SOUTHBESIDETHESKY, Chapter 29: Warmer in the Winter
“Which one is good?”
“I like whichever one you want, just take that one then.”
“I like both of them.”
“Then take both of them.”
“No way, I don’t have enough budget anymore.”
“I will buy it for you, just pick them up.”
“No thanks, I feel too embarrassed.” I said while slightly frowning. Right now, we are shopping to prepare for a trip abroad. After I spent a long time hesitating about where to go, I thought starting with somewhere not too far like Japan might be better.
And when it comes to Japan, I remembered the gift box that was sent to my house years ago, which was addressed to:
“To ‘Ren’.” We guessed all sorts of things, and the most plausible hypothesis was that Ren was the name my mother gave me. Ren in Japanese means “lotus”. Calling it the most plausible hypothesis might not be entirely accurate; let’s say it’s the possibility I’d most like to be true.
I think I’ll go for about a week and then come back. Going to spend the New Year’s countdown in Japan might not be that great. Phii Fah can stay with his family, and spending time with family is the best way to start the New Year.
So, we’ll go in mid-December, not during the holiday season. There should still be accommodations and beautiful places to take photos without having to compete with too many people. It might be crowded, but not to the point of being packed.
“I’m starting to understand Jo, huh?”
“Hmm?” I turned to look at the person behind me. Phii Fah was waiting for me to choose a sweatshirt, “You mean waiting for a long time, right? I’ll choose quickly.”
“No, I mean about being too considerate. No need to be so considerate because I want to buy everything for you,” Phii Fah smiled, “Just pick up both of those.”
“Oh…okay, is that good?”
“Pick them up.”
“Okay…thanks.” I agreed before placing both shirts in the basket. I understand a bit about being too considerate because North has told me about it. Back then, I secretly thought North was too considerate towards Phii Jo, worrying too much might burden the other person unnecessarily. Now I understand North well, maybe because they are lovers, they become even more considerate, feeling like they don’t want to cause any trouble.
But it seems it’s hard to refuse Phii Fah, huh.
“Is there anything else you want?”
“Well…actually, haha,” I said with a dry smile to the other person,
“Besides clothes and daily necessities, I want a new lens.”
“A lens?”
“Yes, when I go traveling, I want to bring all my camera stuff, and there’s a new lens out recently.”
“Then let’s pay here first and then go look at the lens.”
“Yes,” I smiled happily. Just the thought of going to a camera shop or looking at equipment like this made me happy. If I have free time and don’t know what to do, I like to hang out in the camera section, updating myself on new things or eyeing items to save up for later. I’m someone who always carries a camera around. Since I’ve been with Phii Fah, from our last trip to Phuket, I’ve taken dozens of photos of him.
In the end, I got a new lens for our upcoming trip to Japan, and I paid for it myself. I absolutely wouldn’t let Phii Fah pay because I’ve already bothered him enough. After buying the gear, we went back home.
At Phii Fah’s house, there’s not much to do, it’s like being in an ordinary home, eating breakfast and dinner together with everyone. Because Uncle and Aunt are very kind, I’ve become quite comfortable here.
“Are you bored? There’s not much to do at home.”
“Not at all,” I shook my head gently while looking at what I just bought, “It’s really nice being here,” I said truthfully. Phii Fah’s house has everything you could need. “Then, how about moving in together?”
“Huh?”
“I’m serious.”
“You mean for me to move in?”
“After we get married.”
“Uh, Phii Fah, wait a minute, are you teasing me again?” I turned to look at him with a slightly puzzled expression. Phii Fah burst into a laugh.
“No, but if you get embarrassed, consider it a bonus.”
“Really, what’s that about?”
“Or maybe you want to build a new house more?”
“…I don’t know.” I turned back to look at the things in front of me,
“It’s still a long way off.”
“Hmm, it doesn’t hurt to talk about it, right? Because no matter what, we’ll be living together anyway.”
“Oh…” I fell silent with a warm feeling spreading through my heart. When someone talks about a future that includes you, it’s a very good thing, isn’t it? “If you ask Phoon, Phoon would like to stay here, so
Phii Fah can be with your uncle and aunt too.”
“Hmm…have you ever thought about kids?”
“Uh…no, but I’m starting to think about it now.”
“Okay, what do you think?”
“Adopting a cute kid, maybe one, but it’s a pity that you are a guy,” I said while inadvertently letting out a sigh.
“Come here.”
“Huh?”
“Come here quickly.” I slowly got up from the floor, where I was organizing things, and went to Phii Fah, and I was pulled to sit on his lap. I let out a startled yelp.
“Ah, what?”
“Hugging an overthinker.”
“I’m not overthinking, just saying it’s a pity.”
“In another ten minutes, you will definitely be overthinking, do you believe Phii Fah?” Phii Fah said in a deep voice close to my ear, before leaning in to give my cheek a light kiss.
“It…it’s worth thinking about, if we have kids, I’d want them to be like you Phii Fah.”
“Why?”
“Don’t let them be like me.”
“Right. Not being like you is better.”
“…”
“If not, it would be so cute, I definitely can’t handle being jealous of two people.”
“Phii Fah!” I called out softly to the other person without realizing it, wanting to hit his arm because he was so annoying, always flirting and making me embarrassed, “I can’t have children at all.”
“But if we try, I think we might be able to,” he countered.
“See!” I accidentally smacked Phii Fah’s hand once, but very lightly, more like a tap, “Try what? How did you study to be a doctor?
Everyone knows men can’t get pregnant.”
“Then I will be the first one to do it, want to try?”
“Enough, I don’t want to talk anymore.”
“You get embarrassed and then run away.”
“I’m not running away at all, Phoon is going to do the laundry.”
“Let the maid do it.”
“It’s fine, I’ll just put the clothes in the machine myself, especially since I am free.” I said, trying to get up, but I was held back, “Phii Fah, I am serious, the clothes won’t dry. The sun is good right now.”
“Why do I have to miss out on hugging you for such a reason?”
“I am going to do the laundry.”
“So stubborn. I won’t let you go.”
“Ugh,” I pouted slightly before he hugged me tighter, but then I remembered we were in the living room, so I tried to get up again, worried someone might see, “Someone might see us, the maid is working too, we’ll definitely have to clean up then.”
“No one will come.”
“How do you know?”
“They probably already know,” Phii Fah said, resting his chin on my shoulder.
The relaxed demeanor of the other person made me stop struggling and just let us stay like this. Honestly, I like it, why wouldn’t I like being hugged by Phii Fah like this? I’ve heard that the scent of your loved one can make you feel comfortable, and that must be true.
“Phii Fah.”
“Yes?”
“What do the others say about us dating?”
“Why do you ask?”
“I just want to know, like, if your friends are okay with me.”
“Why wouldn’t they be okay? They already know each other.”
“And what do they say?”
“They don’t say much, because they already knew. They just said,
“Finally, you two are dating.”
“Knew already? Knew what?”
“Knew about the person in the letter.”
“Huh? Everyone knew beforehand too?”
“Yes.”
“How…And Ter and North even helped Phoon to keep it a secret.” I said, frowning involuntarily. It seemed not just me, but all our efforts were truly in vain.
Would Ter and North feel the same as me? They must feel it, feeling embarrassed and awkward beyond words, imagining us trying to deceive them, thinking we succeeded, but in reality, we didn’t at all.
They knew everything but pretended not to.
“The whole group is full of pranksters,” I said, sulking.
“No pranking, you didn’t want me to know, right? Or did you want me to ask?”
“That would be bad too, you shouldn’t know.”
“I didn’t know.”
“Didn’t know like…really didn’t know. Not just pretending not to know.”
“Really, and knowing after the birthday party it was already late.” “Oh. Initially, I talked with Dao, saying you might have known since the first letter was sent, but luckily you didn’t think to investigate.”
“Dao? Ah, you friend from the club?”
“Yes, I haven’t introduced him to you guys yet, but it seems Phii
Hill has talked to you before.”
“Bring him next time.”
“Sure, but he’s not really free. He’s working right now.”
We chatted casually, and by evening, Uncle and Aunt came back for dinner. After that, we prepared for bed. After I finished my shower, I sat down on the bed next to Phii Fah. When he, who was leaning against the headboard playing with his phone, saw me, he immediately pulled me into a hug.
Not that I’m complaining. I was quite surprised to see Phii Fah being more touchy than I expected, but it was good because I liked it too. Even though I still felt very shy, I would unconsciously move closer to him because of his pleasant scent and the warmth I felt.
Soon after, I drifted off to sleep.
I woke up groggily to find the room still dimly lit. I reached for my phone and saw it was only 4 AM. I had set an alarm for 5 AM because today was the day we were heading to Japan. Our flight was at 9 AM, and according to the schedule, we would arrive at Narita around 3 PM, but since there’s a two-hour time difference between Thailand and Japan, we’d actually get there at about 5 PM.
We had looked at some travel plans, but since we were going for a week, we decided we’d figure out more once we got there. I actually wanted to get up and take a shower right then, but Phii Fah was holding me, so I didn’t dare move. Phii Fah wakes up easily, and his warm breath on my neck makes me tense up for a moment. I slowly turned to the other side to wake him up, my eyes adjusting to the darkness, until I could see the sharp features of the man who was still deep in slumber.
I never thought I’d get to look at him from this angle.
I couldn’t help but smile to myself.
I lifted my hand, tracing the outline of his sharp jaw, cheeks, and nose bridge. How could one person look this perfect in every way? When God created you, did he put in extra effort or something? Lost in my thoughts, suddenly, his larger hand moved up to take mine, gently kissing the back of it, then his beautiful eyes slowly opened and looked at me. “Ah…um…”
“Are you going to keep staring at me like this?” His voice was deeper, a slight smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, which made me flustered when I realized he had been awake all along. So, he knew I was watching him sleep…”Why didn’t you wake me up if you were awake?”
“It…it seems like it’s not the right time yet.” As soon as I finished my sentence, the alarm clock went off. I remember waking up around four in the morning, so that means I’ve been watching Phii Fah for almost an hour…oh my, that must make me look like a total creep.
“It’s time to wake up, right on schedule.”
“…Why did you pretend to be asleep if you were awake for so long?” I said, pouting.
“I just woke up.”
“Really?”
“Yes,” Phii Fah replied simply, “Good morning.”
“Good morning,” I said, watching the other person slowly sit up and reach out to turn on the bedside lamp, lighting up the whole room.
“Excited, huh? Waking up before the alarm.”
“Oh, I’ve never been this excited since I was born,” I said, quickly grabbing my phone to turn off the alarm.
“What time is it now?”
“It’s five in the morning.”
“Hmm, it’s pretty early.”
“Well, I am excited. You can keep sleeping if you want.”
“It’s fine, I’m already up.”
“Did I wake you?”
“Well…you could say that, I woke up because it felt like a cat was playing with me.”
“Oh, you were just lying there, so you got your face scratched by a cat.” My words made the other laugh, they always say they’re like a cat, ah, cat is cat, Phii Fah seemed to really like that I said that. Seeing Phii Fah’s joy made me think that playful talk like this isn’t so bad.
Even if it did make me feel a bit shy.
Suddenly, Phii Fah reached out to pinch my nose and gently shook it from side to side.
“What are you doing?” I asked, my mouth pouting.
“Teasing the cat.”
I didn’t respond, just pouted while looking at him, until Phii Fah told me to take a shower first. After I finished showering, I saw him standing out on the balcony. I walked over to stand beside him. “The sun is about to rise,” I said, looking at the view in front of us. For me, the morning sky changing colors was more beautiful than the evening sky. Suddenly remembering, I rushed back into the room to grab my camera and took some pictures. After taking enough photos, I lowered my camera and turned to look at the person next to me, who was still gazing at the sunrise.
“Phii Fah,” I called out.
“Yes?”
“Is it okay with you if I want to take a photo?”
“Now?”
“Yes.”
“It’s not great, I haven’t changed clothes yet,” Phii Fah said, though he was already in a white T-shirt and long pants, which looked good enough as it was, needing no additional touches.
“It’s fine, I will keep it for personal viewing.”
“Really?”
“Yes,” I nodded quickly. Phii Fah gave a slight smile at the corner of his mouth before nodding in agreement. “This way, we’ll definitely have a set of photos of I from Japan.”
“That’s already plenty.”
“We can have even more, I can never take enough,” I said with a smile.
After taking the photos, Phii Fah excused himself to shower and get dressed. Then we went downstairs for breakfast and prepared to head to the airport.
When we got to the airport, I found out that Phii Fah had booked first class. Since Phii Fah made the booking, I didn’t ask questions, just the time. Being my first time in first class made me feel strangely excited and thrilled.
“Oh, I am excited,” I said, turning to the person sitting next to me with excitement. “Yes, I know.”
“Actually, you could have booked economy, this is way too expensive.”
“Oh, I never sit in economy, so I didn’t book it. Do you want to sit in economy? We’ll do that next time,” Phii Fah’s words left me speechless for a moment because I hadn’t thought about it since he never sits in economy.
“It’s okay, let’s go with what’s convenient for you,” I said, since Phii Fah always travels first class. How could I take him to sit in economy…”Oh right, Phoon hasn’t looked at the accommodations yet.”
“I already booked them. You said you wanted to explore Tokyo for the first few days, right?”
“Yes, did you book a hotel in Tokyo?”
“Yes, I booked it quickly in case it gets fully booked.” “Uh, thank you,” I smiled broadly.
After spending several hours on the plane, before I knew it, we had landed. The moment we stepped off the plane, the cold shocked me. I knew Japan in winter was no joke, but having never experienced it, I couldn’t imagine it.
“P…p, Phii Fah, I want to go back,” I said jokingly, my voice trembling as I hugged myself tightly. Phii Fah, who was holding our other belongings, turned to look at me. Since we didn’t bring much, Phii Fah suggested we focus on buying things here because the return trip would be cumbersome with lots of stuff.
“We’ve only been here less than ten minutes.”
“No, I can’t handle it, Phuket isn’t this cold.”
“Do you want to put on another layer?”
“I am already like a Michelin Man,” my words made the other chuckle a little, “Have you ever been here when it was this cold?”
“No, I’ve only been to Japan during the summer.” “How was the summer here?” I asked.
“It’s still cooler than Thailand, the atmosphere is great.”
“I have seen pictures, summer in Japan looks beautiful in photos,” I said, looking at Phii Fah who was wearing two layers of winter clothing and carrying a backpack, with a black mask on. That made me think of something; I quickly walked over to stop in front of Phii
Fah, “Let’s take the first picture here at the airport.”
“Huh?” Before Phii Fah could even answer the question, I quickly snapped a photo, taking one before either of us could get ready. “Got it, thank you,” Phii Fah said nothing more, just smiled at me. Even though he was wearing a mask, I could see that he was smiling, and my heart skipped a beat.
Why does he make my heart feel so good…
We planned to try the train. Coming to Japan means you have to ride the train; Phii Fah went to buy the tickets. Meanwhile, I stood waiting at a spot not too far away.
“Got the tickets, the train will be here in about twenty minutes.” “Did you speak Japanese with them, or was it English?” I asked curiously. “Japanese.”
“Wow, you can speak Japanese too?”
“A little.”
“You’re so good,” I said, impressed. The person being complimented smiled slightly, not seeming embarrassed by my praise. We waited until the train arrived. When we got on, there were no seats left, so we had to stand. I moved to the inside, with Phii Fah standing next to me.
I looked out at the scenery with excitement. Not long after, the train got crowded, but I wasn’t bumped at all because Phii Fah was shielding me. The more people pushed from behind, the closer we got, and the closer we were, the more my heart raced.
“Sorry, it’s quite uncomfortable.”
“It’s okay, are you alright?”
“I’m okay,” I said without looking into his eyes, feeling as if I was being protected by what Phii Fah was doing. Soon, I felt the scenery outside start to move, indicating the train was leaving the platform. I kept looking outside excitedly at the new views I had never seen before, until the train stopped at one station. When it braked, I stumbled slightly, and before I knew it, Phii Fah had his hand up to protect my head from hitting the pole.
“Sorry, sorry, did you get hurt?” I quickly asked, startled. The person in front of me shook his head slightly.
“Be careful.”
“Oh, sorry, does it hurt? Let me see your hand,” I took the liberty to check his hand, finding almost no redness or anything.
“It’s fine,” he said in his usual deep voice, his eyes still warm and showing concern just as before.
“I will be careful.”
“That’s good, oh, there’s a free spot over there, do you want to sit?” “It’s fine,” I said, looking in the direction where Phii Fah was looking, because some people had just gotten off the train, leaving some empty seats.
“We’ll have to stand for a while longer, are you okay with that?” “I’m fine,” I said, before more people got on and the train started moving from the platform. This time, I didn’t just stand staring blankly; I made an effort to be more cautious, looking around. There seemed to be many schoolchildren, probably not on holiday yet. Upon closer inspection, many of the schoolgirls were looking in our direction. Oh…I get it now.
With someone as eye-catching as the person in front of me, it’s no wonder people would look. Plus, Phii Fah is very tall, about 183 cm if I remember correctly from when I asked before.
I’m really curious about what those girls are whispering about, but even if I could hear, I wouldn’t understand.
It took a long time to reach our destination. Honestly, I was very tired. Only after moving my arms and legs did I start to feel a bit better. As we walked off the train onto the platform, I was about to ask Phii Fah where we were heading next when I turned to see four schoolgirls in uniform talking to Phii Fah.
I stood nearby watching. They looked excited and happy, all of them pulling out their phones with smiling faces. Phii Fah listened, gave a small smile, and shook his head in refusal. Then they looked disappointed, one of them spoke again, and Phii Fah replied in Japanese before walking over to me.
“Let’s go.”
“What was that?” I asked as we walked away with Phii Fah.
“They wanted to take a photo.”
“Oh, and what did that one ask?”
“Ah, she asked if I was an actor or an artist from somewhere.”
“Ohhh,” I said with a long ‘oh’, “And what did Phii Fah say?”
“I said no, then excused myself.”
“Oh…” I nodded, being mistaken for an actor or artist by foreigners is quite something, “Have you ever thought about being an actor or something like that?” I asked.
“Why do you ask that?”
“Well, you are quite famous. Hasn’t anyone ever approached you?” “There have been some, but I declined.”
“Why?”
“It’s not what I really want to do. It’s the same for others.”
“You mean other doctors?”
“Yes.”
I nodded in understanding. With his looks, it’s no wonder people reach out, and it’s also not strange that everyone would refuse. Now it was getting dark in the evening, making the cold feel like it had doubled for me. We hailed a taxi to go to the hotel.
“With this cold, do you think there will be snow?”
“I’m not sure either.”
I nodded, but if you ask me, I hope it doesn’t snow yet; I’m already freezing to death. The taxi stopped in front of a large hotel. We got out, and I stood there in awe of its size, not even needing to ask about the price.
The lobby was decorated in a luxurious Japanese style, and charmingly, the staff wore kimonos. Phii Fah went to talk at the counter. Soon, an employee led us to our room. We were on the first floor, and when we opened the door to the room, we found it was truly in Japanese style, with a wide tatami mat floor, sliding doors, and what seemed to be another small room off to the side.
In the center was a place for dining, with a low Japanese table. Phii Fah exchanged a few more sentences with the employee, who then left. I walked around to explore. Opening one of the sliding doors revealed an empty room where I found futons stored in a small compartment inside; this must be the bedroom then.
We would sleep on Japanese futons, just like I’ve seen in cartoons. At the other end of the room, there seemed to be a balcony overlooking a garden outside. When I walked closer to the glass door, I discovered we could also go out to walk in that garden, which was a small, beautifully decorated private garden. On the right was a tiny garden, and on the left was an onsen.
An onsen!?
I was taken aback by the wooden wall, quite sure it was an onsen, with orange light seeping out from inside. After walking down three steps from the balcony, the floor turned into stone, and there were prepared slippers. I put on the slippers and went inside to look. In the middle was a medium-sized hot spring bath surrounded by large stones. The washing area was off to one side.
“Little one.”
“…”
“Little one, where are you?”
“I’m here,” I answered the call from inside, turning to see Phii Fah on the balcony. I hurried over to him. “Why didn’t you answer when I called?”
“I was too stunned by the onsen; you didn’t tell me there was a private onsen too.”
“Just a little surprise,” Phii Fah smiled, “Come here quickly, they’ve prepared food for us.”
“Okay.” I took off the slippers, placed them back, and walked back to the main room to find two staff members arranging food on the table. I slowly walked over and sat down, smiling at one of the staff who looked at me. The food wasn’t particularly exotic, with just a few things I hadn’t seen before.
Once the staff finished arranging everything, they bowed to us and left.
“They said they’ll come back in about an hour to clear the table and prepare the beds.”
“Oh, the service here is really good,” I said, starting to eat the food on the table. “But this room looks special, with a garden too.”
“It’s the most special room they have here.”
“Wow, you are so kind, thank you.”
“You’re welcome, let’s eat first,” Phii Fah said. I nodded and continued eating the food in front of me, feeling the warmth inside increase. They must have turned on the heater. If the weather is this cold, soaking in hot water wouldn’t be bad.
Ah…but with an onsen, you have to take off all your clothes, right?
So…do we have to soak together?
“Phoon.”
“Ah, yes?”
“Is something wrong?”
“No, not really,” I couldn’t say it was too hot. Just thinking about it made me embarrassed enough. How could I strip down in front of Phii Fah? Plus…well, we don’t have to soak together anyway. After we finished eating, the staff came to collect the dishes after a brief wait. One of them also brought some clothes and placed them on the shelf, explaining in English that if we wanted to soak in the onsen, we should change into these. After the staff finished setting up the beds, they left. I went to check and found it was a blue yukata. “Phii Fah, will you soak in the water?” I asked, turning to him.
“Yes.”
“Um…well, then you can go first.”
“You should go first,” Phii Fah said while still looking at his phone screen. So, I took the yukata to change into the bedroom since it was closer. Entering the bedroom, I saw two beautifully arranged futons already laid out. After changing into the yukata, I was about to go outside, but because I wasn’t used to the outfit, I felt a bit strange. I had nothing underneath; it felt like just a robe. Since I was going to soak, there was no need for anything underneath, right? I could just take it off and soak. Suddenly, the sound of the sliding door came.
Phii Fah looked surprised when he saw me, and I was startled too.
Once the surprise wore off, embarrassment took over.
“Why are you taking so long?”
“Ah, um, I…isn’t used to this outfit.”
“You look cute.”
“Really?” For some reason, just being looked at like this by Phii Fah made my heart race. I didn’t dare meet his eyes, but then the person at the door approached, gently holding me, tilting my chin up to look at him.
“Yes, very cute.”
I was captivated by his sharp, radiant eyes. Phii Fah moved his hand to the back of my neck, slightly pulling me up, and his soft lips gently met mine.
As our bodies touched, I closed my eyes. The warm sensation invaded my lips, our breaths quickened, and our heartbeats sped up. Our tongues entwined, making embarrassingly wet sounds, my lips now moist. I tightly held onto his shirt, then Phii Fah gently lifted me, my feet leaving the ground, and he placed me on the shelf. I sat at the high table, responding to the kiss awkwardly, my heart pounding so fast it felt like it might burst out. I was breathing heavily as if I were about to drown, biting both my upper and lower lips. Phii Fah moved closer after parting my legs, bringing our bodies even closer together.
The person in front of me kissed me aggressively, unlike ever before, but I didn’t resist because my mind was completely blank. I was wearing a yukata with nothing underneath, and the middle of my body started to ache as it was touched by the other’s warm flesh. “Ohh…ohh,” I inadvertently moaned when a warm hand slid down to my inner thigh and gently squeezed, making my body even harder, feeling hollow all over my abdomen, becoming even more embarrassed as my yukata slowly opened.
“Ohh, p…Phii Fah,” I called out his name, my eyes blurred. Phii Fah pulled back from the kiss and moved his lips to my neck, slowly pulling down my yukata to reveal my shoulders, sending shivers through my body as he kissed and left marks there. His strong hands roamed everywhere; one continued to massage my inner thigh, driving me nearly insane because it was so close to that sensitive spot. The other hand caressed my body, slipping under the top of the yukata to gently touch my nipples.
“Ah, umm,” because I had no strength left and couldn’t think of anything else at that moment, plus…because it was Phii Fah, I didn’t even think of resisting.
Because it was Phii Fah…
No other reason was needed.
“Oh…good boy,” his deep voice whispered hoarsely in my ear. It seemed like the person in front of me was also aroused, his warm breath lingering around my cheek, “I was going to wait a bit longer, but…I can’t anymore.”
“Umm,” I bit my lower lip tightly, moaning when that hand started to touch my sensitive lower tip.
“You belong to me.”
“I…have belonged to you for a long time now.”
“I take that as your answer.”
“…Yes, ohh,” his thick lips kissed me again. I kissed back, not caring about anything else anymore; all my feelings were focused on the touch of those warm hands, letting everything happen as my lover wanted it to.
“Ohhh, ahh,” due to the warm temperature from the heater in the room combined with my body heating up, my face must be bright red. I closed my eyes to receive the familiar kiss, my body unknowingly moving with the sensations that spread all over. The same hand that was gently caressing my sensitive parts moved slowly, fingertips touching and lightly kneading at the tips.
It was embarrassing, but I wanted to be touched…more than this. “Ahh!” I moaned again when Phii Fah gently pinched my nipple, causing me to arch my chest unconsciously, feeling both ticklish and good. My current state was with the yukata loosely open, sitting on the table as Phii Fah had arranged, my legs in a position that made our bodies press close together with no space left.
The other person started to breathe heavily, and when I felt that Phii Fah was also getting aroused, it only heightened my own feelings. Slowly, my hands moved up to rest on his shoulders as I felt weak, while the mischievous hand below began to stroke my fully erect member, Phii Fah slowly pulling away from the kiss when he sensed I was nearly out of breath.
“Ahhh, ah, pa…ohhh, Phii Fah,” I moaned as his firm hand moved up and down faster, not allowing me a moment to catch my breath.
Phii Fah kissed my neck, leaving red marks that made me wince from the slight pain, licking around my ear, trailing down from my collarbone to my nipples, sucking and licking them until I felt an intense sensation. It was embarrassing but undeniably felt very good, so good I didn’t want it to stop.
“Ohhh, mmm,” I breathed heavily, my chest heaving, releasing my grip from his shoulders to hold onto the table behind me to keep from falling, as if being overwhelmed by the person in front of me. The hand stroking me sped up its rhythm, because I don’t often do this myself, and certainly, no one else has ever touched me there, making it even more sensitive.
His other hand gripped the inner part of my thigh, slowly spreading my legs wider, lifting one leg so both were on the table, the pace of his warm hand quickened. I matched my breathing to that pace, the current sitting position was just so embarrassing.
“You’re so cute,” the deep voice from the person in front of me, mixed with a hint of teasing, made me feel completely under his control. His sharp eyes narrowed, and his other hand slowly unbuttoned his own shirt, revealing his smooth, white skin and toned chest, which made my whole body feel a thrill just by looking. He gave a sly smile when he saw I was watching him.
I was completely ensnared by that seductive charm.
Phii Fah leaned in to kiss me once. I returned the passionate kiss, not resisting my own feelings at all, moaning in my throat as I was about to reach climax.
“Ohh…ohh,” the hollow feeling in my abdomen and all the tingling sensations were released as white liquid that smeared all over Phii Fah’s hand, because I couldn’t hold back anymore either. Phii Fah slowly pulled back from the kiss once more. I looked at him with halfclosed eyes, still breathing heavily, feeling drained at this point. “S…sorry, I,” I said softly, looking at his hand stained with my fluid, then glanced away shyly when I caught sight of his rippled abs. “Typhoon,” Phii Fah leaned in closer, whispering softly. I moved back a bit but was against the wall now. Phii Fah used the same hand to touch my rear entrance.
“Ah! umm,” I tensed up when the warm finger rubbed and gently pressed using the white residue from before as lubricant. As I tensed my legs, Phii Fah slowly caressed my inner thighs, spreading them wide.
“Don’t tense up.”
“Ohh, aaah, ah,” I moaned as one finger slowly entered, “Ohh, it hurts.”
“Good boy. It’s okay, look at me.”
“Ohhh, umm.”
“Look at Phii Fah, please.”
I slowly opened my eyes to look at him as instructed, his beautiful, sparkling eyes combined with a warm smile. Even in this situation, I could tell he was trying to be as gentle as possible.
I tried to relax, taking deep breaths despite my heart pounding wildly, letting the slender finger fully enter.
“Ohh, aaaah, ah, p…Phii Fah, ohh,” the slender finger pushed in deep and slowly withdrew, then pushed in again, repeating this to get my body accustomed to it.
The pain was only at first, then it subsided, replaced by a tingling sensation. During this gentle act that made my consciousness fade, Phii Fah kissed and licked all over my body. Since I was sitting on the high table, it wasn’t hard for him to be mischievous around my chest area; my nipples were licked by his warm tongue, bitten and sucked until they turned red, but he still seemed unsatisfied.
“Umm…aaah,” the movement of the finger changed to become faster and he added another finger before I could prepare.
It feels so good…
Why does just a finger feel this good?
“Oh, Phii Fah…oh, me,” I said without really understanding, my mind completely blank, the other’s warm breath getting heavier as he added a third finger. It seemed that using his fingers on me also heightened his own arousal.
“Phii Fah.”
“…Hmm, what?”
“…I…it’s okay.”
“Hmm?”
“Okay…as you.”
“…Ah, sure.”
“Actually, if it’s you…I would give in completely,” I said, not quite knowing what I was saying, but I meant it, “No regrets.”
“Do you realize what you’re saying?”
“…Yes, I do.”
“I love you Phoon.”
“I love you too…ohhh.” Before I could finish speaking, the other crushed his lips onto mine, in a passionate kiss unlike any before, withdrawing all three fingers. I heard the sound of a zipper being undone, then felt the hot touch against my rear entrance.
“Ohhh,” I groaned in my throat as I felt the warm, thick shaft slowly start to enter, “Ohhh.” With my mouth sealed, I could only moan in my throat.
Ouch, it hurts…
It hurts…
It hurts so much, it’s too big.
I felt uncomfortable because of its size, truly feeling him inside me.
“It’s okay, I will be gentle, I promise.”
“…Yes, ahhh.” The large shaft was pushed all the way in but didn’t move yet, staying still for a while. I grimaced from the pain that shot up to my shoulders, and once my body began to adjust a bit, Phii Fah slowly started to move.
Shiver…
More intense than the fingers just now.
“Aaah, oohhh,” I placed both hands behind me, trying to support myself, clenching my teeth as the rhythm of thrusts began to speed up. “Umm, don’t tense up,” Phii Fah whispered in a low voice, letting out a small moan, biting his lip, and glancing at me.
“Ah, ah, ah, ah, Phii Fah…Phii Fah, ah,” I moaned in sync with the increasingly intense thrusts, my arms weakening but still trying to hold myself up. I could hear our bodies slapping together, my breath coming in quick, shallow bursts through both my mouth and nose, looking at the other who was also watching me, eyes hungry like a predator scanning my body.
As some hair fell over my face, Phii Fah gently brushed it back. With just that gesture…my body felt like it was being scorched all over.
“Aaah, more, oohhh,” Phii Fah thrust deep inside me and pulled almost all the way out, then slammed back in hard, each thrust making me almost lose consciousness, it was both thrilling and indescribably good.
“Does it hurt?” Phii Fah asked warmly, his hand gently caressing my cheek.
“No…not anymore…aaah.”
I replied, though I could barely understand myself, my mind shattered, and I felt like I might go mad again when his warm hand started stroking my hardened core.
“Ah, oohhh, stop, Phii Fah…ooh, Fah, I, Phoon will…”
“Are you going to finish soon?”
“Oohhh, umm.”
“Then let’s do it together…good boy.”
“Aaah!” When the ecstasy reached its peak, I released once more, unable to hold back, feeling the warm liquid being pumped into my insides.
“Umm,” Phii Fah bit his lower lip slightly as he reached his climax too. I don’t know why, but that expression on his sexy face was insanely hot, before Phii Fah slowly withdrew his large member, with white fluid flowing out. “Ah, sorry.”
“I…it’s okay…,” I said, exhausted and breathless, too weak to reply properly. My whole body felt drained. I had just seen Phii Fah completely bare for the first time, his physique well-toned from frequent exercise with friends. His abdominal muscles were perfectly defined like waves, his chest broad, and his skin smooth and white, and…
I quickly averted my gaze.
Seeing him like this made me feel indescribably shy.
And it was still…hard.
“Ah!” I exclaimed in surprise when suddenly Phii Fah lifted me. “I’ll take it out for you in a moment.”
“Ah…oh, ma…it’s okay.” I was too embarrassed to do anything. I didn’t even dare to let Phii Fah look at me at that moment. “Otherwise, it’ll be uncomfortable.” Phii Fah carried me to the mattress, positioning me to straddle him. In this position, I felt even more awkward and embarrassed when he stared at me.
“Ya, don’t look.”
“Why not? You’re cute.”
“…” I pouted slightly, “Ah, ohhh.” I buried my face in his shoulder to hide my blushing face when suddenly long fingers entered me again. This time, the fingers moved inside, drawing out the white fluid until it was all gone.
Before slowly withdrawing, he made sure our eyes met. Just looking into those beautiful eyes, I felt like I was under a spell once more. Without realizing it, his strong hand pushed my head closer. We started with a gentle kiss that deepened into a noisy, embarrassing tongue kiss.
My own member, which had just softened, began to harden again. “Ah! Ohhh! Aaaah!” Phii Fah lifted me up and kneaded my buttocks, then moved my hips to touch his large member. As he pressed my hips down slowly, that member entered me gradually.
“One more time, good boy.”
“Oh!” When I sat down, that member went all the way. Phii Fah guided my hips to move up and down in a slow rhythm, gradually speeding up. The tingling sensation spread through my body until I bit my lip to release some tension. The feeling was slightly different from what we did on the table earlier.
I unconsciously moved my hips to match that rhythm, craving more of the thrill as I received it. The thrusting became increasingly intense, until I heard,
“Ah…umm, good boy,” Phii Fah murmured softly, indicating that he was just as thrilled. I moved faster as guided by the hand controlling my hips.
“Aaah, oohhh, aaah,” Phii Fah spread my legs apart to penetrate deeper, making the sensation even more intense.
“Oohhh! ah, ah,” Moving up and down like that, until the hand on my hips slowed down, Phii Fah gradually withdrew to turn me face down.
“Pha…Phii Fah…aaaah!” I was in a kneeling position. Before I could react, he entered me again, this time thrusting so vigorously that I could barely breathe.
“Typhoon…” His voice was low. I was slightly startled when he suddenly kissed all over my back, biting until it stung, “I am almost going crazy because of you.”
“Oohhh, ah, ooh! ah!” I groaned with each thrust he made, the sounds of our bodies clapping together were clear, my whole body trembling with the force, I could hardly keep myself up anymore. “Oohhh!” It seemed like he knew my sensitive spots now, focusing on them repeatedly until I was nearly insane, not to mention the warm hands exploring my lower body, from my weak thighs, massaging around, to my sensitive front area.
“Aaah, ah! ah! Fah…I, I no. No, can’t…can’t take it anymore.”
“Hmm, not yet, please.”
“But…” I was close to climaxing again, trying to hold on so we could finish together, but it seemed like he wasn’t going to finish easily, oh no.
I gripped the bed sheet tightly to cope with the overwhelming sensation spreading through my body, no…can’t hold on anymore, I’m going to finish.
“Umm,” I clenched my teeth as I released again. Feeling his body twitch slightly, warm fluid was shot into me once more as he withdrew his large member. I felt the liquid flowing out from behind, running down my legs.
The moment I reached my peak, I was completely drained, having tried my best to maintain my composure earlier, now I couldn’t hold on anymore, only aware of being embraced and kissed by Phii Fah who was wiping away my tears.
“Sorry, I got carried away and was too rough, even though I intended to be gentle.”
“Oohhh. No…it’s okay, because it’s you Phii Fah.”
“I told you not to be too nice, you can be mad at me sometimes.” “But I’m only nice to you.”
“Yes,” Phii Fah replied, reaching out to trace my face with his fingers and looking at me with possessive eyes, “I will only be nice to you Phoon.”
“Really?”
“Really.” He then kissed the back of my hand as a promise, “You’ll be the most important person in the world…I don’t know how to promise, but I’ll really take the best care of you.” With those firm words, I believed him wholeheartedly.
I felt the gentle kisses and the warm embrace as my consciousness began to fade, drifting off to sleep. Before I completely lost consciousness, I heard a soft whisper by my ear.
“Tonight, you’re, already, mine.”
“And, I’m, yours”
“Dream of me, Sweetheart.”