softly in his ear.
“Don’t worry, he’s already found someone else to tease. He won’t mess with you, who belongs to me anymore.”
Theerak understood what Muenfah meant. He raised a hand to cover his mouth and giggled. The bigger guy watching him must have felt a playful itch, as he lightly squeezed his waist with his hand.
“Feeling cheeky…”
“Hey, Fah…”
The smaller guy, about to respond to Muenfah, suddenly stopped walking and turned around at the sound of someone calling. Phii Ball quickly strode over to the two of them, his expression not looking too good.
“Do you have a cigarette?”
“No.”
“I’m dizzy and feel like throwing up. The driver is such a jerk, driving so recklessly. I’ve never gotten carsick in my life, and it’s happening today of all days.”
“Real has cigarettes.”
“He smokes the hot formula. I don’t like it.”
“I’ll buy some for you then.”
“No need, no need. I’ll buy them myself.”
“Might as well get some in case I need to smoke too. You don’t have to buy them.”
“Fine, okay.”
Muenfah nodded to his friend before turning to him and taking his hand to continue walking. He let go of his hand for a moment to get a shopping cart. Theerak then walked ahead inside first. By now, everyone had split up to shop. Those who came with their partners walked in pairs. Theerak thought that Muenfah’s friends were almost all mature in their behavior. There was no waiting to group up and walk together. If someone could buy or do something first, they’d hurry to do it to avoid wasting time.
The small figure quickly headed to the snack section. Theerak scanned the shelves for the gummy bears he liked to eat, but it seemed this supermarket didn’t have them. He was about to bend down to check the bottom shelf when a gentle voice stopped him.
“Looking for these, Rak?”
Theerak smiled widely when he saw the bag of gummy bears in Kai’s hand, nodding eagerly. “Yes, yes! Where were they, Klai?”
“Over there,” Klai said, pointing to a shelf farther away.
Theerak figured Kai must have come from the other side and spotted the gummy bears first. He took the bag from Kai and was about to step away because he saw Panli walking into the section with a basket.
“Hey, chubby-cheeks!”
“Huh, what! Li, you dog face.”
“Li… don’t be loud with me.”
“I always play with him like this.”
“But this time, I got startled.”
“Yeah! So loud, bad manners. Klai, hit Li for me.”
Klai didn’t hit Panli as he suggested, but he turned to look at Panli with a calm, steady gaze. “…”
“I won’t be loud with you anymore, but Klai, don’t look at me like that again.”
Theerak pressed his lips together to hold back a smile. When he saw Klai nod to his close friend and switch back to his usual gentle gaze, Panli raised a hand to pat Klai’s head. Perhaps because Theerak narrowed his eyes at them suspiciously, the close friend withdrew his hand.
“Chubby-cheeks, hurry and check on Phii Fah’s cart.”
“…” Theerak frowned, puzzled.
“I just ran into Phii Fah…” Panli smirked. “he bought a bunch of boxes.”
“What, you dog face?”
“Go see for yourself.”
The small figure sighed before glaring at his close friend and walking away from the spot. Panli’s nonsensical rambling had irritated him. He probably wasn’t just teasing; he must have come up with a malicious plan to speak ambiguously and cause discord in someone else’s family.
That dog-faced Panli’s plan would never succeed.
Because Theerak and Muenfah… loved each other to the fullest.
Theerak walked through almost every department searching for his boyfriend. However, there was one department he didn’t want to enter and hoped Muenfah wasn’t in. But since it was the last place he hadn’t checked, Theerak reluctantly decided to step inside.
The small figure almost wanted to cry when he saw the tall figure standing in that department. Muenfah was holding a long bottle of something, intently reading the label. Theerak strode forward, his eyes scanning the colorful array of condom boxes. He swallowed hard before speaking.
“Phii Fah…”
“Yes?” The tall figure responded, still focused on reading the label.
Theerak was about to invite Muenfah to leave the area when he noticed two boxes of condoms in the cart. He bent down to pick them up. “Ugh! Is
Panli trying to mess with us?”
“How is Panli messing with you, Nong Rak?” Muenfah shifted his gaze from the blue bottle and looked at him.
Theerak held up a silver condom box to show him. “This!…Panli must have put it in our cart.”
“I put it in myself, for emergencies,” Muenfah replied before turning to place the blue bottle back on the shelf. He added, “Just condoms are enough… I don’t think we need the gel.”
Suddenly, Theerak felt his face flush with heat. Muenfah didn’t have a sly expression at all; he spoke in his usual calm, steady tone. Muenfah raised an eyebrow at him before playfully mouthing words without sound, something he often did.
Muenfah mouthed…
‘What’s wrong?’
Then he burst out laughing.
Muenfah’s actions made Theerak feel a flutter in his stomach. If it weren’t for the condoms in his hand at that moment, Theerak thought Muenfah would have been so adorable it would melt his heart.
“I know there’s no such thing as an emergency for a sly guy like you, Phii Fah…” Theerak said before putting the condoms in his hand back on the shelf.
“Why are you putting them back, Nong Rak?”
“Because I don’t like them!”
“You don’t like the thin ones?”
“Phii Fah! I don’t like any kind!”
“…Or do you prefer the scented ones? I picked the unscented ones for you.”
“Ugh! Sky!”
“Yes?”
Theerak wanted to walk over, hug his boyfriend, and plead with him not to say anything naughty again. Whenever Muenfah talked about such things with him, Theerak felt so embarrassed he could explode. He didn’t understand why he didn’t feel the same way when he heard Panli and Type talking about it. He only knew that he didn’t really want to listen, but it didn’t make him feel shy.
“This beach trip… nothing will happen, absolutely not!!”
“That’s why I said I bought it just in case,” Muenfah replied before putting the same brand of condoms into the cart. This time, however, he grabbed three boxes. Theerak blinked rapidly while staring at the silver boxes in the cart. He closed his eyes, then decided to walk away from the spot without waiting for Muenfah. If he took the condoms out of the cart again, Muenfah would just put them back in.
Theerak had no chance of winning against the stubborn Muenfah…
After finishing shopping, Theerak walked back to the car with Muenfah.
The latter carried all the bags himself, refusing to let Theerak hold anything. Theerak noticed Muenfah’s friend standing a little distance from the car, smoking.
“Ball, come get the cigarettes.”
“You bought them already?”
“Yeah…” Muenfah used his free hand to pull out a pack of cigarettes and handed it to Phii Ball.
“Fah, the guys want to smoke before we head out.”
“Sure.”
Muenfah was about to help Theerak into the car, but Phii Ball nudged him first and handed the cigarette pack back. Muenfah took it and put it in his pocket. Phii Ball probably knew he wanted to smoke, so he asked, “Don’t you want one?”
“Not now, the smell will stick to my shirt, and Theerak won’t like it.”
“Phii Fah…” Theerak looked up at the tall figure preparing to help him into the car. “You can go smoke, I won’t mind.”
Theerak reached out to take all the bags from Muenfah’s strong hands. He knew cigarettes were bad and that Muenfah shouldn’t smoke. As his lover, he should stop him. But the reason he decided to let Muenfah smoke was because Theerak understood it was a normal thing for most men. Before meeting him, Muenfah had been a heavy smoker. The fact that he had quit cold turkey for a while must have been quite torturous, Theerak thought.
If Muenfah smoked occasionally, Theerak didn’t think it would cause much harm. Muenfah had already sacrificed so much for him, changing himself in every way for his sake. This small, fleeting happiness… Theerak felt he could accept it.
“…”
“I know it’s not good. you used to stop you because back then, you smoked too much, and Rak was worried you’d get sick…” Theerak stood on his tiptoes to reach higher and kissed his boyfriend’s cheek. “But now, if you smoke only once in a while, I don’t mind.”
“…”
“I don’t want you to change yourself so much that you lose the things you enjoy… I know you is willing to give up everything you likes if you know I don’t like it.”
“Because I love you so much, right?”
“…And because I love you just as much, Rak can understand and accept everything.”
“…”
“I know that when the time comes for you to want to quit smoking for good, you will be able to do it on your own.”
“…”
Muenfah gave him that same familiar smile before leaning down to hug him. He pressed his nose and lips against Theerak’s shoulder and spoke in a soft whisper.
“Thank you, Theerak.”
“I love you, Phii Fah.”
“Heh.”
“I wish I had a partner who understands like this,” Phii Ball said.
Theerak pulled away from the hug with Muenfah and tilted his head toward his boyfriend’s friends, who were standing in a group smoking at a distance from the van. Muenfah nodded at him before walking off with Phii Ball. Theerak then carried the bags and went to sit in his usual spot to wait for Muenfah. As soon as he got into the van, he saw Phii Babe sitting in the seat behind him, which was her usual spot.
“You’ve grown up a lot, huh? Learning to understand things like this.”
“I don’t want your happiness to decrease because of me.”
“Do you know, Rak?…Doing this will make you become his happiness and comfort in life.”
“…”
“What you did just now is the foundation of respecting and accepting each other for who we are.”
“…”
“You’ve improved a lot.”
Theerak smiled at his older sister before turning to look at Krai, who had just gotten into the van alone. “Where did Li go, Klai?”
“Panli asked to go smoke.”
“Oh…” Theerak nodded. Krai gave him the same cute smile as always before heading to sit in the backmost seat.
He picked up the snack bag and placed it on his lap, rummaging for gummy bears. However, the first thing Theerak pulled out was a box of condoms. He swallowed hard again before slowly turning to look at his older sister, who leaned over to peek into the bag. Phii Babe blinked rapidly, letting out a heavy sigh.
“Do I need to prepare myself for this?”
“You don’t need to prepare for anything, Phii Babe. Phii Fah wouldn’t dare do anything to me.”
“Rak…”
“Trust me ~” Theerak quickly stuffed the condom box back into the bag and tied it shut tightly. “Phii Fah said he bought it just in case of an emergency.”
“The word ’emergency’ for this group of guys means… they’ve already planned it out carefully,” Phii Babe nodded at him. “Trust me.”
At this point, Theerak didn’t know who to believe…
I’ll go to bed at 7 p.m…. I guarantee no emergencies will happen.”
“Saying that… it means you’ve never been woken up before.”
Theerak thought his plan to sleep early would work, but after his sister said this, he realized he might need a new plan. Tonight, he would have to sleep alone with Muenfah at the indigo-colored house, as Muenfah had said it had already been cleaned and prepared.
Right now, Theerak couldn’t come up with any plans at all.
He could only think of one thing:
“Chubby puppy… you’re definitely going to get eaten by a tiger again, ugh.”
T___T
#However Many Thousand Skies
“Here’s the house key.”
Theerak stood watching Muenfah, who was handing out keys to the vacation houses to their friends. He gave one house to each couple who came together. As for the single friends, including Muenfah himself, he had them group up—five people per house.
“Fah… who’s I sleeping with?”
“Probably the seashells on the beach, Hia!”
“I was just asking… why does you have to snap at me?”
“Not only did you ask something annoying, but you also provoked Fah again. He already said to group yourselves up.” Phii Real said.
I just went to the bathroom, and by the time I came out, they’d already formed groups.”
“You’re like this every time; you toilet water!” Phii Real said before shoving a key into Hia’s hand. “So annoying. I want to sleep alone, but I can’t even do that.”
“Am I sleeping with you then?”
“Yeah, it’s the last house left. If you don’t sleep with me, go sleep with the sea ghosts.”
Theerak smiled and laughed as he watched Hia and Phii Real bicker. Muenfah shook his head in exasperation, as usual, before taking Theerak’s hand and leading him away from there. He brought him to store their luggage at the vacation house. Theerak remembered that this house had been given to Muenfah by his uncle.
The tall man set the bags down in front of the door before unlocking it. As Theerak followed Muenfah into the small single-story house, he glanced around. The interior was decorated in a vintage style. Upon entering, there was a large white bed, a long sofa placed in front of the window, lacepatterned curtains throughout, a wardrobe, and one bathroom.
“Once we’re done unpacking, let’s go eat, okay? The staff have probably already served the food.”
“Sure…” Theerak replied before plopping down onto the soft bed. “Has you ever brought anyone to this house before?”
“You’re the first…” Muenfah said as he put the bags into the wardrobe, then walked over and kissed Theerak’s cheek with a loud smack. “…And you’ll be the only one who gets to sleep on this bed.”
Theerak grinned before saying, “The first and only one of your sky.”
“Yes.”
Muenfah gave him that same familiar smile, then leaned down to kiss his forehead before taking his hand and leading him out of the house. As the tall man walked beside him, Theerak’s gaze drifted down to the large hand holding his.
Back then, they could only steal glances at each other—no warm touches like this. The old memories came flooding back, making Theerak realize just how precious this sky was to him.
And he wanted Muenfah to know that what he had once wished for had come true. So, Theerak gently pulled his hand free from the grip. The tall man stopped walking and turned to look at him. Muenfah furrowed his brows slightly before asking “Is something wrong?”
“can I ride on your back, Phii Fah, like last time?”
Muenfah let out a smile and nodded, “Sure.”
The bigger guy bent down slightly so he could climb onto his back. Muenfah still carried him effortlessly, just like before. Theerak wrapped both arms around the thick neck, resting his chin on the broad shoulder. He tilted his head to look at the side profile of his lover.
“Phii Fah…”
“Yes?”
Kiss…
Theerak kissed Muenfah’s cheek before saying, “Now, the horizon of the sky and the edge of the sea have truly met, haven’t they?”
Muenfah turned to look at him, then kissed his lips, “Because you, the sea, gave the sky a chance.”
“…”
“That’s why these two things could come together.”
“I love you so much, Phii Fah,” Theerak said while planting several more kisses on the bigger guy’s cheek. “Back then, you let me hold your heart too.”
“…”
Theerak reached one hand to rest on the left side of Muenfah’s chest, then tightened his hug so his chest pressed against the broad back.
“Back then, I didn’t dare hug you tightly, Phii Fah, because I was afraid you’d notice how fast my heart was beating.”
“…”
He closed his eyes to recall the memory of their previous trip to the sea. The image of Muenfah smiling while he took pictures became vivid, making his once calm heart beat fast and hard again. Theerak opened his eyes and pressed his nose and lips against the broad shoulder.
“Now you know, don’t you, Phii Fah… how fast my heart beats?”
“Yes…” Muenfah turned to look at him, “I know… because my heart beats just as fast as yours, Theerak.”
Theerak smiled widely. He rested his chin on Muenfah’s shoulder again. Their friends, sitting in a group far off, waved enthusiastically at the two of them. Muenfah carried him over to where everyone had spread out a mat. The staff brought out tons of food to serve—Theerak thought it was way more than last time.
Theerak slid off Muenfah’s back and was about to sit on the mat, but a strong hand held him back. Muenfah grabbed his hand and pulled a phone out of his pants pocket.
“Hia… come here for a sec.”
Theerak’s eyes widened. He thought he must’ve misheard, “…”
“Did you just call me?”
“Yeah.”
Everyone burst into laughter when they saw Hia, showing his excitement so openly. Hia jumped around energetically before walking over to Muenfah. Theerak looked up at the tall figure who was staring at his friend with a calm expression. Muenfah handed his phone to Hia.
“Take a picture of me and Theerak together.”
“Ugh, Muenfah… you’re really hurting my feelings here.”
Everyone erupted in laughter again. Muenfah didn’t pay any attention to what Hia said. He stuffed the phone into his friend’s hand and held it there. Hia stepped back and raised his hand to wipe his eyes. Theerak knew he wasn’t crying—he just wanted Muenfah to feel sorry for him.
“Such a great actor…” Ball said.
“I’m not acting! You wouldn’t understand unless you were me.”
“Stop being dramatic and take the picture already.”
“I’m going to take it now, okay?”
At that moment, Theerak stood on his tiptoes to add some height. Muenfah must have known what he was up to because he leaned in closer. Theerak gave Muenfah a quick peck on the cheek, wanting a cute couple photo.
“Ugh… cute people are always so cruel.” Hia said.
“…”
“You don’t feel sorry for meat all.”
After taking the picture of the two of them, Hia immediately walked over to sit on the mat. Muenfah then took Theerak’s hand and led him over to Hia. Hia looked up at the two of them before asking “What do you want from this heartbroken guy now?”
“My phone.”
“Oh, right, I forgot. Sorry.”
“Real smooth, Hia!”
“…”
“There are a ton of pictures of him on there too.”
“If I knew there were so many pics of Rak, I would’ve grabbed the phone and run back to Bangkok earlier.”
Muenfah let out a sigh and shook his head in exasperation, as usual. He made a face like he couldn’t take it anymore. Theerak flashed a smile at Hia, who was still watching him, then followed the tall figure who pulled him to sit a little farther away. Hia said “Love and pity poor Hia.”
Muenfah pulled Theerak by the waist to sit on his strong lap. He hugged him from behind and rested his chin on Theerak’s shoulder. “What about you? Don’t you feel sorry for me?”
“…”
“I am exhausted from being so possessive of you.”
Theerak smiled faintly before turning to kiss the tip of Muenfah’s sharp nose. “Phii Fah, don’t be so possessive… then you won’t get tired, right?” Muenfah, the clingy one, shook his head slightly and buried his face in the crook of Theerak’s neck. Theerak laughed and raised his hand to stroke Muenfah’s chocolate-colored hair. Whenever Muenfah got possessive, he’d become extra clingy. And Theerak always melted for Muenfah’s clingy mode…
“This couple is so damn cute.”
“Uh, when this guy Fah gets jealous, does he really cling to his little one like this?”
“I’m too scared to scold him, so I just beg him not to mess with anyone else.”
“That’s it for my friend… all the toughness he’s built up is gone.”
Theerak smiled faintly while listening to his friend Muenfah’s conversation. He had never seen Muenfah act tough, so Muenfah always acted cute with him. Theerak couldn’t imagine Muenfah being fierce, but he figured it must be pretty scary…
He sat comforting the jealous one for quite a while before they could eat. Muenfah just kept hugging him, resting his chin on Theerak’s shoulder as usual. Theerak picked up some crab and put it on a plate before peeling it for Muenfah to eat.
“Eat something, okay? My clingy darling.”
“You eat, Theerak. I’m not hungry yet.”
The clingy Khun Muenfah hadn’t even faded when the stubborn Khun Muenfah showed up again. So Theerak had to use this trick to tame both versions of Khun Muenfah. He held a piece of crab meat in his mouth and raised a finger to his lips. Muenfah burst out laughing before leaning in close, using his full lips to snatch the crab from Theerak’s mouth.
“Ouch… there’s a spoon, you know, and a fork too,” Phii Ball said before tossing a spoon and fork to Muenfah.
Phii Hia raised his hand to lightly tap Ball’s shoulder before saying, “Ball, thanks a lot, buddy.”
“Feeding from a spoon and feeding from your mouth… the taste is different,” Muenfah said.
“Really, Phii Fah?”
“You’ve got to try it yourself.”
Theerak shook his head while laughing as the big guy turned to cling and ask for more crab. This time, he’d feed him with his hand, but the stubborn one pursed his lips tightly and shook his head in refusal.
“Phii Fah… don’t be fussy.”
“I want to eat like before.”
“I’m shy, you know. Your friends are sneaking looks at us now.”
“Please…”
Theerak sighed before feeding him the crab with his mouth again. “Last time, okay?”
“I’m not full yet.”
“Phii Fah… why are you so clingy?”
“One more bite, good guy.”
Theerak glanced at Phii Babe, who was sitting a little further away, eating with her head down. Her face and ears were bright red. At first, Theerak thought it was because she saw him doing this, but then he noticed Philidor nudging her and leaning in close, and he realized Phii Babe was in the same situation as him.
They really were friends…
Equally clingy.
“How about this… next time, if anyone has a partner, don’t join the singles’ trip.”
“Yeah, being single already feels lonely enough, and now we’re getting killed off by these sweet moments too.”
“That’ll teach Red Water… now do you guys know what a broken heart feels like?”
“Somebody take that toilet-water troublemaker away already.” Phii Real said.
Theerak laughed before continuing to feed crab meat to the clingy guy. Muenfah paid no attention to the people around them, focusing only on being affectionate with him.
After finishing their meal, everyone invited each other to play in the water in the afternoon. This time, Theerak came prepared with swimwear—a white T-shirt and dark gray shorts. He grinned widely when he saw Phii Babe, Phii Dom, and Panli waving at him from the middle of the sea. He was about to run down to join them, but a strong hand grabbed his arm first.
Muenfah frowned deeply before pointing at his shirt. “White shirt.”
“…”
“Are you going to wear a white shirt to play in the water?”
“Yeah, it’s fine, Phii Fah.”
“When it gets wet, it’ll be see-through.”
Muenfah said this before letting go of his arm. He then lowered his head and unbuttoned his own black shirt completely. Theerak’s eyes widened as Muenfah took off his shirt and draped it over him, buttoning it up fully until the white shirt underneath was no longer visible. Theerak blinked rapidly while looking at the now shirtless tall man, who was wearing only white three-quarter-length pants.
Since Muenfah had an incredibly good physique, Theerak started to feel possessive of him. He let out a sigh before wrapping his arms around the tall man. Muenfah chuckled in his throat and hugged him back.
“What’s wrong, little one?”
“Phii Fah, go put on a shirt.”
“Heh.”
“I’m serious, I love you, okay?”
“I don’t want to walk back to the house… it’s too far.”
“Then come here.”
Theerak pulled away from the hug and tugged the thick arm to make him sit on the sand. He patted the sand lightly, signaling for him to lie down. Muenfah raised an eyebrow in confusion before asking “What are you going to do, little one?”
“I’m going to bury you in the sand first so no one else can see you halfnaked.”
“…”
“Once I’m done playing in the water… then you can get up from here.” “Theerak…” Muenfah said with a laugh.
“I am possessive… you’re possessive… the chubby puppy is possessive!”
“Alright, if you’re this possessive—three levels of possessive—I will have to give in.”
As soon as Muenfah lay down on the sand, Theerak scooped up handfuls of sand and started covering the other man’s body. It didn’t take long since he only buried the upper part. Muenfah tilted his head up to look at him and burst out laughing.
“Is this enough? I can’t move anymore.”
“It’s enough.”
Theerak brushed both of his hands to shake off the sand. He leaned down to kiss Muenfah’s forehead, then moved to the tip of his nose, both cheeks, and finally his lips.
“…”
“I’ll be right back, okay?”
“Yes.”
“…”
The smaller guy smiled widely and ran toward the sea, but the stares from everyone watching made Theerak pause. Phii Babe craned her neck to look at the sandy beach before asking “The person lying there… covered in sand, is that Fah?”
“Yes.”
“Then why did my brother do something like that?”
“Because Phii Fah gave me his shirt to wear…” Theerak said, pointing at himself, “So he ended up shirtless.”
Phii Dom frowned before asking, “But why bury him in sand?”
“Because I’m possessive,” Theerak replied. “I didn’t want anyone to see Phii Fah shirtless.”
Once everyone heard his answer, they burst into laughter. Muenfah got teased loudly by friends out in the sea, but he just lay there quietly, not responding. Seeing this, Theerak quickly joined his older siblings and friends in the water, eager to get back to his boyfriend soon.
“I want to swim but I’m also possessive of Phii Fah.
Sorry, my boyfriend.
#However Many Thousand Skies
Theerak played in the water with his friends until evening. After swimming, Muenfah took him back home. He told Theerak to shower first, worried he might catch a cold. Theerak didn’t take long in the shower and came out quickly. The bigger guy, who had been sitting on the sofa, stood up, grabbed a towel from the wardrobe, and headed into the bathroom. Theerak plopped down on the bed and used the towel to dry his damp hair.
“Theerak…”
Theerak turned toward the voice. He saw Muenfah open the bathroom door and poke half his body out. “Could you grab my bathrobe for me, please?”
“Sure…” Theerak set the hair towel on the bed and went to fetch the bathrobe from the wardrobe for Muenfah.
“Thank you.”
Theerak walked back and sat on the bed, thinking to himself… Normally, Muenfah would get dressed before coming out of the bathroom, but this time he chose to wear a bathrobe instead. Theerak squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head back and forth. He quickly hung the hair towel on the rack before dashing back to lie on the bed. Theerak didn’t usually like using blankets, but now he pulled the covers up to his neck.
“Ugh… I forgot to come up with a new plan. This chubby puppy doesn’t want to get pounced on. Guess I’ll have to use the old plan to survive for now.”
The small figure curled up in the blanket started plotting a survival plan. Theerak was about to figure out a way to escape when the sound of the bathroom door opening and the fresh, fragrant scent of Muenfah’s body made every thought in his head vanish completely. Theerak pretended to squeeze his eyes shut, hoping Muenfah would think he was already asleep.
He felt the end of the bed dip slightly as the larger figure sat down there.
Theerak swallowed hard before sneaking a peek at the other person. He saw Muenfah, dressed in a grey bathrobe, sitting at the foot of the bed, using a small towel to dry his chocolate-colored hair. Theerak quickly closed his eyes again when Muenfah raised the phone to his ear.
“What’s up?”
“…”
“I didn’t buy any…”
“…”
“Yeah, got it.”
“…”
Theerak figured it must be one of Muenfah’s friends calling. He silently prayed that someone would come and borrow all three boxes of Muenfah’s condoms.
“Good boy, are you asleep already?”
Whimper… Sound asleep, I swear!
“…”
“I was thinking of asking you to give me a massage. Carrying you on my back made my shoulders ache like crazy.”
Theerak peeked through one eye at the tall figure sitting with his back to him at the end of the bed. Muenfah was using one hand to knead his broad shoulders, then moved to press and squeeze his neck. Theerak suspected it might be a sly trick from the cunning guy.
This chubby puppy won’t fall for it ~
“…”
“It’d be nice if someone could give me a massage…”
How about tomorrow morning, Phii Fah?
Rak doesn’t like massaging at night at all.
Theerak quickly shut his eyes again when he saw Muenfah lift the phone to his ear once more. This time, Muenfah stayed quiet, as if waiting for the other end to pick up. Theerak assumed he was calling someone.
“Khun Jan, do you have any masseuses available?”
“…”
“A woman is fine too.”
It was at that moment that Theerak threw off the blanket and bolted toward
Muenfah. If Muenfah was calling Khun Jan to arrange for a masseuse, Theerak figured he must really be in pain. Besides feeling guilty for being the reason Muenfah was sore, there was one more thing Theerak couldn’t stand, enough to let his own plan fall apart…
“I’m free! Rak will massage my boyfriend myself…” Theerak knelt behind Muenfah, wrapping his arms around the thick neck before continuing, “I won’t let anyone else massage you, no way.”
Muenfah let out a soft chuckle from his throat before saying, “I’ve already got someone to massage me. Thanks so much, Khun Jan.”
“…”
“Didn’t you fall asleep already?”
“Uh… because you were talking on the phone, so I woke up.”
“You woke up to massage me?”
“Yes, yeah.”
Muenfah turned to look at him before saying, “Thank you.”
“Then I will massage you, so you won’t feel sore anymore.”
Muenfah didn’t say anything, just nodded in response, “…”
Theerak placed both his hands on Muenfah’s broad shoulders, then pressed and kneaded to massage the bigger guy. Muenfah sat still, showing no reaction, his head lowered and eyes closed. Not long after, one of his thick hands moved to rest on top of Theerak’s.
“Massaging like this… it woke me up.”
He quickly pulled both hands off the broad shoulders. Theerak realized it was Muenfah’s trap. He hurriedly crawled back to the headboard, lying down and pulling the blanket up to his neck as before. But this time, Theerak didn’t close his eyes, figuring Muenfah probably knew he was pretending to sleep.
Theerak’s throat felt dry as Muenfah used one hand to slightly loosen the tie of his bathrobe. With the tie loosened, the robe parted, revealing his strong chest. Theerak swallowed hard as Muenfah crawled toward him.
“P-Phii Fah, you tricked me…”
Muenfah smirked faintly, “You were pretending to sleep too.”
Theerak lowered his gaze before saying, “I had to pretend to sleep first.”
“Why?”
“…” Theerak was too shy to answer Muenfah.
“Even if you’re asleep… I would wake you up.”
Hmph… just like Phii Babe said, no mistake there.
“I -I won’t give in to you, no way!”
“I know you’re ready… Can I love you?”
“No, I’m not ready yet… I -I will never be ready either.”
Muenfah chuckled in his throat while biting his lip, “I have a way to make you ready…”
At that moment, Muenfah pulled the blanket off him. He used his hands to part Theerak’s legs. Theerak was about to move away, but two strong hands grabbed his waist, holding him in place. The bigger guy slid his body between Theerak’s legs, then leaned down to press their bodies closer together.
Muenfah guided Theerak’s arms to wrap around his neck. Theerak swallowed hard as he met Muenfah’s sharp gaze, thinking Muenfah’s intensity was something he couldn’t resist.
Theerak felt like he was practically melting into the bed…
Muenfah smiled and shifted his body, his midsection rubbing against
Theerak’s until he started feeling a familiar ache in his own midsection again. Theerak knew full well that if it stiffened like last time, he wouldn’t be able to calm it down— not unless Muenfah helped him.
Theerak now understood how Muenfah could get him ready.
“Ugh… Phii Fah, don’t move like that!”
Muenfah stopped moving, chuckling in his throat before saying, “You’re really as ready as I thought.”
“…Phii Fah!!”
“This time, you have to give in to me, or you’ll end up feeling uncomfortable all night.”
“Hmph!! You sneaky Muenfah! You naughty Muenfah!”
Theerak had fallen into his trap again… He wanted to cover the growing tension in his midsection with his hands, but with Muenfah’s body pressed so close, he couldn’t.
He’d done it on purpose to arouse him, really…
T___T
“Whose house is this…?”
Theerak stared at the man above him before saying, “my house.”
“And whose bed is this…?”
“Uh, mine.”
Muenfah smirked. “So… you have no chance of winning against me.”
“Ugh… Phii Fah…”
Theerak admitted he was both scared and nervous, but as Muenfah leaned down to kiss him gently and brushed his hair lightly with his hand, some of that anxiety eased.
“What are you afraid of, little one?”
“I am afraid of everything.”
“Having sex isn’t something to be scared of.”
“…”
“Especially sex that comes from love.”
“…”
“You, trust me, okay?”
“…”
“I’m not rushing… but the reason I decided it’d be today—” Muenfah leaned down to kiss him again before pulling back— “Is because I want us to have good memories in this house.”
“…”
“The house that I will give to you.”
“Phii Fah… I…”
“Good boy… let me love you, okay?”
Theerak knew full well that Muenfah loved him with all his heart, though he had never loved him physically. Theerak pressed his lips together tightly as he pondered. At that moment, the sharp eyes softened noticeably. Muenfah might have been holding back a little, likely aware that he wouldn’t give in easily. And Theerak knew that if he refused… Muenfah wouldn’t push it.
This decision… was the hardest in his life.
But because the person in front of him was Muenfah Theerak thought… the fear and anxiety he felt
“You won’t hurt me like last time, right?”
“It’ll hurt more than last time.”
“…”
“I won’t lie to you.”
Because Muenfah was this kind of person, Theerak kept giving in to him time and again. Right now, his mind was flooded with questions, and the tense ache in the middle of his body pressed him to make a choice.
In the end, it was that look in Muenfah’s eyes…
…yearning and pleading that made Theerak decide the same as always.
“You have to love me gently, okay?”
Muenfah broke into a smile. The bigger guy shed all traces of sadness completely, nuzzling his face into Theerak’s neck before saying, “I will try.”
“Ugh… you have to succeed, okay?”
Muenfah pulled away from lying on top of him and knelt upright. The bigger guy moved his hands to untie the knot, and it was at that moment that Theerak’s eyes widened as he saw Muenfah’s fully bare body. His eyes took in every part of Muenfah’s physique.
Muenfah had an enviably well-built figure, every part packed with muscle. Theerak had always dreamed of having defined hips and a sharp waistline himself, but since he didn’t like exercising, it remained just a dream. Yet today, his boyfriend had fulfilled that dream for him.
Theerak swallowed hard as his gaze drifted downward. He quickly lowered his eyes the moment he saw Muenfah’s impressive size, thinking that perhaps the heaven loved Muenfah too much to bless him with so much.
Muenfah moved closer, using a strong hand to lift his chin so their eyes met. He pressed a kiss to Theerak’s cheek before saying “It’s yours, you know.”
“…”
“Ugh… that big? I don’t want it, okay? Phii Fah, you keep it.”
Before Theerak could even respond, Muenfah sat down beside him and leaned back against the headboard. He then pulled Theerak to straddle his strong lap. At that moment, Theerak didn’t dare lift his face to meet Muenfah’s gaze, afraid his heart might give out first.
Those eyes, that smile, and those words—
Theerak couldn’t handle them…
Theerak secretly stole a glance at the larger figure reaching for something on the headboard. He hadn’t noticed that Muenfah had placed a box of condoms there. Muenfah opened the box and pulled out a silver packet.
“Little one…”
Theerak pursed his lips and looked up at Muenfah. “…”
“…put the condom on me for me?”
Theerak blinked rapidly before shaking his head in refusal. “R-Rak doesn’t know how to do it!”
“I’ll teach you, okay? Next time, you can do it for me.”
Muenfah tore open the silver packet and took out the condom. Theerak stared at the impressive erection standing tall in front of him. Muenfah placed the condom at the tip and guided one of Theerak’s hands to help roll it down snugly over the heated flesh. Theerak bit his lip hard as he heard a low growl rumble from Muenfah’s throat. He wasn’t sure if it was that sound or the sensation of touching Muenfah’s size that made the aching tension in his core grow even stronger.
“…”
“You did great.”
At that moment, Muenfah was trying to restrain himself from skipping straight to penetration. He knew he should follow the steps he’d carefully studied. Just moments ago, he’d nearly lost control when Theerak’s hand brushed against him. He gazed at the smaller figure, now sitting on his lap with a flushed face. Muenfah smirked before helping to pull off Theerak’s white T-shirt.
The smaller one obediently let his clothes be removed, but as the shirt was about to slip over his head, Muenfah decided to tease him into moaning. He attacked Theerak’s nipple with his lips, flicking his wet tongue rapidly over the small, pink bud until it hardened in seconds. With his free hand, he kneaded the other nipple until it stiffened too.
“Mmm… Phii Fah…”
Theerak’s body went limp, unable to finish removing the shirt. His arms stayed raised, the fabric still tangled around his head, as he let out a moan.
Muenfah chuckled and pulled his lips away. Feeling a bit sorry for him, he helped finish removing the shirt. But then, a sudden pang of guilt hit Muenfah when he saw tears welling up in Theerak’s eyes. Yet, this confirmed one thing… Theerak was truly ready.
Because Theerak responded to every touch…
“Phii Fah, you are teasing me…”
Muenfah laughed before gently laying the smaller one down on the bed. He used both hands to help remove Theerak’s pants.
“Lift your hips a little, okay? I will help take your pants off.”
The rounded hips rose slightly, allowing Muenfah to easily tug off both the pajama pants and underwear in one smooth motion. This time, everything felt easier since Theerak had a bit more experience now.
Muenfah, kneeling, gazed at the bare body he so adored. He probably didn’t realize he was hiding his own figure. He bit his lip while staring at the slim waist that curved into rounded hips. Muenfah admitted he loved squeezing the firm, soft cheeks, though he tried to restrain himself from being too rough, afraid the other couldn’t handle it.
But seeing this now…
“Theerak… I really can’t hold back anymore.”
He leaned down to ease the other’s discomfort. Muenfah’s hand grasped the center of Theerak’s body, the stubborn part trembling in his grip. Muenfah glanced up at Theerak, who tilted his head to look back, then licked his own lips before taking the erect center into his mouth. Muenfah slowly slid it in a gentle rhythm.
“Phii Fah…”
When Theerak called his name as a reward for his efforts, Muenfah quickened the pace. He looked up at the smaller one, who arched his head back, gasping for air, then moved his hand to rub the tensing stomach.
Theerak’s hands—both of them—clutched the bedsheets, crumpling them. Muenfah wished those sheets were his back instead.
“Uh… Muenfah…”
Muenfah felt the center stiffen even more, so he gave one final pull with his mouth before pulling away. If Theerak released now, they wouldn’t get to make love—his surging desire would fade.
“I haven’t finished yet, right?”
Muenfah smiled and chuckled at his cuteness before nodding, “Right, you haven’t finished yet.”
“You are going to do it like before, right?”
He nodded again, then positioned the smaller one on his knees. Theerak seemed a little nervous, so Muenfah leaned in to kiss his smooth back, soothing him.
“Don’t be scared, okay?”
“I have never done it this way.”
“This way isn’t hard. I will take care of everything.”
“…”
“You just need to hold yourself up.”
“Y-Yes…”
Muenfah bit his lip to control himself as he stared at the vivid pink entrance. He slipped off his bathrobe and tossed it to the floor. Muenfah moved closer, placing both hands on the round cheeks. He gently parted the soft flesh, leaning in toward the vibrant opening, then lightly flicked his wet tongue at the edge to greet him.
“P-Phii Fah…”
“…”
The smaller one let out a shaky moan. Muenfah pushed his tongue deeper into the passage. At that moment, he felt Theerak’s arms give out, collapsing onto the bed. Muenfah quickly slid an arm under the smaller one’s body to catch him before he fully fell, since Theerak was so weak he could barely hold himself up. Muenfah had to withdraw his invading tongue from the rear passage for now.
The legs and rounded hips remained in the same position, supported by his arms. Theerak panted and turned his face to rest sideways on the bedsheet. He twisted his body to look at him, and Muenfah nearly lost his mind when he saw those teary eyes and slightly parted, vivid red lips.
Theerak was driving Phii Fah crazy…
“Theerak, are you okay?”
“Phii Fah, I feel so good…”
Muenfah smirked. “It’s going to feel even better, little one.”
He helped the smaller man sit up, thinking that Theerak probably couldn’t handle his thrusts. So, he had him grip the headboard with both hands for support when receiving the impact.
“I have to hold on tight, right?”
“Yes, so you won’t collapse like earlier.”
The smaller man nodded, and the more he acted like an obedient good boy, the more Muenfah felt like a villain—because he wanted to tease this good boy until he cried. He pressed his thumb lightly against the entrance at the back, and the smaller man let out an unrestrained moan. Then, he slid his long finger inside to stretch the passage of love. Muenfah clenched his jaw as he moved his finger in and out, the tight passage gripping his finger intensely, almost as if inviting something much larger to take its place.
“Phii Fah… ngh…”
“Yes, I’m here.”
Muenfah withdrew his finger and squeezed the condom tightly over his heated shaft. He then tapped it against the round backside a few times as a playful greeting. The smaller man flinched slightly and twisted around to look at him.
“Did that startle you?”
“Uh, is that your…?”
“Yes… but now it belongs to you.”
He watched the smaller man press his lips together tightly, then turn back and lower his head as if preparing to welcome him. Muenfah guided his heated shaft into the passage of love, but it only went in as far as the tip before the smaller man let out a loud scream.
“Ahh!! Ngh… Phii Fah, it hurts!”
Muenfah understood—his shaft was several times larger than his middle finger. He’d prepared for this. He didn’t pull out; instead, he left it there to let the smaller man’s passage adjust. Then he leaned forward, pressing kisses along his shoulder, moving to the pale neck, and planting one on his cheek. With his free hand, he reached around to gently hold and stroke the smaller man’s midsection, helping him relax.
“Little one… I am sorry, okay?”
“Ngh… it hurts, you are mean!”
“You’ll stop hurting soon, I promise.”
He knew Theerak was just whining—if he truly couldn’t handle it, he wouldn’t have let it get this far. Muenfah watched as the smaller man wiped his tears with the back of his hand and gripped the headboard even tighter. Seeing that, Muenfah smiled.
Phii Fah’s good boy… such a fighter.
Muenfah quickened the pace of his hand stroking the middle of the other’s body, while his other hand traced along the spine to comfort and arouse the smaller figure. Theerak stopped crying and let out soft moans. Muenfah didn’t rush to penetrate the center of his body. He paused, waiting for the passage to adjust to his core.
“Phii Fah…”
“Yes?”
“Kiss me, it hurts…”
Muenfah’s heart melted completely because of how well he pleaded. He leaned in to kiss his temple, all while still stroking the middle of his body.
“Mmm…”
In the moment when he was lulled by the slow, steady rhythm, Muenfah seized the chance to push his core in again, fully, until it reached its entire length. Theerak must have felt a sharp pang, letting out a high-pitched cry.
“Ah! Phii Fah!”
“Mmm…”
At that moment, Muenfah let out a growl before taking a deep breath into his lungs. The passage of love began to clench and grip him until he could barely stand it. Muenfah wondered how good it would feel without a condom—skin against skin, the hot, wet sensation enveloping his manhood would surely be overwhelming.
But because he feared that finishing inside would make cleanup harder for Theerak, he knew he’d have to bathe him afterward anyway. Still, since it was his first time having sex, Muenfah thought everything should be as simple as possible.
Muenfah still didn’t move. He waited for Theerak to adjust a bit more. By now, the smaller guy was flushed red all over. So, Muenfah used both hands to hold his waist and hips, gently massaging to help him relax.
“P-please, Phii Fah… ugh… how big can your ‘son’ get… ugh…”
The one being asked let out a soft laugh, perhaps because Muenfah thought Theerak belonged to him. He was the first to have sex with him, and that thought made the core inside swell even larger and burn hotter.
“I am sorry, okay?”
“Ugh… stop growing already, little Muenfah,” Theerak grumbled as he wiped the tears streaming down both cheeks. “No, not little Muenfah… whatever Muenfah it is… it needs to stop growing!”
Muenfah smirked and gripped the rounded hips firmly, then began to move his body slowly. He used a mix of shallow and deep thrusts, pulling his core out and sliding it back in only halfway at first, before driving it in fully with force.
“Ah! Mmm, Phii Fah…”
“Like this…” Muenfah paused to catch his breath, then continued moving in the same steady rhythm. “Do you like it, Theerak?”
“Mmm… ah… y-yes, I like it.”
Muenfah kept the same rhythm for a while before gradually increasing the intensity. He figured the smaller guy had adjusted and could handle the force now. So, Muenfah pulled his core almost all the way out before thrusting it back in with full strength, using both hands to pull the rounded hips to meet his thrusts.
“Ah! Aaaah… P-please… Phii Fah…”
“Mmm… yes.”
Muenfah thrust into the tight passage, widening it further. He rocked and pounded repeatedly until the smaller figure let out shaky moans. Seeing Theerak start to pant heavily with his muscles tensing, Muenfah knew instantly that he was close to release. He paused his movements, wanting their lovemaking to last longer.
“Phii Fah… ugh, I want to finish already…”
“…”
He withdrew himself and turned Theerak to face him. Theerak rose to his knees like Muenfah, who then cupped his chin to tilt his face up. Their eyes met—tears glistened in Theerak’s eyes, and his red lips bore faint marks from sharp teeth. Muenfah leaned in to kiss his lover deeply, pressing hard before teasing Theerak’s small tongue with his own. Afraid of losing the rhythm, he steadied Theerak’s slim waist with one hand while sliding a long finger back into the passage behind him.
Theerak bit his lip tightly, gazing at him with pleading eyes. Both of Theerak’s hands roamed over Muenfah’s chest before he begged in a trembling voice “Good Muenfah… kiss me, please.”
Muenfah leaned down to kiss him as requested, moving his finger in and out slowly. Theerak wrapped both arms around him, tilting his head back and parting his lips slightly to gulp in air. At that moment, Muenfah traced his wet tongue along the hollow of Theerak’s collarbone.
“Mmm… Muenfah…”
He moved his other hand to knead Theerak’s round backside until Theerak lightly tapped his chest, signaling it hurt. But Theerak couldn’t resist much, still being pleasured by Muenfah’s finger. Perhaps because they were kneeling face-to-face, their differing sizes rubbed against each other with every movement.
“Does it hurt, little one?”
Theerak nodded. “…”
“When it hurts… does it still feel good?”
“Mmm… it feels good.”
Hearing that eased Muenfah’s mind a little. He didn’t want to be the only one enjoying it. Every time he thrust hard, he knew exactly which spot to hit to make Theerak feel more pleasure than pain. And with Theerak responding like this…
It meant his efforts were working…
“How about we switch places?”
“Okay…” The smaller one replied weakly. Muenfah withdrew his finger and helped him off the bed.
The two of them stood embracing each other, completely bare. Muenfah pressed a kiss to Theerak’s flushed lips before sliding both hands down to knead his round backside again. Overcome with playful mischief, Muenfah couldn’t help but give it a light smack, the sound ringing out sharply.
“Ow… you hit me!”
“Heh…” Muenfah chuckled in his throat, seeing Theerak’s pouty face. “I got a bit too playful… I’m sorry, okay?”
“…”
“Theerak…”
The smaller one looked up and met his gaze, “…”
“I want to keep going a little more, okay?”
Theerak nodded, “Yes, Phii Fah.”
“After this… I promise to make you happy.”
“Okay…”
Muenfah cradled his lover’s face with his hands, thinking to himself… all this time, he’d thought that relieving himself would lessen his desire for Theerak. It might ease the urge, so he wouldn’t be too rough with Theerak when they actually made love. But now, Muenfah realized he’d been wrong. Relieving himself didn’t help at all—he still wanted and craved Theerak just as much.
And now, he wanted Theerak even more…
He hugged the smaller one tightly, pressing his nose and lips against his shoulder as he always did. Muenfah closed his eyes and tried to control his heavy breathing. Theerak must have noticed he was holding back some feelings, as he gently rubbed Muenfah’s back.
“I don’t want to hurt you Theerak…”
“…”
“But I accidentally did earlier… and might not be able to stop myself from going too hard again.”
“Phii Fah…” Theerak paused, then brought his hand to rub Muenfah’s head, “Rak is really happy.”
“…”
“It does hurt, really… but I am happy too.”
Muenfah pulled his face away from Theerak’s shoulder and looked into his eyes, “If it’s too much… tell me, okay?”
“Yes.”
Muenfah gazed at the smaller one in his arms. Theerak nodded and slipped out of the embrace. Muenfah guided Theerak to lean forward and grip the edge of the soft bed, then used both hands to hold his rounded hips at the same level as his own center. Muenfah slowly pushed his flesh into the vivid passage once more.
“Uh…”
“…”
“Muenfah…”
This time, Theerak didn’t cry out in pain—his body had adjusted to Muenfah’s size. Muenfah began moving his hips again, using the same shallow-then-deep rhythm before picking up speed, thrusting quickly until the smaller one trembled with each impact. Theerak moaned sweetly, calling his name nonstop. Muenfah clenched his jaw and breathed harder and harder. He knew he’d release soon if he kept moving at this fast, forceful pace. So, Muenfah shifted his rhythm, lifting his left foot to brace against the edge of the bed while keeping his right foot on the floor as before.
He gradually slowed his movements until he stopped completely. Muenfah paused to steady himself, then gripped Theerak’s rounded hips tightly with both hands. He pulled himself almost all the way out before thrusting back in with force once again.
“Ahhh… ngh… mmm…”
The smaller man let out a high-pitched cry at first, but in just a fraction of a second, it turned into a moan because he had thrust right into that sensitive spot inside. Seeing that everything was going as planned, Muenfah repeated the motion. He thrust hard and deliberately, not expecting that this slow but forceful rhythm would feel better than rapid hip movements.
But now, Muenfah knew.
This rough, deliberate pace felt insanely good…
Muenfah stayed in the same position, maintaining the same rhythm. He eased up a bit when he saw the smaller man’s body nearly fly forward from the strong thrusts—his little frame was so small, yet Muenfah could still bring himself to be this cruel.
He thought that if the person he was having sex with wasn’t Theerak, the sound of flesh colliding with flesh mixed with moans and heavy breathing echoing through the house wouldn’t sound as sweet as it did now…
And now, as Muenfah felt himself nearing release, he couldn’t hold back any longer this time. Clenching his jaw and breathing heavily, he bit his lip to suppress a growl, but the love passage squeezed him every time he thrust back in, making it impossible to hold it in. He let out a growl and accidentally blurted out a few words.
“Mmm… so damn tight!”
“Ngh… Phii Fah…”
“Almost there, good boy…”
Muenfah lowered his eyes to watch his chest heave rapidly with his changing breaths. He bit his lip again before picking up the pace with quick hip movements, though still delivering those heavy, deliberate thrusts to the smaller man as before.
“Ahhh! Ngh, Phii Fah…”
He might lose his mind—Theerak’s sweet moans and constant, pleading calls of his name were relentless. Muenfah thrust rapidly as the sensation built to its peak. He shifted his weight to the foot braced against the edge of the bed, pushing his shaft even deeper. Theerak’s body trembled with each impact, and Muenfah freed one hand to grip and knead the round backside, leaving faint marks.
“Mmm… Theerak…” His heart pounded so hard it felt like it might explode. Theerak responded with a sweet moan.
“Ngh… yes, Muenfah, my good man…”
At that moment, his mind went blank, a white haze overtaking him. Muenfah closed his eyes, squeezing the smaller man’s hips and backside with his hands. His body tensed and shuddered before he released a hot flood of love inside.
“Ah… mmm…!! Ahhh…”
The smaller man, who hadn’t yet reached his release, went limp, his arms giving out as he collapsed face-down onto the bed. Muenfah watched as Theerak draped his upper body over the soft mattress, turning his face sideways to rest on the sheet, panting heavily. He’d become selfish, not pulling out even after his release, perhaps because he’d stayed inside Theerak for so long that parting now felt especially bittersweet.
Muenfah quickly slipped one arm under the smaller figure’s body, as he seemed about to collapse onto the floor. Muenfah supported the frail, exhausted frame before letting him kneel down. He hugged Theerak from behind, tightening his embrace. He didn’t say a word. Theerak simply panted and rested his face against the bed.
Muenfah still hadn’t pulled out.
He kept himself lodged in the tight passage.
The bigger guy knew how selfish he was being, but he couldn’t bring himself to let go yet. Muenfah pressed a kiss behind his lover’s ear to soothe him, trailing his lips to kiss his shoulder, the nook of his neck, and the smooth white back, before returning to nuzzle his nose into his soft hair.
But in the end, Muenfah had to withdraw his core because the smaller guy shifted his hips upward, silently urging him to pull out. So, Muenfah used his hand to remove himself, sliding off the condom filled with cloudy white fluid and tossing it aside.
“You haven’t released even once yet.”
“I can’t take it anymore, Phii Fah.”
“This time, you won’t have to work hard.”
Muenfah knelt upright and stroked himself to full hardness again before deciding to lift the smaller guy’s hips. He penetrated the center of his body without a condom. Muenfah knew he was making things harder for the other, fully aware he was being utterly selfish, but he craved that sensation of him so badly.
Even though it had been less than a minute apart…
He closed his eyes and clenched his jaw tight. Veins bulged at his temples as Muenfah fought to restrain himself. Going without a condom let him feel the hot, wet embrace. He bit his lip before guiding the person sprawled on the bed to sit on his lap.
Now, Theerak was sitting on his lap, leaning back against his chest. Their bodies pressed close, connected by a deep bond. Muenfah slipped one arm under Theerak’s pale knees, lifting them to spread his legs apart. The smaller, worn-out figure let him do as he pleased.
Muenfah whispered softly into Theerak’s ear, “I will make you happy, okay?”
“…Yes.”
Muenfah moved his hand to grasp the center of Theerak’s body, starting to stroke it in the rhythm he liked. Every part of Theerak’s body responded to him perfectly. After just a few strokes, he seemed on the verge of release.
“Mmm… I’m, uh, close.”
“Yes… I know.”
Muenfah nodded and sped up his hand. He let out a low growl, joined by the smaller guy’s shaky moans. As he writhed, nearing release, it tightened the grip around Muenfah’s core still inside him. Muenfah prayed he’d finish first, before the clenching made him lose control and spill inside the tight passage.
“…Mmm, I’m—”
“Mmm… Theerak, don’t squeeze me like that.”
“Ah! Ah! Aaaah…”
Finally, Theerak’s body tensed and shuddered as he released. Muenfah helped prop him up before pulling himself out, resisting the urge to finish inside Theerak’s passage. Instead, he rose to his knees and quickly stroked himself, thick white fluid spurting from the tip.
Muenfah breathed heavily, his gaze fixed on the smaller figure leaning against the edge of the bed. Theerak panted, exhausted, legs spread wide. If Muenfah weren’t so concerned about Theerak being too drained to even stay conscious against his chest, he’d go for another round—punishment for sitting like that.
He crawled over to Theerak and pressed a kiss to his thin lips. Muenfah kissed deeply, savoring the moment, before pulling away when Theerak struggled to catch his breath.
“Phii Fah your cuum…” Theerak said, glancing at Muenfah’s hand, now stained with his own release.
…Whether it was the shaky tone or that position, Muenfah’s mind veered into the most shameless thoughts. He took his cuum-coated fingertip and lightly brushed it against Theerak’s lips. Startled, Theerak pursed his lips, inadvertently tasting it.
“Phii Fah!”
Muenfah laughed, delighted, before planting a firm kiss out of playful mischief. “my taste probably isn’t bad, but it can’t compare to yours.”
“I want to kick you hard, punish you real good, but right now I can barely stand.”
Muenfah chuckled before saying, “I’ll take Theerak to shower, okay?”
Rising to his full height, Muenfah bent down to scoop the smaller one into his arms. He carried Theerak to the bathroom for another wash. Theerak was so exhausted he nearly fell asleep in the tub. Muenfah dried him off, dressed him in one of his own shirts, and carried him back to lie on the bed as before.
By now, Theerak was completely out, oblivious to everything. Muenfah applied some ointment to his backside and woke him just enough to take some medicine, suspecting Theerak might have a mild fever by morning.
“Ugh… I want to sleep.”
“Okay, okay, I won’t bother you anymore.”
Muenfah flopped down beside the smaller figure, gently guiding Theerak’s head to rest on his arm before pulling the slender body into his embrace. He pressed his nose to Theerak’s hair, inhaling deeply several times.
Muenfah lay there, gazing at his lover’s face, thinking…
In this life… Phii Fah doesn’t need anything else.
TBC
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