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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 40: Cats Protection

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 40: Cats Protection

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 40: Cats Protection

       Daotok

       I looked down at the person who had fallen asleep using my lap as a pillow, stopping my hand that was stroking his black hair when I saw his condition had improved. Before, he seemed to be having a nightmare. Since he was forbidden from sleeping on the bed, he asked to sleep on my sofa tonight, and of course, I couldn’t refuse.

    Once I was sure he was sound asleep, I slowly moved away from the sofa, replacing my lap with a pillow for him to rest on. I went out to the balcony to breathe in the night air and gazed at the sky where not a single star was visible, only the lonely moon floating.

    My heart softened completely, succumbing to his pleading demeanor. He, who is usually strong and rough, showed his vulnerable side to me just half an hour ago, his voice pleading and begging as if he had surrendered to everything he had said.    His strong arms, trembling with fear, his heart beating harder than ever before, it was a feeling hard to describe. At that moment, all I could think about was wanting to embrace both his body and his heart, to watch over them so they wouldn’t shatter again.

    I believe I’m the only one who truly understands how he feels on painful days, on days when we share the same feelings. Because I can read his emotions, and I cried for the deep wounds hidden inside.

    For someone who never thought of loving anyone, the day he chose me to be like another heart…

    I could never be more special to anyone else.

    Because he said he couldn’t lose me, it’s no wonder he’s afraid, but what I told him wasn’t just comforting words.

    When I said I wasn’t that weak or fragile.

    In reality, when that woman called me outside, I willingly followed her. To be honest, I wasn’t happy with her either.

    At first, when I saw her approach him, I was stunned, and then the irritation came flooding in. That’s why I chose to leave and go somewhere else. I didn’t expect that afterward, she would come looking for trouble with me.

    I’m not someone who lets others hurt me without fighting back, which is why after being pushed, I grabbed her arm and maneuvered it behind her back. If Phii Arthit hadn’t intervened, I wouldn’t have been the one in danger.

    I didn’t think I was the jealous type until the evening’s incident made me want to pull that hand away from what’s mine.

    If it’s just looking, that’s fine, but don’t mess with…absolutely not.

    I’m not scared of being picked on, but when Phii Arthit ran towards me with such a worried look, it made me feel indescribably happy. I quickly took him away because I was more afraid of things escalating.

    “Why are you here?”

    “Hmm? Why are you awake?” I turned to ask the person I had just put to bed, who looked slightly dazed, lightly rubbing his head before coming out to lean against the balcony beside me.

    “You weren’t there.”

    “So you want me to sit there all night?”

    “Yeah.”

    “I’m so sore.”

    “I’m not that heavy.”

    “Really?”

    “What are you thinking about? You seemed lost in thought.”

    “Just random stuff.”

    “About today?”

    “Not really. Just that it’s been a while since I’ve been bothered.”

    “You said you’ve been picked on often?”

    “Yes.”

    “Tell me about it, I want to know the details. Did you ever become a gang leader?”

    “No, it’s the opposite.”

    “Targeted?”

    “Yeah.”

    “The story isn’t just about letting him be bullied until he graduates, right?” He asked, raising his eyebrows.

    “If it were like that.”

    “No way.”

    “Why?”

    “Remember when you cussed out Khram until he cried like a dog? Plus, you said you weren’t that weak, so now I want to know how it was.”

    “Oh.” I nodded again, “Well, there’s nothing much to it. Probably because I was smaller than my peers back then, they thought it would be easy to bully me, that I couldn’t fight back. Hurting someone who can’t fight back might make them feel strong.”

    “Really?” He raised his eyebrow, “I never thought like that.”

    “Have you ever bullied someone?”

    “Yeah, I used to lift girls’ skirts in kindergarten.”

    “…Really? Was it fun?”

    “Not really, what’s fun about seeing underwear?”

    “So you pulled down their underwear too?”

    “Yeah, damn. That was bad. So I stopped lifting skirts and started pulling down boys’ pants instead.”

    “Whose pants, your friends’ or yours?”

    “…Mine, what’s that, why are you asking this?” He pushed my head lightly, annoyed.

    “Good thing I wasn’t in that class.”

    “I was just kidding, but don’t you want to see? You were still touching it last evening.”

    “…You were the one who pulled my hand there.”

    “If you want to touch, just say so, you can touch, but it’s hard to beat my hand.”

    “Sigh.” I let out an accidental sigh at him, “But…”

    “But what?”

    “I don’t need protection.”

    “…”

    “I mean…I’m not weak enough to need someone to protect me.”

    “Yeah, I’m not saying I want to protect you because you’re weak, I’m the weak one here.”

    “Why?”

    “Because I can’t live without you.”

    “Uh-huh.” I answered softly, “I understand.”

    “Good that you understand. Take good care of yourself, you’re the only one in the world for me.”

    “Same for you, there’s probably only one person like you in the world.”

    “There might be others like me, but no one will love you as much as I do.”    “You’re really good at sweet talk.” I teased, showing a slight smile, lifting my hand to brush the hair off my face as the wind blew, “You can go to sleep now.”

    “You watch over me a bit.”

    “Why? Are you a little kid who needs watching while sleeping?”    “Just for today, it’s fine for the one who got picked on, but the one who’s paranoid is me.”

    “Oh, Little Arthit.”

    “Just a little, please, I was born first.”

    “Being born first is your only advantage, you big child, I’ll go spank you to sleep.”

    “…Damn it. You really won’t agree if it’s not you.”

    And that night, if I wasn’t by his side, he wouldn’t have been able to sleep no matter what, so I had to let him sleep with me on the bed. Even though I said not to come up on the bed, tonight was an exception. He had been gone since morning, leaving Chinese donuts and soy milk on the table. We chatted a bit during the day, he said he’d be practicing for a car race tonight.

    After that, we met less often, probably because our free time didn’t match up much. He seemed busy, with both car racing practice and making music at night. If I wasn’t asleep, he would drop by on some nights, sleeping on the sofa and disappearing by morning as usual.

    As for me, I study and work. In the evening, I go to the gym with him if he has free time because he won’t let me go alone.

    My daily routine has changed a little; there’s someone to miss, someone I have to wait for to have free time so we can talk or meet.

    A few days ago, Phii Meen told me she had dealt with the person who caused trouble for me at the gym. Even though I thought it wasn’t necessary, it was what Meen wanted, and she did it out of kindness towards me. So, I thanked her sincerely.

    I returned to the condo after a full day of studying, with food for my cat in my bag. A few days ago, I found a kitten mother, who had just given birth, behind the condo in a somewhat hidden area, you have to walk a bit further to reach it. If it weren’t for the kitten’s mother begging for food and following me there, I wouldn’t have known about it.

    While I was heading to where the cat and her kittens were, I heard sounds like people arguing. If it weren’t for the cat and her kittens being there, I would have walked away. I’m the type to avoid trouble, so I put on a mask since there was only dust around. Initially, I wanted to move the kittens to another place, but since they had just been born, the mother was very protective.

    I hoped their argument wouldn’t result in any harm to the cat or her kittens.    I cautiously moved closer to peek, and seeing that they were arguing near some old wood where the cat kittens were, I became even more worried. Even though I had arranged the wood securely, if anything hit it hard, it would definitely fall on the cat.

    I didn’t want to get involved in trouble, but I couldn’t abandon the cats either. While I was figuring out what to do, I saw a familiar, larger cat come out to hiss at those approaching her kittens, only to be kicked away.

    I clenched my fists in shock, realizing it wasn’t just an argument; it was one person being ganged up on. And the person being ganged up on was…

    Phii Meen…

       Phii Meen was fiercely swinging a steel pipe against about four or five men. What kind of situation was this? Why were so many men attacking one woman…no, it was more like one woman attacking a group of men. From the way they were barely able to fight back against Phii Meen, it seemed more fitting.    “Behind you!” I shouted loudly, rushing out before my brain could even react. I blocked a piece of wood aimed at the back of Meen with my arm. Phii Meen turned to look at me, confused. I gritted my teeth, holding my arm steady, then swung the wood away, punching the face of the person holding it with all my might, making him stagger back.    “Kid! How did you get here!”

    I didn’t even have time to respond before I had to deal with another person charging at me. I ducked under the punch, grabbed his arm, and slammed him to the ground with force, the sound echoing around the area.

    “Get out of here first, it’s dangerous!”

    “No. I have cats to protect.”

    “Huh? Cats? Isn’t it me? Oh, you little pest!” Phii Meen grumbled and turned to fight someone else instead. I looked over and saw two people not far from us, one sitting and one standing, quietly observing the situation like a boss overseeing their underlings.

    I grabbed the nearest piece of wood to defend myself from the relentless attack. I’ve mentioned before that I was often bullied back in the day, so this situation isn’t that strange. It’s just been a while since I’ve encountered something like this, and it brings back memories of the past.

    At first, I thought there were only four or five of them, but upon closer look, I saw there were actually eight. They had us surrounded. I scanned the situation.    My body started to heat up, movements guided by instinct. I let violence take over, swinging the stick with force, the smell of blood filling my nose, breathing heavily from exhaustion, pain coursing through me, the tension and pressure of the situation. I remembered these feelings.

    Before I knew it, all of them were on the ground.

    “You’ve got some skills.” Phii Meen said.

    “Somsri!” I called out to the cat’s mother immediately and rushed to where the cat was under the pile of debris, but I found that it had disappeared, my heart dropped.

    “Where did it go?”

    “Here?”

    One of the people I thought was the leader held up the cat by the scruff of its neck, not cradling it but gripping its skin. This made me even more upset. I stood up straight and walked over to him, with my brother following.

    “Give it back.”

    “Hmm? Is it that important?”

    “Yes.”

    “It’s just a dirty cat, killing one or two won’t matter.” He said, “I heard you were looking for it, so I caught it when it was trying to escape with its cub. You really messed up my underlings.”

    “…”

    “Come closer, take off your mask.”

    “…”

    I walked closer, my eyes widening when I clearly saw the face of the person holding the cat, beside her was the woman who had confronted me that day at the gym.

    “Phii! This is the one who got me slapped by that person at the gym!”    “Disturbing is one thing, you started it by bothering my kid. You, Ging, are hiding behind others.” Phii Meen said with a hard voice, pointing and scolding with displeasure, “Ha, can’t handle it by yourself, so you bring your brother and underlings? Pathetic. Look at your underlings, real men, beaten to the ground by me and my kid, crying like dogs.”

    “You bitch! You can’t beat my brother! Phii! She cussed me again!” The person named Ging shook the man sitting there hard. I think I could now assess the situation.

    After Phii Meen retaliated for me, Ging, unwilling to accept it, brought her brother and his cronies to get revenge on one woman. But talking is one thing, since it was Phii Meen, there wasn’t much of a problem. From the way she was swinging the steel pipe at them.

    “Yeah, I understand…if we just go back like this, we’ll lose face. And if this cat is so important to you, try to take it back.”

    “Dao, step back…I’ll handle this.” Phii Meen said, raising her arm to shield me.

    “You! How can a woman think she can fight my brother!?”

    “Besides in bed, it’s when they get beaten by me that guys usually scream.” Phii Meen said, raising her eyebrows, provocatively smiling, “You’ll get more from me, Ging.”

    “It’s okay, Phii Meen.” I said softly, walking closer to the other side, slowly removing my mask and sending a mocking smile to the person sitting there, who immediately looked shocked.

    “!!!”

    He released the cat to the ground, setting her free. I quickly picked up the cat. Fortunately, it seemed unharmed. I handed the kitten to Phii Meen and turned to talk to the person in front of me.

    “What’s up? We haven’t seen each other in a while, have we, Phii?”

    “You…you! Why is it you! Why are you here!!” He yelled loudly, panic-stricken, his face which was once full of confidence now turning pale with fear. The person named Ging was equally flustered.

    “Why, Phii? Do you know him? Why do you have to act scared of him!”    “Get out! You’re a psycho! Don’t come near me!” He screamed, pointing at me with trembling hands. I walked closer and gave a sarcastic half-smile.

    “Do you still want to hug me?” I mockingly opened my arms as if to hug him, but he quickly backed away, even trying to push me, “Eh? Why? Haven’t seen each other in so long, have you forgotten?”

    I pretended to make a cooing sound, which made the security guard go pale. Seeing him scared like that filled me with an indescribable satisfaction. He started sweating profusely, looking flustered.

    “Don’t come near me!! Get out!”

    “Phii! Calm down, what’s wrong with you? Don’t tell me it’s because of this!”

    “Ging, Ging, take it away from me!”

    “Don’t you dare come near my brother!” The one named Ging stepped in front of me, embracing her poor brother. She clenched her lips tightly, clearly distressed, “It’s you, isn’t it? You’re evil! Do you know how much harm you’ve caused my brother!”

    “Hmm? Really? I thought he might actually like it.” I said with a smile.

    “You psycho! You pervert!”

    “Are you talking about my child?”

    “Enough! Enough already! We won’t mess with you anymore! Don’t you mess with us either!” She said, her voice filled with anger and fear, “Phii, it’s okay now. Let’s go home.”

    “…”

    I watched the sister help her brother escape, feeling a mix of pity and satisfaction that we didn’t have to deal with more trouble. I immediately went to check on the Cat cub in Phii Meen’s arms.

    “The little one doesn’t look good. Should we take it to the vet?”

    “Yes.”

    “Is that the cat’s mother?”

    “Yes.” I answered, turning to see the mother cat caring for her cubs in a cardboard box, “Maybe we should get them all checked out.”

    “Okay, I’ll take them.”

    “Thanks.”

    I left the people lying on the ground as they were and, along with Phii Meen, headed to the clinic, even though we were both injured. It wasn’t like we were unscathed; Phii Meen had several bruises, and I was no different, with a split lip and a slight nosebleed, along with bruises all over.

    “…”

    The examination results showed that some cats were malnourished and had complications from living in dirty conditions, and since we weren’t in a position to take them back with us, we had to leave them at the clinic for now.

    Phii Meen and I split the medical costs because she said she wanted to keep one of the kittens after they were treated. We returned to the condo by car and went to my room to tend to the wounds.

    “So, what’s up with us? I was so surprised when you suddenly appeared.” Phii Meen said while cleaning my wounds.

    “At first, I just wanted to check on Cat.”

    “Oh.”

    “But I saw you about to get hit from behind, so my body just reacted.”

    “Ha ha, thank you, you’re the cutest.” Phii Meen smiled broadly, happy. “I knew it, even if you seem cold, you’re actually very kind.”

    “Really?”

    “Hmm, and you’re good at fighting too. Look at this. If it weren’t for you, I would have had a much harder time, I was out of breath.”

    “But Phii Meen you was really impressive.”

    “Of course, they couldn’t take me down that easily. At first, I didn’t expect it to turn out like this. I just went to deal with that Ging for causing trouble for you, but I didn’t think she would retaliate by bringing a bunch of guys to gang up on me, damn.”

    “…Yeah, really.” I said in a softer tone, “I’m sorry.”

    “Why apologize to me?”

    “If you hadn’t gone to retaliate for me in the first place, this wouldn’t have happened.”

    “Oh, don’t overthink it. I did it because I wanted to, and also, I found out that Ging has a gangster brother, but who cares, getting some exercise like this helps me relieve stress and tension.”

    “It relieves the pain but causes injury instead.”

    “Normally, it’s worse in prison.”

    “Oh.”

    “Because you helped me get out of there, I wanted to help you too. But in the end, you ended up helping me again, sigh. Looks like I’m pretty pathetic, huh?”    “Not at all, you were already fighting them before I even stepped in to help.”    “Well, there you go.” Phii Meenn shrugged slightly, “But I didn’t think you’d be that good at fighting.”

    “Don’t just look at the surface.”

    “Exactly, so what should we do? If Arthit sees me like this, he might go crazy.

    Last time, when I just got into trouble, he was almost beside himself with worry.”    “Oh…” I went quiet; I was thinking the same thing. I really didn’t want him to see me in this condition. If I were a quick-healing cyborg, that would be great.

    “Thinking about it gives me goosebumps.” Phii Meen said, looking distressed,

    “If he finds out who did this to me, those people would definitely not get away.”

    “…”

    “Just beating them might not be enough.”

    “Shorty! I’m back!” While we were talking, the door suddenly opened with a familiar voice. The person who had just entered stopped in his tracks when he saw Phii Meen bandaging my wounds, his face showing shock before he rushed over, “What the hell is this! What happened? Who did this to you! Meen! Are you involved too? What have you done with my wife!”

    “Calm down.” Phii Meen, still startled, spoke up, “Sit down first, calm down, and then we’ll explain.”

    “Explain now!”

    “Yeah! You idiot, you come in shouting like that, am I not hurt too?” Phii Meen complained irritably. Phii Arthit immediately turned his attention to me, his brows furrowed with deep concern.

    “Are you hurt badly? Where else does it hurt?” His anger subsided, his voice trembling, which made me feel a bit sad.

    “My arm is bruised.” I showed him the arm that had taken the hit from the stick, “And probably around my ribs and back.” I mentioned where it hurt, recalling getting struck there too.

    “Damn it.” He gritted his teeth as if trying to control his emotions, “Explain it, you idiot.”

    “It’s that Ging I had to deal with before because she was messing with my child, she brought her brother and her underlings. Today, I was just walking back to the condo when suddenly, I was dragged away, tied up. Luckily, I managed to escape, but I couldn’t just run away; I had to fight back. Then Nong Dao came to help me. At first, I thought he was worried about me, huh. No, he was worried about the cat.”

    “…”

    “Just kidding, he was worried about me too, took the hits for me. See, he’s such a good kid.”

    “Why did he take the hits for you ? Meen you are tough as nails, you can handle it.”

    “Well, you see…I’m one woman surrounded by seven or eight guys. I might be chill, but I’m not that chill. My child is incredibly skilled; in no time, we took down those guys, making them scream in defeat.”

    “Huh? You were involved too?”

    “Yes.” Phii Meen answered, “he is really good, not just playing around. At first, I was stunned, like someone who’s been in many fights, very experienced.”

    “So, when you told me you were often picked on, it was like this, huh?”    “Hmm.” I nodded slightly.

    “Yeah, there was one incident. At first, that leader guy was super scary, I thought it would be tough, but then he saw Nong Dao’s face and turned pale, backing away like he saw a ghost. What’s up with that, Dao?” Phii Meen turned to ask me with a curious expression.

    “Really?”

    “Yeah, he’s probably Ging’s brother, it seems like they know each other. I saw

    Nong Dao call him by name, what was it…Gard?”

    “Yes.”

    “So, how do you know him? And why is he so scared of you?”

    “Oh, well…”

    I looked at the unfamiliar square box on my study table, it was emanating a foul, rotting smell that filled the room, making no one want to enter. There was no need to open it to see what was inside. I picked up that box and buried it behind the school.

       “Don’t you want my gift anymore? That’s a pity, it was hard to find, you know.”

       “…”

       I didn’t respond, intentionally ignoring him and walking away, but he grabbed my arm first.

       “Hey, how long are you going to ignore me? Being too proud isn’t cute.”

       “…Annoying.”

       “What did you say?”

       “Annoying.”

       “You’re getting too mouthy!” ‘Phii Gard’ raised his hand, intending to slap me, but the whistle blew before he could.

       “Hey, what’s going on over there! Aren’t you supposed to be lining up!” the janitor uncle shouted from another direction. I shook off his hand and walked away immediately, hearing Phii Gard shout after me, “I’ll let you go this time. If you throw away my gift again, I won’t let you off.”    Annoying…

       What kind of gift is this? It’s just a dead piece of shit.

       The incident happened about a month ago when I had to transfer schools because of a fight at my old school. It wasn’t because I started the fight, but because I fought back, making it a big deal. I had endured bullying, mocking, and belittling throughout almost the whole term, but my patience snapped when they started targeting my parents.

       The reason I was often bullied was probably because of the idiots who thought that picking on someone who couldn’t fight back made them superior, giving them a feeling of strength. That evening, I sent three of them to the hospital.

       Because their parents had considerable influence and it was deemed that I went too far, I was transferred. Here, it wasn’t much different from my old school because I’m not very good at talking, so I preferred to be alone, which wasn’t a problem until last month.

       Phii Gard, quite famous in school, was the leader of a group of rather aggressive boys. They spent their days doing meaningless things like fighting, beating up people, stealing girls, and claiming territories. He had a reputation for getting whatever he wanted, which explained why he changed girlfriends daily without shame.

       I don’t know why I became his target, but he started by asking me out in the middle of the cafeteria, ignoring everyone else’s stares. My rejection must have…

       He began to harass me until my classmates were afraid to get close because Phii Gard threatened anyone who tried to approach me. Within days, my situation became well-known in school. At first, I thought he was just playing around and would soon get bored, but that wasn’t the case; it had been a month already.    Because of him, I was ostracized by the whole class, and sometimes, my things were thrown into the lotus pond, my books and notebooks were torn, or my belongings were destroyed. I knew it was his doing because each time, there would be a message threatening that if I didn’t agree to be his, he wouldn’t stop.    I tried to endure because I didn’t want to be transferred again. Plus, the bad news was that Phii Gard’s father was the school principal, and every teacher was intimidated by him. I had once brought evidence to the teachers, but it didn’t help at all.

       Forget about love or liking him, he just enjoyed seeing me struggle to endure. He took pleasure in not seeing me cry or give up in front of him like others did. For him, I was probably just a new toy. He continued to change girls while tormenting me at the same time.

       The crazy bullying, like placing dead animals on my desk, started about five days ago. He really put effort into finding these things, whether it was dead mice or birds. I wasn’t even afraid of him; what I felt was only annoyance and anger…to the point where I could hardly bear it.

       I hated how he acted as if he could do anything to me, like I was just a plaything he could manipulate any way he wanted, which was incredibly frustrating.

       In the evening, after I hid in the library to avoid Phii Gard since he couldn’t cause trouble there, he would have to wait until the library closed to approach me, which he certainly wouldn’t bother to do.

       When the library closed, I walked outside, and suddenly, someone grabbed me forcefully to follow them. I found out it was three of Phii Gard’s underlings. Unable to resist, I had to follow them reluctantly. They dragged me to the storage area behind the school, which was a blind spot. Not many people came here; it was known to be Phii Gard’s territory. They often gathered there.

       The smell of cigarette smoke was so thick it made me wrinkle my nose. I had a bad feeling because he had never brought me here in the evening when there were hardly any other students like this before. Of course, who would feel good about this? Surrounded by his underlings, he sat in the middle, smoking and casting glances my way. I could sense that this time, he wouldn’t let me go easily.

       There were more than ten people here; there was no way I could escape…

       “So, you finally came.”

       “…”

       “Thinking about running? You won’t get away. Sigh, Daotok, do you not know how much I want you? I’ve never wanted anyone this much before. I’ve been chasing you for a month, and you still play hard to get.”

       “…” I didn’t respond, he just stood up and walked towards me. I looked up at him without any fear.

       “What’s with those defiant eyes?” He said, displeased, “Don’t look at me with such a hard stare.”

       “Ugh.” I clenched my teeth when he suddenly grabbed my hair from behind, pulling hard, his face coming close to mine.

       “Look at your husband with sweet eyes.”

       “…”

       “Oh, because besides me, these guys have been trying to give you gifts for the past month, so you might as well become their wife too.” After that distasteful remark, the others cheered as if they were rooting for something.

       …I narrowed my eyes slightly as I understood the whole situation.

       This wasn’t just a game; he intended to force me and let the others have their turn.

       “Phii…” I called him by name for the first time in a soft voice, he raised his eyebrows in surprise, “Phii Gard. Don’t do this to me.”

       “Hah, trying to trick me now?”

       “Not at all.” I gently stroked his hand that was pulling my hair; he let go. I moved closer, hugging him, “I’m scared. I give up, I really do. Please don’t do anything to me…please.”

       “That’s how you need to be dealt with.” He put his arm around my shoulders, satisfied to see that I had truly given in, looking at my tear-stained face, “Be mine nicely from the start, and it would have been over.”

       “Uh-huh.” I nodded slightly, biting my lip, then covering my mouth with my hand as he tried to kiss me, his eyes immediately showing irritation, “I…I’m shy. Can’t we go somewhere where it’s just the two of us?” I pretended to be embarrassed, but not too much, or it would seem unbelievable.

       “Sure, how about the storage room?”

       “Hmm, yes.”

       Then he took me to the storage room, ordered everyone to wait outside, locked the door securely, and immediately pushed me down to the ground.

       “Ha, I’ve wanted to hug you like this for a long time.”

       “Hmm.” I raised both arms to hug his neck, letting him nuzzle into my neck with a sense of disgust. At the moment when I thought he was completely absorbed, I reached into my pocket for a lighter, removed the cap, and poured the oil over the back of the person on top of me.

       “!!” He was shocked as something was suddenly poured over his back, but it was too late. I took out another lighter, lit it, and dropped it onto the oil,

    “Aaaahhhh!!!”

       He screamed loudly; his back was engulfed in flames. He tried to wriggle free from my arms, but I used all my strength to hold him down, even though one of my arms was also getting burnt.

       “Let go!! Let go! Let me go, you bastard, let me go! I told you to let me go!”    “You wanted to hug me, didn’t you?” I whispered coldly into his ear. His face turned pale before tears started to flow pathetically, “Why ask me to let go when I begged you so many times, and you never let me go?”

       “You bastard! You! You sick fuck! Let go! Let me go now! Aaahhh, hot, hot, hot!!

    Anyone, anyone, help me!!”

       “Shh. Don’t scream, no one will hear you anyway, with doors this thick. Even if they do, no one can help you. Who was the one who locked the door?”

       “Aaaah, hot!!! Aaaah, let me go!!!”

       “You thought I couldn’t fight back, huh? Do you still think that now, huh?” I deliberately whispered to embed my voice, my presence, and my actions deep into his mind. Did he think he could rape me and have his underlings take turns? This revenge, mixed with a month’s worth of torment, I’ll settle it all at once, “I don’t want to hurt anyone. Unless they hurt me first. I just want to be left alone, can you understand that?”

       “Aaaahhh!!”

       “No more strength to struggle? Beg me, speak nicely, maybe I’ll want to let you go.”

       “No…no way!! Ugh, you, you, I’ll kill you!” He tried to reach for my throat, but he didn’t have the strength to fight back anymore, “Murderer! You won’t let go; if

    I die, you’ll go to prison, you bastard!”

       “Think so…huh? I’m pretty good at surviving, you know. I’ve recorded the sound where you threatened to rape me. How loyal do you think your underlings are? Are you sure they won’t be scared enough to spill everything to the police? Plus, I’ve been bullied for a month, everyone in school has seen it. And I have several letters you wrote yourself as threats. Just lighting a lighter and pouring it over someone who tried to assault me. I’m just defending myself.”

       “…You! You’re a psychopath! Ahhh!!”

       “It’s hot, isn’t it? Can you smell your own skin burning?” I whispered calmly, letting go of his hand because he didn’t even have the strength to move anymore. I stood up, glancing at the person suffering from the heat, “Apologize to me, beg me to help you.”

       “I…I’m sorry, sob, hic, sorry for hurting you all this time, sob, I’m sorry, please help me, help me, please, I beg you.”

       “…” I didn’t respond, just opened the door and left. The people waiting outside were shocked when they saw the condition inside. No one paid attention to me. I ran out to find the teacher who was still on duty in the evening, my appearance startling the teacher. I recounted everything that happened, saying he tried to rape me and threatened that his underlings would do the same. I tricked him into letting his guard down before using a lighter to defend myself by setting him on fire.    This case was quickly investigated. I had plenty of evidence against him, including audio clips, my destroyed belongings, threatening letters, and testimonies from people at school. The conclusion was that it was self-defense because in that situation, I couldn’t have fought back. My family decided I should transfer schools to protect my mental health.

       I heard that Phii Gard was sent to juvenile detention after recovering from his injuries, and there were rumors he developed a severe fear of fire and heat after the incident.

       From my heart, I felt no pity or sympathy for him because he started it all, and people like that deserved what they got.

       I myself…am not so kind-hearted as to let myself be bullied without fighting back.    “Serves him right, that bastard, trying to rape my child, if it were me, I would’ve cut his balls off, fucking deserved it, coming out and still acting all high and mighty.”

    “Were you very scared?” Phii Arthit gently stroked my cheek, his voice full of concern.

    “Not at all. I wasn’t scared.” I shook my head.

    “You did great, my child. Don’t be scared of him. Seriously, trying to rape someone and then passing them around to his underlings is the lowest of the low, it makes me so angry, I shouldn’t have let him escape.” Phii Meen said irritably, “But it’s right for him to be scared of you. No wonder, when he sees you, it’s like seeing a ghost, must have left quite an impression, well done.”

    “Am I scary?”

    “Hmm. Well, to me, it’s more like you’re amazing, amazing for enduring it for almost a month without responding because you didn’t want to worry your family, amazing for handling such a scary situation, that guard is truly a piece of shit, huh?”

    “Uh-huh.”

    “Oh, why aren’t you enjoying this at all?”

    “I’m thinking about how to deal with him.” Phii Arthit said calmly.

    “It’s okay. I’ve already dealt with him; the person named Ging said they are not going to mess with me.”

    “That’s your agreement, not mine.”

    “Ha, with someone as stubborn as you…”

    “Should I let go of the person who did this to my wife?”    “Yeah, I knew you wouldn’t let it go. But, Nong Dao…”

    “Yes?”

    “When you didn’t let go of Gard, didn’t you get burned by the fire?”

    “I did, on my arm.”

    “Really?” Phii Arthit asked immediately. I nodded before pulling up my sleeve to show him.

    “So, I got tattoos over all the scars.”

    “Wow, you’re so strong, let me kiss your head, come here.”

    “Meen! Don’t mess with my wife!”

    “Why don’t you fight back against Arthit? He messes with you, doesn’t he?”

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 39: Promise

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 39: Promise

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 39: Promise

       Arthit

       I was in the bathroom, hastily attending to my needs, my breathing as fast as the movements of my right hand gripping my hard part, imagining the small person moaning sweetly and writhing on the bed, the scent and taste of him lingering on my tongue, the smooth white skin I touched, leaving marks to claim ownership, the tips of his nipples standing firm when I licked and sucked them until they were red and tender, his delicate body with its hot temperature and so sensitive to touch.    “…Mmm.” I bit my lower lip as I reached my release, inadvertently licking my lips, still unable to remove the image of Dao from my mind, but at least, I felt a bit more at peace now, letting warm water cleanse my body.

    Last night, I couldn’t stop myself from climbing into bed and harassing him. The fragrance, the body temperature, the soft skin all made me lose my mind. The more I touched and the more he responded unconsciously, the harder it was for me to control myself.

    Last night, after he fell asleep, I dealt with the throbbing part under my pants. It took three rounds for it to calm down. When I woke up in the morning to go to the ward, thoughts of Dao came back, and I had to do it another two times.

    Damn…this might be too much, I mean, I might be too much, falling in love with him to this extent. I only hope that if we become a couple, he can handle me because even without being official, I’m already this intense.

    After finishing my shower, I hurried out of the bathroom, changed clothes, and went straight to the hospital to start my ward rounds. This is why I had to rush. If the attending doctor asked why I was late, I definitely couldn’t say I was messing around, damn it.

    You might think I’m horny, which is correct, that’s pretty obvious, especially at this age when hormones are all about reproduction. But my horniness doubles when I’m in front of Dao.

    It’s not like this is new. After hugging, kissing, or anything like that, I need to find a moment to deal with the little Arthit that’s hard and painful in my pants. If you’re a guy, you know how painful it can be when you’re hard in tight underwear.    How can I not be this intense when Dao is that cute? His face when he woke up to find me doing that was shocked and turned bright red, so cute that I’d take a chair to the face if only he wouldn’t get mad at me. I even let him pull my ear. No one has ever done anything like this to me before, and I willingly let him. When he pushed me away, I backed off because I started to regain my senses, especially when he said he was preparing for sex, it was a big deal.

    I was ready to wrestle and make him strip right there because he’s so damn cute, but because of what he said, I managed to control myself and decided not to do anything like that until he’s truly ready. I’m not sure if I can be patient, but I’ll try.    My patience is limited; the only time I can hold out is when I’m on the bed.    Hill, who was waiting, looked at me with a scolding expression when he saw me running up, panting. I rushed like my life depended on it, and luckily, I made it in time.

    “Did you wake up late?”

    “No, I woke up early.”

    “Then why are you late?”

    “I was rubbing one off.”

    “…”

    “Hill, do you understand that I’m someone who lasts long, so it took a bit of time? I rushed here, my hand was exhausted, and almost got burned.”

    “You don’t have to explain in such detail, I don’t want to know that much.” Hill turned away and sighed in exasperation. I picked up my phone when I got a message notification and saw it was from Dao.

    SS: *sends picture    SS: What is this?

       ☀︎: It’s a photo of me.

       I typed an explanation after he sent me a screenshot of his phone, where I had sneakily changed his wallpaper to a picture of myself so he would always see me when we’re not together.

    ☀︎: Don’t ever change it.

       SS: …

       ☀︎: I miss you.

       SS: Uh-huh.

       ☀︎: What are you doing?

       SS: I’m heading to the faculty.    ☀︎: I’m going to the ward now.

       ☀︎:    

       SS:    

       ☀︎: Not this, I want your heart.

       ☀︎: Quickly, quickly.

       ☀︎: I’m going to the ward soon.

       SS: …

       SS:   

       5555555555

       ☀︎: Now I have the energy to go to the ward.

       ☀︎:

    I dragged myself back from the ward, feeling utterly bored. Doing things you don’t like really drains your energy so easily. I tapped the key card for the room next door, and I saw the room’s owner packing his bag. He looked at me in confusion, and before he could react, I rushed in to hug him.

    He seemed a bit startled before reaching out to hug me back, patting my back gently as if to console me, which made me feel very warm. I hugged him tighter, for a long time until I was satisfied, then released him but not before stealing a kiss on his cheek with cheekiness.

    “You hugged me back, that’s so cute. You wouldn’t even let me hug you before.”

    “Where are you going?”

    “To exercise.”

    “Huh? Exercise, where?”

    “At the gym.”

    “Hmm?” I raised my eyebrows in surprise, looking closely, he was already in workout gear, with a backpack on his shoulder, then he looked back at me, “Let me go with you.”

    He shook his head. I frowned, not understanding.

    “Why?”

    “I want to go alone.”

    “I exercise often, I can help train you.”

    “No.”

    “I’m going with you whether you like it or not.” I said stubbornly, “I won’t let anyone else train you, what if they try to molest you?”

    “No one will molest me except you.”

    “That’s for sure, just imagine if someone else tried to molest you.”

    “…”

    “Wait a sec, I’ll change my clothes, don’t even think about sneaking out before I come back.”

    “Uh.”

    I quickly went back to my room to change into workout clothes. Initially, I planned to spend some time hanging out with him before going back to work on my music, but seeing him about to go outside like this, I knew what I would choose without needing to be told. Of course, I had to go with him.

    When I came out of my room, I found him leaning against the door waiting. Seeing him in workout gear was a different kind of eye-catching, I went over to put my arm around his shoulder and we walked out together.

    “What made you want to exercise?”

    “Otherwise, where would I get the strength to deal with you?”

    “So, you’re getting fit to fight me?” I couldn’t help but laugh at that, how could I not fall for someone so cute like this, he nodded slightly before speaking in a flat voice.

    “If not, you wouldn’t be able to hit me hard enough.”

    “Oh, your heart is something, huh? Exercise to gain strength, then come hit me.”    “Exactly.”

    “That’s a good thing. When you’re ready, you’ll be able to keep up with me until the end without passing out first.” I said cheerfully. The person next to me looked slightly confused before frowning, as we were alone in the elevator, which allowed me to lean down and steal a kiss on his cheek, “Whose bike are we taking?”

    “We can go separately.”

    “No good, then let’s take your Phatcharamon. I want to ride with you again.”

    “No, the tires are all flat.”

    “Then you drive my bike.”

    “I can’t handle a big bike.”

    “Shh, that’s annoying. Then you hug my waist.”

    “…” He didn’t reply, just waited for me to mount the motorcycle, then started the engine with difficulty. I revved the bike hard, speeding forward, making him have no choice but to hug my waist. It didn’t take long before we arrived at my regular gym.

    We went inside, stored our stuff, then came out.

    “Have you been here before?”

    He shook his head instead of answering.

    “Do you want to try any specific machine? I can teach you.”

    “It’s my first day here. I just want to try running first.”

    “Alright, then I’ll stay around here. Call me if you need anything.”    “Uh-huh.” He agreed and headed towards the treadmill. I went to the weight machines, did some stretching before moving to the weight bench, adding weights until I was satisfied, then sat down. I worked out with concentration, occasionally glancing at Dao during breaks.

    “Arthit.”

    “…” I turned towards the voice calling me, seeing a woman who seemed familiar but whose name I couldn’t remember. She sat down next to me, smiling happily, wearing a tight-fitting workout outfit that showed off her good figure, her pretty face slightly flushed, probably from exercising.

    If it were before, I would have just stared straight at it.

    “It’s been a while since we’ve seen each other, did you change your LINE?” “No, this is it.”

    “Then did you block my LINE? Why?”

    She started to pout in dissatisfaction, which would probably look cute to others. If it were me before, I’d probably think it was tempting too. The other person moved closer until we were touching, clearly flirting, “Do you have a girlfriend now?”

    “Well…not yet.”

    A small hand gently touched mine. I didn’t feel much, just worried someone might see, I looked around but Dao didn’t even glance this way, making me sigh in frustration, sigh, I’m being flirted with like this, and you still don’t pay attention to me.

    “Then, after this, shall we go eat together?”

    “…”

    “Please. I’ve missed you so much.” She moved even closer, and I could smell her perfume. Normally, I’m not affected by women’s perfume, but now it feels overwhelming. I immediately frowned when something soft pressed against my arm, what the hell, she’s pressing her chest against me, “No one satisfies me like you do. I miss the passion we had in bed.”

    “…”

    “Hey, don’t ignore me. I’m not being unreasonable or demanding anything. Just let’s have fun again…please.” Her coaxing whisper near my ear made my hair stand on end, not out of pleasure, but fear that Dao might misunderstand. Yet, part of me wanted Dao to show some jealousy, so I tried to stay still.

    I turned to look but Dao had disappeared, damn, where did he go, to the bathroom or what?

    “You never used to refuse before, what’s wrong with you?”

    I let out a big sigh, moving my arm away helplessly, she’s really trying to charm me, while the person I want to charm me is nowhere to be seen, sigh, damn frustrating.

    “Don’t bother me.” I said to cut her off before getting up to leave, walking to the bathroom to find Dao washing his face, “Hey.”

    “Hmm?”

    “Did you see what happened earlier?”

    “That woman coming up to you?”

    “Yeah, and aren’t you jealous? She even pressed her chest against my arm, see how hot I am, you should be jealous.”

    “…”

    “Why didn’t you say anything? I’m starting to feel jealous.”

    “Jealous.”

    “Really?”

    “I wasn’t too happy about it, so I didn’t want to look. That’s why I went to the bathroom.” He said in a flat tone, looking up at me with an expressionless face, “Is this what you call jealousy?”

    “Yeah, then why didn’t you come to me?”

    “I don’t know, I felt awkward, I guess.”

    The smaller person came closer, reaching out to hug my arm, leaning his cheek against it, which made me freeze for a moment.

       “I can do that too, hug your arm.”    Wow…damn, that’s so cute!!!

       I immediately hugged him back, pushing him against the bathroom wall.    I bent down to sniff the pleasant scent from his white neck, different from the previous perfume’s smell. He was stunned for a moment before showing an uncomfortable expression, which softened my heart. I gently stroked his white cheek, blaming myself for not shaking off that hand from the start. Why did I want Dao to feel jealous?

    “Who is she?”

    “I don’t know, I can’t even remember her name.”

    “Just had a temporary relationship, right?”

    “Yeah, sorry, my fault. I just wanted to see if you’d be jealous of me.” I said softly, feeling uneasy, “Don’t make that face.”

    “Can I be jealous?”

    “Of course, you can, I’m jealous of you, you can be jealous of me too, you can be jealous of everything.”

    “Uh-huh.” Dao answered softly, then reached out to hug me. Just this, just this is enough for me to agree to everything. Oh, my heart is floating away, “Do you still think about her?”

    “No. No thoughts. Never thought about her, only about you.”

    “Really?”

    “If you don’t believe me, try this.” I took the small hand and placed it on my groin, where I was hard from our embrace and touch. Dao quickly pulled his hand back, his face turning bright red as he looked down, avoiding eye contact.

    “Uh…I understand now.”

    I leaned down to whisper:

    “This is just from hugging, you don’t know how much you drive me crazy. I’ve never been like this with anyone else but you.”

    “Ah…uh, let’s go back.”

    “Okay.”

    I smiled, taking a deep breath to calm the throbbing part of me, knowing it wouldn’t be good to go outside in this condition. I washed my face to calm my mind, but when I came out, the person who should have been waiting wasn’t there.

    I asked a trainer if he had seen the small guy who came with me, and he said he saw him go outside with someone.

    Instantly, I knew something bad was about to happen. I felt a sudden urgency and concern like never before, rushing outside to look for him, scanning the area anxiously. Hearing someone scream, I ran towards the sound.

    The sight I saw was the woman having her arm twisted behind her back by Dao. She was crying out in pain before Dao let go. She turned around, raising her hand to strike, but I intercepted her in time, gripping her wrist hard until she screamed.    “What the hell is this!” I shouted in anger, her face turning pale with shock, “Are you okay? Are you hurt anywhere?” I turned to ask the small guy with concern, scanning his body, turning him around to make sure he was unharmed.

    “I was just curious if you were dating him. you came together, I just wanted to talk.”

    “Talk like this, what the hell!”

    “Ugh…don’t shout at me. I’m scared, he assaulted me, twisted my arm. You saw it, why do you have to be so angry? You’re not usually like this.”

    “He was going to slap me first.”

    “You little shit, you’re slandering me!”

    “Who are you calling a little shit!” I yelled, my face flushed with anger, tears starting to well up in her eyes from the hurt, her fragile body trembling with fear before she collapsed to the ground.

    “I’m a woman, you can see I can’t even fight back!”

    “Let’s switch places.” I paused when Dao hugged my arm again, his small hands holding mine, which made all my anger vanish in an instant. However, I was still unhappy that someone had cursed out my wife, “Please.”

    “Uh-huh, I understand.” but in the end, I followed Dao willingly, gathered all our things, and prepared to leave, “I’m sorry.”

    “Why apologize? I didn’t do anything wrong.”

    “You almost got hurt.”

    “I can defend myself.”

    “Really? Did she do anything else?”

    “Well…I was pushed.”

    “Did it hurt?”

    “A little, but it’s fine now.”

    “That’s it, you’re really good.” I said, smiling at the corner of my mouth, looking into those round eyes I adored, reaching out to hold his slender hand and gently kissing the back of it, “This won’t happen again, I promise.”

    “Okay.”

    I kept thinking about what happened earlier in the evening. Even if Dao said I wasn’t at fault, it was my mistake. It made me think back to when North got into trouble because of Jo’s ex-girlfriend. Why, why didn’t I meet you before? If I had met you first, I wouldn’t have gotten involved with anyone else.

       I dropped my bag on the sofa in frustration. Regardless, the fact that Dao got hurt is true. If that woman had touched Dao even a bit, I would have ended up punching a woman for real this time.

       I heard a knock at the door. Even though I wasn’t in the mood to answer, the knocking didn’t stop, so I went to open the door and found the person who had just left a few minutes ago standing there, panting with drawing equipment, not saying a word, just walking in to place the items on the table.

       “Why did you come back to stay with me?”

    “I thought it might cheer you up.”

    “Sigh, you’re so cute, just a little bit, please, I’m going crazy over here.” I walked over to hug the smaller person from behind, “Were you scared today?”

    “Not at all.”

    “Why not?”

    “I get into trouble quite often too.”

    “Really?” I asked, almost not believing what I heard.

    “Yeah, there are plenty of people who don’t like me.” He said in his usual calm voice, gently squeezing my hand as if to comfort me.

    “…You’re too good to me.”

    “Hmm.”

    “I love you.”

    “Hmm.”

    “I love you so much that my heart feels like it’s going to explode.” I said, following the myriad of feelings that were overwhelming me, resting my head on his slender shoulder which was small but strong inside, unlike what it seemed. I felt incredibly lucky to have fallen in love with this person.

    The person in my embrace responded before gently stroking my head, and I let him do so without protest. We stayed like that, hugging until we were content, then he slowly released from the hug.

       “Sleep with me tonight.”

    “No.”

    “Why?”

    “I’m going back at nine. Just staying here for now.”

    “Sigh, I understand, I’ll take a shower first, I’m hot, have you showered?”

    “Already did.”

    “So quick, oh, you came to see me, huh?”

    “…” He didn’t reply, just turned his face away, which gave me my answer. Unable to resist, I stole a big kiss on his cheek before going into the shower in good spirits. After showering, I came out to sit on the chair beside him, just like we used to when we were in this room together.

    I leaned back, resting my chin in my hand while looking at him, focused on his work, then reached out to touch his cheek which had turned a soft pink.

    “You’re staring too much.”

    “I always stare like this.”

    “…”

    “Why? Are you embarrassed?”

    “Uh-huh.”

    I couldn’t help but smile broadly when I heard that.

       I walked Dao back to his room when it was 11 PM as he had instructed. I felt regretful that we couldn’t sleep together, but what could I do when Dao had said so. Plus, I felt guilty for messing around early in the morning.

       I knocked on Meen’s door, intending to have some beer with her. Even though being with Dao had calmed me down a bit, I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened this evening.    “What’s up?”

    “Let’s have some beer.”

    “What mood are you in? Come in.” She made way for me to enter her room, walked to get some beer cans, and put them on the coffee table in front of the sofa,

    “What’s going on with you?”

    “Let me get my thoughts together.” I sighed before opening a beer can and taking a sip, “Someone picked on Dao today.”

    “Huh? Who? Who dared to mess with my son?”

    “Your son?”

    “I’ve appointed myself as his mom after seeing how cute and adorable he is. Plus, he’s one of the people who helped me get out of jail, so I like him even more.”

    “Give it a rest, I; his husband is sitting right here.”

    “You give it a rest, what’s with the big brother act?”

    “Damn.” I cursed, taking another sip of beer, “But Dao got jealous of me.”

    “Jealous of you?”

    “Yeah.” and then I briefly told Meen what happened at the gym. She listened intently before getting angry upon hearing the whole story.

    “That cow, that bitch, how dare she curse out my child like that? My kid is so cute and kind.” She said angrily, accurately tossing the empty beer can into the trash, “So, you’re still not over it?”

    “I’m not happy with myself either.”

    “Why?”

    “I don’t know.” I shrugged, “Even if Dao says the past is the past and it’s not my fault, it’s because of what I did before. Dao had to face the consequences of my actions. Jo went through something similar, I saw how guilty he felt when his wife got into trouble. Back then, I thought Jo was overthinking it like crazy, but now,

    I’m no different from him.”

    “Did he say it wasn’t his fault?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Then why blame yourself?”

    “I don’t know, Meen, you know I never cared about anything, but with this person, I do care. Just one person, just this one person, I don’t want anything to happen to him.” I said, leaning back against the sofa with a flood of emotions in my chest, “But today, Dao nearly got hurt because of me. If that person who came to cause trouble had really intended to harm him, what if they had a knife or a gun? If I hadn’t arrived in time, what should I have done? I can’t lose Dao, do you understand?”

    “Arthit, you’re thinking too much.”

    “Yeah, I think, I think way too much.”

    “I’ve never seen you like this before.” Meen said, gently squeezing my shoulder, “You really love this person, I believe it now.”

    “…”

    “Have you told him how much you worry?”    I shook my head.

    “I don’t want to make Dao worry too, so I didn’t say much. Dao probably thinks

    I’ve stopped worrying.”

    “You should talk to him.”

    “…”

    “You’ve decided to make him your life partner, haven’t you? Do you understand what that means? A life partner is someone who will be by your side through everything.”

    “Hmm…sigh. If something happens to Dao, how could I forgive myself?”

    “Then don’t let anything happen to him.” Meen said with a serious expression, “You might seem like an asshole. No, you are an asshole, but you have someone important now, and I believe you can protect him.”

    “Can you not call me an asshole in that comforting tone?”

    “You asshole.” Meen cursed with a soft voice and a slight smile, so different from the words she used.

    “Sigh. If I could just know a bit of the future, that would be nice, I wouldn’t mess with anyone.”

    “Who knows the future anyway? Don’t say stupid things.” He sighed, opening a new can of beer and taking a drink, “Let me speak as someone who’s been picked on by your women about three or four times.”    “You’ve been?” I turned to ask in surprise.

    “Yeah, probably because they see us together a lot, they think we’re husband and wife.”

    “Ugh, I’m going to throw up for real.”

    “Fuck, what I mean to say is, even if you think you’ve made it clear with everyone that, yeah, our relationship is just physical, not everyone understands. Some people who like you a lot might secretly hope for something more serious, at least to have your body. Is it your fault then?”

    “…”

    “Some people act like they own you behind your back, like picking on me.”

    “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

    “Why would I tell you? Those people licked my feet.” Meen said, “You, Arthit, if you could get rid of your dog-like behavior, you’d be perfect in every way, looking back there’s only money and gold.”

    “But that’s my dad’s money.”

    “Who cares? They all want to get in the rice pot. Whether it’s your dad or you who’s rich, it’s the same when everything will eventually be yours. The car you drive is so luxurious, who wouldn’t want to ride in it?”

    “…”

    “You’re handsome, which you boast about all the time, so I won’t say more. Just being handsome is enough for people to like you, it’s your first impression, get it? Plus, you take good care of yourself. Who wouldn’t fall for that? You’re good at almost every sport, you’re kind-hearted, otherwise, you wouldn’t have so many friends. Do you understand that everyone who looks at you wants you?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Fuck, you admit it too.”

    “Well, it’s true, isn’t it? But why are you suddenly praising me like this?”    “Just praising, that’s all. The only flaw is your damn behavior, but honestly, many people like a rough character like yours. When lots of people come to you for love, all you give them is your body.”

    “I’ve never thought about loving anyone.”

    “That’s it, that’s why you have so many monkeys following you.”

    “…”

    “…”

    “Let’s say it’s not your fault that he was targeted. He’s not angry at you at all.

    Try talking to him again, and also…”

    “What?”

    “As a mother, I won’t let anyone mess with my child, so tell me who that person is, I’ll teach her a lesson! You’re a guy, it wouldn’t look good if you hit a woman, but if you give me her name, I’ll handle it myself. That bitch, I’m getting angry just talking about it, this mother is stepping in now.”

    “I think, no, I can’t do that.”

    “Oh, you!” Meen grabbed her head in frustration, “If anything happens to her, she might become even more relentless. She might be angry because she tried to flirt with me but failed, which made her embarrassed, so when she got confronted like that, it might have made her even angrier.”

    “…Damn.”

    “Tell me her name, let the monkey handle the monkey business.”

    “Ging.”

    “Are you sure?”

    “Yeah, I’m sure, I remember now.”

    “OK, I’ll look into it myself. That Ging will meet me, messing with my kid, you evil one.”

    After finishing our beer and venting with Meen, I found myself standing in front of room 702, deciding to knock gently. Not long after, the room’s owner opened the door.

    “Have you been drinking?”

    “Can you smell it?”

    “Hmm.”

    “Hmm, but I’m not drunk.”

    “…” The room owner led me to sit on the sofa and then went to fetch a glass of water for me. I looked at it before taking a sip to quench my thirst.

    “What’s wrong? Why were you drinking?”

    “I…I’m not at ease.”

    “About what happened at the gym?”

    “Uh.” I sighed, leaning back against the sofa, glancing at the small person whose face was full of concern. Seeing that made me smile, “I look bad, even though you’re the one who got into trouble, yet I’m the one who’s worried sick.”

    “…Thank you.”

    “For what?” I asked, not understanding.

    “For worrying about me more than I worry about myself.”

    “Oh…Have you ever regretted choosing me?”

    “No.” He shook his head, “If I was going to regret it, why would I have chosen you in the first place? I made the right decision.”

    “You’re so good, but even so, I don’t want to let you go to someone better. No way. Absolutely not, is that selfish of me?”

    “You’re drunk.” He said softly, moving to sit beside me.

    “I’m not drunk.”

    “Which drunk person would say they’re drunk?”

    “Even if I am drunk, I’d still think about you even if I drank water.”

    “…”

    I pulled him to sit on my lap, loosely holding his small waist, looking up at the person just an inch away.

    “I love you, you know.”

    “Uh-huh, I know.”

    “I love you so much, I can’t lose you. It might seem foolish to worry beforehand, but when I thought you might get hurt, I was so scared.” I rested my head on his small shoulder, feeling weary, “I can’t lose you. You and my dad are the only ones I won’t allow to be taken from me. Never again.” I spoke with the pain of losing my mother resurfacing.

    “I’m here now.” His sweet voice said soothingly, gently stroking my head again.

    “Sigh, why am I so weak like this?”

    “You’re not weak, everyone has their vulnerabilities.”

    “Maybe so.” I said, “It’s my fault, I’m sorry, don’t be mad at me.”

    “You don’t need to apologize. It’s not your fault at all.” the person in my arms said slowly, “I’m not that fragile. See, I’m fine, there’s no need to worry anymore.

    I’m actually very strong, you know.”

    “…You have to come comfort me.” I said, feeling weary of myself. Hearing those comforting words along with the warm touch made me feel somewhat better.    “That’s good. You didn’t say anything when you were in my room. I didn’t know you were still upset about this.”

    “Hmm, nothing will happen to you again, I’ll protect you myself. With you, I’ll do anything, so don’t go anywhere, okay?”

    “…”

    “Stay with me.” I said with a soft voice, my eyes pleading. The person in my embrace took my hand, placed it on his cheek, and looked at me with a warm, slight smile.

    “Okay. I won’t go anywhere, I promise.”

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 38: Your Touch

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 38: Your Touch

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 38: Your Touch

       Arthit

       “Do it again, please, one round isn’t enough to stop being upset.”

    “…” His sweet face pouted before he leaned up to kiss my cheek again, causing me to break into a wide, uncontrollable smile. That gentle touch of his lips made my heart warm, before I used both hands to pull him into an embrace and lift him up. Dao let out a surprised, high-pitched sound, “Le…let go.” I looked up at the person I was holding in my arms.

    “I meant another kiss.”

    “One inch, you take a mile.”

    “Of course, you kissed my cheek, what did you expect my reaction to be?” I said confidently, looking at his embarrassed frown.

    If you call me greedy, then yes, I’m extremely greedy, especially with this person.    “I can’t handle it.” He said softly before burying his face into my shoulder. The faint, familiar scent and the warmth from his body made my heart melt entirely. I tightened my arms around him, tilting my face to rest on his, savoring that warmth for as long as I was satisfied before releasing him.

    “I understand.”

    “Uh.”

    Damn, can a person be this happy?

       I gently placed the smaller person back on the sofa. Initially, I intended to sleep here too, but seeing him this cute, I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to control myself, so I decided to go back to my room to calm down.

    I said goodbye to him, feeling quite regretful, picked up the gown I had tossed aside, draped it over my shoulder, and walked back to my room. I took a warm bath, feeling happy and humming a song, completely forgetting who Kim was. From being extremely annoyed at first, I had now calmed down as if nothing had happened.

    Leaning back against the bathtub, relaxing, I couldn’t help but smile thinking about what had just happened. I used to criticize my friends, but now it all applies to me, damn it, I’m so smitten I can’t even see my own shadow.

    While I was relaxing, I heard a LINE call notification. It was Direk’s video calling me, right when I was in the bath.

    “What’s up?”

    (Are you bathing?)

       “Yes, was it by chance or did you time it? Want to see me naked but didn’t say?”    (…) Direk was speechless, looking utterly exhausted before he took off his tie, looking like he was just getting off work.

    “Why are you taking off your tie, damn? Don’t, Direk. We can’t have phone sex, it’s against morals.”

    (I’m just taking off my tie!) Direk exclaimed in exasperation, which made me burst out laughing, (I came home tired from work, wanted to talk to my son for a bit, why do I have to deal with this, sigh).

       “Ha ha, how was work?”

    (It was good. How was your study?)

       “Ugh, damn exhausting.” I said, feeling annoyed, “But now I have someone to cheer me up, heh, Direk doesn’t have that like I do.” I raised my eyebrows at the phone screen, feeling superior, while he looked at me with confusion.

    (NongDao, right?)

       “Right, oh, Direk, I wanted to tell you about this but never got around to it.”

    (What’s wrong? Go ahead. I was wondering why you looked so happy, who smiles in the bath like that, you can’t stop smiling, huh.)

       “Well, it’s like this.” and I told Direk everything about Dao, everything that happened. Direk sat down at his desk in his bedroom and propped up his phone, resting his chin on his hand while listening to my story, “How’s that? This kind of progress, not just anyone can do it like Arthit, right? It’s so cool.”

    (Will you become his boyfriend after you win the competition?)

       “Uh-huh.”

    (That’s good. You’ll have extra motivation for the competition.)    “Definitely.” I shrugged, “I’m not thinking about Direk’s billions, just about having a boyfriend. Billions are just crap, forget it.”

    (Then I won’t share the ten percent with you.)

       “Share it.” I responded immediately, “How can you not share? I’m the one who did all the work, can’t I get twenty percent?”

    (You always ask me for money, and now you’re still negotiating?) Direk said with irritation. I hoisted myself out of the bathtub, careful not to get my phone wet, wrapped a towel around my lower half, and walked out. (Dry yourself before coming out, you’ll get the floor all wet.)

       “It’ll dry soon.”

    (Sigh, have you hired someone to clean your room yet? The condo offers that service, doesn’t it?)

       “No, I’m lazy.”

    (Just turn the camera around.)

       “What, always wanting to see other people’s stuff?”

    (I mean, turn the camera so I can see around your room, I don’t want to see your stuff, why would I want to see it, I’ve seen it since you were a kid) Direk sighed, (Who did you get so vain from when you were young, I wasn’t this vain.)

       “Oh.” and I turned the camera for Direk to see.

    (Well, your room isn’t that messy.)

       “Just cleaned it. That day, I let the short guy sleep over, and he tripped over a pile of books, spraining his ankle. So, I tidied up a bit.”

    (…Shit, how can someone like you think like that? Love is getting too scary) Direk said, stunned. I turned the camera back to my face. I placed the camera on the side table and continued drying myself. (Can you cover up a bit? Damn, I feel like gouging my eyes out.)

       “Why, you said you’ve seen it since I was a kid. Now, little Arthit has grown up, say hello to grandpa quickly.” I teased Direk. The person on the phone held his forehead.

    (Hey! My migraines are getting worse, you bastard, put some pants on!!)

       “I’ve got pants on.”

    (Yeah, you probably don’t act like this around him, right?)

       “More or less, but I don’t do this often, he’s too cute.”

    (Yeah, you’re whipped, I’m still surprised he agreed to be with someone like you.)

       I put my pants on and walked over to grab my phone, then sat on the sofa.    “I was just joking, Direk always takes things too seriously. When we were kids, you could still play around.”

    (And you’re not wearing a shirt?)

       “I didn’t wash the one I was going to sleep in.”

    (I hope you catch a cold. Oh, I forgot, crazy people don’t catch colds.)

       “Hey Direk, I can even wiggle my pecs now, want to see?”

    (I don’t want to see!) Direk said firmly, which secretly annoyed me. Not everyone can wiggle their pecs, you need to have strong enough muscles like I do,

    (But about what you said, you talked to his dad, is that true?)

       “It’s true.”

    (Damn, I thought you were joking. The first time we talked, you said you wanted his son as your wife, that’s not possible, damn it. Maybe it’s my fault for not teaching you to take things slowly. Who would have thought someone like you could fall in love!)

       “Why? If I want his son, I’ll say it straight. His dad seems to like me a lot, he’s a

    Manchester United fan too.”

    (Really? Damn, then he would fit right into our family.)

       “Right? So, Direk, get ready for the dowry to propose.”

    (I’m always ready. Anyone who can take my son, I’m ready. I can even give a billion.)

       “That’s how you should be, Direk. Then, let’s wait for him to agree to be my boyfriend, and we’ll bring the dowry to his doorstep.”

    (That would be too hasty. Let’s do this: if he agrees to be your boyfriend, take me to have dinner with his family. Oh, I’ve met countless people, but never my son’s boyfriend’s family. Just saying it makes me excited, what should I prepare?)

       “I don’t know either.”

    (I better order a new suit, it should be ready just in time.)

       “You need to wear a suit for this?” I said, laughing at Direk’s exaggerated gestures.

    (Just in case he’s not okay with you, at least he’ll be okay with your dad.)

       “Hey, Direk.”

    (What?)

       “I forgot to mention something. Do you think I’m hot-headed?”

    (Oh, you shouldn’t ask that. I’ve been cleaning up after you for so long.)    “If I say that just holding Dao’s hand calms me down like nothing happened, would you believe it?”

    (Hmph. I don’t believe it.)

       “But it’s true, like, oh shit, it’s already happened. There was this customer who liked him, what does Direk think?”

    (With someone as possessive as you, you probably beat that person up, huh?)

       “He’s still safe and sound.”

    (Really?) Direk raised his eyebrows in disbelief, (Come on, Arthit, I’ve raised you since you were as small as a seashell and now you’re as big as a foot, I’ve never seen you control yourself once, not even three guards could hold you back. I don’t know where you got that strength from.)

       “I am not a seashell.”

    (If you’ve calmed down because of him, it’s a good thing for me, so I can finally stop worrying. I was even concerned about how you’d react if someone messed with him, so it’s good news.)

       “Hold on, Direk, someone’s at the door.” I said after hearing a knock, got up to open it, and found the guy standing there with my car keys in hand. We chatted briefly before he went back to his room. I returned to talking with Direk as before, we talked for a while before hanging up.

    After hanging up from Direk, I lay on the bed playing with my phone and reading some sheets. Nearly an hour passed, and I realized I couldn’t concentrate at all; my mind was full of that cute face, the way he blushed, smiled, his sweet voice when talking or laughing.

       You’re haunting me too much!

       Damn, I really want to hug him!

       I let out a small sigh and went to grab a can of beer from the fridge to drink. Going to his room at this hour probably wouldn’t be good. Controlling myself is the hardest thing for me, especially when I’m with him.

       I didn’t feel like reading books or playing games, so what should I do?

       I picked up my guitar and sat on the floor, playing to kill time. Suddenly, an idea popped into my head, and I quickly grabbed a notebook and pen to write it down.    I’m not sure how long I spent writing the song, but when I realized, the once blank paper was now full of scribbles, lyrics, and some chord progressions. I picked it up and looked at it in surprise.

       I couldn’t help but smile broadly; shit, how did I compose this song? I didn’t even intend to, but it just came to me, and it’s a love song too, damn, it’s so sweet, I think.

       No, I have to show this off, and who else would I show it to but the person I wrote this song for!

       I rushed out to knock on the door of the next room without checking the time, which was well past midnight. The short guy came out to open the door, looking confused when he saw me with a guitar, and he wasn’t even wearing a shirt.    “You have to take a look at this!” I spoke English without realizing it because my head was full of English lyrics for songwriting over the last few hours. This made him look even more confused before he let me into the room. I sat down on the floor, and he sat down too, his round eyes watching me intently as if waiting to see what I would do next. I thought it was incredibly cute, and it made my heart itch with excitement.

    I started strumming the guitar and played the song I had written without any explanation until it was finished. It wasn’t perfect yet since it was only the first draft, there was still a lot to do, but I wanted to show off.

    “…Did you write this yourself?”

    “Yeah, I just came up with it a while ago.”

    “Wow, that’s impressive. The song is really good.”

    “Really? You’re not just saying that, right?”    He shook his head, giving a slight smile.

    “Why would I flatter? The song is genuinely nice.”    “But it’s not complete yet.” I said proudly.

    “Can I take a look?”

    “Sure.”

    He took my notebook to look at it.

    “At first, I was just playing guitar to kill time, but when I started thinking about you, suddenly, the song just came to me.”

    “…So this song is…”

    “Written for you.”

    “Oh, thank you, I’m so happy.” He said with a sweet smile, his eyes clearly showing his joy, which made me pause for a moment. I wanted to grab him and kiss him right there but held back, “You’ve taken one step towards your dream.”    “Exactly. No need to wait until I finish my studies. If I take my time, I will do it bit by bit in my free time.” I said, suddenly thinking, “Then I deserve a kiss on the cheek as a reward!”

    “That doesn’t make sense.” He said softly, “What do we do next then?”    “We have to…what’s it called, arrange it? Just guitar isn’t enough. I’ll record it first, then go to the studio later. Can you play the keyboard? Help me out with that?”

    “Are you going to sing it yourself?”

    “I don’t know.”

    “I think your voice is pretty good.”

    “Oh, if you’re going to compliment me like that, then kiss my cheek.”

    “It’s not related at all.”

    “Forget about the singing for now, I’ll sing roughly first, let’s get through the beat.” I said excitedly before realizing something, “Then I’ll go to the studio instead, I won’t be able to sleep like this anyway, do you want to come?”    He shook his head slightly.

    “I have to study; there’s a quiz tomorrow.”

    “Oh, okay, then. If it weren’t for the quiz, I would drag you along.” I told him, and he nodded slightly. I quickly stood up, and he followed suit, “Then I’ll go.”

    “Yeah, drive safely.”

    I leaned in to steal a kiss on his cheek, which slightly surprised him, before I rushed out of the room without giving him a chance to say anything. I changed my clothes and headed straight to the recording studio. It was a studio Direk had set up in case I ever wanted to make music again, a medium-sized room in Direk’s house. I hardly ever used it, leaving all the equipment dormant, but Direk probably had someone clean and maintain it regularly.

    Whose dad is so thoughtful? He always anticipates things in advance.

    I called Direk beforehand so he could come down to open the house for me. Direk, in a white T-shirt and long pants, with a sleepy demeanor, indicated he was comfortably asleep. Normally, the butler would open the door, but since everyone was asleep now, it fell to Direk. Actually, he could have had the butler open it for me, but in the end, he came down to do it himself.

    “Why are you coming here so late? Don’t show me anything else, I almost can’t sleep, you bastard.”

    “See, you didn’t say you were hooked.”

    “It’s more like I’m stuck.”

    “Direk, you will be stunned, I want you to see this.” I said excitedly again, quickly handing him the notebook. Direk took it, looking confused, rubbing his eyes gently and scanning the notebook in his hand.

    “What is this?”

    “It’s a song. I’m back to making music.”

    “How could that be? Just a few hours ago, you were showing me something weird. Don’t tell me that was your inspiration. No way, I don’t want to see that every time you write a song.”

    “Why are you so hung up on that? I had nothing to do. I didn’t want to read or play games, so I just picked up the guitar and started playing. Then, out of nowhere, I got an idea and wrote a song. Even if it’s not perfect, it’s a start, right?

    That’s why I came to the studio.”

    “Wow, the moment you write a song, you rush to the studio, you really go from thought to action, huh? My abandoned studio will finally get some use.” Direk said, handing back the notebook. “The lyrics are pretty good, does the person you wrote the song for know yet?”

    “He knows, he was the first to know.”

    “And what did he say?”

    “He said he was happy and thanked me.”

    “I bet he likes you even more now.”    “Really?” I asked, feeling pleased.

    “Who wouldn’t like someone writing a song for them? You’ve done something special.” Direk complimented before giving my shoulder a light pat. He walked into the house with me following, unlocking the studio door, “Ah. I had someone check the equipment about a month ago, there shouldn’t be any problems. Give it a try.”

    “Hmm. At first, I didn’t understand why you needed to build a music studio, but now it’s perfect.”

    “I just did it. I told you your music is good, just in case one day you wanted to come back to it. Besides, I have plenty of money, so using some to make this room for you isn’t much better than having an empty space. The house is pretty big too.”    “Wow, you found a way to praise yourself.” I teased.

    “Do you have any ward rounds tomorrow?”

    “I do, but it’s early.”

    “Don’t get so absorbed that you forget the time. Whenever you start doing what you love, you get lost in it and won’t move. Set an alarm, it would be good.”

    “You know me too well.”

    “I’ve been with you the longest in your life.” Direk said, yawning, “Want to start now? I’ll go make something to eat.”

    “Damn, come on, is the chairman going to cook for me?”

    “Such grand talk, I’ll make sandwiches then, I’ll be right back.”

    “Alright.” I replied cheerfully before walking into my studio, sitting in front of the dual-screen computer set up by Ter, looking at all the equipment lined up before starting to turn everything on, recalling how to make music and slowly getting to work.

    Daotok

       I received a message from Uncle Direk with a picture of Phii Arthit focusing on making music in the studio, and I couldn’t help but smile. About half an hour ago, he showed up unannounced and started playing guitar for me.

    It was a melody I hadn’t heard before, and I was sure I’d never listened to it. Before he revealed that it was a song he composed himself, and for me. I was stunned for a moment upon hearing that, then happiness filled my heart completely. I was indescribably happy that he wrote a song for me.

    I looked at the song he had sketched in the notebook and found it to be a really good love song. The catchy tune along with his singing voice easily swept me away. If it weren’t for the quiz tomorrow, I would have followed him to the studio because I wanted to see the process of making music.

    I exchanged LINE contacts with Uncle Direk when we talked via email. Uncle Direk said not to tell Phii Arthit that we were talking, and we didn’t talk much anyway, so I forgot about it. It was only when Uncle sent the picture that I remembered.

    His deep voice was still ringing in my ears. Even though he said the song wasn’t complete yet, I thought it was already very good.

    I was so happy I couldn’t express my feelings; I never thought anyone would write a song for me like this. Moreover, I was happy because he had once said it was his dream, and now he had taken another step towards that dream, which made me feel joyful for him.

    I stared at his picture for a while before setting my phone down. In the photo, he looked so focused and lively, he seemed excited and happy with what he was doing, even though it was just a few still images, but I found the person in the photo very captivating.

    I never thought I could like someone this much before.

    Just seeing his picture made me happy.

    Although I couldn’t shake his image from my mind, I still tried to force myself to study, eventually falling asleep from exhaustion. The next time I became aware, I found myself lying on the bed in the darkness, making it hard to see.    I could see the silhouette of someone above me, then felt a sharp pain in my chest. I felt heat and wetness, a familiar hand gently caressing my stomach before moving up to touch my nipple.

    “Uh.” I inadvertently let out a sound from my throat as my chest was touched, feeling a strange sensation since I’d never experienced this before, which then turned into a tingling pleasure making me arch my chest towards it, “Uh, stop.”

    “Do you really want me to stop?” He asked softly with a hoarse, seductive voice. Hearing that made my heart race immediately. Although I wanted to push him away, I had no strength because of the intense heat from his touch. He moved to lick my nipple, licking and sucking hard until I felt a shiver all over, the sensation spreading across my chest and stomach.

    The other hand was touching me back and forth, and it felt embarrassingly good. My breathing started to quicken slightly, and I mustered all my strength to push him away. He didn’t budge but willingly moved back. I pulled my shirt down and stood up to look at him.

    “Bad manners!” I said, grabbing a pillow to hit him hard. He didn’t even try to dodge or defend himself. He was sitting on his knees, hands on his thighs, arms spread out, head bowed for me to hit him with the pillow. After I was satisfied with hitting him, I stopped, panting, “Apologize now.”

    “Sorry, I was out of my mind! I knew I might not be able to control myself, but in the end, I still wanted to sleep and cuddle with you.”

    “Still…”

    “I couldn’t help myself. Next time, don’t sleep with your shirt riding up, you know how crazy I can be.”

    “Don’t blame me, get out.”

    “No, let me sleep and cuddle, please.”

    “You’re still asking?”

    “I’ll make it up to you.”

    “Are you crazy?” I said, frowning in displeasure, my heart still pounding, the sensation of his touch lingering, making my face flush uncontrollably, “I didn’t give you the room key card for this.”

    “Don’t take it back.” He pleaded, furrowing his brows, “Hit me then, hit me with that soft pillow!”

    “If I hit you with a chair, don’t scream.” I threatened. He looked down, like a big dog being scolded by its owner.

    “Hit me if it’ll make you less angry.” He said with a serious tone and look that softened my heart.

    “Don’t do it again.”

    “No! Because you smell so good!”

    “…”

    “Ouch!” He cried out when I pulled his ear hard, tilting his head with the force.

    “Don’t do it again.”

    “No, ouch.”

    “Don’t do it again…until we’re officially dating, okay?”

    “…”

    “I’m trying to make myself ready, you know.”

    “Does that include boyfriend-only privileges?”

    “…Yeah, that’s right, so don’t do this again.” I said, gritting my teeth, not really wanting to say it. I understand what kind of person he is, even though I’ve never been interested in sex before, but I’ve been trying to prepare myself. So, don’t rush things.

    “I understand, why are you so cute like this?”

    “Good that you understand.” I sighed before letting go of his ear, which was slightly red on the right side. Since he had so many piercings, I had to be extra careful when pulling him. Glancing at the clock, I saw it was past five in the morning, “Just got here?”

    “Yeah, I just finished the song. Well, not really finished, but I was too sleepy, so

    I came back to sleep first, and I really felt like hugging, so I came here.”    And then decided to molest me while I was sleeping, huh?

       I wanted to be angry but couldn’t really be, sigh, damn…

       It’s not that I hate it or don’t like it. It’s just not the right time. If I hadn’t prepared myself, my heart might have given out.

       “If the song is ready, I’ll let you listen to it first because it’s a song I wrote for you.”

    “Hmm, I’ll wait to hear it.”

    I said with a smile, and he just stared at me with those beautiful eyes. I was puzzled by what he was looking at.

    “But you’re really sweet, you know? Can’t I do it one more time?”

    “No!”

    I sent him to sleep on the sofa, and from now on, if he’s going to stay in my room, he’s not allowed on the bed at all; that’s our agreement. At first, he was pretty upset about it, but no matter what, I didn’t budge, and he had to give in. In the morning, half-asleep, I felt light kisses on my forehead and cheek with words like, “I didn’t get on the bed.” before hearing the door open and close.

    I woke up around eight-thirty to find only myself and Mr. Jeon in the room. When I went to take a shower, I encountered Phii Cream who suddenly appeared from behind the wall.

    “Wow, what did you guys do last night? The ghosts are all embarrassed.”

       “…”

    “Those two come to gossip, huh. Wow, it’s really something. Last night, when he came to use the bathroom, I peeked. He’s really handsome, the guy next door, but I didn’t watch while he was doing his business, or you would be jealous. I made myself disappear when he came in. Sigh, he’s handsome no matter how many times I look, even when he’s all sleepy and dazed. And his physique is great, tanned skin, muscles, and tattoos too.”

       “…”

    “Wow, I’m so jealous of you that someone cool like this is chasing after him. And it looks like he’s even more in love with you than anything.”

       “…”

    I didn’t turn to look at Phii Cream. At first, I didn’t think much of her words, but my face turned red anyway.

    “Your face is red too, are you embarrassed?”

       “…” I didn’t respond, quickly walking out of the bathroom. Only now did I feel uncomfortable with having a ghost in the room. I got dressed in my student uniform before standing in front of the bathroom door, “Phii Cream.”

    “What?”

       “No more peeking, no more listening, nothing. Tell the other two as well.

    Otherwise, I’ll bring Grandma to chase all of you out for real.”

    “…Oh, I understand. You don’t have to look so serious, it’s more cute than scary. Plus, your cheeks are red.”

       “…”

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 37: One More Time

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 37: One More Time

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 37: One More Time   

    Daotok

       (THE NIGHT BEFORE)

       I tossed and turned on the bed for almost half an hour because I couldn’t fall asleep. I spent a long time soaking in warm water, hoping it would help me relax a bit. Phii Cream, who was in the bathroom, tried to chat with me as usual. She said she heard some noise near the door when I came back, but she couldn’t go out to see what it was.

    It was good that she didn’t see it; the more she asked, the more I thought about what happened, involuntarily biting my lip every time I remembered it.

    When I say it was bad, I mean it. From now on, it’s definitely going to be worse.

    My heart, which was already starting to flutter repeatedly, now felt even more so.    Because I’m someone who is generally indifferent to everything, my face and personality have become like that too. People say it’s quite rare for me to smile, but I think it’s even rarer for me to get embarrassed enough to lose composure.

    And it’s happened because of him, over and over.

    It seems like he enjoys it when it’s like this, looking happy every time he can make me blush. No matter how much I try to hide my expressions, I can’t stop my cheeks and ears from turning red.

    I intended to punish him for the kiss by not talking to him, for as long as I’m not satisfied. The first reason is to punish him, the second is because I probably can’t face him or talk to him yet.

    I didn’t know I was this easily embarrassed. No, it’s only with him. Is this what they call easily embarrassed? Lately, it’s become like this uncontrollably.    If my friends found out, they would tease me a lot, especially North who’s ready to mock me almost every second.

    After taking a shower, I glanced at the bag of things we bought today, opened it to put everything away, including clothes, shoes, and hats. Seeing these items made me inadvertently smile; this guy just does what he wants, even when it comes to buying stuff for me.

    After finishing all my tasks, I collapsed onto the bed, exhausted. At that moment, I thought I would easily fall asleep, but it didn’t happen. I curled up in the blanket even though the room wasn’t that cold.

    I felt like the bed was too big…

    This is what’s scary. In just a few days of sleeping with him, I’ve become accustomed to his touch.

    I closed my eyes trying not to think about it, and it took almost half an hour before I decided to get up and use my phone to kill time.

    I found that my senior, who had just left a few hours ago, had sent a flurry of messages. I smiled again. I saw all the notifications but didn’t actually read the messages.

    ☀︎: Have you showered yet?

       ☀︎: What are you doing? Working?

       ☀︎: Why aren’t you reading, is your internet down or something?

       ☀︎: I’m playing a game.

       ☀︎: I’m done playing, but you still haven’t read.

       ☀︎: Are you working or sleeping?

       ☀︎: What time is your class tomorrow? But I have rounds at work in the morning, so I can’t take you.

       ☀︎: Spend a little time to reply, it’s not a big deal.

       ☀︎: Are you mad about the kiss?

       ☀︎: Don’t be mad. I’ve been trying to hold back, you know.

       ☀︎: What’s this? Embarrassed? You’re definitely embarrassed.

       ☀︎: K, I saw you were embarrassed, so I won’t call yet. I’ll give you until tomorrow to be embarrassed!

       ☀︎: I’ll play one more game then sleep, you should sleep too.

       * : Goodnight

       Someone who can ask and answer themselves completely.

    Uh…good night to you too.

    I put my phone back in its place and lay down to sleep again. This time, it only took me a few minutes to fall asleep. Waking up in the morning, I went to class as usual. There were plenty of messages from the same chat, not any different from yesterday; reading through them, I could summarize that he had a morning ward round and was complaining about not getting enough sleep. Plus, he didn’t want to do the ward round. The rest of the messages were just complaints.

    During the lunch break, KhunKim sent a message saying he was around here. If it’s convenient, could we meet? I remembered that Phii Arthit told me to finish KhunKim’s work quickly, so I arranged to meet him to discuss the work right away.

    And if I met KhunKim without telling him, I would definitely get scolded. So, I sent him a message first. He told me to go to a certain coffee shop, and I went, not really understanding why. When I saw Phii Meen working there as a server, I understood immediately.

    Because there were no other customers in the shop except me. So, I got to talk with Phii Meen for a while before KhunKim arrived. Phii Meen said she wanted to keep busy so she wouldn’t have time to think about Phii Donat.

    Phii Arthit was watching KhunKim a bit. I guessed Phii Arthit had Phii Meen keep an eye on him, but I didn’t mind. Today, KhunKim seemed to be in an exceptionally good mood. We ordered coffee and started discussing work.    Initially, it shouldn’t have taken that long, but KhunKim insisted on seeing the current drafts so we could work on improving them to meet his requirements. The work he ordered was three illustrations for his horror novel, including the cover.    He explained the story to me and briefed me on the images. I always carry pencils and paper with me, so I could sketch for him. As we talked about the work and I drew, KhunKim began to chat about various things unrelated to work.    He told me about his travels with enthusiasm and even invited me to go with him, before circling back to ask about me.

    “Really, since the first time I met you. I think you’re very talented.” He said with conviction while I was bent over sketching, “You have a lot of charm, do you realize that?”

    “Uh…no.”

    “Sometimes you should smile more, you know. I’ve never seen you smile.”

    “…”

    “You’re not good at talking either, huh? Maybe that’s another charm of yours.

    Do a lot of people hit on you?”

    “No, KhunKim, can you help me check this background over here?” I answered before asking about work and handing him a piece of paper. He took it, looked at it for a while, then handed it back.

    “I think changing it to a scene in front of a large door might be better, you know, for the scene I described.”

    “…” I didn’t respond, just picked up another sheet of paper and started sketching.

    “If you have some time, would you like to go look for inspiration together?”

    “I don’t have much time; I’m also studying.”

    “Oh, I see. How about on weekends then? There are some interesting places not far from here, you know? Come with me. Having someone like you, Yu-Seong, with me would make me feel much better.”

    “I’ll have to decline, sorry.”

    “Why? Or are you afraid Tae-Yang will get upset? You’re not even dating, right? Besides, you didn’t seem too happy at the restaurant either.”

    “…”

    “Uh, sorry for being so blunt, but watching him bother you, I feel…quite uncomfortable for you. Why don’t you just reject him outright?”

    “I’m not uncomfortable.”

    “If there’s anything I can help with, just let me know, or is he forcing you?” KhunKim furrowed his brows, looking concerned. I looked up at him, puzzled about what he wanted, pulling my hand back when he tried to touch it lightly. He seemed a bit taken aback when I pulled my hand away, giving me a slight smile. “Because I travel a lot for work, I’ve met many people, but I’ve never met anyone as interesting as you. You caught my attention from the very first time we met.”

    “…”

    “At first, I didn’t realize how long I’ve liked you. Maybe it was from the very first time we met, but after seeing you with him yesterday, I’ve thought about it.” KhunKim spoke earnestly, “Would you give me a chance? I’m sure I can take better care of you than he can.”

    “No.” I replied immediately with my usual calm tone, “I’m sorry, KhunKim, but you shouldn’t think like that. I’m worried it might affect our work.”

    “Why, Yuseong?” the other person’s voice got slightly louder. I let out a small sigh of boredom, “Because of him?”

    “Yes.”

    “But I won’t give up.”

    “Give up.” I said with a calm but firm tone, my face devoid of any emotion, which made KhunKim look disappointed, “I’ve never seen you in that way and I never will, so let’s just work together as we used to.”

    The other party was stunned for a moment before frowning and pursing his lips tightly.

    “I really don’t understand why you would choose a man who seems so indecisive and insincere. Plus, he looks rough and vulgar.”

    “Does this have anything to do with our work? Also, you’re speaking badly of him. I’d like you to apologize.” I said with a firm tone. He paused, his face paled before he sincerely apologized.

    “I’m sorry. I was wrong. I won’t think like that again.” He sighed again, “Even if

    I try to buy your affection, it would be pointless, right?”

    “Yes.”

    “Do you like him that much, Yuseong?”

    “Yes.”

    KhunKim let out a small laugh. I looked up at him, not understanding.

    “I guess I realized it too late, even though I thought I met you before him.”    “No, even if you had realized it sooner, my answer would be the same.” I said in a flat voice, “It has to be him.”

    “I’m so jealous of him.” KhunKim smiled, “We can still work together as before, right?”

    “Yes.”

    “You don’t feel uncomfortable around him, do you?”

    “Definitely not.”

    “Then it must be me thinking too much, I’m sorry, please don’t think badly of me. I was just worried about you.”

    “No need to apologize, let’s forget about it. Let’s go back to talking about work like before.” I said to cut the conversation short, bringing our discussion back to just the work. KhunKim nodded slightly before following what I suggested.

    (PRESENT)

       “Huh?”    “Yes?”

    I quickly glanced at him without realizing it, and he burst out laughing loudly.

    “Why do you look so shocked?”

    “Just surprised.” I said softly, then turned my face away again, “Why did you suddenly say ‘yes’?”

    “Hmm? I don’t know, why? Don’t you like it?”

    “No.” I shook my head, “Just not used to it.”

    “That’s right, I’m not used to it either. Come to think of it, I’ve never asked you if you wanted me to speak nicely to you.” He said, “But I thought you probably wouldn’t want me to force it.”

    “Force what?”

    “Speak more politely.”

    “No need.” I replied, “Just be yourself.”

    “I thought so.” He gently squeezed my shoulder, looking quite pleased, “But that

    ‘yes’ wasn’t so bad, you looked cute being all surprised by it.”

    “…” I stayed silent, not responding until we walked out in front of the store. After a while, Phii Meen followed us out.

    “Arthit, you forgot your car keys.”

    “Oh, thanks.” He answered, taking the keys. Phii Meen turned to give me a sweet smile when she saw that the person next to me had his arm around my shoulder,

    “And did you bring your motorcycle?” He asked me. I nodded slightly in response,

    “And you, are you dazed?”

    “I came by car.”

    “Could you take my motorcycle back for me?” He said, tossing the car keys to Phii Meen, who caught them in confusion.

    “Your big bike? You want me to drive it back?”

    “Yeah.”

    “And you?”

    “Going back with my wife, isn’t that right, you’re coming back with me.” He said.

    “Huh?” I looked at him immediately, equally confused. What does he mean by going back with me on Phatcharamon? “Why don’t you take your own motorcycle back?”

    “I want to ride on the back and hug your waist.”

    “No way, Pacharamon will get a flat tire.”

    “I’m not that heavy.” He said stubbornly, while Phii Meen stood there holding back laughter. I looked back and forth between the two of them and let out a big sigh, “Where’s your motorcycle? I’ve never even seen it.”

    “That one.” I pointed to the Pacharmon parked in front of the shop.

    “Huh, you ride a Scoopy, nong? You really want to ride with him?” Phii Meen asked while laughing, “And you, Arthit, are like a buffalo. It won’t work.”    “It will work, okay, I’m ready to ride on the back, I’m excited. I’ve never ridden on a motorcycle like this before.” He said with a broad smile. I looked at the tall man in the gown, not feeling too comfortable. I couldn’t understand why he would want to ride on my motorcycle, especially since he initially said he would come to pick me up, and now I have to take him back somehow.

    “I feel sorry for your motorcycle, Phii. Go back and ride your cool big bike, I beg you.”

    “I’m just caring for a friend, worried that she’ll have to struggle to take the bus back. Please keep my big bike parked where it was.”

    “Screw you, caring about me? That’s a clear excuse. And how would I know where ‘where it was’ is?”

    “The very end, don’t scratch my bike anywhere.”

    “Ugh, are you serious?” Phii Meen furrowed her brows, looking disgusted, “I feel sorry for Nong Dao, why do you have to deal with a crazy person like him ? he said you’d come to pick you up.”

    “Come on, can we go back now?”

    “Will you drive? I’m afraid the bike will fall.”

    “No, I want to ride on the back.” He insisted firmly. I let out a resigned sigh, got on the Pacharamon, put the kickstand up, and turned the key to start the engine.

    After a while, someone heavily got on the back, nearly causing the bike to fall; thankfully, he held it steady, “Take it easy, or the bike will fall.”

    “You’re heavy, Phii.” I said with annoyance, hoping only that Pacharamon’s tires wouldn’t go flat. I sighed again, feeling down, in contrast to the person behind me who seemed to be in a good mood for some reason.

    “Sorry, may I interrupt?” Phii Meen said. I turned to look at Phii Meen, who was covering her mouth, trying not to laugh, almost crying from laughter, “It’s just…you have to see the picture I’m seeing now, the brother is tiny but you, riding behind him, are like a bear or a buffalo. It’s really a pitiful sight, I can’t even watch.”

    “You really get on my nerves, don’t mind her, let’s go, hurry up.”

    “…You are heavy.”

    “Ugh, I’m annoyed. Your face isn’t cute at all. Nong Dao you face is so annoying, I don’t even know how to describe how much I hate it.”

    “Huh? Why? What do you mean by hating me?”

    “You dare to ask again? You look like shit right now, dude, driving with a buffalo on the back.” Said Phii Meen, “Oh, little me, I’m just so small, and now

    I’ve been pranked by that jerk Arthit again.”

    “Do you want me to elbow you in the face, you idiot? Coming to annoy my wife, look at me instead.”

    “You jerk.”

    “Here, take a photo for us.” He said, handing his phone to Phii Meen. She took it, held it up in front of us, and he made me look at the camera. I looked at it with an expression of annoyance, contrasting with his happy smile.

    “And put on the gown, you jerk. Oh, I want to gouge my own eyes out.” She sighed, handing the phone back, “I’m happy if my friend is happy.”

    “Yeah, right, stop being a pain and support me for once. But just now, I thought I heard you call something, the name of the motorcycle?”

    “Uh, Phatcharamon.”

    “Go, Phatcharmon! Hurry up, I want to get back to the room.”

    “Uh.” I slowly revved the engine to move the bike out. Honestly, I felt terrible. I had to tense my arms to keep the bike steady with such a heavy passenger. The sight of us must have looked as bad as Phii Meen described.

    “Be careful not to fall.” I heard him shout from behind, but I had no focus to pay attention. I was concentrating hard on keeping the bike upright. Even though we were moving, it was still swaying.

    I was startled when suddenly the person behind me tightly hugged my waist, resting his face on my shoulder.

    I sighed again, helplessly. Never in my life had I found riding a motorcycle this difficult.

       “Here.” He spoke, and because his face was so close, I heard him clearly, “What did you talk about with Kim?”

    “Work.”

    “Why did you talk for so long?”

    “He also talked about other things.”

    “What did he talk about?”

    “Can I answer later? I’m trying to focus on driving.”

    “Haha, okay, okay, sure. Keep your hands steady, will you? You’re swerving like a reckless kid.”

    “You are heavy.” I said with some annoyance, not only was he heavy, but he was complaining too, “Don’t hug my waist.”

    “No way, I came here to ride with you because I wanted to know how it feels to be the one riding on the back and hugging someone.” He said cheerfully, resting his face on me again, “You smell nice.”

    “Let’s just go.”

    “Don’t chase me away, do you know how much this is opening up my experiences? I’ve never ridden like this before.”

    “Sigh.”

    “Does it feel bad when I hug you?”

    “No.” I answered. I didn’t feel bad about him hugging me; I felt bad that he was riding on Pacharamon. If the tire burst, it would definitely be a big hassle, but there was no need to think about that now. Just this moment was troublesome enough.    “Hey, let me drive for fun.”

    “No way.”

    “You’re so stingy, I’ve let you drive my car before.”

    “…”

    “Just ride around, I’ll be your pillion!”

    “Sigh.”

    “Turn here.” He said, pointing in another direction, “There’s not much traffic, it’s a slight detour, but it’s like going for a ride.”

    “Sigh.” I reluctantly turned where he indicated. At first, it was just supposed to be a work meeting with KhunKim, but why did the return trip turn into this?    In the end, we made it back to the condo. I got off Pachar looking exhausted, only now realizing how cold it felt once he let go of the hug. All the way, I was focused on driving and didn’t have time to pay attention to anything else.

       Now, there’s still a faint pleasant scent of him lingering.

       “Why do you look so tired?”

    “…” I stayed silent, not responding, just walking into the condo with him following. Earlier, I checked both the front and back tires of Pacharamon, and found they weren’t flat, just the air was starting to get low.

    “Being the one riding on the back feels good.”

    “Why?”

    “You didn’t even notice, I was messing with you a lot.”

    “Sigh.”

    “And why didn’t you reply to my messages all day?” He asked while we were in the elevator. I stayed silent because just thinking about the kiss from yesterday made me feel confused. I glanced at him slightly and saw him smirking, pleased with himself. I immediately looked away, and silence filled the elevator.    Before we reached my room, I reached out my hand, indicating for him to give back the things he was holding, but he didn’t return them and even raised an eyebrow at me.

    “Stay with me.”

    “No.” I answered immediately.

    “I won’t do what I did yesterday.”

    “Still no.”

    “Why?”

    “No. I don’t want to stay.”

    He picked up my room key card and opened the door. I was pulled inside, confused, he closed the door, walked over to sit on the sofa, and pulled me down to sit. Before I could react, I was startled and let out a soft cry, realizing I was sitting on his lap on the sofa.

    He lifted both of my arms around his neck. I tried to resist and stand up, but he held my waist firmly. With our bodies so close, my heart started beating fast again.

    I turned my face away, but he grabbed my chin to make me look into his eyes.

    When our eyes met, those deep black eyes looking at me with such intensity, it felt like I was being drawn in again.

    “Mad about yesterday?” He tightened his embrace, pressing our bodies even closer, our faces closer because I was sitting on his lap, our eyes at the same level. He buried his face in my shoulder, moving up to my neck and ear, planting light kisses that made me tense up without realizing it. His hair tickled me a bit, but more than that, it was the touch and his warm breath that enveloped me.

    “No…not really.”

    “Then why won’t you let me stay?”

    “…” I pressed my lips together, still avoiding his gaze, feeling my face and ears growing hot uncontrollably…Oh, damn it. What’s wrong with me? Why am I blushing?

       “Hmm?” His deep voice spoke near my ear as if he was teasing on purpose. I tried to push him away, but it didn’t work.

    “You said you wouldn’t do it like yesterday.”

    “I’m not doing it at all, and what’s wrong with you that you have to hide your face?”

    “Then move back.”

    “Why?”

    “…” I frowned in dissatisfaction, he let out a soft, amused laugh.

    “Okay, let’s talk face to face first.”

    “Can’t we talk normally?”

    “And this isn’t normal?”

    “It…it’s like this.” I said with furrowed brows, trying to stand up again but failing, because sitting like this was quite embarrassing, it was too close.

    “Why?”

    “…” I didn’t respond but decided to lower my head, burying my face into his thick shoulder, sliding both hands to grip his gown tightly at the chest. I could feel my heart beating hard right now and hoped he wouldn’t hear it. He paused, looking surprised at my sudden action, “Uh, Phii.”

    “…”

    “Let me go for a moment.”

    “Are you teasing me or what?”

    “No, I’m just being cute.”

    “Alright, you look this cute, but I’m not letting you go anywhere, we’ll talk like this.”

    “…”

    I let out a hidden sigh when he said that. Burying my face like this wasn’t just because I wanted to try being cute, but if we didn’t make eye contact, it would be better for my heart. He tightened his hug as if pleased with me being like this.

    “Tell me what you talked about with Kim.”

    “At first, we talked about work.”

    “Hmm.”

    “And then…uh, he said he liked me.”

    “What?” He asked with a displeased tone that made me feel inexplicably uneasy, causing me to hold my breath without realizing it.

    “KhunKim said he’s probably liked me for a long time.” I explained further, “Since last year, but he didn’t realize it.”

    !!

    He lifted me off his lap and pushed me down onto the sofa, then flipped over to straddle me. I opened my eyes wide in shock at this sudden change. When he leaned his face down, I quickly raised my hand to block him.

    “Calm…calm down.” I said hoarsely, breathing heavily, “You said you wouldn’t do what you did yesterday, didn’t you?” Even though I was losing my composure, I still tried to negotiate with him.

    He bit my wrist lightly. Though it didn’t hurt, it gave me a strange sensation in my heart before his deep voice spoke.

    “And what did you say back?”

    “I already rejected him.” I answered softly but firmly.

    “Rejected how?”

    “I told him I already like you, and it has to be you.”

    My response made him smile broadly with satisfaction before he leaned down to kiss my cheek, then moved to nuzzle my neck, making me try to move away, but the sofa wasn’t wide enough for me to escape.

    “Did he see this mark?”

    “Huh?”

    “The mark that says you’re mine.”

    “Ugh.” I let out a small sound when I felt a sharp pain on my neck, reminding me of last night after the kiss when he left a red bruise.

    Last night, I couldn’t sleep well because I kept thinking about that kiss. In the morning, I was distracted and forgot to cover the red mark. Oh…damn, everyone must have seen it by now.

    “Just thinking about how he was staring at you in the coffee shop earlier made me so annoyed.”

    He bent down to kiss my collarbone, then trailed down slightly below my shirt collar, leaving another red bruise.

    I clenched my teeth against the pain, pushed him away with all my strength, and he let go willingly.

    He frowned, not looking too pleased, before leaning down to gently kiss my forehead.

    “Don’t make that face.”

    I pulled up my collar to cover the red mark, not even sure why I was doing it, then moved to sit on the edge of the sofa, knees up. He stood up and took off his gown, leaving just a plain white T-shirt underneath.

    “Give me your hand.”

    “Why?”

    “I’m not in a good mood.”

    “Uh.” I extended my hand to him. His thick hand gently held mine before lifting it to his lips for a kiss. My heart skipped a beat seeing that. He then placed my hand on his lap but didn’t let go.

    “And did he understand when you refused?”

    “Hmm. Seems like he did.”

    “It won’t affect your work, right?”

    “Hmm.”

    “Will he give up on you?”

    “Hmm.” I nodded because after refusing and talking for a while, I told KhunKim to give up since it was impossible, and he agreed, “There’s nothing more.”

    “Hah, I should’ve not let you go then.”

    “Impossible, it’s work.”

    “Yeah, I’m trying to understand.” He said, clearly annoyed, looking at our hands still clasped together. I couldn’t help but smile, “So, how was the work?”

    “Just drawing illustrations for a novel, as usual.”

    “Hah, just for that work, but he dragged it out so long.” He said with a grimace,

    “But it’s good that you’re not mad about yesterday.”

    “I…I’m not mad or anything.”

    “So, you were just embarrassed, right?”

    “Uh…yeah.”

    “You’re cute.” He said, pinching my cheek playfully, “So, when you said you didn’t want to be with me, it was just because you were embarrassed, right?”    “Ugh…I, I don’t know what to do.” I frowned slightly, speaking just as my heart was beating too fast, making me feel lost. Seeing that, he slowly moved closer and pulled me into a loose embrace.

    “You don’t need to do anything, I’ll handle it.”

    “…” Hearing that, I instinctively raised my hand to lightly hit his arm.

    “Oh, hitting me now?”

    “Irritating.”

    “Then hit me harder.”

    “Really hit you?”

    “Go ahead, how hard are you going to hit?”

    “I’ll hit you with a chair, wait here.” I said, pretending to get up, but he held me back.

    “How irritating am I that you want to hit me with a chair?” He laughed, and then we sat there chatting. No, it was more like he was telling me stories, which I was happy to listen to, unlike a few hours ago.

    When we were at the coffee shop, KhunKim was also telling me about himself, which is why our work conversation took so long. But of course, I barely listened to what KhunKim was saying, just heard the gist of it – something about what he did during the year we didn’t see each other.

    “And then…damn it, I don’t want to do rounds tomorrow, I’m exhausted as hell.”    “Uh-huh.”

    “What’s that? Not going to comfort me?”

    “Either way, you’ll have to do ward rounds.”

    “I know, but I want some encouragement.”

    “Want me to pat your head again?”

    “No, I want a kiss.”

    “Can’t do that.”

    “Oh, come on.” He immediately looked disappointed, getting up from the sofa, “I’ll go back to my room with a heavy heart, like this. After a tiring day of studying, I have to watch you with another guy. Plus, that guy likes you, he couldn’t take his eyes off you, when it should have been me there. This dog has to go lick its wounds now.”

    Hearing him talk with such a dejected expression, I couldn’t help but shake my head slightly.

    “Bend down a bit.”

    I straightened up, grabbed his shirt with both hands, and pulled him down, pressing my lips lightly on his cheek before slowly pulling back, my heart pounding as if it would burst.    He stared at me, stunned.

    “Are you no longer upset?”

    “Not yet! Do it again!”

    “…”

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 36: Impatient

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 36: Impatient

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 36: Impatient

       Arthit

       He paused for a moment as if about to say something but didn’t, just pushed my head gently and then let go, his eyes fixed on the road ahead, frowning and letting out a soft sigh. After that, we didn’t talk until we reached the stationery store.    He followed me quietly. I secretly observed him, puzzled. Normally, he would at least say something.

       “I’ll wait here, a lot to buy?”

    “Not a lot, it’ll be quick.”

    “Hm.”

    He sat down on a bench in front of the store. I went to the section with the items I wanted, picked them up and put them in the basket, paid, and then came out to find him waiting.

       “That was fast.” He looked up from his phone, took the bag from my hand, and we headed back to the car.

       The same car moved out of the stationery store’s parking lot and headed back to the condo quickly. He carried all the items we bought today to the elevator together, since he was holding some of my things, we had to put them in my room first.

       I opened my room door and as I was about to reach for the light switch, I told him…

       I was genuinely happy that he said he would try for us. At that moment, I was stunned, glad I didn’t die from the shock. That made me think if I should try to be more patient for him too, but then again, I’ve been trying to be patient all along. And I haven’t been very successful at it, so I guess I’ll have to make it a bit harder for him.

       He still doesn’t seem quite ready, but what can we do?

       He said next month, after my race, he would agree to be my boyfriend. I think that’s good because it gives the one waiting a goal. Even if I say I could wait a lifetime, like I mentioned before, with someone you love, you want to have a status, don’t you?

       I wish next month would come quickly. When will it be next month? I want to race already, I want to get the race over with.

       And I got his room keycard too.

       Damn.

       Who would be as important to him as I am? Who else would care for that short guy as much as I do?!

       “Do you have good news?”

    “Finally, you ask!” I said cheerfully when Hill finally asked, because today I was really happy, because of what happened yesterday, making me smile from ear to ear since morning, even though the short guy didn’t respond to my chats.

    “What’s the news?”

    “Do you really want to know? You’re my true friend.”

    “Then tell me already, if you want to talk about it that much, there’s no need to keep it to yourself.”

    “I was waiting for you to want to know.”

    “Okay, I want to know now, hurry up and tell.”

    “Alright.” and then I told Hill roughly about what happened yesterday, skipping the kissing part. This kind of thing, you have to brag about it, how could you keep it to yourself? It’s a pity Direk isn’t free yet. And right now, the only one in the ward with me is Hill.

    “Uh…hmm, congratulations.”

    “Hill, you…sigh, you’re proud of me, right? Very proud of me?” I raised my eyebrows at him, feeling good about myself. Hill looked up from his book to meet my gaze, “Even when eating, you’re still reading?”

    “I was reading while waiting for you, hurry up and eat, you’ve been playing with your phone.”

    “Yeah, yeah, so are you proud of me?”

    “Hm.” He nodded, “Why do you look so proud?”

    “I told you, you’re my best friend. Besides you, no one else says they’re proud of me.” I said seriously, feigning a serious expression, “If anyone does anything to you, tell me, I’ll handle it myself.”

    “Just messing around, hurry up and eat.”

    “Okay.” I agreed and bent down to continue eating. The short guy hadn’t replied to my messages since last night, not even seen them, which made me sure he was shy and didn’t want to respond.

    Last night, I couldn’t sleep well because it was unfamiliar, the warm body in my embrace was gone, making me think why the bed in his room felt so big. Even though I wanted to use the key card he gave me to open his door and go to him, I tried to resist. I thought he probably wasn’t ready to face me yet, because when we parted yesterday, his face was very red, even his ears were red, like they had been boiled in hot water.

       After I finished eating, we prepared for the afternoon ward round. While walking up the building, I kept teasing Hill without stopping, not knowing if the listener was actually listening, but I didn’t care. I’ve always been a one-way messenger.    “What do you think about the key card? Seriously, if you don’t trust someone a lot, even if you give them a key card, you wouldn’t, right? To trust someone, you need trust and heart.” while I was going on with my rant, my phone vibrated slightly. I picked it up to see that it was the short guy who sent me a Line message.

       I opened it eagerly, but the content inside made my smile fade.

       SS: I have a meeting with KhunKim this afternoon.

       ☀︎: What!?

       ☀︎: Why

       ☀︎: Why meet with him!

       SS: You said you wanted me to hurry, didn’t you?

       SS: Khun Kim said he happens to be free.

       ☀︎:. No

       ☀︎: You have to meet him when you’re with me!

       ☀︎: You can’t go alone with him!

       ☀︎: Absolutely not!

       SS: Aren’t you usually busy?

       ☀︎: Damn.

       I gritted my teeth when I thought the short guy might really go out with KhunKim. It’s fine if they just meet, but being alone together without me? No way! No! No! No! That bastard, I’ll skip out! I won’t stay in this damn ward.

    “I’m skipping out this afternoon.”

    “No, you can’t.”

    “This is serious! I can’t let him be alone with Kim!”

    “Who’s Kim?”

    “I forgot to tell you, Kim is the client who hired the short guy, and he likes shorty too.”

    “He really likes him?”

    “Yes, really. Of course, I know by instinct, I met him when we went to eat at the mall yesterday.” I said with conviction. Hill still looked at me with an expressionless, unperturbed face.

    “Don’t you trust your brother? Didn’t he say he wouldn’t open his heart to anyone? Don’t worry.”

    “It’s different, like how you wouldn’t want anyone else looking at your wife.”    “Right, it’s different. I can be jealous over my boyfriend, but can you be jealous over your brother?”

    “….” Hill’s words made me pause, squinting at him with a frown, letting out a heavy sigh, “Damn, I’ll pinch you.”

    “He’s a client, be patient. Wait until the work is over.”

    “Yeah, that’s what I thought.”

    “What’s he like, this Kim?”

    “He’s not much, I’m better looking, even my heels look better than his.”

    “And his personality?”

    “Polite, easygoing. Like Fah, but the version that wants to steal my wife.”

    “Really? So, between Fah and you, who would a normal person choose?”

    “…Hill, why are you messing with me? Shouldn’t you be on my side?”

    “Hm? No, I was just asking.” Hill gave a small, victorious smile. This damn guy must have deep grudges, he must remember and wait for the day to get back at me for messing with him before. But messing with him isn’t always successful, Fah and I, he has to choose me, where else would you find someone like me!

    “Then I’ll skip the afternoon.”

    “No way.”

    “Damn, what should I do?” While I was pondering, an idea suddenly popped into my head. Earlier, while enjoying Instagram, I saw Meen’s IG story where she checked in at the coffee shop where she works as a server.

    ☀︎: Go to Coffee-Mate, behind the university.

       ☀︎: This place, right?

       *Sending location    SS: Why?

       ☀︎: Just go there.

       ☀︎: Go to this shop. Otherwise, I’ll skip the ward rounds and rush over there right now!

       SS:    

       And then I immediately called Meen.

    (What do you want?)

       “Are you working at your coffee shop?”

    (I am, but there are no customers right now so I’m free to answer your call.

    What’s up?)

       “The short guy is going to your shop, meeting a client named Kim. Keep a close eye on him, don’t let him do anything to the short guy at all. If he looks too much, pour hot coffee on him.”

    (Are you crazy, telling me to pour coffee on a customer? And who’s the short guy? Why are you calling out of the blue to tell me this?)

       “The short guy is Dao.”

    (Oh, Nong Daotok, yeah, and why? Why should I keep an eye on my customer? But what customer?)

       “The one who commissions artwork.”

    (And this customer likes Nong Daotok?)

       “Yeah.”

    (Oh, you’re jealous, so you want me to keep an eye on them, huh?)

       “Yes.”

    (Yes, you damn thing. I didn’t expect you to be so straightforward about it. This is, damn, really embarrassing. Alright, I’ll watch them and report back to you, right?)

       “Yeah, you know it.”

    (Yeah, yeah, okay.)

       And then I hung up. At least having someone to watch over them is good. Before I could think further, it was time for the afternoon ward round. No matter how anxious I was, I couldn’t touch my phone, and by the time it was almost four, I was lucky the session ended early. I immediately called Miss Meen to ask how it was going, and she said the two were still at the shop.

    I rushed to the shop right away, walked in, and tried to spot where they were sitting but didn’t see them until Meen nudged me first.

    “Come here, you.”

    Meen led me to a secluded table where the two wouldn’t notice, the short guy in his student uniform sitting across from Kim, talking with stacks of paper on their table.

    “They’ve been talking since this afternoon until four, what are they talking about?” Meen whispered. I nodded in agreement while my eyes were still fixed on that small back.

    “What the hell are they talking about? I want to know.” I said, frowning with curiosity.

    “I messaged you, but you didn’t read it. I even eavesdropped.”

    “You sneaky bastard, I was busy. I couldn’t even touch my phone.” I said, “So, what were they talking about?”

    “I heard Kim invited him to go to Korea.”

    “Huh!?”

    “Shh, keep your voice down, or they’ll all turn around.” She said, putting her finger to her lips to signal me to be quiet, “The one you said was a client, I think he is strange. And from what I’ve observed, he’s looking at him with such sweet, gooey eyes.”

    “Sweet and gooey!?”

    “Yeah, but to be fair, he’s quite handsome. Seeing him makes me want a Korean husband.”

    “Go for it then.” I said immediately, and Meen looked at me in surprise, “You take him as your husband, you get a husband, and I get to protect my wife. It’s a win-win.”

    “Damn, I don’t want a new husband yet.”

    “Close your eyes and your ears, forget about Donat in a snap, trust me.”    “You bastard. No way, everyone says I have a dog’s heart, my husband just died and you want me to get a new one.”

    “Listen to me, it’s not about the time, it’s about what you want in your heart.

    Donat has been dead for a long time, he’d want you to move on.”

    “Damn, why are you pushing me to get a new husband?”    “You need to find a real husband now.” I said seriously.

    “Why are you so insistent on this? No way.”

    “One-night stands then.”

    “Arthit,you are so gentlemanly, I’d choose him if I were NongDao. If you’re going to be that damn annoying.”

    “You should take my side, aren’t you my friend?”

    “Yes, I’m your friend, so what are we going to do? From what I see, that guy probably likes the younger one. Otherwise, he wouldn’t stare like that. And you,

    Arthit, what do you have to compete with him?”

    “You don’t understand how I’m above him, I’ve already won the heart of the short guy.”

    “Have you really?”

    “I even got his room key card, you know. Someone without feelings wouldn’t give you a key card.”

    “Not strange at all, friends give them out, he sees you as a senior, doesn’t he?” “Damn, senior again? Don’t say that word where I can hear it.” I raised my middle finger at him. She laughed out loud, “Senior, my ass, I’ve done so much for him, senior and junior don’t kiss like that, damn it, I love him to death and you dare call me senior?”

    “Poor you, but pitiful at the same time. Anyway, is the client named Kim?”

    “Yeah.”

    “What’s Kim’s full name?”

    “I don’t know, can’t remember, Kim…Tae-Yang.”

    “Tae-Yang?”

    “Maybe.”

    “Tae-Yang, meaning ‘sun’?”

    “Damn, it’s not me, TaeYang is my name, that one…might be Tae Min.”    “Oh, you little brain.” Meen sighed subtly, “He’s good, you know, handsome, polite, and the fact that he’s here as a client means he has a job, while you’re still living off your father.”

    “But my dad’s super rich, is his dad as rich as mine?”

    “Damn, don’t compare your dad to his.”

    “If he’s so great, then you take him. Don’t make me force you.”

    “Damn, you can’t force me, can you?”

    “Go flirt with him, get him drunk.”

    “Bleh. I told you I’m not interested, stop trying to push me on him, see if he wants me first.”

    “Have you tried yet, you nut, try flirting first. If it doesn’t work, then ask how much.”

    “Do you understand that I’m not ready for a relationship?”

    “The short one used to say that too, until he met me.”

    “You’re so great that I want you in my life.”

    “Hmph. No, I just forced myself on him.” I said quietly, constantly watching the two of them. It was probably time to leave, I couldn’t stand their…what was it, overly sweet gaze, like what Meen described.

    “Where are you going?” Meen yanked my arm to make me sit down.

    “I was just going to sit with the short one.”

    “Isn’t it better to watch secretly like this? How else will you know what he’s like when you’re not around?”

    “Yeah, that’s interesting, but…”

    “Come on, bear with it a bit. If you go now, do you think someone as hot-headed as you can control your temper? You know how hot-headed you are, even needles would melt if they drew your blood.”

    “But if I hold Dao’s hand, I’ll calm down.”

    “Crazy. I don’t believe it. I remember when you went wild in the pub. No one could handle you, don’t cause a scene in my shop, please, I’ve only been working here for a few days, I don’t want to get fired.”

    “Believe me, it’s true, I’m still amazed at myself.”

    “Really? Alright, let’s wait and see, huh. Looks like it’s almost done.” Meen said. I turned to look and saw that the short guy was packing up. It seemed like Kim was trying to help him pack, but the short guy wouldn’t let him. “You’re weak, Kim, I’ve packed for him so many times. Can’t even pack for him, go die!”    I quickly got up from the table and walked over to them.

    When he saw me, the short guy made a big surprised face. I reached out to help him pack while Kim looked confused.

    After we finished packing, I put my arm around the short guy’s shoulder, then gave Kim a triumphant smile. The person in front of me slightly furrowed his brows.

    The short guy said a brief goodbye to Kim before willingly walking away with me.

    “Why did you talk to him for so long?” I asked, but didn’t get an answer, so I looked at the person next to me. I saw he was turning his face away, his small ears bright red. He raised his hand to cover his ear as if to hide it.

    What’s this? Just because I came over, you’re already embarrassed?

       All that stiffness and coldness he had with Kim earlier was gone.

       Thinking about it, I couldn’t help but smile broadly, leaning in to press my lips hard against his cheek. He was startled and quickly turned to look at me, his cheeks flushing red.

       “Wha…what are you doing?”

    “Just came to pick you up.”

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 35: Us

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 35: Us

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 35: Us

       Arthit

       When the warmth of the embrace was gone, I, still half-asleep, searched the bed with my arm to pull the smaller person back into a hug but found no one. I opened my eyes immediately and looked around the room, which was empty of any sign of the person I was looking for, including his belongings, making me feel inexplicably annoyed.

    He took off with all his stuff, and took Cat too.

    I got up from the bed, intending to go to the next room. As I opened the door, I found that the door opposite was also opening at the same time. I hadn’t seen him in a while, and now we met. He looked more put-together than the last time we met, his mental state must have improved a bit.

    “Oh, it’s you, just woken up?”

    “Yeah, where did you go?”

    “Part-time work.” He replied, “And are you going outside looking like this?”

    “No, come to the next room.”

    “Huh? Oh, okay, see you, I’m leaving.”

    “OK.” I replied, and then Meen walked out. I knocked on the door of the adjacent room, and the owner opened it shortly after. The short guy was also dressed and ready to go out, “Where are you dressed up to go?”

    “Aren’t you taking me out?”

    “Oh, yeah, you’re all ready?”

    “Yes.”

    “Why didn’t you wake me up?”

    “Why should I?”

    “And you even took all the food and stuff to escape from me. Even the cat, you took him.” my words made the person in front of me furrowed his brows immediately, “But you forgot something.”

    “Forgot what?”

    “Forgot me.”

    “Oh, I left you in that room.”

    “You use the word ‘left’ so casually.” I chuckled a bit, “I’ll go shower and get dressed first.”

    “Hmm.”

    Then I returned to my room after checking that the short guy was waiting for me in his room. He didn’t go anywhere else, so I quickly showered, dressed, and knocked on the next door again.

       It was almost eleven now, and I hadn’t eaten since waking up so late. So, I thought we’d go to the mall first, buy my stuff, and then head to the stationery store.

       “Let’s eat at the mall first.” I said after draping my arm over the small guy’s shoulders and pulling him closer. He pushed my arm away and moved a bit further, but once again, he couldn’t resist my strength. I know he tries to resist many times, he really does, but all that effort is in vain, so he’s become resigned to it like this.

    “I can’t walk comfortably.”

    “You’ll get used to it.”

    We walked down to the parking floor. I chose the new car I was still excited about and drove to the mall to eat and buy the stuff I had planned. We arrived just after eleven when the mall had just opened.

    “This is the first time we’ve gone on a date at the mall like this.”

    “Date?”    “Yeah.”

    “The stationery store, huh?”

    “Let’s eat first, then shop, okay?”

    “…Um.” He nodded slightly. I kept my arm around his shoulder as we walked into the mall.

    “What do you want to eat?”

    “Anything.”

    “Steak?”

    “Um.”

    “Want to watch a movie?”

    “No.” He shook his head, “I just watched one with North.”

    “Watching at home and in the cinema isn’t the same.” I argued, “What movies are showing now? I haven’t kept up with cinema releases.” While I was speaking, someone from behind called out an unfamiliar name, and since the speaker was close, we both turned to look.

    “Yu-seong, what a coincidence!”

    Not only was the name he called out unfamiliar, but his face was too. The guy was slightly shorter than me, with Korean features, speaking Thai with a not-soclear accent, making it a bit hard to understand. The person who had just greeted us smiled broadly, looking happy.

    “Is he talking to you?” I turned to ask the person whose shoulder I was holding. He nodded slightly, keeping a straight face, unlike the Korean who seemed overly excited.

    Wait…Korean?

    “Hello, Khun Kim.”

    Ah, there’s the trouble…Is this really just a coincidence? Even if I told myself he’s just a client, remembering how North teased me about it made me feel slightly annoyed. And then there’s his overly happy demeanor upon meeting my short guy, why is he that happy? Haven’t you ever run into someone you know at a mall?

       “Why did he call you Yu-seong? Is your name Yu-seong?”

    “I heard that ‘Yuseong’ in Korean translates to Daotok.”

    “You’ve got quite a few names, huh?”

    “Are you going to eat here? Perfect timing, can I sit at your table?”    “Ah…” The person next to me turned to me for my opinion. I didn’t respond because I had no opinion on it. Of course, in my heart, I wanted to chase him away, but I couldn’t do that. I had to calm myself and remember that he was a potential client for the short guy, “Sure.”

    To avoid an awkward silence, the short guy agreed, and in the end, I had to sit at the same table with Kim.

    “It’s been a while since we’ve seen each other.” Said the person sitting across from us after receiving the menu from the waiter. I didn’t bother to look at him, only focusing on the menu in the hands of the person next to me.

    “Yes.”

    “So, um, are you two dating?”

    This time, I looked at him immediately.

    “Uh…no.”

    “Are you friends then?”

    Hey, this bastard…keep asking, and I’ll smack you with the menu.

    “We’re senior and junior.”

    Ah…choke! Should there be a blood-spitting effect here or what? Shit, shit, siblings!! What the hell, siblings!!!

       The short guy’s answer made Kim smile slightly, which irritated me even more. Why smile? What are you smiling at, you bastard? Just you coming over and trying to chat up my future wife is already too much.

       “Yes, big brother, huh, what do you say, little brother?” I said, gently pushing the head of the person sitting next to me with annoyance. The short guy didn’t say anything, just glanced at me before returning to look at the menu.

    I turned my gaze to Kim right away. He didn’t notice because he was still looking at the menu. I was already sensitive to North’s provocations, and now you come and do this. Normally, when you see someone you know with someone who looks like they might be their partner, do you go over and ask to join them? No, right? I’m starting to distrust you, you dog.

    Once the waiter took our menus, we entered the conversation phase. I reached under the table to hold the small hand, which helped calm me down, and it worked.

    After feeling my head heat up earlier, the fire seemed to die down unbelievably.

    The person whose hand I was holding allowed me to keep it without pulling away as usual.

    But my anger cooled down a bit when I heard Kim speak.

    “And what’s your name, sir?”

    “Ch…Ar, Arthit, I’m his…older brother, I guess.” I said, gritting my teeth in irritation, glancing at the person beside me, not in a good mood. I was surprised to see the short guy stifling a laugh when he saw me gritting my teeth to speak. Yeah, you think it’s fun to tease me, huh? Damn it, “And…what about you?”    “Kim Tae Min.” He extended one hand as if to shake. I shook his hand out of courtesy, calming down, Arthit, he’s! just! a! client!

    “I’ve worked with Yu-seong once before. This time, I contacted Yu-seong again because I enjoyed working with him.”

    Why is he so polite, this asshole? This is like Fah version 2.0, trying to steal my future wife!

       “Arthit, is it correct that we’re meeting to work together?”

    “Yes.”

    “Your name is Arthit, right? Can I then call you Tae-Yang? Tae-Yang means sun.” the man sitting across from me asked. I nodded, letting him call me by a Korean name to match Yu-seong, damn good thinking, “How are you doing? Are you well?”

    “Yes, and Khun Kim?”

    “I’m well. I work in Korea…” He started talking about himself, but I wasn’t listening at all, focusing my attention on the person next to me, my hand holding his under the table without letting go, while my other hand played with his hair, touching his cheek as we sat close.

    “Uh, can I ask something?”

    “Yes.”

    “Are the two of you really senior and junior?”

    “No.” I answered immediately, “Can’t you tell I’m courting him?”

    I said it straightforwardly without turning to look. The short guy glanced at me slightly. I raised an eyebrow at him, he didn’t say anything, but Kim seemed a bit shocked.

       “Oh, is that so?” I glanced over, unable to hide my irritation through my eyes in time. The person being looked at paused for a moment before giving a dry smile,

    “Oh, right, uh, the food’s here, let’s eat.”

    I stayed silent, feeling a strange intuition, with his awkward behavior, not to mention that sweet, polite tone when talking to my future wife.

    This isn’t right.

    I’ve been wondering why North was always riling me up. Now, combined with my own intuition as a male, I’m more than seventy percent sure that he must like my short guy.

    I observed the person next to me, who wasn’t paying any attention, just eating his meal quietly. When I put some vegetables from my plate onto his, he ate them without any complaints.

    Once we finished eating, it was finally time to part ways. I put my arm around the short guy and led him out without allowing any further conversation, taking a deep breath and then exhaling to adjust my mood.

    “Are you angry?”

    “Angry about what?” I asked.

    “Saying we’re a senior and a junior.”

    “Why would I be angry? It’s the truth. Once I become your husband, I’ll proudly tell others I’m your husband as openly as I’d say we’re senior-junior.”

    “Hmm.”

    “Hmm, what?”

    “What do you mean?”

    “That I’m your husband?”

    “No.” He shook his head, “Use a softer word.”

    “Alright, fine, I’m just annoyed that he likes you, that’s all.”

    “Really?”

    “You still don’t believe he likes you, huh? I didn’t believe it when North told me until I saw it for myself. I’d say there’s more than a seventy percent chance. No, make it ninety.”

    “Really?”

    “He was looking at you with such bright eyes, I felt like poking his eyes out.”

    “Ah…hmm, whatever.”

    “What?”

    “Just leave him be, it’s a waste of time to care.” He said with his usual calm demeanor, “What are you going to buy?”    “Clothes, shoes, do you want anything?”    “No.” He shook his head.

    “Alright, I’ll buy it for you.” I said, leading him to the clothing section, “I’ll show you what this older brother can give you.”

    “…”

    “And Arthit, you have to work with Kim, right?”

    “Hm.”

    “Let’s start with Arthit then.”

    “Why?”

    “So it can end quickly, come on. Besides, if you leave gaps, he’ll find some excuse to meet you again.”

    “What about your work?”

    “Oh, me and Direk aren’t in a hurry for anything, but Kim, he’s in a hurry, let’s get him out of our lives once and for all.” I said, annoyed, “I don’t care if he’s a client, I’ll make his face sink.”

    “Good.”

    “…”

    “You need to control your emotions, be a good kid.”

    “Ha, do you have any bones? Give them to me as a reward.” I said jokingly,

    “Will you pet my head too?”

    “Bend down then.”

    “Are you crazy? In the middle of the mall? Even if I’m just a dog, when outside, let me be a tiger.”

    “Okay.” He whispered as he followed me.

    I could tell that this damn Kim liked the short guy, but I didn’t do or say anything harsh because I tried to keep my composure, reminding myself he’s just a client. Imagine if I punched him in the middle of the restaurant, the short guy would lose a good client, and it might harm his reputation too, potentially ruining his career.    You have to think carefully about what you do because it’s not just about me anymore.

       So, we’ll handle this quietly…

       Hia, even someone like me can think like this.

       I brought him to choose clothes with the money Direk had just transferred. I bought what I wanted for myself and also for him. Of course, he didn’t actually want them, but I forced all the items I thought were suitable on him.

       I forgot about Kim to keep him from ruining my good day, because just looking at Dao’s face made all my anger disappear.

      

    Daotok

       “Why are you taking so long to choose?” the person leaning against the pillar with his arms crossed asked in a bored tone. I lowered the shirt I was holding and looked back at him.

    “I don’t want any.”

    “Choose quickly, take one at least.”

    “It’s expensive.”

    “It’s supposed to be expensive for quality.”

    “Why do you need to buy it for me?”

    “I want to.”

    “But I don’t want it.” I said honestly, hanging the shirt back where it was. After he forced me to choose at least three shirts because he wanted to buy them for me, but from my heart, I didn’t want any of them. I’m not like him, with a closet full of clothes; I’m not good at dressing up and don’t care much about fashion. All the clothes I have are chosen by my dad; otherwise, my wardrobe would just be black and white T-shirts.

    “Normally, others would be thrilled to have someone pay for them.”

    “Really?”

    “Yeah, don’t you appreciate it?”

    “No.” I shook my head slightly, “I just don’t like clothes.”

    “Okay, then I’ll choose for you.” He cut me off, picking up a shirt and holding it against me, “What size do you usually wear?”

    “L.”

    “Just this size?”

    “Bigger shirts are more comfortable.”

    “Like this style?”

    “Yeah, but that one’s a bit too big.”

    “What color do you like?”

    “…”

    “Oh, not answering? I’ll help you choose then.”

    “I’m thinking.”

    I was silent because I was thinking about which colors I liked. Since my work involves using colors, I don’t have a fixed favorite color; you could say I like every color, right?

    “Every color.”

    “You like every color?”

    “Hm.”

    “Then you can get any color, so I’ll choose styles that I think suit you.” He said and then led me around, holding shirts up against me, thinking for a moment, and if he thought one was suitable, he’d put it in the basket right away. I ended up carrying the basket, following without a word of complaint, “I think this one’s good, try it on.”

    “No.”

    “Why?”

    “Lazy.”

    “Come on, try it on.” He handed me a shirt, took the basket from my hand, and pushed me into the fitting room. I sighed heavily, took off the shirt I was wearing, and put on the new one. When I was done, I came out to show him.

    “Hia, you look cute.” the tall guy waiting outside said with satisfaction, “Let’s get this one, now try another.”

    “Why do you look so happy?” I remarked, noticing his cheerful demeanor. I thought he must be someone who enjoys clothes and shoes since his room is full of them. If that’s the case, he should be choosing for himself, why for me?    “It’s fun, I like seeing you in the clothes I pick out.”

    “Hm.”

    “What’s that ‘hm’ for?”

    “If you like it, I’ll wear it.”

    “You.” He stepped closer, loosely hugged me around the neck, and lightly kissed my head. I pushed him away immediately, and he chuckled a bit, “Your face is red again.”

    “This…this is a mall.” I said quietly, my heart beating fast again. I felt like this was happening too often lately.

    More often than I had anticipated, I found myself in this situation. As I’ve said, I couldn’t handle this kind of feeling, and the more it happened, the less accustomed I became to it. Losing composure isn’t really a good thing, huh?

    “I know that we are in the mall. If it weren’t a mall, I’d have kissed you already.”    “No.”

    “Meaning in the mall isn’t allowed?”

    “Kissing isn’t allowed.”

    “Sure it is, if you’d let me.”

    “Sigh.” I sighed at him before heading into the fitting room to change into another shirt he had chosen. When I came out to show him again, he said he liked it and added it to the basket, which now probably held about six or seven shirts in total.

    Of course, each one wasn’t cheap.

    “Is it okay?”

    “What?”

    “I…um…”

    “Just say it.”

    “I don’t dislike you buying them for me, but…even if you didn’t buy them. I would…”

    “Still like me?”

    “…”

    “I know, I just want you to wear the shirts I choose for you, and you said so yourself that if I liked it, you’d wear it.” He said with a good mood smile,

    “Besides, don’t feel obliged, this is my dad’s money.”

    “Shouldn’t that make me feel even more obliged?”

    “Direk gave it to me, so it’s my money now.”

    “Oh, hmm.”

    “Then let’s go look at shoes.”

    “…Hmm.”

    Once we got all the shoes and clothes he wanted, there wasn’t much else to do at this mall. After that, we would go to the stationery store as he had planned.

    I want to recount what happened this morning when I left his room. I went down to the condo’s management office to get a spare key card, but before I knew it, I had asked for two. At that moment, I was hesitant about whether one would be enough because there was a chance he might take my key card again.

    And then, I thought if I gave him one, he wouldn’t need to take mine again, but that would mean he could enter my room anytime. I wasn’t worried about him stealing anything; I was more concerned about my own safety, but still, I was undecided about what to do.

    I moved my things back to my room, including Mr. Jeon, and took his python back to where it belonged. Then I showered, got dressed, and waited for him in my room until he woke up and called me to go out together.

    It might be a bit embarrassing to admit that I was ready nearly two hours before he woke up; it sounds like I was excited to go out with him. I’m not sure why I felt this way, especially since it wasn’t our first time going out together.

    And the first thing that surprised me was meeting KhunKim, especially since we had just talked about him recently. KhunKim hadn’t changed much from what I remembered; he greeted us friendly, quite different from the person who brought me here. As soon as I realized it was KhunKim, I could sense the atmosphere around him change.

    KhunKim probably didn’t notice until Phii Arthit glared at him with an unhappy expression. So I let my brother hold my hand, hoping it might calm him down, and it did. Luckily, he calmed down and didn’t do anything more than eat normally and tease me as he liked to do.

    Another thing I noticed was KhunKim looking at me a lot, which was surprising; sometimes he’d look away and smile to himself, but I didn’t show any reaction, pretending not to notice.

    As for the person sitting next to me, no matter how angry or displeased he got, he tried to control his emotions. He seemed like someone ready to explode and destroy everything in a moment, not caring about the consequences. I guessed he had always been like this, not tolerating anything that displeased him, hottempered, and not thinking ahead.

    Since holding my hand seemed to calm him down, I was always ready to offer my hand for him to hold.

    Before I knew it, we had arrived at the mall’s parking lot. While I was waiting for him to put things in the car, my phone vibrated. I picked it up to see that it was a message from KhunKim. Before I could do anything, my phone was swiftly taken away.

    “Is it Kim?” He asked in a slightly more composed tone than usual, glancing at my phone in his hand, tapping the screen with his finger, squinting slightly before handing it back to me. I took it back, confused, and opened the Line to see what KhunKim had sent.

    K: You looked very cute today, Yu-seong. I’m so glad we met.    Phii Arthit opened the car door and sat in the driver’s seat without saying anything, so I opened my door and sat down too. His demeanor had changed once again, though not as intensely as the first time, frowning to show his displeasure with that message.

    Even though he didn’t say anything, I thought he must be cursing KhunKim in his mind.

    Can’t he even compliment someone for being cute…

    I looked at him, sitting there with an annoyed expression, and couldn’t help but smile when I thought how cute he was, like a child being protective over his belongings.

    Ah…I see him as cute instead of scary, even though if it were anyone else sitting here, they’d probably feel very uncomfortable.

    “Here.”

    “What?”

    I handed him my room keycard. He turned to look at me, puzzled.

    “Your room keycard?”

    “Yeah.”

    “For me?”

    “Yeah.”

    At first, I thought he might be stunned for a moment, but no, he grabbed it immediately.

    His face moved closer without warning, and before it got too close, I quickly raised my hand to cover my mouth, causing his lips to touch the back of my hand. He furrowed his brows as if displeased, his sharp eyes narrowing slightly, then he kissed the back of my hand and each of my knuckles, leaving me stunned and unable to react.

    I quickly pulled my hand back, feeling embarrassed, and moved away a bit. He leaned back to his original position and gave a satisfied half-smile.

    Meeting those eyes so close made my heart skip a beat, those eyes looking at me as if they wanted to devour me.

    No…not cute anymore.

    “You lose composure often, huh?”

    “Because of who?” I said in the softest voice, turning to look away. The luxury car’s engine was started, and it moved out of the parking lot.

    “Can Kim make you like this?”

    “No.”

    “Really?”

    “Hm.”

    “I’m satisfied that only I can make you flustered.”

    “…”

    “You’ve opened your heart to me, right?”

    “Hm.”

    “Then don’t open it for anyone else.”

    “No one can make me open my heart like you do.”

    “Damn…can I have a kiss?” He asked seriously, making me turn to look at him, eyes wide in surprise as he seemed about to let go of the steering wheel.    “Drive first.” I said with a slight hint of panic in my voice. He grabbed the steering wheel again before bursting into laughter.

    “I’m kidding, I’m not crazy enough to let go of the steering wheel just to kiss you.” He smiled, “But then again, you never know.”

    “Sigh.”

    “Stop being so touchy about kissing.”

    “Hm.”

    “Why won’t you let me kiss you?”

    “Because we’re not dating.”

    “We’re senior and junior.” He said, sounding annoyed, “Isn’t there something better than that? The word ‘senior’ hits me hard.”

    “But we are real a-senior and a-junior, right?”

    “If it were anyone else saying that, I’d have twisted their balls by now.”

    “…”

    “Upgrade my status a bit, we’re just talking, right?”

    “Are we talking?”

    “I talk, but you don’t talk to me much.” He sighed, “Siblings are fine, but I want you to be my boyfriend every hour. Plus, I’ll keep harassing you.”

    “…”

    I looked at him with an exhausted expression, letting out another sigh. How could he say something like that so casually?

    “And what about your room keycard? Can I do whatever I want to you for twenty-four hours with it?”

    “Even if I didn’t give it to you, you’d break down the door anyway.”

    “Oh, so you gave me the keycard to save the door.”

    “Yes.”

    “Good, that was a smart decision because if you kept blocking me like before, I’d definitely come with an axe to chop down your door.”

    “But you’re not allowed to do anything.”

    “Can I be stopped?”

    I sighed silently again. In a relationship like ours, if it were any other couple, they’d probably be at the stage where they like each other, are talking, but not yet dating, not doing anything beyond talking and going on dates. But with us, it’s different because he’s always so stubborn and impatient.

       Even when he does strange things, it doesn’t make me feel bad because I like him too, but that doesn’t mean I’m ready yet.

       And it seems threatening to deduct points isn’t effective at all. Deduct them, then; he wants to do it anyway, regardless.

       It might be because our personalities are too different; he’s too hot, and I’m too cold.

       I guess I’ll have to try adjusting a bit.

       “Hey.”

    “What?”

    “Why do you want to be my boyfriend?”

    “Why do you ask such a strange question? With someone you love, don’t you want to have a status? I want to be with you all the time, but if we’re officially dating, there’d be more to it. You said you need time, I understand that, but I don’t know when your time will come. So, I want you to be my boyfriend every hour, just in case the previous hour you weren’t ready, but maybe this hour, you will be.”

    “Next month.”

    “Huh?”

    “You are racing next month. I…will try to make myself ready.” I said after gathering my courage for a long time. Besides feeling embarrassed, there were many mixed feelings making it hard to speak, and as I expected, when I said it, the other party was quite shocked.

    “You mean if I win, or just after the race?”

    “Winning…would be nice.”

    “Damn, deal. Absolutely deal, that’s how it should be, give me; the one waiting some motivation, and it gives me a lot more encouragement to race.” He said cheerfully, which made me secretly smile too, “But…”

    “Hm?”

    “You don’t have to force yourself, I can wait, really.” He said, “You don’t need to force yourself to be ready.”

    “No.” I shook my head, “I’m not forcing myself. I just want to try.”

    “For me?”

    “No, for us.”

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 34: Heart

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 34: Heart

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 34: Heart

       Daotok

       Even though those beautiful eyes were still gazing sweetly at my lips, he sincerely apologized with a faint smile, his thick hand that was holding mine just gently caressing, the other hand stroking my cheek before moving his face closer again and lightly kissing my cheek.

       I was still stunned by everything that had just happened.

       My first kiss…

       Despite my heart beating hard, feeling a hot flush in my chest, and being completely powerless, I still couldn’t do anything. The sweetness lingered, his touch imprinted in my senses. I slowly pressed my lips together, reminding myself of that unexpected first kiss, yet it was so sweet and tender it almost melted.

       No matter how strange it felt,    I wasn’t upset.

       That it was him.

       “Are you angry?”

    “…No.”

    I answered in the softest voice possible, and he leaned his sharp face closer again. This time, I leaned back against the car door to keep as much distance from him as possible.

    Once again, I couldn’t handle my own flustered state; my mind was all muddled. I couldn’t control the flush on my face, my breathing was quick and heavy as my heart beat too fast, both hands trembled slightly uncontrollably, along with the warmth spreading across my chest now.

    “I’ve never seen you this flustered before.”

    He smiled with satisfaction, licking his own lips, which made my heart beat even harder as I watched.

    “Geez…don’t do that again.” I said with a trembling voice, unlike any time before, avoiding his gaze and looking away immediately, trying to pull my hand back, and he willingly let go of my hand.

    “That’s hard, I won’t promise that.”

    “Points deducted.”

    “I’ll allow that deduction.”

    “…Not good.”

    “Me? Oh, I already knew that.” He said casually, which made me unwittingly frown, “You’re pouting, huh? First time I’ve seen a robot pout.”

    “If you’re that unhappy, you can hit me.”

    “…Not good.”

    “So, how do I make it better then?”

    “I’m not pouting.”

    “Huh?”

    “But I’m not happy.”

    “Why? Was kissing me that bad?” He asked seriously, and silence took over as I had no answer, “Then, can I make it up to you?”    I shook my head.

    “What do you mean? You won’t let me?”

    “No, it…wasn’t bad.”

    “Oh, then let me take responsibility. Be my boyfriend.”

    “No.”

    “Why not? We’ve already kissed, and phii-nong don’t kiss each other. Nobody does.” He said. I let out a big sigh, just as he said, phii-nong don’t kiss each other.

    There’s none of that, but the point was, I didn’t do it willingly at all.

    “No.”

    “Okay.” He shrugged slightly before turning to start the car, “Maybe I was too selfish, but I want you to know that no matter what, I only want to do this with you.”

    We stopped for dinner before heading back, and throughout the journey, he was the one who kept the conversation going, asking about this and that as usual. I answered some questions but not others because my mind was still replaying the kiss over and over, confusing me as well, probably because it was my first kiss.    He carried the stuff for me, and once back in the room, he arranged the drawing tools back in place for my use. I tried to calm my tumultuous feelings but couldn’t manage it no matter what. I looked at the one who caused this in me, and he looked back, puzzled, as if wondering why I was staring at him like that.

    “What? Why are you staring at me like that?”

    “I am not pleased.”

    “About the kiss?”

    “About making me feel disoriented.”

    He burst out laughing before coming over to hug me tightly.

    “You look so cute when you’re flustered.” He said, nuzzling his nose against my neck and then lightly biting my shoulder. I pushed him away with all my strength, and he let go willingly.

    “When you’re mad, you look even more tempting, I don’t understand.”

    “Get off.”

    “I won’t.”

    “Sigh, why do you have to do that? We’re not even dating.”

    “I ask you to be my partner almost every hour, you’re the one who needs time.”

    “Apologize again, and I’ll stop being upset.”

    “I’ve apologized already.”

    “Apologize for making me feel disoriented too.”    “Sorry.” He apologized again.

    I nodded, as the feeling of displeasure slowly faded. I’m not one to hold grudges or be clingy. Most of the time, an apology is enough.

    “Will you keep this, the drawing?” I asked as my feelings returned to normal, and he nodded quickly. I handed him the sheet of paper where I had sketched him playing football.

    While he was playing on the field, what he had said wasn’t an exaggeration at all. From the sidelines, I knew how many people were watching him, the screams and chatter from his fans were loud, but the one being watched didn’t pay attention at all.

    I often felt that he was so charming on the field, enjoying the football he loves, every move he made was full of charm. Whether running, scoring goals, or even when he pulled up his shirt to wipe his sweat, and the smiles he sometimes gave unintentionally, which made me pick up my phone to take photos and sketch to keep.

    He, standing there under the bright lights, was the focus of everyone’s attention, both on and off the field, bringing smiles and laughter to his friends. Whenever he stepped onto the field, everyone showed a clear increase in enthusiasm, especially at the end of each game when teams were reshuffled, everyone wanted to be on his team.

    “Do you want to shower first?” He asked. I nodded slightly, taking the change of clothes from him. Tonight, I would have to wear his clothes to sleep again, but only for tonight because, according to our agreement, tomorrow I’d be back in my room. Even though he lost my keycard, the condo management would be back tomorrow too.

    I quickly showered and changed, checking my appearance before coming out. I sat down at the work desk while he disappeared into the bathroom.

    Checking the time, it was only nine in the evening. I checked my phone and saw I had messages, so I opened them immediately.

    Khun Kim?

    K: Can we meet up?

       K: This week if you are free, right?

       SS: My work with you will start next week.

       SS: I’m currently tied up with other work.

       K: That’s too bad.

       K: Then I’ll wait.

       SS: Okay.

       I lost interest in my phone and put it down. As I mentioned, I worked with

    KhunKim once about a year ago; he was interested in my work posted on Instagram and contacted me via email. I don’t often meet clients face-to-face because most of my illustration or design work involves sending briefs and drafts back and forth until the client is satisfied.

    But KhunKim prefers meeting in person. Last time, he even flew to Chiang Mai to discuss work with me, bringing his books which were entirely in Korean. Of course, I couldn’t read them, but I tried to gather as much information as possible from his explanations.

    KhunKim told me he’s half-Thai, half-Korean and writes novels for sale there. He shared a bit about himself when we talked, but I don’t remember much since it’s been a year. Regarding what North said about him having a high chance of flirting with me, I don’t understand where North got that from. Even though we’ve met several times, it was always work-related.

    In reality, we already have each other’s LINE for easier communication, but he sends the work details via email first before messaging on LINE. When I first mentioned a client sent an email, that was KhunKim, and I told him I have other work this week, so it would have to be next week if he could wait.

    He probably thought I had some free time, so he asked via LINE if we could meet up. I do have some free time, but I’d rather spend it entirely on painting for

    Phii Arthit. Besides, I haven’t even talked about the acrylic painting work for Uncle Direk yet.

    I was playing with Mr. Jeon for nearly twenty minutes until the room’s owner came out of the bathroom. After drying his hair in front of the mirror, he sat down close by. I quickly hugged Mr. Jeon because I was afraid he would try to put his mouth on Mr. Jeon’s head again, which made him laugh.

    “Why, are you scared I’ll do it again?”

    “Yes.”

    “It’s just so annoying, don’t you ever feel like doing it to a cat?”

    “No. Never.”

    “You don’t have to take him away like that, just let me play with him a bit.” He said, reaching out. I hesitated before handing Mr. Jeon over to him.

    “Don’t put your mouth on Mr. Jeon’s head again.”

    “…” He didn’t respond, just looked at the still Mr. Jeon in his hands, stroking both of Mr. Jeon’s ears back, and brought him close to his mouth. When he opened his mouth wide, I quickly got up to snatch Mr. Jeon back in alarm. He burst out laughing loudly, lifting Mr. Jeon higher so I couldn’t reach, “I was just kidding.”

    “You’ll get it back at you.”

    “What will you do, put your mouth on my snake? Go ahead.” He said with a victorious raise of his eyebrow, which annoyed me. Speaking of snakes, how is his snake doing since he lost the key card and couldn’t go check, right?

    “Is the snake okay? You haven’t gone to check.”

    “It’s fine.” He answered while gently swinging Mr. Jeon. I, worried that Mr. Jeon might slip from his grasp, kept my hands ready to catch him, “The snake doesn’t need to eat that often, it can survive.”

    “Okay, give Mr. Jeon back.”

    “Why? I’m not teasing him.”

    “You’re swinging him too hard.”

    “Not hard, see, it’s fun, little buddy.”

    “What’s that name?”

    “Little buddy.”

    “No, it’s Mr. Jeon.”

    “You bastard, you’re squeezing my balls.”

    “Ugh, bad character.” I furrowed my brows and playfully slapped his hand; he laughed even more, and Mr. Jeon didn’t show any sign of resistance at all. Sigh, why does Mr. Jeon still like him even now?

    “Alright, alright, here you go.” He finally let Mr. Jeon return to my embrace. I gently placed Mr. Jeon on the floor to let him loose and play with his toys, “Hey, do you remember the drawing job my dad told you about? Direk just called to remind me.”

    “Ah…yeah, I remember. He said Uncle could brief me and send it via my email.”

    “Email for what?”

    “I’ll tell you later.”

    “And what about KhunKim’s work?”

    “I told KhunKim it would be around next week.”

    “Will that be on time? You still have my painting job.”

    “Even if it’s not, it has to be.” I said, “I’ve already scheduled with the client, and

    I’ve promised Uncle.”

    “If you can’t handle it, you can tell Direk.”    “No.” I insisted.

    “Professional, huh?” He teased me. I handed him Mr. Jeon’s toy; he took it, puzzled, and when Mr. Jeon tried to play, he had to play along.

    “Play with him for a bit. I’m going back to work.”

    “I’m lazy, can’t you just let him play by himself?”

    “Whatever, Mr. Jeon will find something to do on his own if you leave him.” I said before standing up. He left the toy for Mr. Jeon and followed me, while Mr. Jeon nudged the toy for a while before going to find a place to sleep. Meanwhile, I went back to continue my painting work. Even though I took the work outside, it didn’t progress; I just kept sketching him.

    I noticed that the sketch I made was stuck on the wall above the work desk, right next to a landscape picture. I’ve noticed before that the wall above his desk has many things stuck to it, including Post-its with various notes and landscapes I guessed must be places he’s visited and photographed, some even being pictures of himself on trips.

    “Is it nice? Should I stick up some of your pictures too? For motivation while studying or something?”

    “No.”

    “Why?”

    “I don’t want to.”

    “I’ll take a picture for you, my photography skills are pretty good, want to see the ones I secretly took?”

    “Secretly taken?”

    “My Instagram is full of them, take a look.”

    “Really?” I reached for his phone to check his Instagram and found that nearly ten of the latest pictures were all of me. The face wasn’t very clear, but if someone knew me and looked closely, they would recognize me. I couldn’t deny that he was good at photography and his photo editing was beautiful too. Whether it was the angle or the tone, every picture had the same caption: a red heart emoji.    “I didn’t take clear shots of your face, so others don’t know who it is, thought you might not be ready.” He shrugged, “Or if you want, I can take full-face shots.”    “Uh…no, it’s fine.”

    “You’re flustered again.” He teased again, with a sly smile. I locked the screen and put the phone down immediately, refocusing on the work in front of me.

    “Why did you post them?”

    “Because I wanted to. Even if you told me to delete them, I wouldn’t, it’s my

    Instagram.”

    “Everyone can see it.”

    “That’s why I posted it.”

    “Oh…um.” I bit my lip softly, “It’s nice.”

    “What?”

    “I feel good about it.”

    “Damn…you’re straightforward, like, I like it, I like it more and more, to the point I don’t know what to do.” He said seriously. I moved back a bit, fearing he might do something else, and he laughed again, “Hia, I won’t do anything. Just kissing you at night made you almost lose it.”

    “Uh…um.” I answered quietly, “And why hearts?”

    “Well, because you’re my heart.”

    “…”

    “So, you’re going to continue painting, right?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Okay, and what about tomorrow? Are you going anywhere?”

    “No.”

    “Let’s go out.”

    “I have work.”

    “My work. It’s fine, tomorrow the condo management should be here early, we’ll get a spare keycard, and then you can change clothes and we can go out.”

    “I have work.”

    “Let’s go out.”

    “I’m going to work.”

    “We don’t have to go far.” He still wouldn’t take no for an answer, “How about the mall? Aren’t you going to draw for my dad? I’ll pay for the supplies.”

    “…”

    “See, you’re starting to get interested, huh?”

    “It’s fine, but going to buy some paint and stuff would be good because I’m probably running low.”

    “Okay, sounds good.” He gave a thumbs up, pleased, “We’ll eat at the mall and then you can help me buy some stuff.”

    “What stuff?”

    “Uh, yeah.”

    “…Hmm.” In the end, I agreed to go out with him tomorrow. He looked satisfied before getting up to find a book to read beside me. I worked while he read late into the night, occasionally getting bored and playing with my hand or cheek, stroking my head, or squeezing my chin before going back to reading.

    By the time I was completely sleepy, I packed up my tools and prepared to sleep on the sofa.

    “Are you so attached to the sofa? I’m going to throw it out.”

    “…I’ll sleep on the sofa tonight.”

    “I’ll get back pain if I sleep on the floor, you know.”

    “Sleep in the bed then.”

    “Meaning you sleep on the sofa? So come sleep in the bed with me. Plus, the sofa is narrow, how are we supposed to cuddle?”

    “We don’t have to.”

    “I should solve this by getting a bigger sofa since you like sleeping on the sofa so much.”

    “…I’m not planning to sleep in your room forever.”

    “I’ll get rid of your bed and sofa too, so you’ll have to sleep in my room.” He said as if he just thought of it. I unconsciously furrowed my brows, “Genius with a

    200 IQ, how did I think of that?”

    “Isn’t that a bit much?”

    “There’s nothing too much here, the only thing that’s too much is my love!!”    “…Sigh.”

    I shook my head, sighed softly, and went to sit on the sofa, lying down and covering myself with a small blanket, closing my eyes without any awareness. After a while, he turned off the lights in the room, and I easily drifted off to sleep due to exhaustion on that soft sofa.

       And once again, I woke up in bed. Last night, I went to bed late, so today I woke up late; it was already eleven. I slowly sat up on the bed, turned to look at the person still sleeping soundly beside me, and lightly tapped his nose, annoyed. Last night, I was supposed to sleep on the sofa, but he had dragged me to the bed.

      

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 33: Pretty Sweet

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 33: Pretty Sweet

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 33: Pretty Sweet

       Arthit

       “You want me to fall, don’t you?”

    “No.”

    “See, you’re flirting, you like me.”

    “I’ve already told you that.”

    “Oh, I want to take off my shirt and do the grown up stuff with you right here.” I said quietly, feeling frustrated. If we were in a room, I would definitely take off my shirt, and pants too, but unfortunately, we’re still at the temple.

    Earlier, I was so taken aback that I couldn’t stop smiling, and my heart was beating like crazy. Oh, I might die. No, no, I can’t die here, I haven’t even become his husband yet!

    “This is a temple.”

    “Meaning it’s okay in a room?”

    “No. That’s not what I meant.” He quickly retorted. I couldn’t help but smile at that action; he’s so damn cute, what the hell.

    “You’re not human anymore.”

    “What?”

    “You’re too damn cute.”

    “You’ve complimented me too much.”

    “Is that bad?”

    “I don’t know, I’m indifferent.”

    “That’s not a compliment, you’re genuinely cute, I’ve never seen anything in the world I thought was cute until you.” I said honestly because before this, I never found anything cute. I didn’t even understand what ‘cute’ meant, “I thought you’d be bored of me by now.”

    “No.” He said, stopping in his tracks, making me stop too, looking at him in confusion, “I’m not bored, I’ve told you before.”

    “…”

    And then he made this serious face…

       That’s all he said before walking on.

       “I thought you’d be bored of me.” I asked, feeling a bit hopeful, quickly catching up with just a few steps. He nodded in response.

    “No, if you want to say something, just say it.”

    “Damn, that’s a good sign.”

    I couldn’t help but smile widely again. As everyone knows, I’m the type who says everything I feel, so telling someone I love them every half hour isn’t just talk. And this shorty saying he’s not bored, even though he initially said he wouldn’t get bored, in reality, he might have become bored, but what he said now was an incredibly good sign.

    “Phipungto, come look at this.”

    “North, you always interrupt.”

    “What, are you guys being sweet?”

    “Checking numbers?” the short one asked, walking over to where North and Jo were looking at the lottery stall.

    “Yeah, come help choose.”

    “I’m not good at this, North, just pick the numbers you like.”

    “I’m torn between these three numbers, what do you think, Phii Jo?” North pointed and asked, and of course, Jo’s answer was…

    “Buy them all.”

    “Look, oh rich daddy.”

    “North, just one number is enough.”

    “You take it, take it, three sets, you won’t take some more? Are you that determined to get only one?”

    “Yeah, it’s better this way, trust me, with my lifetime experience in playing the lottery, the more greedy you are, the less you win.”

    “But you still hope to win, right? What’s this about?”

    “Leave me alone, if you don’t get it, keep quiet.”

    “Damn you.” I cursed. This kid is really annoying, “You don’t want it? I’ll buy it for you just in case.”

    “What if you win?”

    “I’ll quit, of course. No more studying medicine , better to switch to playing the lottery.”

    “Welcome.” North said, giving me a thumbs-up with pride.

    “Forget it, Arthit, you have better chances at a casino.”

    “Yeah.” I said, thinking back to when I went to the casino with Jo. That time, we came back with a ton of money, so much that we almost got killed by the owners. We’re really good at gambling, it’s like boasting, but I’m genuinely good, “Why don’t I go make a career out of that?”

    “Exactly, why torture yourself with this?”

    “Oh, Johan, you’ve made me want to quit for the millionth time.”

    “You quit, I quit, deal?”

    “No way, bastard, I’ve fought so hard for this.” I said, feeling exhausted, and we both sighed when talking about this. It’s even more disheartening when we’re together, “You need to study for Hill.”

    “Why study for Hill?” Jo asked. Now we were standing, talking while waiting for those two to choose their lottery numbers.

    “So Hill can be proud of you.”

    “Damn it, do I have to do that much for him? Saying it’s for North would give me more motivation.”

    “The wife’s doctrine?”

    “Oh, isn’t it you too?”

    “I follow Daotok’s doctrine, where I am the prophet and have no disciples because I don’t accept disciples.”

    “Why?”

    “Jealous.”

    “What’s there to be jealous about?”

    “He’s treating you like a senior.”

    I said through gritted teeth, hurting myself with my own words, damn it. Jo burst out laughing.

    “What are you laughing at, you’ve been a brother before too, right? Everyone needs time.”

    “Time, but how long? Might be a senior for life, stuck right here.”

    “Damn.”

    “Oh, Arthit, it’s okay, at least you’ve got another ‘little junior’.”

    “What kind of junior, what kind of ‘damn senior’, no, I want to be a husband.”

    “You’re pushing it.”

    “Just a bit more and I would have pushed it, the other day when he said I was cute, I took off my shirt, to the point where he thinks I’m always ready to strip.”    “Is that true?”

    “True.” I said. We both burst out laughing.

    “And you plan to keep calling him ‘mung’ forever?”

    “I’d better not call anyone ‘mung’.”

    “Hill’s wife and Fah, why?”

    “My head would explode, those guys are polite to their wives to death, and who am I to call them ‘ai-this, ai-that’ to their wives?”

    “And you don’t speak nicely to the one you like?”

    “He’s not like me, I feel uncomfortable talking to him, he probably wouldn’t like it.” I said, reflecting on how talking to those two guys’ wives felt so awkward I wanted to rip off my shirt. Having to say ‘Phii’ and ‘Rao’, it’s a mess, but we don’t talk much anyway, there’s nothing to talk about, “Did you talk with North ‘you’ at first?”

    “At first, I was a bit angry with North, he had some issues…you know.” Jo shrugged. I thought back to what had happened and understood, “He got used to it,

    I guess, but when we became lovers, we adjusted. I’m not as crude as you.”

    “Yeah, well, shorty is okay with who I am.”

    “I told you, it’s rare to find someone who’s okay with who you are, I’m not even okay with it.”

    “If you’re not okay, you can punch me.”

    “Are you challenging someone?”

    “One on one, no need for clothes.”

    “Sigh. That’s just how you are. Who would want you if not for him?” Jo let out a big sigh.

    “Taking forever to choose the lottery numbers.”

    “That’s how it is.” Jo said resignedly, “It’s like when Chinese girls choose lipstick colors, they have to be meticulous.”

    “When you drop North off alone, you must get lonely.”

    “Not really, North would feel guilty and choose quickly. Seeing me with you, he’s enjoying himself a bit more.”

    “I have a question.” I said, “Why, even though you have money, is North still playing the lottery?”

    “You don’t understand.” Jo sighed slightly, “It’s like some kind of mission in his life. If he succeeds, it’s like completing it, get it?”

    “Oh, I see.”

    “That’s it, and North is the type who wants to do things on his own. He doesn’t like to rely on me much, even though we’ve talked about financial stuff, he relies on me very little. He prefers to fight his own battles, because that’s how North has always been.”

    “Playing the lottery is fighting his own battle?”

    “It’s a mission, but with studying, work, stuff like that, he hardly relies on me at all. At most, he’ll ask for a tutoring session.”

    “Does that mean he doesn’t ask for money from you either?”    Jo shook his head in response.

    “Well, that’s good in a way, so in his mind, instead of asking you for thirty million, he’d rather help you find another thirty million, something like that.” I said, “He’s aiming to win thirty million, right?”

    “Depends on what you buy.” Jo answered, “Yeah, something like that, but you know, North’s happiness doesn’t give me anything. It’s fun to see him excitedly waiting for each draw though. When he doesn’t win, he doesn’t feel bad, he’s just kind of used to it now.”

    “I’ve started to see things a bit differently since having the shorty around.”

    “How so?”

    “Of course, I don’t want to continue working under Direk. Don’t want to be a doctor either.”

    “And what do you want to be?”

    “I’m not telling.” I said, because right now, only the short guy knows my dream, and I still want it that way, “You’ll find out soon enough.”

    “Yeah, we’ll see. And how is this related to your brother? I noticed your perspective has changed.”

    “He’s the one who makes me want to pursue my own dreams. After I’d given up on them for so long.”

    “Huh?” The listener raised his eyebrows in disbelief, “That’s hot.”

    “Can’t you ignore my cool words?”

    “Damn, why is it so hot?”

    “Because of my own hotness.”

    My words made the guy who was standing there, looking annoyed, turn to look at me immediately.

    “What the hell?”

    I forced out a laugh when I heard him curse out of frustration. After a while, Jo took a deep breath to try to cool his head down.

    “You seem to handle the heat well.”

    “I can handle everything.” I shrugged and smirked annoyingly, “Except cold weather. I don’t like it, and I can’t tolerate Dao saying he hates it. He once said it as a joke, hurt like hell that time, lucky he didn’t really hate me.”

    “Really? That’s weird.”

    “What’s weird about it? I love him.”

    “It’s weird that he doesn’t hate you.”

    “Damn you.” I cursed with a laugh, glancing at the blue-haired guy standing not too far away, not letting him out of sight. Because of the crowd, Jo and I had to step back to stand further away from them.

    He was hesitating when North handed him two lottery tickets to choose from, then picked one. After paying, he walked over to us.

    “Done already?”

    He nodded in response.

    “What numbers did you get?” Jo asked. North smiled broadly and showed him the lottery ticket, “Okay, should we head back then?”

    “Wait, Phii Jo isn’t you going to work?”

    “Yes.”    “At the bar?”

    “Yes, why?”

    “I was thinking of watching a movie with Phipungto, can I go?”

    “Oh.” Jo looked thoughtful, then turned to me, “Can you look after him?”

    “Look after North? No way.”

    “No need to rely on someone like Phii Arthit, I can take care of myself.”    “He’s implying that he can take care of himself and doesn’t need you anymore.” I teased. Jo turned to me with a look of utmost boredom.

    “When someone’s love for themselves doesn’t work out, they think about ruining other people’s love.” North said, raising his eyebrows, clearly wanting to say that his words were deeply affecting me. That bastard was such an asshole, followed by his hearty, satisfied laugh.

    “So, will you watch it at the cinema?” Jo returned to the previous topic.    “Yeah, what should we do?” North seemed hesitant before turning to the short guy for his opinion, who just shook his head lightly.

    “It’s up to you North.”

    “You always say that, so can we watch it in the room? I barely watched Netflix this month, afraid it won’t be worth it.”

    “Sure.” Jo agreed surprisingly easily. Normally, getting permission to enter his room was almost impossible, “You can stay and play in my room, but…”    “But don’t break anything or touch stuff.” I interjected, because this was a common warning from Jo whenever I was about to enter his room. They are just like that, protective of their belongings and their space.

    “Then let’s go to my room.” North said.

    “Why not watch a horror movie in our room?” the short guy suggested, “The atmosphere would be perfect.”

    “It’s like 4D, too much maybe, with all the visuals, taste, smell, and sound, I might not handle it.”

    “I think it’s good.” I agreed with the short guy, “North is a real joker.”

    “Here comes that word again, do you think it can provoke me every time?”

    “Then you’re easily provoked.”

    “I’m not, I’ll go if I want to go.”

    “You’re easily provoked, damn your wife.” I said, turning to look at Jo, who was smiling slightly in an endearing way. We walked back to the car with the two of them in front and us following as usual, “At first, I thought you wouldn’t let him come to your room, why did you agree so easily?”

    “He’s not going anymore, is he?”

    “I mean, at first when we talked about going.”

    “Oh, I haven’t been spending much time with North lately.” Jo said with concern. “I know North understands, but I also want to spend a lot of time with him. But even on my day off, I have to attend meetings.”

    “Just skip it.”

    “I’ve already done that. So, I want North to spend some time with friends.”

    “And what does he usually do if he’s not with friends?”

    “Plays games, watches movies, watches cartoons in his room. I’m afraid North might get bored.”

    “Bored of games?”

    “Bored of me, maybe. Why are you teasing me at a time like this, I’m serious.” Jo furrowed his brows. I chuckled a bit, “That’s the problem I’m quite worried about, but I’ve asked before, and North didn’t say anything. I know North really isn’t bothered, but I worry on my own.”

    “Another problem for the househusband, huh? And you can’t even cut back on work.”

    “I’ve reduced it recently, but it’s been heavier lately.”

    “You’ve been with him all this time, why worry so much?”

    “Arthit, if you were in my shoes, you’d worry too.”

    “Thankfully, I’m not you, working that hard would kill me before anything else.”

    “You’re the one with all the free time.”

    “Hah, not really, I don’t have much time, nor money, damn, what do I have to offer him?” I said thoughtfully, “But I try to find something.”

    “Money?”

    “Maybe you’re looking for trouble, what’s up, you’re just as annoying.” I grumbled quietly, and the other party burst out laughing, “Because it’s North, there’s no problem. Who can understand his craziness? Stop worrying about nonsense, it doesn’t suit you.”

    “I guess I’ve been a bit stressed lately, I’ve been focusing more on my studies.”

    Jo sighed, “Okay, now I feel better, thanks for listening.”

    “When did I listen to you? Have you vented enough already?”

    “Yeah, that’s it.”

    “Alright, glad you feel better.” I said, and we returned to the same car. I opened the car door, sat back in my original spot, and lay down with my head on his lap like before. He looked displeased, tried to push me off but didn’t succeed, so he reluctantly let me rest on his soft lap until the car pulled up under my condo.

    “What time is your football practice tonight?” Jo asked from inside the car.

    “Around five or six, what time do you get off work? Should I drop off North?”

    “I’ll call you around five.”

    “Okay.”

    Letting Jo and North say goodbye took just a few seconds before North walked over to join us. The three of us took the elevator to the seventh floor. While walking down the long corridor, I heard some noise from one of the rooms we passed, making North jump and cling tightly to the short guy, which irritated me. I grabbed the back of North’s shirt and pulled him away.

    “Ouch. That almost shocked the life outta me.”

    “It’s just noise from the room, probably someone moved in.”

    “Really, someone new moved in?”

    “Yeah, probably. If there isn’t, this condo is doomed.” I said, because it had been a long time, and there should have been new residents by now, especially since the condo owner gave the short guy a discount to move in cheaply to improve the condo’s reputation, with the idea that this floor was livable without any ghosts, not knowing that the ones who could live here were not afraid of ghosts – me, the short guy, and Meen.

    Speaking of which, I don’t know where she disappeared to.

    “Ha. I don’t trust it, Phipungto, scan if there’s anything.”

    “Nothing.”

    “What’s that?” North pouted, looking annoyed before stopping in front of the room, “Do we really have to go into his room to watch the movie?”

    “If you don’t want us to go in, I can go in alone.”

    “It’s already bad, we came early, and the room owner opened it first.”    “Keycard, please.” The short guy turned to me, asking for the keycard with his hand outstretched. And I wanted to say that if he made his voice a little more pleading, I’d give him the whole world, like shoving the entire universe into his hand, damn, he’s so freaking cute.

    “I’ll open it.” I said, trying to keep my cool. Someone like me shouldn’t lose composure over something like this. I pulled out my wallet to look for the short guy’s room keycard, but couldn’t find it, “Bad news, I think I lost the keycard.”    “…” The room owner immediately made a disgusted face at me.

    “I think you should have it on you at all times, losing the keycard is one thing, but the person who loses it is good. If I were the condo manager, I’d punch you in the eye.” North said with a scowl. I shrugged indifferently and opened the door to my own room, with the short guy and the freeloader following.

    “You guys choose a movie, I’ll use the bathroom for a sec.” I said and headed to the bathroom.

    When I came back out, I saw the two of them sitting on the floor, leaning against the sofa, probably choosing a movie to watch.

    “Got it yet?” I asked, collapsing onto the sofa, pulling Dao’s arm to make him sit on my lap instead. North raised his eyebrows and smirked teasingly, “I’ll punch your mouth if you make fun of me, you bastard.”

    “Between the little brother and the nephew, why does it have to be sitting on the lap, isn’t there a chair?”

    The person sitting on my lap squirmed as if wanting to sit on the floor.

       Want to sit on the floor, huh? Oh, alright then.

       So, I moved to sit on the floor too, lifting the person slightly before settling down so he could still sit on my lap.

       “What’s this about?” He asked, not sounding too pleased.

    “I saw you wanted to sit on the floor.”

    “Not like this, though.”

    “Did you choose a movie yet?” I held his slender waist tightly, resting my head on his shoulder, glancing at the laptop on the floor.

    “We did, Phii, and I have to witness this love scene again.”

    “Yeah, that’s fine, you’re on my team.”

    “I’m on Kim’s team.”

    “Which Kim?” I asked immediately, not understanding when suddenly an unfamiliar name popped up. What the hell is Kim, and who is this Kim? “What, explain it.” I said firmly to the person sitting on my lap, who let out a small sigh.

    “No. Just a client.”

    “Damn, that doesn’t sound good, talking like that.”

    “See, your mind is only filled with crap.” North said, “Earlier when we went to pray, someone sent a message to Phipungto, named Kim…Kim what?”

    “Kim Tae Min.”

    “Yeah, that one. They’re a client wanting to set up a work meeting, but my gut feeling says they’re clearly trying to flirt.”

    “North, you’re messing with me. Just someone wanting to discuss work?” I frowned, “And are they Korean?”

    “Is there a Chinese person with a surname like Kim.”

    “Oh, I asked a dumb question, have you worked with them before?”

    “Hmm, once, about a year ago maybe, they wrote a novel and had me illustrate it.” He explained. I nodded in understanding.

    “And how do they flirt with you, North, stop making things up.”

    “Trust me, my Observation Haki Skills are never wrong. I can see the future three months in advance.” North said, with utmost confidence in himself.    “Really? Then why don’t you see what numbers the next lottery will draw?” I asked back, and he immediately looked annoyed.

    “Now you go and ruin it.” He said with a pout, “But they like you, I swear, this

    Kim. Last time I saw…”

    “Saw what?”

    “Let’s just say I saw.” North cut off the conversation easily when he couldn’t continue, “But you need to be careful. I really feel it. If you don’t believe me, let me touch you.”

    Then he reached out to lightly touch my arm before pulling his hand back.

    “See, I can feel it.”

    “What are you playing at?” I asked, laughing at North’s incredibly juvenile act.

    “Trust me, be cautious.”

    “North, you’re imagining things.”

    “Look, I thought I was just imagining it, but Ter kept saying this until Phii Hill started to get annoyed and went to handle it himself while Ter was still calmly eating his pork hot pot, completely oblivious.” North said with a serious expression, “Not to mention the guy who harassed Phoon almost got punched by me; I almost got kicked back when I was escorting my friend.”

    “You’re quite the friend-shield, huh?”

    “Let’s call it protecting friends, Phii, and I’ll protect Phipungto if you trust me to look after him and pay me monthly.”

    “Helping your husband make a living, huh?” I teased slightly, “It’s fine, I can take care of mine. But should we get rid of Kim now? Where is she at the moment?”

    “He was just here to talk about work.” He said wearily, “You two have already gone too far.”

    “Prevention is better than cure, right, brother?”

    “Yeah, better to burn him before he starts flirting with you, that would be bad.”    “Sigh, enough. Let’s watch the movie.” Said the person sitting on my lap as he reached to turn on the movie. The sound from the TV got our attention; the horror movie playing didn’t scare me or the short guy much, but the one who was most scared was definitely the one sitting next to us, hugging his knees under a blanket, visibly trembling. I thought he might need to go to the bathroom.

    “Don’t wet yourself, if you need to go, use the bathroom.”

    “It’s okay, Phii, I’m fine here.”

    “What do you mean ‘okay’, I should be the one saying that.”

    “We’re friends.”

    “It’s a bit too friendly, show some civilization, will you?”

    “Let Phipungto go to the bathroom.”

    “No.”

    “You’re confused, come on, come on.” He started to reach out from under the blanket and shook the arm of the person sitting on my lap hard, “Go pee.”

    “Sigh, how old are you again?”

    “Twenty-one.”

    “Sigh, okay.” In the end, I had to take North to the bathroom, “Let go a bit.”

    “I don’t want to let go.”

    “Normally, I don’t try to stop anyone from doing anything, but this time, please, Phii.”

    “Yeah, yeah, feel sorry for you.” then I let go of the person in my embrace, leaving just a faint scent and warmth behind. The person got up to accompany North to the bathroom. After a while, both came back, with the short guy looking like he wanted to sit somewhere else, “Come back to my lap.”

    “No.”

    “Quickly.”

    “Are you forcing me?”

    “Yes.”

    “No.”

    “You’re so stubborn.”

    “It’s not stubbornness, you’re the stubborn one.”

    “If you sit somewhere else, I’ll just carry you back to my lap anyway, what do you say? The movie is getting good, hurry up.”

    “Sigh.” He let out a big sigh before reluctantly sitting back on my lap. I didn’t care about his bored expression before holding him tight as before, “What are you looking at, North?”

    “Damn, just relax, pretend I’m not here.”

    “I wasn’t paying attention to you anyway.”

    “…Yeah, whatever, shit, the scene in the movie is so dark.” And then we continued watching the horror movie until it ended. North was a mess, his hair all over the place. The short guy, on the other hand, remained calm as if nothing was happening, even during the jump scares when North screamed, he remained indifferent.

    We chatted a bit until Jo called North to say he was coming to pick him up. I checked the time and saw it was earlier than we had agreed. I immediately knew how much Jo must have rushed his work to pick up North.

    “Off you go, Phii, off you go, Phipungto.” North said from the other side of the door.

    “Um.”

    “Yeah.”

    “Keep an eye on Khun Kim.”

    “Yeah, yeah, got it, I’ll deal with him tomorrow.”

    “Yeah, good, deal with the root cause, don’t just fix the symptoms, you won’t be able to convince him to give up in time.”

    “Sigh, enough already.” the short guy warned again. North laughed before quickly running off, the sound of his footsteps indicating he was really sprinting.

    “And what about Khun Kim?”

    “Do you believe North?”

    “Half and half, let’s say. Anyway, he won’t be able to flirt with you.”

    “Hmm, me too.”

    “Huh?”

    “Just kidding.”

    “Damn, what does ‘just kidding’ mean? Have I already won you over?”

    “Not yet.”

    “Alright, look, you’re dodging the question.” I said with irritation. He went to sit at the work table and picked up various tools, ready to continue painting. I sat down in the chair next to him, “So, what’s my score?”

    “Don’t know.”

    “Why don’t you know? You’re the one giving the scores.”

    “Umm…it’s hard to say.” He pondered for a moment, “But it’s not low.”    “See, a man has hope.” I said proudly and stole a kiss on his soft cheek. He turned to look at me, not too pleased.

    “I will deduct points.”

    “Why?”

    “Harassment without permission.”

    “Then I’ll ask for a kiss.” I said, planting another kiss on his soft cheek. This time it wasn’t accidental; it was forced because the short guy knew what was coming but couldn’t push me away, “There, I’ve asked for permission.”

    “Sigh.”

    “Sigh a lot, you’ll have a short life.”

    “Then I guess I’ll have a short life.”

    “No way, if you die, who will I be with?” I protested slightly.

    “Don’t know.”

    “If you die, I’ll use your body for experiments, find a way to revive you so you can stay with me.”

    “No matter what, I can’t escape it, huh?”

    “Yes.”

    “Hmm, maybe it’s not that bad, I want to try a revival, please take care of it.”

    “Yeah, you can trust me.”

    He didn’t respond, just continued to paint on the drawing of my mother. I sat watching with nothing else to do, which means I really had nothing to do at that moment.

       “Hey, I’m going to play football with friends, do you want to come?”

    “Are you Inviting me to play football?”

    “Yeah.”

    “No way.”

    “Why? It’s fun.”

    “I don’t like football.”

    “Okay, then come watch me play.”

    “No.”

    “Why?”

    “I don’t like it.”

    “Why don’t you like it?”

    “I’ve gone to watch before.” He said, his hand holding the brush pausing slightly,

    “and a football hit me in the face.”

    “Damn…and then what happened?”

    “My nose bled, lucky I hadn’t had a nose job; otherwise, the silicone would have gone straight into my eye.”

    I burst out laughing loudly when I heard that.

    “Come on, I’ll make sure the ball doesn’t come your way.”

    “Really?”

    “Really.”

    “Still no, mosquitoes will bite me.”

    “Mosquito repellent spray would be good.”

    “It’s hot.”

    “The weather’s cool there, the breeze is nice, the atmosphere is good, there’s light, you can paint comfortably.”

    “Why do you want me to go?”

    “Just want you to watch over me. Don’t you get jealous? When I play football, there are always people watching and asking for my number.”

    “Hmm, congratulations.”

    “Damn, come on, you should be like, ‘Oh, people are flirting with you? Then I better go watch over you,’ something like that.”

    “No.”

    “Be a little jealous.”

    “No.”

    “You’re so stubborn.”

    “No, I’m not that kind of person.”

    “Yeah.” I said, the short guy isn’t really stubborn. That’s true, like when his heart beats fast because of me, he admits it, he just said that for the sake of saying it. “Let’s just go.”

    “…”

    “Come on, I want you to come.”

    “You want me to be jealous?”

    “Yes.”

    “Better not.”

    “Why?”

    “I’m not the jealous type.”

    “Ugh, whatever.” I made an annoyed face immediately, “But seriously, you should be jealous of me because I look damn good when I play football.”

    “…”

    He didn’t say anything, just looked at me with an expressionless face, which made me laugh and playfully push his head, annoyed.

    “Okay, let’s go, I’ll pack your stuff, you get up and leave.” I quickly concluded and started packing his drawing equipment back into the same bag. He looked slightly puzzled before letting out a resigned sigh, allowing me to continue packing for him.

    After I had packed everything for him, I packed my own things. I took him to the football field where I had arranged to meet my friends, not really knowing why but genuinely wanting him there. I didn’t want to leave him alone in the room; I wanted him to sit next to me, even if he wasn’t going to watch or cheer for me.

       It felt comforting just to have him in my sight.

       “My friends are definitely going to tease me.” I said while driving. Although it was a holiday, in the evening around five o’clock, many people were still out for dinner, making the road near the university as congested as on a regular weekday at this time.

    “On purpose?”

    “No.” I said. I didn’t mean to bring him here for my friends to tease, the reason was just as I mentioned earlier, “Actually, I’m just protective of you. I don’t want anyone looking at you.”

    “No one’s looking.”

    “With hair like that, and you’re so cute it’s ridiculous.”

    “No.” He replied immediately, his voice as calm as ever.

    “What do you mean by ‘no’?”

    “Not cute.”

    “See, and humble too.” I teased, not really knowing why I was teasing him. The one being teased showed no reaction and didn’t respond, so I continued, “If not cute, then what?”

    “I don’t know, just normal, I guess.”

    “Just normal, fine, do people usually look at you when you go out?”

    “No.”

    “I think they do, but you just don’t notice.”

    “Really?”

    “Yeah, believe me.”

    “…”

    “Aren’t you going to ask why I’m protective and brought you here?”

    “No.”

    “Just ask already.”

    “Hmm, I am asking.”

    “Those people can only look at you, and besides, it would be nice to show off, right? Show off that my future wife is super cute, you bastard.”

    “…” He didn’t respond, just let out a small sigh, holding the bag with the drawing supplies I had prepared, looking out through the car window.

    We arrived at the small football field at the university; it was surrounded by a high steel fence to prevent the ball from flying out and hitting people or cars passing by. As soon as I took Dao’s hand and walked inside, everyone on the field started to turn and look.

    Of course, all these people were my friends, from different faculties but part of the same football club, so we knew each other. There were also some who I didn’t recognize, probably friends of my friends who were invited.

    “Hey, doc!” Tim was the first to approach, “Thought you weren’t coming.”

    “I said I’d come, didn’t I?”

    “Yeah, and who’s this? Your boyfriend?” He asked, looking at the person standing next to me.

    “Not yet, I’m still courting him.” I answered honestly.

    “Damn, cool. What’s his name?”

    “Daotok.” I answered for him, letting go of his hand to put my arm around his shoulders instead. He gave a small smile and nodded slightly to Tim in greeting.    “My name’s Tim, I’m Arthit’s friend. Wow, my friend’s going to have a boyfriend, you bastard, take care of my friend, please.” Tim smiled broadly back,

    “Everyone, Arthit’s here, let’s start the game again.” Tim shouted across the field, and everyone who had stopped running when I entered started moving again, ready for a new game.

    “Hey, it’s fine. You guys go ahead and play, I’ll just sit and wait.”    “Is that so? But hey, just a moment more, and my team’s going to lose, you bastard.”

    “So, what’s the plan, start over?” one of the friends shouted from the field.

    “Let’s continue.” Tim said, jogging back onto the field.

    “Arthit, you’re on my team, dude.”

    “No way, hey, Arthit has to be on my team.”

    “I’ll play alone.” I shouted back, “All of you, come at me.”

    “Fuck, you’re bold now that you’ve brought your boyfriend, huh?”

    “Whoever looks at my wife, I’ll poke their eyes out.” I smiled, as the whole field teased me before I led the person holding onto my shoulder to sit by the side of the field. I put down the two bags I was carrying, slid his equipment bag in front of him, “Is it okay for you to sit here?”    “Hm.” He nodded to confirm.

    “I won’t let the ball come your way. I won’t let anyone bother you, okay?” I said seriously while gently stroking his cheek. He pursed his lips slightly and nodded again, “It might get a bit chaotic, the mosquito repellent is in the small pocket of the bag, spray some.”

    “Hm.”

    I watched him prepare his things, helping whenever I could, like arranging his stuff or handing him things. He took out a large board and placed a large sheet of paper on it.

    “Hold this for me.”

    “Hm.” I murmured softly, holding the corners of the paper to keep it steady,

    “Then I’ll go now.”

    “Hm.”

    I changed my shoes and went to warm up by the side of the field. When they finished playing, they called me to join in, and we chose teams by drawing short or long sticks, then the game began.

    Once I was on the field after a long time, I felt a bit excited, but soon I got used to it and started enjoying it. I was focused on what was in front of me, the positions of everyone, the ball, and my direction, analyzing everything thoroughly. When I, as a forward, scored, everyone cheered happily before going back to focus on the next ball.

    During a break, I glanced at the person sitting on the sideline, and our eyes met. I gave a broad smile, and he returned a slight smile, which made me feel indescribably happy, as if something was welling up to fill my heart.

    “You score a goal and then give your partner a sweet smile, huh? You two are so cute.” one of my teammates teased. I raised an eyebrow at him.

    “Not my partner, I’m still courting.”

    “With this much attention, they’re practically your partner, coming all the way here to watch.”

    “I brought them here, I’m courting them, no one looks, you assholes.”    “Yeah, just by bringing them here, no one will look anymore. Hope they agree soon, buddy.”

    “Thanks for the good words.”

    “Damn, you’re such an asshole, is that a blessing or what?”

    And it was just as he said. Just by bringing him along, no one dared to look at him, even though he was very cute.

    When it came to halftime, I went to sit at the same table as him.

    “Did you watch?”    He nodded.

    “Was it fun?”

    “You’re good at playing.”

    “Me, huh?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Wow, you’re complimenting me again, I’m happy.”

    “People are looking.”

    “Who? And why didn’t you finish your sentence?”

    “They’re looking at you, a lot.”

    “Oh.” I turned to look at the girls around the field; on the other side of the steel fence, there was a seating area where people were watching. I turned back, uninterested, “You’re jealous, aren’t you?”

    “No.”

    “Whatever, so how’s the painting going? Can I see it?”

    “No.”

    “Come on, you’re being jealous about a painting now? Let me see it. Normally, you’d let me look.”

    “This one’s different.”

    “Why? Fine, I won’t look then.” I gave up on asking to see the painting he was working on. Although I didn’t understand, I let it go for now, “Are you tired sitting here?”

    “Not tired.”

    “Hungry?”

    “Not yet.”

    “OK, then I’ll play a bit more.”

    “Hm.”

    And then I went back onto the field to play another round with the others, occasionally glancing at Dao who was painting by the sideline. I could see he was very focused on his drawing but tried not to look too long or too often so as not to lose focus on the game.

    As I thought, having him within sight really made me feel at ease.

    My team had won three times already and was about to win for the fourth time; we weren’t playing seriously, so we didn’t play for ninety minutes as per the rules. Plus, the field wasn’t very large. The first team to score three goals was the winner, then we’d take a break, recover, and play another round.

    Today ended with my team winning all five games, the other team losing every one. When it came to drawing the sticks, they all wanted to be on my team because I was the star player. I walked over to the short guy and found that he had already packed everything up.

    I changed my shoes and said goodbye to my friends for a bit. Since it was Saturday, they suggested going out for drinks, but I declined because I wanted to be with the short guy more. They were shocked because it was rare for someone like me to refuse alcohol.

    Because of my sweat, I didn’t dare to put my arm around his shoulder much, just held his hand and walked back to the car.

    “My friends all said you’re cute.” I said honestly since we had talked a bit on the field, and everyone said he was really cute, “At first, I didn’t feel anything, but the more time passed, the more I started to feel protective over you.”

    “…”

    “Can I be protective over you?”

    “Is it too late to ask that?”

    “I’m asking now. Even if I can’t, I’ll still be protective.”

    “Hm.”

    “Sigh, you, letting me do whatever I want until I’ve fallen for you, I don’t even know how far I’ve fallen, but you don’t know how many points I’ve scored.”

    “I don’t know, it’s really hard to say.”

    “Alright then, I’ll wait anyway.”

    “Hm.”

    Suddenly, he opened the bag that was on his lap, pulled out a rolled-up piece of paper, and unrolled it for me to see.

    It was a sketch of me amidst a crowd at the football field, bathed in light. My face in the picture was covered in sweat but with a broad smile.

    “Why did you draw me? I thought you were painting.” I said, utterly surprised, because I initially thought he was actually painting.

    Oh…that’s why he wouldn’t show it to me when I asked to see it earlier.

       “…”

    “Why aren’t you answering?”

    “It’s beautiful.”

    “Huh?”

    “Your smile is beautiful, I wanted to capture it.”

    “Damn.”

    I pulled him closer, pressing my lips gently against his soft ones. He pushed me away with all his might, but I didn’t yield, leaning in closer, one hand around the back of his head to keep him from escaping, softly nibbling on his lower lip as if asking for permission. The hand that was pushing me away began to weaken, his small mouth gradually allowing me to advance.

    I explored his mouth with my tongue, savoring the sweetness that felt like I had been craving for so long, sweeter than I could resist. I gently squeezed his slender hand, comforting him while he tensed up, unsure of what to do. I kissed both his upper and lower lips, letting Dao get accustomed to my rhythm. I sucked on his tongue intermittently, the person being kissed trembling and showing signs of inexperience, which only made me more eager.

    The smaller one began to breathe heavily, his warm, rapid breath beating against my chest as a sign he was running out of air. With great reluctance, I pulled away from his lips.

    Still not satisfied…

    I looked at his sweet face, flushed red all the way to his ears. I had never seen his usually calm face show such embarrassment, he was both adorable and teasingly tempting. I raised my hand to gently stroke his soft cheek.

    “Sorry, but I meant it.”

    “…”

    “I meant it because, honestly, you’re really cute.”

    Observation Haki; Comes from the manga “One Piece.” where “Haki” refers to the hidden power within a human’s body in the One Piece world.

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 32: Willing

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 32: Willing

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 32: Willing

       Daotok

       The familiar ringtone woke me up in the middle of the night. I found myself being hugged from behind by someone, his arm under my head as a substitute for a pillow, the other arm firmly around my waist. The warm breath on my neck, the body heat close to mine, and the faint pleasant scent were all lulling me back to sleep at any moment.

    I tried to lift the arm around my waist but was unsuccessful.

    My attempt to move his arm only made him hold me tighter and let out a displeased sound from his throat. At first, I thought he was awake, but then I figured he wasn’t because if he were, he wouldn’t stay so still, plus his breathing was steady. I was sure he was asleep.

    Reaching for my phone that wasn’t far away, the screen lit up with an incoming call. When I picked it up, I saw it was North calling. It was now half past three in the morning. I groggily answered the call.

    “He’s asleep, goodnight.”

    I said that before hanging up, overcome by sleepiness, but North called again.

    (Don’t hang up!)

       “Hmm, what’s up? Calling so late.”

    (You, Daotok, why are you sleeping? Normally, you don’t sleep.)

       “I’m human too, and why call my name?”

    (Late at night, wide awake. Who talks about ghosts at this hour? I won’t call you ‘Phipungto’) North grumbled quietly, as if he was trying not to make too much noise himself, (I swear, earlier when I was showering, I heard kids laughing, it was so damn creepy, I’ve never experienced anything like this before. Why are they haunting me when it’s you and Phii Arthit who ate the sweets? Shit.)

       That panicked tone made me chuckle a little, waking me up a bit from my drowsiness.

    “What about your boyfriend?”

    (Why are you asking about my boyfriend?)

       “Go stay with him, you won’t be scared then.”

    (No way, Phii Jo is working, I’m losing my mind, should I go bother him?

    No thanks.)

       “But you are scared, let him comfort you.”

    (Who’s scared? Me and fear are on opposite sides) the voice on the line said firmly.

    “Then I’ll hang up, good night.”

    (Damn, no, don’t, don’t hang up. No, please, I’m scared, really scared, I’m about to cry, you bastard, I hate this, I didn’t eat the sweets, why are they haunting me?)

       “Are you really about to cry?”

    (Yes, my eyes are welling up.)

       “A man’s tears come so easily, huh?” I teased because I knew North wasn’t serious, but the fear part was real, “I think there’s nothing, you probably imagined it. What are you doing now?”

    (Covered under the blanket with the pillow, if Phii Jo sees this, he’ll be confused, what am I doing covering myself with a pillow? I’m scared, okay!)

       “Uncover the blanket and listen carefully, is there really laughter?”

    (No way! Are you crazy?)

       “North. I told you there’s nothing in your room because your boyfriend’s luck is strong, ghosts are too scared to approach. Even if you look between his legs now, you’ll see there’s nothing, believe me.”

    (Really?)

       “Hmm. I promise. I ate those snacks and nothing happened, your friend probably just pranked North.”

    (Really? Are you saying I’m just hallucinating?)

       “Maybe you’re so scared that your mind is playing tricks on you. Have you been watching a lot of horror movies lately?”

    (A lot, I guess, sigh, my nerves are shot, I’ve lifted the blanket now.)

       “Hmm.”

    Then I heard some rustling for a while before silence fell on the other end.

    (Nothing at all, you were right.)

       “See, I told you, stop being scared and go to sleep now.”

    (What if it comes after I hang up?)

       “If it really comes, tell it to come find me instead.”

    (Would that be good?)

       “It’s better than you bothering me until I can’t sleep. If it’s a ghost, I might sleep better.”

    (I’m more annoying than a ghost then) North said, laughing loudly (Okay then. If you assure me there’s nothing, I feel a bit more at ease. Hey, are you free tomorrow?)

       “Should be free, why?”

    (Do you want to do some merit-making together?)

       “you are inviting me to do merit?”

    (Yeah, I feel like my luck’s been terrible lately, doing some merit might help.)

       “What about Ter and Cat?”

    (They have a date with their partners, yeah, bring Phii Arthit along, come with Phii Jo because those two probably won’t join in for merit-making.)

       “Oh, alright.”

    (Which temple has good lottery numbers? Yeah, there’s one not far, let’s go ask for thirty million.)

       “Hmm, okay, then I’ll go to sleep, see you tomorrow.”

    (Okay, good night.)

       Before North hung up, I placed my phone back in its place and returned to silence once more. Now, my eyes adjusted to the darkness around me, the person beside me still holding me as before, and I thought it would be like this until morning. Even though I lay still, I couldn’t sleep, so I decided to turn to face him.    His sharp, handsome face looked even more captivating at this close distance, making me feel a bit nervous, but the nervousness was more because it was him. Normally, when he talks, smiles, or laughs, he seems lively and natural, but when he sleeps, he’s strangely enchanting. I don’t quite understand why one person can make me think so much about him.

    If I asked him to say he loves me, he would probably smile broadly and say it without hesitation. He might even be glad to say it and ask why I wanted him to say it. Like, have you fallen in love already?

    Just thinking about these scenarios made me chuckle a little.

    “Crazy person.”

    I whispered softly, reaching out to poke his nose and cheek. He really is like a crazy person, isn’t he? Quite mad but cute, as I’ve said before. And if I were to compliment him, I’d have to be careful because he’s always ready to take his clothes off at any moment.

    “Good night.”

    I wished him good night, the one who was already asleep, before slowly closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep again.

    I woke up to the sunlight streaming through the window, checking the time to find it was already nine o’clock. Not too early or too late, there was a message from Phii Arthit telling me to eat the soy milk and Chinese doughnuts he left on the table and not to forget to take my medicine; he would be back around the afternoon. I replied with a thumbs-up emoji.

    I got out of bed and went to take a shower, then walked over to pour the soy milk from the table into a glass and ate the Chinese doughnuts with it. I checked my phone and emails for any new work, finding there was new work coming in.

    Normally, I wouldn’t hesitate to agree and start working immediately, but with Phii Arthit’s painting work, I had to reply that I would be available next week. If the client agrees, I’ll take the job; if not, that’s fine too.

    Hmm, come to think of it, Phii Arthit’s father, Uncle Direk, once said he wanted acrylic paintings on canvas. Maybe I should contact him back?

    While I was thinking, Mr. Jeon walked in, rubbing against my leg in an attempt to be cuddled, but I couldn’t lift him up right then as I was eating. Looking at his food bowl, I saw there was just a little left; he hadn’t forgotten to feed Mr. Jeon today either.

    He also changed the bandage on my ankle, I can’t deny that he really takes good care of me. These small, consistent acts are what would break down even the thickest walls one day. My walls had already been broken down by him since the day I decided to open up to him, so I’m even happier now that he’s by my side.

    Saying that he would like me more tomorrow was not an exaggeration at all.

    Because today, I already like you more than yesterday.

    After eating the Chinese doughnut with soy milk, I cleared the cups and threw away the trash, then returned to my spot at the desk to continue painting.    Until around one in the afternoon, I heard the door open. The room’s owner looked at me before walking over to place a lunch box on the table. He leaned one hand on the table’s edge, the other on the back of my chair, watching the painting I was working on.

    “It’s beautiful.”

    “Thank you.”

    I turned to say, and he leaned down to kiss my forehead without asking for permission. I was momentarily stunned, but he did it as if it were the most normal thing.

    “Yeah, I just went to see Khram. Can I talk about him?” He said while heading towards the wardrobe, taking off his lab coat.

    “You can, why did you go?”

    “To warn him not to mess with my man again.”

    “Oh, hmm.”

    “Aren’t you going to ask for details, like, what he said?”    “I don’t want to know.” I answered honestly.

    “It’s good that you don’t care.” He said, “Otherwise, I’d be annoyed.” He took off the shirt he wore under the lab coat and changed into a new one. When he started to take off his pants, I turned my attention back to my work.

    “…”

    “Hey, you can look, I’m wearing boxers.”

    “Why say that I can look? Normally, you should say not to look.”

    “Hey, you can look, I want you to look, I like you looking.”

    “I feel like you’re a bit of a pervert.” I said, making him laugh out loud before he sat down in the chair next to me.

    “Take a break and come eat first.”

    “Hmm.”

    I put down the brush, tidied up the tools a bit to make space for the food box. I started eating the food with the person next to me watching.

    “Hmm, North invited me to do some merit-making.”

    “Hmm?” He raised his eyebrows, “Invited you?”

    “Yeah, and to invite you too, Phii.”

    “Oh, back to calling me ‘Phii’ now?”

    “Hmm, just for now.”

    “What do you mean by ‘just for now’?” He asked. I didn’t reply because I was chewing, so he changed the question, “Is Jo going?”    I nodded.

    “The lottery is about to be drawn, North is definitely going to ask for lottery numbers again.”

    “How do you know?”

    “Jo complains about it often.” He said, annoyed, “And do you want to go?”

    “It might be good to go. It’s been a while since I did merit-making.”

    “Okay, but I probably won’t go in to pay respects.” He said. I nodded to show I understood. After finishing the food in the box, he took the empty container to throw it away, “What time are we going?”

    “Not sure, North might call.”

    “I’ll ask him.” He picked up his phone, made the call, talked to North for a while, then hung up and turned to me, “We’ll go now, have you showered?”

    “Hmm, I’ll change clothes, can I go back to my room?”

    “Sure.”

    Arthit

       I carried the cat, the black cat I call ‘John’, to play in the next room. No matter how good its real name is, I will call it John. I waited for the shorty to change in the bathroom to get ready for merit-making, or more accurately, to take North to ask for lottery numbers. And with today’s hot sun, Jo, who doesn’t get along with hot weather, has to endure it to escort his ‘wife’ to ask for numbers even though he’s loaded.

    Luckily, I prefer hot weather over cold, like that time I went to Boston with Jo and it was freezing, I planned to go to Brazil next, the cold was so intense it made my balls shrink, we went without any plan, no idea where we were going or how much money we had, ended up getting my hand bitten by piranhas needing several stitches, but that was a good experience, and you guys should stop teasing me about it, bastards.

    Because I got bitten by piranhas, I had Fah write my work for me, and if you ask why I could play the drums with an injured hand, I was faking it. I was too lazy to write, don’t tell Fah, but he probably already knows. Even so, he still agreed to do the work because he couldn’t bear to see me pretending to be in pain.

    It’s good to take the short one out into the sun sometimes; his skin is as pale as if paint had spilled on him. I’m joking, not that bad, but he’s really white, like he’s been bleached, so white it’s blinding.

    “Why are you acting like this?” I asked the kitten trying to climb up on me, lifting it with both hands and looking into one yellow eye, “You like me a lot, huh? Go tell your master to like me too. Oh, but he already said he likes me, so go tell your master to give in to me already.”

    “Meow.”

    “I don’t need your love.” I said after it waved its paw in the air, “I’m jealous, your master loves you more than me. In this case, I need to eliminate the competition.”

    With a mix of affection and mischief, I put its little head in my mouth, just as I was about to bite down, I heard the bathroom door open. The person who came out looked shocked to see me trying to eat Cat’s head and rushed over to take it back immediately.

    “What are you doing?”

    “Biting its head.”

    “Are you crazy? Why would you bite Mr. Jeon’s head?”

    “I’m jealous, why? Can’t I just bite its head?” I asked, “Greedy.”

    “Greedy for what? And who bites a cat’s head?” He said, gently stroking the kitten’s head, holding it close to comfort it. Why comfort it, it didn’t even look scared, “It’s dirty.”

    “Are you worried about me?” I raised my eyebrows to ask, he didn’t answer, just brushed off some cat hair from around my shirt collar.

    “Full of cat’s fur.”

    “…”

    I sat still, letting him brush off the cat’s fur, feeling a sudden warmth inside, and I couldn’t help but smile broadly at the action. The short one kept looking for more fur on my shirt and picking it off.

    “Thank you.” I said, feeling an indescribable happiness, wanting to pull him into a hug right then but seeing he was focused, I refrained, “I like it.”

    “Hmm?”

    “You’re good to me.”

    “Same.”

    “What’s the same?”

    “You’re good to me.”

    “Because I love you.” I said. He took his hand away, then looked up into my eyes and nodded slightly, as if acknowledging it. He didn’t reply, “Do you like me more than yesterday?”

    “Hmm.” He nodded again. I couldn’t help but smile widely, my heart swelling a bit more, “Don’t take it off.”

    “Take off what? What kind of person do you think I am?”

    “Someone who’s always ready to take off his shirt.”

    “…Damn.” I sighed slightly. Even if I said that, but…”Yeah, true, I’m always ready to take it off when I’m with you, I can take it off now if you want.”

    “Sigh.” This time, it was him who sighed, standing up with Joon in his arms. Ah, I’ve never gotten a hug back from him, damn Cat, I’ll pinch its balls, heh, someone like me jealous of a cat? No way, one day I’ll be number one and kick you out of your position, Cat John.

    While I put Joon back in my room since everything was already prepared for him, my phone in my pocket vibrates with incoming messages.    J.Han: Arrived.

       J.Han: Hurry up and come down.

       J.Han: I’m downstairs.

       ☀︎: Not yet.

       ☀︎: Wait another half hour, okay?    J.Han: Doing what?

       ☀︎: Idiot.

       J.Han: Alright, then I’ll wait.

       ☀︎: See, getting impatient.

       ☀︎: Is there air conditioning downstairs?

       J.Han: And what’s the problem? Can’t you hurry up and come down?

       ☀︎: Joking

       ☀︎: You’re so harsh with me.

       ☀︎: I’ll go down soon.

       “Okay, let’s go.” I said, putting my phone back in my pants pocket, only then noticing he was wearing a large light blue t-shirt with jeans, and I thought it suited him well. Yeah. I’m just smitten with him, damn, my eyes have turned into a pink filter now.

    “You’re staring too much.”

    “Why, you look cute.”

    “…”

    “Embarrassed?”

    “No.”

    “Not even a little? I’ve never complimented anyone on being cute.” I said as we were in the elevator. I kept staring at the short one standing beside me. When you want to look, you look, no need to sneak glances.

    “Fine, I’ll blush a little.”

    “Great.”

    We walked down to the ground floor to find the other couple already waiting.

    When we arrived, they stood up and immediately headed towards the parking lot.

    “Whose car are we taking?” I asked.

    “Do you want to drive?” Jo asked back. I shook my head in response; for some reason, I was too lazy to drive today. Better let Jo, who has traded his racing skills for driving his wife around, take the wheel.

    We stopped in front of a familiar, sleek black car. I opened the back door and got in, with the short one sitting next to me.

    “We’re going to the temple to ask for lottery numbers, right?” I confirmed, Jo nodded, looking slightly bored, while North chuckled.

    “I said I could go by myself.”

    “It’s fine, I can drop you off, wait outside with Arthit.”

    “Aren’t we all going in?”

    “Do you want to go in?” Jo, from the driver’s seat, started the car and turned to ask.

    “The view is beautiful, the breeze is cool, at the back of the temple.”    “Then let’s go wait there.” Said the driver, shifting gears, and the black car moved away from the parking lot on the ground floor.

    “Got it, can I sleep?”

    “Yeah, do whatever.”

    “Then I need to pee, can I pee?”

    “Go for it, then get me a new car.”

    “It can be washed.”

    “Damn it, the person who peed on your tire hasn’t even driven yet.” After Jo’s words, I didn’t reply, just leaned back to lie on the backseat, resting my head on the soft lap of the person next to me, without asking for permission. The other seemed a little surprised before returning to normal.

    I looked up at him from the lower angle, reached out to hold his hand, and pressed a gentle kiss on it.

    “Ah, I see.” North, sitting in the passenger seat, turned to look and tease. I raised an eyebrow at him. The person whose hand I just kissed tried to pull it back, but I didn’t let go. He let out a big sigh, “Oh, it’s sweet, it’s gentle.”    “Idiot.” I said.

    “What are you doing, get out of my car.”

    “Oh, North has a bodyguard today.” I teased cheerfully, feeling even better because of the sweet scent from the person whose lap I was resting on, smelling so good I wanted to bury my face in his stomach…

    And of course, I did it. His stomach was so damn soft. If it weren’t for being in Jo’s car, I would have pulled off this annoying shirt already.

    He jumped in shock but didn’t make a sound, tried to push me away but to no avail, so he gave up and stayed as still as possible, probably not wanting North to look back and tease again.

    Feeling encouraged, I buried my face deeper, inhaling the pleasant scent until I was satisfied, then pulled back, looking up to see the shorty looking out the window. Though I couldn’t see much of his face, his small ears were entirely red.

    I couldn’t resist pinching his cheek mischievously.

    “There you go.”

    “Huh?”

    “Do you play the lottery like North?”

    “No.”

    “Then what are you going to ask for?”

    “To get rid of all the bad things from my life.”

    “Don’t, what if I disappear?” I said seriously. If this temple is really sacred and his wish comes true, and suddenly I disappear, it would be a disaster, “Ask for something else. Why are you laughing?” I asked, turning to the couple who burst into loud laughter.

    “Oh, Phii, what would Phipungto ask for, to have only good things come into his life? He’d still get a new boyfriend anyway.” North said, still laughing.    “Exactly, why? Isn’t having me enough? You want another husband?” I furrowed my brows, displeased. He looked down at me, sighed, and then asked.

    “So what should I ask for?”    “Ask to be with me for a long time.”

    “Damn.” Jo muttered under his breath.

    “Put up with it, my partner is this sweet.”

    “I think you’re the only one who thinks that.”

    “No way, right, babe?” I turned to ask the person leaning on my lap, who just shook his head slightly, looking tired, “Why do you make that face like you’re so annoyed by me? This means I’m not cute anymore, I’m hurt, I’d even be a dog or a cat for you, I’d bark and wag my tail, and you still wouldn’t love me.”    “Stop being sarcastic, it’s annoying, I’m annoyed, how does he put up with you?”

    “I’m just joking with you.”

    “But I’m really annoyed.”

    “Damn.” I muttered softly, “You’re still young, Jo. Look at my shorty first, he’s already resigned to being annoyed by me.” I said.

    “If my friend is happy, I’m okay with it.”

    “Can’t it be more than just friends?”

    “Sigh.” North let out a big sigh, “Think carefully if you really want someone like this as a boyfriend, Phipungto, are you interested in my friend? My friend might not be as handsome or rich as him, but he’s definitely a better person.”    “Hey, North, you traitor.” I kicked his seat, and North immediately turned to complain.

    “Why kick, what the hell, you scared me, Phipungto, hit him instead, he’s hurting me.”

    “Don’t do that to North.” the shorty said quietly, lightly tapping my forehead, so light it felt like he just placed his hand there.

    “Ouch, that hurt like hell, I’m in pain just watching.” North said sarcastically, “When someone opens up their heart, but I demand justice, I’ve been your friend for three years, how can that bastard who just came have more rights than me?”

    “Oh, then let’s deduct points.”

    “Damn. No way.” Now it was my turn to protest.

    “Oh, deducting behavior points?” North asked, “Then deduct a lot, minus twenty.”

    “Minus twenty, what the hell, North, I only have three, you bastard.” I said, annoyed, “Don’t deduct, or I’ll wrestle you.”

    “You’re so damn cheeky, you still threaten him with only three points.” Jo chimed in.

    “Actually, it’s just one.”

    “Damn pitiful.”

    “Damn, why one?”

    “Because it was deducted.”

    “Deducted from where? It wasn’t, it’s three, three.” I started to insist, “Okay, three.”

    “If you want three, then fine.”

    “What do you mean?” I quickly asked, but he remained silent, “Damn, don’t go silent on me, what does it mean? Did I get more? When and why didn’t you tell me? How much do I have now?”

    “We’re here, Arthit, stop complaining.”

    “How can I not complain? It’s a big deal.”

    The shorty opened the car door and moved his legs out, so I had to get up unwillingly, ending up walking alongside Jo while the shorty and the bastard North walked ahead.

    “So damn annoyed.” I couldn’t help but complain.

    “What about your points?”

    “Yeah, I’m still stuck in the senior zone.”

    “Oh, and what’s the full score?”

    “I don’t know.”

    “A million percent.”

    “Damn, I guess I’ll be courting him for life then.”

    “Can you handle that?”

    “I can handle it well, no problem.” I shrugged casually, looking ahead at the two of them chatting about something I didn’t know. Today there were quite a lot of people because it was a holiday and the weather was rather hot, which was fine for me, but not so much for the person next to me.

    “It’s damn hot.” Here we go, he’s starting to complain, “Where’s the cool breeze you mentioned?”

    “We have to go inside first, then there will be a viewpoint.”

    “Oh, okay.”

    “You’ve never been here before?”

    “I’ve been once, more like I was dragged here, my mom brought me to make merit, and I just dropped her off. I didn’t go inside. I’m not really into temples, why do you come?”

    “To take a walk, nothing else to do.”

    “What kind of asshole comes to a temple just to walk around?” Jo grumbled, looking somewhat annoyed. We walked up the hill to find the large Buddha statue at the very front, “We will wait down here.” Jo said. North nodded slightly before the two of them went up to pay respects. We waited at the bottom.    “Do you date your mom often, yeah, no need to ask, it’s frequent.” I said, referring to Jo’s beautiful mother.

    “Don’t call it dating, call it being a servant instead, carrying things, driving, and paying for stuff too. Tomorrow, she wants to go see the new clothing collection again, it’s good I have North with me, otherwise, my life would be in shambles.”

    “Ha, having a wife is nice.”

    “But you don’t have one.”

    “Damn.” I grumbled in disappointment, “Can I swear in a temple?”

    “Probably not anymore.”

    “Yeah, that’s right. He said he’s opened up to me, but he still won’t agree to be my boyfriend. I ask every day, Hill said it takes time, and I understand. I’m not getting anything, but I’m impatient.”

    “Wait a minute.” Jo interjected, “Hill said that?”

    “Yeah, why?”

    “Does Hill know?”

    “Of course. Otherwise, how could he give me advice? He even said he’s proud of me. Now, Hill, my best friend, has become my buddy for life.”

    “Wait a sec, you bastard, proud of you?” Jo looked surprised, “And why did he scold me when I was flirting with North? Wait, there must be something wrong here. No way, you bastard, are you lying to me?”

    “I’m not lying, you bastard, I’m telling the truth.”

    “Shit, why? Hill, you bastard, why praise Arthit but scold me? Does he think you’re better than me, why?”

    “Well, I am better than you.” I said proudly while Jo furrowed his brows as if he couldn’t understand, “He said I’m not like you because I’ve never fooled around with anyone or played around like you.”

    “But you went to the bathhouse.”

    “I didn’t go, it was just a joke, do you understand?”

    “And what about dealing at the bar?”

    “It was just temporary, I used to be a tiger, now I’m a dog.”

    “What? You’re not any better than me, Hill is biased against me because he’s afraid I’ll make him my wife.” and Jo came to his own conclusion.

    “He’s paranoid as hell, poor bastard.”

    “Really, he said he’s paranoid?” Jo chuckled a little, “I was just messing around.”

    “You mess around all the time, sometimes I can’t tell if you’re serious or joking.

    Seeing your face makes his hair stand on end, I think.”

    “Oh. He’s just mean to me, damn it.” Jo sighed softly, “But his face when he gets teased is really funny, Hill is so serious.”

    “Just say what you really think.”

    “Damn it.”

    “But saying you want him to be your wife is true, right?” I said.

    “…”

    “Yeah, I understand why you like to tease Hill, your face when you get goosebumps is really funny.” I said, laughing, “Are you done praying?” I turned to ask the person who had just walked down, went to get his shoes for him, and sat down.

    “…”

    “Come on, put on your shoes, are you going barefoot into the temple?”

    “I’ll wear them, but why do you have to help me?”

    “Don’t ask so many questions, hurry up.”

    “…”

    He didn’t respond, just made a slightly troubled face, slipped his feet into the sneakers, and I retied the laces because they were loose.

    “With this knot, they’ll come undone soon.”

    “Oh, hmm.”

    I then tied the other shoe, and after I was done, I stood up, looking over at the couple waiting.

    “I’m so proud of you, Phii.” North said, pretending to be on the verge of tears.

    “Why? Doesn’t Jo ever tie them for you?”

    “He does, but I prefer wearing Phii Jo’s flip-flops, so he doesn’t have to tie them often.” North said, “If you don’t want to bother him, you can wear flip-flops too.”    “Oh, I see.”

    “It’s just tying shoes, what’s the big deal?” Jo muttered.

    “I won’t let you bow your head lower than me!”

    “Sigh, stubborn.” Jo said before giving North a gentle push on the head. I stopped paying attention to the couple and turned to the person standing next to me.

    “Is it too tight?”

    “It’s just right, but next time, you don’t have to do it.”

    “Why? Are you going to wear flip-flops like North?”

    “I don’t really like flip-flops, they hurt my feet.”

    “You need to buy good ones, then they’ll be comfortable to walk in, but you can wear sneakers, I’ll always tie them for you, don’t act like North, understand?”

    “…Thank you.”

    “Yeah, and what’s the conclusion about the score?”

    “Just now, I added…hmm, let’s say three more points.”

    “And how much is the total now?”

    “I won’t tell.”

    “Come on, that’s cheating.” I grumbled, but since it seemed like the shorty wouldn’t reveal it, I had to let it go for now. We then walked into the temple area. While North and Dao went to pray and do their things, Jo and I went to wait at the viewpoint.

    “It looks more pitiful than romantic, standing here watching the view with you.” Jo said, gazing out at the city view below. Though the sun was quite strong, the breeze helped cool us down.

    “We’re not here to watch the view, we’re here to wait for our wives.”

    “Say it confidently, be a boyfriend first.”

    “Your mouth works well, doesn’t it?”

    He didn’t reply, just shrugged slightly.

    “Yeah, I’ve got a car race next month too.”

    “Serious racing?” He asked, because if it were just any race, there would be no need to tell him, “With who?”

    “The son of the company that Direk bets with.”

    “How much?”

    “Thousands.”

    “That’s something.”

    “Hmm.”

    “Why? Feeling pressured?”

    “No. Just want a sparring partner. I haven’t raced in a while.”

    “Want me as a sparring partner? Want to lose again?”

    “Johan, you haven’t raced in longer than I have, you must be all rusted up.” I teased because since he started flirting with North, no, even before that, he hardly touched racing anymore.

    “I can knock off the rust, I’ve got some time now, I can be your sparring partner.” He said, “Which track are you racing at?”

    “Their field.”

    “Ha, watch your car too.”

    “I know, if you’re free, come watch too.”

    “Sure. If I’m free, North also said he wanted to see.”

    “One sec, who’s calling?” I said after feeling my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out to see it was a friend calling; they were inviting me to play football tonight, “Tim’s inviting us to play football tonight, are you going?”

    “Not free, got work.”

    “Hmm.”

    “Are you going?”

    “I think I’ll go. Haven’t played football in a while.” I said before seeing the two of them walk out, scanning around before their gaze settled on us and then they approached, “How was it?” I asked.

    “It was good, North took a long time asking for blessings.”

    “Come on, let’s go buy lottery tickets.”    “There’s that too?” I asked.

    “There’s a lottery stall right out front, bro, your eyesight isn’t good.” North said before pulling Jo along to rush out, “Hurry up, buy while the merit is still warm.” “Huh? Does merit have a temperature?”

    “Yeah, you don’t follow Buddhism, how would you know?”

    “Yeah, your business.” I said before following them with the person beside me.

    “What did you ask for in your blessing?”

    “Not telling.”

    “Why not?”

    “If I tell, it won’t come true.”

    “You should have asked to be with me for a long time.”

    “If I don’t ask, will you not stay?”

    “Crazy. I’ll stay even if you don’t ask, I said I’d stay with you for life.”

    “Hmm. That’s why I didn’t ask for anything from you.”

    “Nothing at all?”

    “Nothing.”

    “Why?”

    “If I were to ask, it would have to be for something I don’t have yet.”

    “Yeah, right. I’ve given you everything, only you haven’t accepted it yet.”    “I might not be able to accept everything just yet.”

    “…”

    “But everything you’ve given, I’ve never unwillingly accepted.”

     

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  • WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 31: Tomorrow

    WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 31: Tomorrow

       WESTTHESUNFROMANOTHERSTAR, Chapter 31: Tomorrow

       Daotok

       I looked at myself in the oversized black shirt that reached down to my knees in the bathroom mirror. After taking a shower, I felt refreshed, especially after concentrating on work for so long. While rolling up my sleeves, I heard a knock on the bathroom door followed by the voice of the room’s owner.

    “Are you okay? Does your foot hurt?”

    “I’m fine.” I replied. My ankle still hurt as before, and it got a bit worse from standing in the shower for too long, but it was bearable. I chose to shower under the showerhead because I was too lazy to soak in the tub, and fortunately, the bathroom floor wasn’t slippery, so there was no issue.

    I slowly stepped out to find the room owner waiting, one hand holding a phone to his ear, speaking in English to someone. I furrowed my brows in surprise when I noticed that the phone was mine.

    “Oh, I’m talking to your dad, Ah, yes. You’re right, we are the winner of…H,

    Hey!”

    Before he could finish speaking, I snatched the phone back.

    “Dad, what are you doing? Why are you talking with him?”

    I quickly asked the person on the phone, puzzled. It was one thing for him to answer the call, but Dad was enjoying the conversation so much. They seemed to be having a good time talking.

    (Oh, I like this guy. He said he loves you, and I think…Wow, he’s a big fan of

    Manchester United, just like me.)

       “Why are you talking to Dad?”

    I turned to ask Phii Arthit instead since I didn’t get a clear answer from Dad, asking why talking to him resulted in Dad just saying they were fans of the same football team, and Dad seemed very pleased, his voice full of cheer.

    “My Dad called, so you answered?”

    “Yes.”

    “And you said you love me ?”

    “Emm…yes, I said I love you so much. And I want you to be my wife. I mean it.”    “Wait, a minute.” I held up my hand for a timeout, “You told Dad you want me to be…uh, your wife?”

    “Uh-huh, your Dad is okay with it.”

    “Really?”

    “Absolutely.” He said with a slight raise of his eyebrows.

    “You’re so crazy…” I whispered before letting out a big sigh, walking away to talk to Dad.

    “Michael, are you done with your shower?”

    “Uh…Dad. I had some reason to be with him, he answered the phone because I was in the shower.”

    “It’s okay. No need to explain to me . You know I isn’t upset or anything, I like him, he’s like…the most straightforward guy I’ve ever met.”

    “I see, because he supports the same football team?”

    “Oh, that’s part of it, coincidentally good, he even invites me to play football with him if I’m free, I haven’t played football with the young guys in a long time.”    “Dad…sigh”

    “Why the sigh, haven’t you accepted his love yet?”

    “No, uh, Dad, what did he say?”

    “He asked for you to be his wife.”

    “And?”

    “I am okay with it!”

    “No…no.”

    “How can I not be okay with someone showing this much sincerity?”

    “Sigh. I don’t want to talk anymore, where’s papa?”

    “He’s asleep, worked hard today.”

    “Are you tired too?”

    “A little. What about you? Tired from studying?”

    “I didn’t go to school today, sprained my ankle, but it’ll get better soon.”    “Get better soon, don’t overwork, you know? Dylan probably told you since he studies medicine. Even if he says he doesn’t want to work as a doctor after graduation, it’s kind of like you .”

    “What did you talk about?”

    “Enough to get to know each other, he talks a lot, just right for someone who doesn’t talk much like us.”

    “Dad you are on his team, right?”

    “Yes.”

    “Everyone is on his team. Even Mr. Jeon.”

    “Wow, great, I will hang up now. Oh yes, he wants you to open your hearts to him, you know, I support that.” Dad said with a cheerful yet serious tone because deep down, he still hopes I find someone after all this time, “He’s not like Khram, I can feel it from the conversation, oh, almost twenty minutes, he really loves you.”

    “How can you know from a phone conversation?”

    “I just know.”

    “How?”

    “…Just a feeling, um, forget it, Good night, sweetheart.”

    “I’m not your sweetheart, the one sleeping next to you is.)”

    “Ah. You’re right, and I thinks your sweetheart is waiting for you too.)”

    And then Dad hung up, confused. I turned to see Phii Arthit standing with his arms crossed, leaning against the wall, watching me. I didn’t even realize when I had walked out to the balcony to talk on the phone.

       “Your dad is right.” He smiled sweetly, “I’m waiting for you.”

    “…Did you hear everything?”

    “All of it.”

    “Sigh” I sighed before walking back into the room, sitting down on the sofa, and he sat down next to me.

    “Why is your face so red?”

    “I don’t know.” I turned my face away deliberately, why after taking a shower do I have to deal with something so bizarre, talking to Dad wasn’t enough, now he’s declaring his love and asking me to be his wife, and to top it off, Dad is okay with it.

    “Cute?”

    “…”

    “But your dad is easy to talk to.”

    “Hmm, Dad’s like that.” I said, letting out a big sigh to adjust my chaotic feelings, before turning to look at him again, “Was it like this the first time you talked to Dad?”

    “Of course, I slowly talked to him so he could catch on.”

    “…” I didn’t reply. I was just wondering what ‘catching on’ meant.

    “I really mean it.” He emphasized, “But I’m not rushing you. Just stating my own desires.”

    “Oh…hmm.”

    “I invited him to play football together too.”

    “Dad mentioned that.”

    “Does your dad play sports?”

    “Hmm, football.”

    “Not bad.” He said, “Perfect for being a father-in-law, but it’s a pity I didn’t meet your papa, right? You call him ‘Papa’, right?”    “Hmm.” I nodded.

    “Your Papa was already asleep. Otherwise, I might have told him everything too, a bit more and I would’ve told your grandma as well.”

    “Just Dad is fine, Papa would be shocked.”

    “What kind of person is your Papa?”

    “Just…a normal person.” I said, “But Dad…kind of like you a bit.” I mentioned my thoughts, and the other nodded in agreement.

    “At least we support the same football team, I was still thinking what to do if we supported different teams.” He said, “Good that he’s English.”

    “…”

    “You look like you’re thinking about something.”

    “No. Just thinking about that.” I paused for a moment, “You’re really straightforward. What would you do if Dad wasn’t okay with it?”

    “Oh. Who cares?”

    “…What do you care about then?”

    “Only you.”

    “Flirting again.”

    “I’m telling the truth.” He said with his usual expression and demeanor, “I don’t care about anything in the world except myself. Now, there’s you.”

    “Hmm…okay, I understand.”

    “Are you going to continue working?”

    “Take a break, I was thinking of watching a movie.”

    “Yeah, good, you like horror movies, right?” He asked before getting up to grab the laptop and place it on the coffee table in front of us, connecting it to the TV screen, and opening Netflix to scroll through the movies.

    “Do you like watching them?”

    “I’m fine with anything.”

    “It’s okay if you don’t like them. We can watch something else.”

    “Yeah, I can watch. I just want to watch it with you, so you choose the movie you want to see.”

    “…Hmm.” I nodded slightly before feeling my heart flutter again, at this rate, should I tell Dad to open up even more?

    Just this much, and I’m already struggling to handle my heart beating so hard because of him.

       I caught myself staring at him from behind until he turned around, and I realized.

       “Aren’t you going to get up and watch?”

    “Getting up.”

    I got up from the sofa, sat down on the floor next to him to scroll through movies.

    “Is this one good?”

    “Why ask, if you want to watch it, just press play.”

    “We’re going to watch it together, right?”

    Hearing me say that, he smirked. I looked at him, not understanding.

    “What?”

    “Nothing. I just like the word ‘together’.”

    I didn’t respond, just selected the movie I intended to watch, but then realized it was a series.

    “Choosing a series means you want to watch it with me for a long time, huh?”

    “No. I just didn’t notice it was a series.” I said honestly before returning to my spot on the sofa. He got up and sat next to me.

    “Witches?”

    “Hmm, it has good reviews.”

    “Oh.” He answered briefly before getting up from the sofa, “I’ll take a quick shower, you start watching.”

    “Hmm.”

    He went into the bathroom for a while, then came out wearing only long pants. Out of the corner of my eye, I glanced over, turning to look without realizing it, admiring his well-defined muscles, tanned skin, and tattoos on his chest and shoulders.

    “Why are you staring so hard?”

    “Am I staring?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Oh, sorry.”

    “It’s okay, I know my body’s worth looking at.”

    “…”

    I didn’t respond, but thought to myself that he was probably right, because if I had to say it, he really was very attractive, both in physique and appearance.

    “Why aren’t you wearing a shirt?”

    “Your hair is wet.”

    “Hmm.”

    He went to rummage through the closet for a t-shirt, draping it over his shoulder, grabbed a small towel to roughly dry his wet hair, then went to fetch a hairdryer. I stopped paying attention to him and turned back to the witch series playing in front of me, but he came and sat on the floor in front of me, holding out the hairdryer.

    “Blow-dry it for me.”

    “Why not do it yourself?”

    “Too lazy.”

    “…”

    I turned on the hairdryer, letting out hot air, gently running my fingers through his soft black hair while drying it.

    “You.”

    “Hmm?”

    “Dao.”

    “Huh?”

    “Daotok.”

    “What?”

    “Nothing. Just wanted to call you.”

    “…”

    “I like your name.”

    “Oh?”

    “And Michael too, is that your name as well?”

    “Yes.”

    “Why Michael? Like Michael Jackson?”

    “Michael Jordan.”

    “Got it.” He said, “Why are you drying it so gently?”

    “Do you like it rough?”

    “Yeah.”

    “…” I didn’t say anything, just turned up the hairdryer to a higher setting. Soon his hair was dry, so he got up to sit on the sofa and put on the shirt he had draped over his shoulder earlier, “Why do you like my name?”

    “Why?”

    “No one likes it, it sounds like a girl’s name.”

    “It does, but I like you, so I like your name too.” He said, “Because others don’t like you, they can’t appreciate your name the way I do.”    “Appreciate?” I furrowed my brows in question.

    “Your dad and mom named you, your Dad told me.”

    “Oh…hmm. Do you really intend to say you like me every half hour?”

    “I could, you can set an alarm for every half hour if you want.” He smirked.

    “It’s okay.”

    “I’ll say it when I feel like it, so how’s the movie going?”

    I briefly summarized the plot of what I had watched so far, since he was only in the shower for a short time and the series hadn’t progressed much.

    “Is the heroine a writer?” He asked. I nodded in response, “Have you ever thought about writing a book?”

    “I’ve thought about it, but I like drawing more.”

    “Oh, can I have a hug?”

    “Hmm.”

    “Damn, does this mean you’ve fallen for me?”

    “…If I say no, it’s not like you’d listen anyway.” I said softly before he pulled me into a hug.

    “Correct.” He said, tightening his embrace. I sat stiffly in his warm embrace.

    “Here.”    “Huh?”

    “Arthit.”    “What?”

    “Try calling me.”

    “Imitating, and no more ‘Phii’ then?”    “Don’t want to call you ‘Phii’ anymore.”

    “Want to upgrade to being a boyfriend?”

    “No. Just don’t feel the respect.”

    “…Got it.” He said before laughing out loud, “Okay, Daotok, not calling me is fine, it would hurt my feelings too much.”

    “I won’t call you that anyway.”

    “Damn, sigh. What would happen if I didn’t meet you?”

    “Don’t start a conversation. Watch the movie.”

    “Oh. Okay then.”

    Arthit

       I rested my chin on his slender shoulder, lowering my face to kiss and sniff the sweet scent at the base of his neck from the person in front of me. The person in my embrace didn’t speak or show any reaction because he was focused on watching the movie, though he was slightly tense.

    I didn’t look up but could imagine what was happening in the movie just from the sounds, holding his waist loosely with one hand while holding his soft hand with the other.    “Annoyed?”

    “A little.”

    “Got it.”

    “But it would be nice if you could stop snuggling me.”

    “Stop being so tense then.”

    “Stop snuggling then.”

    “Dogs like to snuggle with their owners like this.”

    “…Hmm.”

    “Tomorrow I have a morning ward round.” I said, remembering because Hill had just sent a Line message to remind me, “I won’t be with you in the morning, by the afternoon I’ll be back, don’t cry because you miss me.”

    “No.”

    “Damn. It’s not good, don’t cry for me.”

    “It’s not that, I mean, I don’t miss…I can’t.”

    “…” I was silent for a moment before I pressed my lips to his cheek, sinking into the soft flesh. He let out a soft groan in his throat, displeased by the too-forceful kiss, holding it there longer than necessary before pulling away, “Say it.”

    “Is it true, or are you just teasing?”

    I said before leaning in close again.

       “No, don’t, enough.” He pushed my face away with his hand, looking slightly annoyed.

    “Okay, okay. I won’t.” I said, and he slowly lowered his hand, though his expression still showed distrust, “I just wanted to kiss your cheek again.”

    “Not anymore.”

    “And you said it for real?”

    “About missing you?”

    “Yeah.”

    “Yes, but not that much.”

    “That’s good enough, missing me a little bit each day.” I said with a satisfied smile, taking the chance when he was distracted to kiss his cheek once more. This time, he sighed instead of reacting, but it didn’t affect me, “One day you’ll miss me so much you won’t be able to stand it.”

    “No way.”

    “Why not?”

    “It would be too much trouble.”

    “Not at all. If you miss me, I’ll come to you.”

    “Really?”

    “Of course.”

    “What if we’re on opposite sides of the world and you can’t come?”

    “Then I can’t go, because if I could, I would have gone already.”

    “…”

    “If it gets to the point where I can’t come to you, I want you to know that I miss you a lot too.”

    “Oh…um, you flirt well.” He said before slowly leaning back against my chest, looking more relaxed, “Let’s rest for a bit.”

    “Rest what?”

    “My heart is about to explode.”

    “Haha, you’re pretty straightforward too.”

    “Hmm.”

    “You like me a lot, and tomorrow…”

    “Hmm, and I’ll probably like you even more tomorrow.”

    “…Damn.”

    It’s not just your heart that’s about to explode, mine feels the same.

    After that, we hardly spoke anymore; he watched the movie while I did the same, just holding him, until the person in my arms fell asleep as the movie was nearing its end.

    I carefully lifted him up and placed him on the bed, went to get some ointment to apply to his ankle and rewrap it. Once done, I sat beside him, the one sleeping, brushing the hair from his face, then gently kissed his forehead.

    “Good night, I love you, you’ll like me even more tomorrow.”

    I spent almost the whole night reading as I usually do, because I had napped in the evening, which allowed me to read late into the night. I slept during the early morning and woke up to go to the ward in the morning. Today, I didn’t go jogging because I was too lazy to wake up; I stopped by to buy some soy milk and Chinese doughnuts for the one still sleeping.

    Before leaving the room, I changed the bandage and reapplied the ointment on his ankle, left the bag of soy milk on the table with a note not to forget to eat and take the medicine, that I would be back in the afternoon.

    Doing these things for him felt good too.

    I arrived at the hospital right on time. Currently, I get to work in the ward with Hill, which I consider a blessing because although being with Jo is chill, it’s not worth anything, it’s just a complete mess.

    “Is the professor here yet?” I asked immediately upon approaching Hill, who had arrived before me.

    “Not yet, you came early.”

    “Of course.”

    “Be a bit more human since you like my wife’s friend.”

    “…” I turned to look at him, stunned. Even though I had guessed that Hill probably knew, facing it like this caught me off guard, “Who told you?”

    “Sigh, why would you hide it from me? I don’t understand.”

    “Wait.” I held up my hand to stop him, “Go ahead, I’m ready for the impact.” I said after I had braced myself for a scolding. No matter what language you use to curse me or make me cry like a dog with tears streaming down to my feet, go ahead! Curse me! I’m ready! But I definitely won’t stop messing with your wife’s friend!

    “Idiot.”

    “…Oh. You’re not going to cuss me?”

    “Why should I?”

    “Oh. Even when Jo was hitting on North, you nearly killed him with cussing.”

    “How are you and Jo the same?” Hill said, leaning back in his chair casually,

    “You’ve never said out loud that you like or love anyone, which means you really like them, right? And he’s opened up to you too, which means you must have tried your best.”

    “…Oh, Hill, my dear friend, I knew you were the only one who would understand me, you’re my best friend for life.”

    “I’m not dying with you.”

    “Oh well, okay, aren’t you going to ask how it’s going?”

    “If you want to tell me, go ahead.”

    “He said he likes me more now. He doesn’t call me ‘Hia’ anymore either, you don’t have that.” I said with a teasing smile, making Hill look disgusted.

    “Why, doesn’t he respect you anymore?”

    “Damn, how did you know?”

    “Does anyone respect you, really?”

    “No one, even George, the dog at the faculty, won’t play with me.”

    “Sad, huh?”

    “Yeah, it’s sad, but at least I have you who loves me.” I shook my head lightly, letting out a relieved sigh. Even if that George, the annoying dog, runs away at the sight of me, forget about it, he doesn’t have Dao telling him he likes him every day like I do, “He said I’m like a dog too, like a Doberman.”

    “Would you even be a dog?”

    “Yeah. Not being one would be the end of me, doc. If he says I’m a dog, I’m ready to howl.”

    “How can you be so infatuated with someone?”

    “I wonder why he won’t be my boyfriend. He said he likes me, didn’t he?”

    “You should be patient.”

    “Patience is the hardest thing. Who can do that? He smells nice, that crazy guy, right?”

    “Yeah, that’s true, but you’re not his boyfriend yet, so it doesn’t help.” Hill said,

    “Arthit.”

    “What?”

    “Nothing, I just…well. I didn’t think it would be you, so I’m a bit surprised. If I say I’m proud of you, would that sound too exaggerated? It’s even more than I am of Jo, honestly.”

    “Wow…you’re proud of me? Wow, Hill, be my dad instead of Direk, why are you so warm and gentle, I’m so touched.” I said, feeling genuinely impressed. Why is Hill so nice like this? Just from these words, I’m so moved I’ve forgotten about

    Direk. Ah, no, who is Direk anyway? Why did I suddenly say his name? Whatever, because Hill, the kind one, is also rich, right?

    “I don’t want a kid like you.”

    “Oh, Dad, I haven’t even called Direk ‘Dad’ yet.” I said, feigning a serious expression, “But I don’t know who Direk is anyway, you’re my real dad.”

    “…”

    “Give me some money to fix my car.”

    “Sigh, go far away, you.” Hill said with a look of disgust, like he often does with Jo.

    “Why do you get goosebumps so easily?”

    “Just look at how Jo likes to mess with me. How can I not be wary?”

    “You’re special to death, he doesn’t play with anyone like he does with you.” I said my thoughts because Jo loves to tease Hill, sometimes it’s hard to tell if he’s teasing or if he actually wants Hill to be his wife.

    “Let him play with you then.” Hill said with disdain.

    “Oh, I think you’ve been husband and wife since the first semester.”

    “Who’s the husband?”

    “Whoever falls asleep first is the wife.”

    “I’ll keep my eyes open all night, you bastard.” Hill said, making me chuckle a bit.

    “Yeah. Do we have anything to do in the afternoon?”

    “No, we are free, why, in a rush to get back to your boy?”

    “No, I’m going to visit someone who’s sick.”

    “Who?”

    “Khram.”

    “Your boy’s ex whom you beat up?”

    “Yeah.”

    “And you’re going to visit someone you put in the hospital?”

    “Hey. That’s what you do, you visit people when they’re in the hospital, right?”

    “…But you’re the one who put him in the hospital.”

    After finishing the morning ward rounds and a small lecture, I headed straight to another patient building to visit Khram as planned. If you ask why I had to come, it was necessary, you know, when someone you know is sick, you should visit them to check on their condition, right?

       I stopped in front of his room, quickly opened the door to find the bastard in a not-so-good state, wearing a hospital gown and lying in bed. As soon as he heard the door open and saw me walk in, he immediately sat up.

       “Are you here to beat me up again?”

    “Damn right.”

    “Why are you wearing a gown?”

    “I’m a doctor.”

    “Oh, and you’re here to treat me? No, you’re here to inject me with something to kill me, right?”

    “You’re too paranoid.” I sat down on the chair beside the bed and picked up some grapes from the basket to eat. When I found they weren’t tasty, I tossed them into the trash.

    “Hey, you’re throwing away my grapes again.”

    “They taste like dog food, and how are you doing?”

    “Feeling good, huh, still coming to mock me, you’ve got some guts, almost beat me to death, you bastard.” He grumbled, letting out a sigh, “But your dad is nice, paying for the expenses, compensating for getting beaten up. Can you call that nice when it’s his son who made me like this? I want to take off my shirt to show how bruised I am, you bastard.”

    “I’m not mocking, I’m visiting.”

    “Oh, thank you, so glad.” He said sarcastically with a bored look.

    “When are you getting out of the hospital?”

    “Another two weeks. I was supposed to get out quickly, but now I have to stay in the hospital. Why is the one who beat me wearing a gown, what kind of doctor is that?”

    “Idiot, what do you think doctors are like? I’ll beat you again in a minute.” I said with annoyance.

    “You cheated on the exam.”

    “Cheated my ass, I study well, not stupid like you.”

    “Oh, and this is the right way to scold?”

    “Damn. No, I said I came to mock, but not about beating you, I came to mock you about your ex.”

    “Why, Dao, why?”

    “He’s mine now.”

    “Huh? What do you mean?” Khram looked utterly surprised, moving in shock and wincing in pain from his wound, clutching his stomach before looking up to ask, “You’re dating?”

    “Not dating, but I love him.”

    “What? You said at first you didn’t like him.”

    “At first, I didn’t like him, can’t I like him later, you buffalo?” I scolded, annoyed, “He said he likes me too.”

    “Really?” He asked, looking surprised again, “Shit, really? Are you joking?”

    “Joking, my ass, we’ll probably be dating soon.” I shrugged, “Depends on him.”

    “Damn, shit, you’re not lying, are you?”

    “Not lying.”

    “Damn, where did you guys fall for each other?”

    “Idiot.”

    “Damn, damn, so you really love Dao, right?”

    “Yeah, I won’t make him hurt like you did, you bastard, do you know how bad what you did was? At first, I just thought you were an asshole, but now I want to kill you.”

    “Calm down, Phii.” Khram cautioned. I looked at him with some displeasure but tried to control my emotions and not think about the past when he hurt the short one.

    “I’m not going to do anything. Just annoyed, the past is the past, and you are the past. The present and future are mine, remember that.”

    “Good.”

    “…”

    “I mean, Dao is one of the few people in my life who were genuinely good to me. When I realized this, I wanted to pray that Dao wouldn’t get hurt because of what I did, that he could move on and find someone who truly loves him. So, please take care of Dao for me.”

    “I can take care of my own future wife, no need to ask.” I responded because I had already decided that no matter what happens, no one or anything would hurt him again.

    “…”

    “I just came to say this. I’m going back to my room to hug him. Also, I want to warn you not to meddle in my future wife’s life again.”    “Got it, I understand. I’ll wish you both well then.”

    “Shut up, exes shouldn’t bark loudly, you bastard.”

    “…Oh, sorry.”

     

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