SMNTCERR, Chapter 65: Yellow #7.

   “We should be done now. I feel like I’ve lost a little bit of my humanity.”

   Sangwoo wiped his wet hair with a towel and prepared the bed because right after he came the second time. Then he went to take a shower and was pushed by the other party against the wall for another round. Jaeyoung thought that he had emptied everything and there was nothing left in his balls.

   “That’s it, stop jumping and egging me.”

   “That is funny, we had sex together and cummed together, why do you point fingers at me?”

   Sangwoo spoke boldly, wearing only pants and a patterned pajama set, ready to sleep. Jaeyoung looked at the other person before moving closer and using his thumb to trace the red mark on Sangwoo’s neck. Sangwoo didn’t like the aroused look on his face and threw a towel at him.

   “Go far away.”  “Just looking.”

   “Don’t believe it. Earlier, you said you just wanted to help me rubbing soap.”

   “Oh, did you attain enlightenment? Why do people who see the truth like this act like that in the bathroom, huh, hyung, fuck me… Faster, faster.”

   “Get out of my house now.”

   Jaeyoung laughed at those words. He didn’t take them seriously. Sangwoo stepped into the bathroom, put toothpaste on his brush, and held it in his mouth.

   “Can I have a toothbrush?”

   “Go back to your place and use yours.”

   “If I don’t brush now, it’ll be dirty.”

   Sangwoo just looked at the comb in Jaeyoung’s hair and continued brushing his teeth. Jaeyoung pretended to be lazy and said:

   “If you don’t give it to me, I’ll just use yours. It’s no big deal.”

   Sangwoo rolled his eyes with an annoyed face before picking up a toothbrush that hadn’t been opened yet and throwing it to Jaeyoung.

   “Spoiled.”

   Jaeyoung opened the toothbrush and put toothpaste on it before standing next to Sangwoo. Sangwoo stood straight like a soldier who had just finished training, unlike Jaeyoung who leaned against the wall with one hand. As they passed each other in the mirror, Jaeyoung playfully winked, but Sangwoo pretended not to see it. He had already switched to his “normal” mode.

   After Sangwoo left, Jaeyoung was the only one left in the empty bathroom. This was the first time he had ever seen such a simple bathroom. There was only a toothbrush, toothpaste, a roll of tissue, soap, and shampoo.

   Let’s think about it. Everything in this room is like this: one chair, one bowl of rice, one glass of water, and one set of spoon and chopsticks, as if to show the style of the owner who doesn’t easily welcome anyone.

   When he finished brushing their teeth, Jaeyoung put his toothbrush in the same glass as Sangwoo’s. Then he felt that the bathroom looked a little less empty than before.

   Exiting the bathroom, he found himself face to face with Sangwoo who was sweeping the room. On the other side, he picked up scattered rubber condom and rubber packets and threw them away before picking up the red geometric patterned Neo Prin shirt [1] that Jaeyoung had worn for consideration. The tight-necked shirt was stained with sweat and white smudges of cum.

   “I guess I’ll have to throw it away.”

   “I’m partly responsible, I’ll buy you a new one.”

   “No need.”

   “It’s okay. I’ll pay for the damages, about 20,000 won[2] right?”

   That was Jaeyoung’s most beloved shirt, which was ten times more expensive. It was also a limited edition that could no longer be purchased, but he didn’t say anything. When he finished cleaning the room, Sangwoo drank a glass of water before looking at Jaeyoung.

   “Can I borrow your shirt?”

   Jaeyoung now only had a towel around his waist. He searched in the drawer and took out Sangwoo’s pants quietly, even though he complained about wearing the same one he wore last time. But he let it pass.

   “You can’t go back like this, can you?”

   “I’ll stay and go back later.”

   “Who’s told you that you will be staying?”

   Sangwoo grumbled and lay down on the bed. It was almost three o’clock now. For Jaeyoung, who often stayed up late, it might not be a big deal, but for Sangwoo, it was time to sleep. Jaeyoung turned off the light before slipping under the blanket.

   “Are you serious?”

   “Uh.”

   “But this bed is for one person only, it can’t hold the weight of…”

   “If it was going to break, it would have broken by now, how long have we been fucking around on this bed, come on, be quiet and lie down.”

   Jaeyoung pushed Sangwoo’s neck down to rest on his arm. Sangwoo blinked as if he was thinking about something, but in the end, he turned over and lay down on his side, as if giving up his thoughts. The other side lay with his eyes closed, as if trying to see through Sangwoo’s face. When they met eye to eye, his heart raced again. On a dark morning like this, for some reason, the other side only looked at him like that and refused to sleep. Jaeyoung gently brushed his wet hair and said,

   “Sangwooya.”

   “Yes.”

   “What are you thinking?”

   “…”

   “We have done even more embarrassing things together, what else do you have to be shy to say?”

   Sangwoo remained silent for a moment with a gloomy expression. Jaeyoung waited calmly. Then the other approached and hugged him tightly, causing his heart to race. Jaeyoung raised his hand and lightly stroked Sangwoo’s head. “I didn’t know I had this preference.” The other tightened the embrace.

   “This preference?”

   “Because I’ve never felt this good before. I was scared. Sometimes I thought it would be better not to get to know men.”

   Jaeyoung’s face suddenly turned into a cool smile. Not ‘Jang Jaeyoung’, but  ‘men.’ It was necessary to speak and destroy the atmosphere in times like this.

   But that was all. Chu Sangwoo probably didn’t know what he did wrong, and what the problem was.

   For a moment, Jaeyoung thought about explaining to Sangwoo in detail why he was upset, but he gave up because if he hoped for something more than this, all he would have was a commitment called dating. Jaeyoung wasn’t sure if he could convince someone who believed that dating should always lead to marriage that dating between men was right. Moreover…

   ‘In the end, won’t you still have to leave things off?’

   Yoona’s words flashed in his mind, and the exhaustion of looking towards the painful future made Jaeyoung uneasy. If they were ‘officially dating’, all the problems would probably be more complicated than they were now.

   “What are you thinking about?”

   It’s unclear how much time has passed… Sangwoo asked. Although this was the first time the other had asked such a question, Jaeyoung was too cool to feel sentimental and instead brought up another topic.

   “I’m wondering what month you were born in.”

   “October.”

   “What date?”

   “The first.”

   Jaeyoung chuckled a little. It was the 1001st [3]day from among the many dates there were. He thought he would never forget it.

   “It’s a good birthday for you.”

   “Why is that?”

   “The shape is proportional. Plus, it’s in binary.”

   Then the sound of laughter erupted immediately, ever since they started playing with the other party, this was the best response.

   “The way you think is really strange, hyung.”

   Jaeyoung wanted to say that the word made him feel bad when he had to listen to Sangwoo. Then he hugged tighter.

   “Is there anything you want as a birthday present?”

   “No.”

   While thinking that the other party had to answer like that, Sangwoo spoke as if it was not a big deal.

   “Why ask for no reason? Anyway, you will not be here anymore.”

   The arrow that he wanted to escape was still aimed at Jaeyoung’s head. Jaeyoung frowned. He did not understand why they had to talk about this after just spending quality time together, the silence that was suffocating for a long time, of course, Sangwoo probably did not think of anything special already. So it was frustrating for Jaeyoung alone, and he decided to break it straight.

   “Are you sad?”

   “There’s no reason to be sad. I think I should have done with the desire for men by then.”

   That answer made him feel worse than before.

   “Oh, do you think so?”

   “But I’m not sure if I will be successful or not. Think about the reason why you and I are doing this in the first place, Qing dynasty Generals, remember?”

   “…”

   “But I’m not sure if it’s successful or not. I’m still worried because it doesn’t seem to decrease the desire.”

   Jaeyoung didn’t know what to answer. No matter what meaningless things he heard, he could handle it well. Only this time he couldn’t solve the problem alone. When he saw Jaeyoung silent, Sangwoo continued.

   “It’s probably impossible, but suppose I still can’t handle it by then… I’ll just find someone else to replace you.”

   ‘He is getting too much. This kid.’

   Jaeyoung stood up and glared at Sangwoo. Even though he already knew that the other party was calm, cold and calculative, he knew that their temperatures were not the same, but when he heard it with his own ears, he felt like the blood in his body was freezing. ____________________________________.

   [1] Neoprene is a synthetic rubber blend fabric with high flexibility. [2] 20,000 won is approximately 600 baht.

   [3] 1001 comes from October 1st, because Korea writes dates in the yearmonth-day format.

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 64: Yellow #6.

The corners of their mouths pulled towards each other, and they leaned in without needing to say who restarted the kissing. They kissed each other and walked up the stairs, causing the lights on the ceiling that were once dim to shine brighter.

“Hah…hurry.”

Despite saying that, Jaeyoung pushed Sangwoo against the wall again before kissing him. Sangwoo, who was not yet prepared, looked rough and vulgar, which made the other party look seductive. One part of him wanted to hurry up and get to the room, but the other part wanted to have sex with the other party right here and now. These two desires clashed.

Therefore, it took a reasonable amount of time to get to the fourth floor. Although they were eager to get up, they couldn’t help but stand and kiss each other in front of the door for another moment before unlocking it.

Then, when they entered the cozy dark room, they both immediately threw themselves onto the bed. Sangwoo pushed Jaeyoung to lie down and then climbed on top of him, holding his cheeks in his hands, tucking his hair behind his ears, and pulling him in for a kiss. The bed that used to be firm and tense was now soft and yielding, and the hair on Jaeyoung’s neck stood up with excitement.

Sangwoo sucked on Jaeyoung’s neck and earlobes according to his heart’s desire. Jaeyoung was lulled by the person on top and rubbed his body against the hot body, using his fingertips to explore the silhouette of Silhouette that looked good in the dark, sliding down the smooth neck, slipping down to the muscle that occupied the area and then down to the firm denim of the jeans, squeezing and massaging the buttocks through the hard fabric, then climbing up to the inside of the leg and stopping in between the legs.

“Ah…”

The person on top nibbled on Jaeyoung’s ear and let out a moan, only touching through the thick fabric, but it was still hard enough to take shape.

This was evidence that the other party was also in the mood of hyper arousal.

He held onto that part tightly before unfastening the buckle with the desire to look at it with his own eyes.

As soon as Jaeyoung took off his pants and slid his hand to the underwear, Sangwoo wrapped his arms around Jaeyoung’s neck and buried his face in the nape. Jaeyoung used one hand to grope the buttocks while the other side rubbed the hardening cock. Sangwoo squeezed and twisted his body quietly, still grabbing Jaeyoung’s shirt and pulling it hard enough to reveal more than half of his shoulder.

Jaeyoung hugged Sangwoo and flipped over, the one who was flipped over suddenly revealed a surprised face. After pulling the other’s pants down to the thigh, he looked at the wet bulge in front of him for a moment before leaning down, tapping the edge of his lips against the bulge. Sangwoo was surprised and raised his shoulder, but Jaeyoung ignored it and pressed his tongue onto the thin fabric until it turned pale red.

“Wait. Um…let me take a shower first.”

Sangwoo made a move to get up, so Jaeyoung pressed him to lie down as before. When he pulled down the other’s underwear, he found the erect shaft that had no way to enter his mouth.

‘I never thought I’d have to suck someone else’s d*ck.’

Although he complained in his heart, in the end, Jaeyoung covered that part with his mouth.

“Ah…”

Jaeyoung’s face was dark and his eyes were confused, even the salty and tasteless taste was not an obstacle. The image that passed through the excitement swept away the resistance for a moment, making Sangwoo’s flesh look less disgusting, so he sucked it like he was eating delicious ice cream with a strong desire.

“Ah…it’s… ugh…”

He used his hand to stimulate the scrotum, and his tongue licked the part that was standing upright. When he bit the tip with his sharp teeth, the other side also leaned over and pulled the hair on the back of his head immediately.

Because they both knew what to do to feel good. Moreover, it was not just Sangwoo who had studied. Jaeyoung was well-prepared with theory and practice, and he worked hard, stiffening the tip of his tongue to stimulate the flesh, wrapping his mouth around the head, using his tongue to gently caress the soft end, swallowing deeply and sucking hard, and in the meantime, he didn’t forget to look at the other side.

Sangwoo looked at him with half-opened eyes, the eyes were filled with happiness and satisfaction. Jaeyoung knew well what the other side saw him in, and he intended it to be that way. He deliberately blinked slowly and flicked his tongue out, and then the hand that held his hair came out stronger, the rough touch rubbed against his cheek as if to slap him. Then the other side slid his hand to cover his eyes. Jaeyoung then wiped that hand away.

When he thought it was time… Jaeyoung hastened his pace and locked eyes with Sangwoo, while Sangwoo’s cock was entering his mouth and his lips tightly wrapped around his teeth, moving up and down, and suddenly a loud moan echoed.

“Ah, damn… it, uh…”

Although the person being stimulated was the other party, Jaeyoung didn’t know why he felt so hot and aroused. He felt like the cock that was in his pants was about to explode. One of Jaeyoung’s hands clasped with Sangwoo’s hand while the other held onto the other party’s leg tightly. As he moved up and down, Sangwoo kneeled and immediately thrust his hips forward.

“Did you learn that… somewhere?”

‘You’re talking nonsense again. You imaginative kid.’

Sangwoo’s movements became more violent. The other party pull

 

 

Jaeyoung’s hair and finally began to move his waist, causing the tip of the fluid that had a slightly salty taste to hit his palate hard. Sangwoo, who had awakened and fell into arousal completely, no longer felt embarrassed. Jaeyoung endured and held onto the other party’s hand tightly, even though the bones of that party collided with his chin hard.

The more violently Sangwoo moved, the more Jaeyoung felt like he was about to die. His lower body also moved up and down. He wanted to do more and almost went crazy. One of his hands on Sangwoo’s leg automatically tightened, and his blood boiled throughout his body.

At that moment, the violent movement stopped, and a loud moan echoed along with a fishy taste spreading in his mouth. Jaeyoung swallowed the evidence of cum release that Sangwoo left in his mouth along with the saliva that had been stuck and raised his upper body.

Sangwoo breathed heavily and used his arm to cover his eyes. Jaeyoung rushed into the other party, pulled out his arm, and gave him a kiss. He held the wet lips for a moment before letting go. Sangwoo looked at him with a confused face.

“Why… why did you become so skilled?”

“I just did it for the first time.”

“You’re lying.”

“Are you the only one who studied the theories? I studied too.”

He looked at the tired and distressed face and nervously moved his hand. Although a bit hesitant, Jaeyoung took off his shoes and threw them away before taking off Sangwoo’s sneakers. However, as he pulled down his pants and moved his lower body closer to the other person without thinking about it.

Jaeyoung suddenly realized a problem.

Oh, damn it.”

He closed his eyes tightly and rubbed his face with his palm. He came here with overwhelming desire, so he didn’t bring anything. If he were to go out to buy something at a convenience store, it would take another fifteen minutes. In the meantime, Chu Sangwoo must have lost his mood… If he asked him to do it again, he probably wouldn’t agree, but there was no other choice.

However, when Jaeyoung lifted his head again, he found Sangwoo standing there. The other man picked something up from the drawer and threw it onto the bed.

“…”

Jaeyoung followed his gaze to a small box with a heart pattern on it. When he saw the words ‘Extra Large XL’ he smiled involuntarily. It might not be his favorite brand, but he thought he might start liking it from today on. He tore open the package.

“Come here.”

Sangwoo walked over and sat down as instructed. He put on a condom and touched the wet cock with the liquid that had dripped, including the fingers. Then he smiled and squeezed the gel before pushing the other person down to examine the buttocks. Sangwoo no longer refused, unlike at first when he looked scared. The bright light that shone on his face revealed even his second arousal expectations.

Jaeyoung moved his body closer to the other person’s lower body and spread his buttocks. Sangwoo shuddered lightly and turned his face away when Jaeyoung saw the twitching hold. As he inserted his finger, he squeezed it tightly inside as before, adding more gel and exploring carefully. He knew exactly where to touch the other person to make him feel good. As he touched that spot, the other person’s hip jerked as expected, and his toes curled up.

Stay calm, or it will hurt.”

He held Sangwoo’s knee tightly and moved his finger in and out. Inside, it was still tight like before, and he explored it carefully until he found the right spot. As he touched it, the area around the hip jerked as expected, and Sangwoo’s toes stiffened.

Jaeyoung leaned his upper body down and tapped Sangwoo’s chest, winking at the other side and then extending his finger. As he began thrusting in and out more and more precisely and lightly caressing, Sangwoo’s eyes closed tightly, and the touch of his fingertips pressing repeatedly made his body that had once been calm and still slowly rise up and press against his abdomen.

“Hyuuuung…”

Jaeyoung leaned his upper body down and pressed his face against Sangwoo’s chest, then spread his fingers out. As he began to thrust in and out more directly and rubbed gently, Sangwoo closed his eyes tightly. The dryness in his mouth and the suppressed desire made him feel like he was going crazy, but he had to endure it for now.

“Jaeyoung-hyunghim…”

The result was a healthy piece of flesh that was standing up and dripping with slippery mucus from Sangwoo. The other man’s hand was rubbing Jaeyoung’s chest, and his shirt was shaking with urgency.

“Don’t just rub… hurry…”

“Why? What do you want me to do?”

The hoarse voice was far from comfortable. Sangwoo forgot to close his eyes, and the remaining eye was full of anger and resentment. He pulled Jaeyoung’s collar closer before speaking.

“Are you still going to fool around at a time like this?”

“…”

Damn it…hey, hurry up.”

 

 

Even though he didn’t expect words like ‘help me put your big dick in my man pussy’ the annoyed expression was a bit too much. Although he wanted to tease, desire had to come first.

‘I can’t take it anymore.’

He took a deep breath and used both hands to separate the two pieces of flesh. Then he shifted his lower body and inserted himself into the stillunopened passage.

“Huh…”

Sangwoo groaned, his body trembling. Jaeyoung leaned his weight onto the other’s shoulder, not quite entering yet, but he felt like he was about to cum.  Therefore, he had to wait for a moment. He couldn’t move immediately.

If he missed this time, he would have to explain that he was early cummer and not as experienced. The other party probably wouldn’t believe it. Jaeyoung was determined not to hear the words “it’s okay if you can’t do it” again, so he pushed his cock in a little bit at a time.

“This…temporary erectile dysfunction, what does it feel like? Come on, say it again.”

“Uh…I don’t know…”

In a situation where his body was being forcibly awakened like this, Sangwoo’s face, which was not in a calm state, looked really dangerous with every blink, every open mouth, and every weak touch of his nose with his finger. Jaeyoung had just taken off the shirt that was soaked with sweat and stuck to the other’s skin. When the pale white skin appeared, the image in front of him became blurred, and he hugged the warm body tightly and thrust his hips in fiercely.

Sangwoo took a breath and used his hand to cover his mouth. Jaeyoung took his hand out and held the other’s wrist to prevent him from closing his mouth. Then he started moving his waist again. At first, it went slowly, once, twice, three times, four times, and during the subtle movements, he lifted his hips strongly to hit that spot inside Sangwoo.

“Ah!”

Then the other closed his eyes tightly and turned his face to the side in an instant.

“Sangwoo-ya.”

“…”

“Look at me, Chu Sangwoo.”

“…”

“Then I am going to leave and go home.”

Hearing that, Sangwoo forgot to keep his gaze down and they locked eyes. Jaeyoung released the tightly held wrist. Then, he tossed the wet hair, soaked with the other’s sweat, to the back. His face was still as cute as before, but now with his forehead exposed like this, he looked even more charming. He felt relieved, not just for himself. No one else had seen this side of Chu Sangwoo.

“Sangwoo, hug me… please.”

He spoke with a dry voice. Sangwoo widened his eyes as he heard the unexpected request and he hesitated before wrapping his arms around Jaeyoung’s neck. Jaeyoung pressed his body even closer than before and whispered,

“And kiss me.”

Sangwoo obediently leaned in and pressed his lips against the other’s.

Jaeyoung started moving his lower body, which was getting hotter and hotter. This time, he moved even more subtly, and soon he couldn’t hold back any longer. Jaeyoung lunged forward like a train that, once it gained speed, was hard to stop.

Every time Jaeyoung moved, the heavy, lingering breath penetrated through his teeth. The testicles touched the buttocks so that the sound of flesh slamming against flesh was distinctly loud. Every time Jaeyoung pushed his body in, Sangwoo’s body would shake violently. The speed increased gradually as the speed began to increase once more. He could no longer control it.

Sangwoo’s body was as straightforward as his personality. When stimulated, his body responded immediately. His fingers that were pressing on Jaeyoung’s back, the arms that were wrapped around the neck, the heavy breathing that came out of the deepest part of his lungs, and the tightening inside that gradually increased were all rewards that were worth longing for Jaeyoung. His delicate body trembled and reacted every time he collided with the other’s body, instead of kissing a slew of moans came out.

“Huh… ah…”

“Sang… woo-ya…”

“Ah, ah… ugh…”

“Does it hurt? It doesn’t hurt, right?”

Jaeyoung lifted the other’s leg and held it tightly on his shoulder. Then, he lifted his hips and pushed up hard, making Sangwoo make a moaning sound like an exploding scream, the fuel of love. He lifted himself up again and leaned his face against Sangwoo’s neck. Then, he sucked and licked his skin vigorously. Sangwoo hugged Jaeyoung’s neck tightly, as if he was trying to hold on to something, and started moving his hips.

After that, he matched his hips to the rhythm of the other person’s movements, and what was once a one-sided motion became a coordinated dance between the two. Every time their bodies collided, it felt different from when he was moving alone. Sangwoo moved his hips unpredictably, making it difficult for Jaeyoung to keep up. The other side was using his body to ask him to propel his cock deeper and faster. Jaeyoung lost his comfortable posture and let his body follow his instincts like an animal.

“Uh…hah…ah, ah, ah! Hyung…”

And then came the moment of pure happiness that made their hearts float together, as if they were one person. No matter how fast Jaeyoung moved, Sangwoo bounced back and chased after him at the same speed, as if there was a fierce collision happening where they connected, making a loud sound and a bright white light. At the same time, the edge of their lips released an indescribable moan.

‘Feels…amazing.’

Jaeyoung grabbed Sangwoo’s cheek, who was biting his finger, and made him turn to look at himself. His chest was wet with sweat, shaking violently from the thrusts, and reflected the moonlight. His small eyes had teardrops at the corners, and there were red marks left on his white neck.

Although he was violently entering the other person’s love hole, he whispered softly in the other person’s ear, “Are you okay?” Sangwoo nodded vigorously.

“Don’t you like it? Isn’t it good?”

The other side nodded again as before, to let him hear the sound of the person under his body, he focused on one point and thrust repeatedly, not letting the other person rest until he heard what he wanted.

“Hyung…huh huh, hyungnim…Jaeyoung…”

The sound of moaning sounded louder than ever and so sweet to the ears, as if when his cock moved in and out, the inner wall of the other person’s body sucked in his essence completely, and the wall was tight and comfortable, as if it was built for him, and even the rhythm of their movements was perfect.

‘We fit together perfectly.’

Jaeyoung soared to the highest point with a drunken feeling. He didn’t know what to do with the other person’s cute appearance, and he hugged the person under him tightly and kissed his cheek while expressing with his body that he liked him so much that he didn’t know what to do.

“Sangwoo, Sang…woo-ya.”

His mind was filled with this name, at this moment Chu Sangwoo was filling up Jang Jaeyoung. He liked the way the other party breathed as if he was out of breath, and he liked to hear the sound when the other party called him

“hyungnim” with a soft and gentle voice, unlike in normal times when the other party always looked perfect. Although he felt like he wanted to cum together with the other party quickly, he thought it wouldn’t be a problem even if time stopped right here.

“How do you feel…?”

“I can’t… take it anymore…”

Sangwoo pulled Jaeyoung’s hair with a frustrated face. The other party rubbed his chin and neck and moaned beside his ear.

“Hyung… uh, Jaeyoung…”

“Why, what’s wrong?”

“Ah….ugh, how much longer? I… ah, can I cum first?”

Feeling dizzy and disoriented from head to toe, Jaeyoung stumbled. At that moment, Sangwoo seized him by the waist and pressed his cock until it was tightly inside. Sangwoo bit Jaeyoung’s earlobe and let out a moan filled with pleasure. Sangwoo squeezed Jaeyoung’s cock inside him and the white-hot electric current of sensational cum hit Jaeyoung’s face.

At the climax, a flame of flowers erupted. The feeling was dreamlike, as though a weightless force pushed and pulled Jaeyoung. At that moment, he saw and heard nothing. He only felt a warm rush throughout his body as the happiness slowly washed over him, the graph shooting up, then slowly falling down. At the same time, the tingling sensation on his hands and feet returned.

“Ah… ah, ah…”

The front of Jaeyoung’s tight shirt which they failed to remove was stained with white stains that couldn’t even be removed.

Sangwoo lay on his back, his chest heaving from the intense exercise. He closed his eyes tightly, and tears flowed down his cheeks from the edge of his eyes. Jaeyoung lay on the other side, panting heavily and pressed a kiss.

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 63: Yellow #5.

So, you’re going to study abroad, huh? Your girlfriend doesn’t mind?”

Instantly, anger surged within him. He lifted the soju glass and drank it all before slamming it down with a loud noise.

“Can you handle it?”

Suddenly, the atmosphere fell silent. Seeing the eyes that secretly observed him, he reluctantly relaxed his expression.

“Let’s talk about something else.”

“Um, speaking of which, are you close with Yoona? Do you know what she’s up to? Does she have a boyfriend?”

It seemed like he didn’t want to show any interest in someone who had no hope at all. Jaeyoung replied that he didn’t know either and hoped to change the topic of conversation.

“I think Choi Yoona is strange. Whenever we meet, she always acts tough towards me.”

“You’re looking at the world too positively. Her behavior is bad. When she hates someone, she doesn’t hide it.”

“I don’t think she hates me. It seems like she’s showing more interest, like those in shoujo manga.”

“Oh, what a delusion of yours? She hates people like you more than anything.”

Yoona and Jaeyoung’s styles were similar, meaning they had to be people with style, sense, and maturity. Jaeyoung thought of some people who didn’t fit the above description at all and realized that the word “style” was useless.

His style was dull, there was no sense, and asking if he had any maturity was like saying he was a toddler just learning to walk. However, falling in love with someone didn’t depend on those conditions. The evidence was Jaeyoung, who was hit by the unseemly Giant Bebe, who had no sense and looked so dark that he was stunned and stiffened.

“It’s not true. Normally, girls like Yoona tend to go for soft and gentle guys like me.”

‘Just said it was not true, damn it. You keep repeating the same thing.’

Jaeyoung imagined how Yoona would react when she heard those words and felt a surge of anger. He thought about going out for a cigarette, but he had never encountered such a boring group of drinkers before. He used to be able to have fun anywhere, but now everything seemed dull, including the alcohol, food, and people.

As he approached the door, he heard a familiar ringing sound coming from behind him. Although it was his phone ringing, Jaeyoung pushed the door open without questioning who was calling.

“Oh, damn it. Check the name on the phone.”

“Wow… definitely a girlfriend. Let me see, what’s her name?”

“Oh, that’s a good idea.”

Jaeyoung turned around and stumbled back until his leg hit the corner of the table, but he didn’t have time to care.

“Hello? Hey, who’s this?”

“Probably someone else. Ask quickly, sunbae.”

“Sorry, don’t you know the name of the phone owner…”

Jaeyoung arrived at the table in a hurry and grabbed the phone from the other person’s hand. As he pressed the phone to his ear, he heard a quiet voice at the other end of the line.

[Why are you asking for my name?]

“…”

The voice immediately eliminated the hatred and anger that had just surged up. Jaeyoung stood still, holding the phone to his ear for a moment.

[Jaeyoung…hyung, are you too busy to answer the phone?]

“Wait a minute.”

Jaeyoung muttered before grabbing his wallet and stuffing his wallet and belongings into his pants pocket. The dizziness from the alcohol made him feel a little dizzy. When he walked out, he heard the other screaming and asking where he was going to go, so he turned around to answer.

“I don’t want to drink anymore. Let me go first.”

“Huh? What? Why are you leaving now?”

“You went on to pick up someone else’s phone, what the hell did you think I was going to do? It’s annoying.”

“Huh? What the hell are you talking about? Hey, that bastard is crazy.”  The young man slammed the table so hard that the water bottle spilled.

Although the other person looked angry, Jaeyoung didn’t care at all and hurried the girl to the door.

“Stay calm. Keep calm, senior. That man is drunk.”

“Uh, fuck… a little teasing and he is that pissed off…”

He already has bad manners. We’re better off drinking together.”

Jaeyoung pushed the door open and walked into the quiet commercial building. He sat down on the stairs and slowly lifted his phone to his ear, the call still connected.

“Sangwoo.”

He called the other person’s name cautiously, as if it were the first time he had ever called him, even though he had called him a hundred times before.

[Are you at a bar?]

“I was earlier, but I left.”

[Are you drunk?]

“Not that much.”

[Is something wrong?]

“No, not really.”

[It sounded like someone was screaming. Did things get out of hand?]

“No, why did you call?”

He took the phone away from his ear to check the time. Sangwoo was probably done with his part-time job and on his way home.

[Oh… it’s Saturday today, right?]

“Yes.”

[And tomorrow is Sunday.]

“And the day after that is Monday.”

As the alcohol entered his mouth, his thoughts didn’t become more complicated. Jaeyoung stood up and walked along the street, stopping to look at the cars passing by.

[And the day after that is Tuesday… not Wednesday. Oh, damn…]

He raised his hand and waved. Then the taxi slowly moved forward and stopped in front of him. Jaeyoung opened the door and sat down in the passenger seat.

[Was I wrong to call you?]

“Whether you could or not, it’s up to you, but there must be a reason for calling, right?”

Jaeyoung put his hand over the phone before telling the driver his address and quickly picked up the phone again to hold it to his ear.

[Is there a reason…? Yes, I have.]

“What is it?”

[Even though I have, I might not want to tell you.]

“If you don’t tell me, how are you going to achieve your goal in calling me?”  [That matters… I’ve already achieved my goal. It’s nothing.] Jaeyoung is not sure whether Chu Sangwoo is honest or a fox.

“Then can I hang up?”

[Sure.]

“…”

[But… don’t hang up yet.]

“Why?”

[I want to talk on the phone with you like this until I get home.]

A few sincere words can melt Jaeyoung’s heart, and his defense power became 0, so he always feels defenseless when facing the other party.

“And when you are home, what’s next?”

[I’ll take a shower and then maybe test a new game.]

He fidgets and the view outside the window moves but he wants it to move faster. He tightens his grip on the phone and asks Sangwoo.

“What game are you testing?”

[I downloaded LXT and Evil Scroll. Oh, and yesterday I watched a preview of an RPG game that Mecon will release on the 22nd. It looks a bit like Wevan.]

Jaeyoung didn’t interrupt and listened until the end. The end of the call analyzed the similarities and differences between Veggie Venturer and the other game for more than five minutes, but Jaeyoung didn’t feel bored at all.

“It’s just a similar atmosphere, and in reality, they are different games.

Fortunately, the main issues of the games are not the same.”

[How can they be the same? You, hyung have a strange way of thinking that others can’t think alike.]

“Is this a compliment?”

[Because you hyung have a thought process that is so strange that others can’t think alike.]

“That’s a backhanded compliment.”

Suddenly, he saw a familiar path, a path he had walked to send Sangwoo on weekends two or three times before. His heart began to beat loudly, as if a switch had been turned on. Jaeyoung took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before whispering softly.

What about after that?”

[Check my email and go to bed.]

“Before going to bed, will you open the Jang Jaeyoung folder?”

[…]

“Why didn’t you answer?”

At the end of a dark street, a man wearing a black short-sleeved shirt and jeans was walking. Although he was quite far away, Jaeyoung guessed the person accurately and signaled to get off. The taxi slowed down gradually until it stopped completely.

[Don’t tease me like that. It’s a phenomenon of physiology.]

“I’m not kidding, really.”

[You already know the answer, why ask again?]

He paid for the taxi with a card, got out of the car and saw Sangwoo walking ahead about a hundred meters away.

“Will you open it or not? How else can I find out?”

[Ugh, fuck.]

The other person stopped and took out a phone to look, sometimes seeming like he wanted to throw it away. Jaeyoung stopped and waited until Sangwoo started walking again before following.

“Before, you didn’t seem to care when I talked about tough things. Why has it changed now?”

[I don’t know. It’s been chaotic lately.]

“So, are you going to open the Jang Jaeyoung folder or not?”

[At first, I thought I wouldn’t, but now I probably have to.]

“Why? When you hear my voice, does your blood rush to your cock muscles?”

[…]

Sangwoo turned into an alley. As he followed, he saw the apartment building.

Jaeyoung continued to walk at a distance.

“Sangwooya, why aren’t you answering?”

[Annoying.]

“Am I annoying you?”

[You just talk about obscene things and don’t take responsibility.]

“I can take responsibility…”

[What are you talking about? That’s it.]

 

 

Sangwoo stopped in front of the building, his mouth saying he was going to hang up, but he remained still holding the phone to his ear. When Jaeyoung pressed to end the call, Sangwoo lowered the phone and stared at the screen before shouting out.

“You bastard!”

Normally, he probably would have thought that way. Jaeyoung hurriedly walked ahead, step by step, while the other side pushed the glass door and prepared to step in. He caught up and hugged the back tightly.

“By myself.”

With the intention of shaking himself out with quick movements, Sangwoo slowly lowered his elbows. Jaeyoung could feel his heart beating fast, his arms tightening around him, just hugging him, the fleeting feelings spread throughout his body, he buried his nose and throat in the embrace of the person and took a deep breath, then the feeling of dizziness mixed with the feeling of losing consciousness.

“Anyway, 3D must be better than 2D, right?”

He took a moment to compose himself before speaking. Sangwoo didn’t laugh at that awkward statement.

From just nuzzling the other person’s neck slowly with his nose, he became bolder, Jaeyoung’s lips pressed down on his white skin, and he sucked until there was a loud sound, kissing, kissing, everywhere he touched, it was impossible not to smell the sweet scent of the body that had been working in the game shop for hours, sometimes it might be because of the dizziness.

Jaeyoung thought he couldn’t concentrate anymore.

He nibbled on the thin skin at the back of his neck and used the tip of his tongue to lick up to the edge of his earlobe, and suddenly he felt the person in his arms jump. Jaeyoung hugged the trembling body tighter and licked along the curve of his earlobe, making him feel ticklish.

“Hyung…”

The hand that was initially just hugging Sangwoo moved to his chest and slid down his flat stomach through his shirt, then moved to his waist. Sangwoo held onto that hand tightly and murmured softly.

“Give me a moment… to prepare myself.”

Jaeyoung grabbed the other person’s arm and turned to face him instead of answering, his face reddened with the light and shadow of the streetlights.  Then Sangwoo looked away. Jaeyoung used his hand to lift the other person’s chin to face each other. ‘No.’

As he leaned in, the other person immediately pushed him away.

“Calm down a bit and we can do it later.”

‘I don’t want to.’

He kissed him again without saying anything, but this time he wasn’t immediately rejected, he sucked on Sangwoo’s lower lip. Then he used the tip of his tongue to tease his lips little by little, waiting for him to accept it, but the other person backed away and left.

“I’ve been working all day, I’m all dirty. Just one hour…”

‘I said no.’

He hadn’t finished speaking yet before, Jaeyoung closed his mouth again, wrapped his hands around Sangwoo’s neck, and leaned in to press his lips tightly together and slip his tongue into his mouth, hoping to make the other party unable to say anything. He didn’t think about anything meaningless, and only focused on him.

This time, Sangwoo didn’t resist, and held onto Jaeyoung’s shoulders as if he had surrendered, it seemed that even his stubbornness had diminished.

Sangwoo raised his toes and whispered in his ear.

“I know. I know.”

When he saw Sangwoo immediately suck and pull his tongue in, he thought of the first kiss they had, it was a kiss without layers, rushed, and didn’t hide anything. The other party approached him without saying anything, making Jaeyoung feel even hotter.

Sangwoo used his other hand to hold Jaeyoung’s cheek and leaned in to press his lips together, grinding his lips together until their teeth collided, and his tongue plunged deep into the root of his tongue, making him almost unable to breathe, and his open mouth made saliva flow to the tip of his chin.

Bang! The back of Jaeyoung’s neck hit the glass door. Sangwoo woke up violently. Jaeyoung used his back to push the door and pulled the other party into the dark building. He slid his hand under his shirt and placed his fingertips on Sangwoo’s waist. Then he slid up and hugged his neck with his hand. When he withdrew from the kiss and forgot to open his eyes for a moment, the closed eyes of Sangwoo opened, revealing the waves of emotion that were raging inside.

“You tasted like soju.”

The other party licked his lips, before Sangwooya said to him.

“Alcohol has the effect of depressing the central nervous system, which may cause temporary erectile dysfunction.” “Let’s go up and you can check for yourself.” ____________________________________.

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 62: Yellow, #4.

After passing the ball, Sangwoo caught it with both hands. The other person he wanted to warm up first and bounced the basketball two or three times before starting to dribble. Everything went according to standard procedure, just like when the other side did various things. Sangwoo took two steps and dribbled, two steps and dribbled, until he reached the penalty line and shot with both hands firmly. But unfortunately, it didn’t go in.

Sangwoo did that four more times, failed two more times, and succeeded two more times. Then it seemed like he had found his way. Sangwoo picked up the ball with a blank face and dribbled it to the center of the court.

“Let’s start.”

“Okay, this side.”

Jaeyoung took off his glasses and put them in his pants pocket, then took a stance. At that moment, Sangwoo, who had been standing still, dribbled the ball closer. Jaeyoung waited to see if the other side would come from the left or right, but the other suddenly rushed straight ahead, his face seeming to say ‘No matter what, I’m going to block you’ Sangwoo prepared to collide with one arm, looking like he was going to go to the right.

And as expected, at the moment when he had to block. Jaeyoung couldn’t touch the other side due to the difference in height. If he wanted to play dirty, he could, but his body wasn’t agile enough to move. Sangwoo ducked under Jaeyoung’s arm and successfully made the first shot.

“What’s this? Play nicely.”

Duk,Duk, Duk, he could feel the pounding of his heart matching the sound of the ball bouncing on the court.

Jaeyoung caught the ball that Sangwoo threw, feeling unfamiliar with the touch of the ball. Despite being a forward player [1]who excelled in aggressive play and had counted countless times in catching the basketball, he now didn’t feel like winning at all.

He chased the basketball slowly and half-heartedly. Sangwoo ran in and looked at the basketball with eager eyes, his arms moving quickly as if to hug Jaeyoung. Jaeyoung pretended to be a fake a few times before throwing the ball out far, of course, there was no way the ball would fall into the basket. The basketball hit the board and bounced far away. Sangwoo then ran after the ball.

‘This is a defeat.’

Jaeyoung laughed dryly as Sangwoo ran with the ball again. This time he saw the other side turn to the left, he faced him with pleasure, trying to snatch the ball, but Sangwoo pulled the ball towards him without hesitation. Then he used a strong post-up technique [2] by using his back to push through Jaeyoung.

Judging from the way he handled the ball, the other person must have been a point guard [3] before, unlike Jaeyoung who usually played as a forward, dealer, designer, and developer. They were so different.

Sangwoo approached the penalty shoot-out line, crouched down, and this time he shot with both hands as usual. The basketball floated beautifully in a curve and fell into the basket.

Jaeyoung lost his concentration, while he only moved without any strength like a robot, he suddenly realized that the score had become 8-0.

“What will I get if I win?”

“That’s it.”

“Do what the other person asks, is that okay?”

“Sure.”

This was a bet that whether he won or lost, Jaeyoung wouldn’t lose. He tried to think about what he would ask for if he won, but in the end, he gave up. If it was too easy, just ask for it directly, and if he asked for something impossible using betting as an excuse, he might get the opposite result instead.

At that moment, the basketball floated over. Jaeyoung caught the ball with both hands unintentionally, then decided to show off his ability for the other side to see. He crouched down to dribble the basketball and showed his skill by changing hands without necessity, but Sangwoo didn’t even blink twice.

If it’s not important, Sangwoo usually doesn’t pay attention. Once he thought it wasn’t cool at all, but now…

‘I like you who cares about what’s important.’

He tricked him into going right and then turned left. Sangwoo was really fooled once, and he used to be frustrated with the other person who was like that, but now…

‘I like someone who is honest. Not pretending.’

Sangwoo followed him again and tried to steal the ball while wrapping his arms around Jaeyoung’s waist. Jaeyoung sent the ball back with his other hand, teasing the other person by doing a crossover, and then easily passed him again.

Sangwoo refused to give up and followed him, once thinking that the other person looked foolish, but now…

‘I like someone who always does everything to the fullest.’

A light breeze separated the horse’s mane as they ran and played basketball. Jaeyoung ran straight to the basket and caught the alley-oop without fail. The basketball fell beautifully, he caught it again, bounced it two or three times, and then threw it to Sangwoo.

“8 to 2.”

The other person caught the ball and ran slowly, dribbling the ball close to him with the correct posture and looking strong, but it was an efficient posture. The damp shirt clung to his body, creating a silhouette that was both sexy and alluring, with a confident look on his face.

While thinking that everything about the other person was so attractive, Jaeyoung realized that he had fallen in love with Chu Sangwoo. It happened before he started thinking about what made the other person so special and different from others, the image of Sangwoo running towards him. No, the truth was that the other person running towards him seemed so charming that Jaeyoung felt scared.

How did it come to this? He didn’t know when he fell in love with someone who was not charming and foolish, someone who was not creative and flexible like that, because it happened slowly like a wet piece of clothing, and before he knew it, it had become like this. The understanding that he was wrong to think that sleeping together once would be boring was a complete misunderstanding, because after spending time with Chu Sangwoo that night, Jaeyoung wanted the other person even more.

Sangwoo looked up and glanced at him, still eagerly playing with the child in front of him. Jaeyoung, who used to stand with his arms crossed to block him, couldn’t stand it anymore and hugged him tightly.

“…Foul.”

He drowned in the atmosphere, unable to laugh at Sangwoo’s meaningless words, and chuckled to himself about his unrequited love for the shy person who still refused to let go of the ball even at this time. Jaeyoung felt a flutter in his chest as Sangwoo’s soft, whispered words trailed off.

Sangwoo stood still for a moment before slowly moving away.

“I’ll take the penalty kick.”

Jaeyoung stood and watched Sangwoo take the penalty kick twice without interest, his postures looking almost identical like a copied and pasted frame.

Sangwoo walked closer with a smiling face.

“10 points.”

“Good job, what can I do to make it better?”

Sangwoo breathed out, he looked down at the ground for a moment before looking up at Jaeyoung with his black eyes fixed on his target.

“Kiss me please.”

Jaeyoung wanted to ask ‘Is that all?’ but he didn’t have a chance to ask. He moved closer, cupped his cheeks with his palms, and began to suck and pull on his lips.

Thump, thump, thump, the sound of the basketball bouncing slowly faded away.

The romantic and obstructed feeling filled the night, it was a truly beautiful and good night.

⌘W.

“The work there is okay. What do you think? It’s popular and of good quality.”

“I also want to finish my portfolio this year and submit it to N-Code. Among all the studios there, they accept the most people, but if not, I’ll have to go to the big companies for money.”

Jaeyoung drank his soju quietly on a cool Saturday evening when he received a call from a friend from the same year asking him to come out to eat before going to the liquor store. Originally, there were two seniors who he knew, but one of them’s girlfriend called him back in the middle, leaving only three people left. They were all about to graduate from E-Design this year, so finding a job became the main topic of conversation.

“Will DEX only accept one person this year?”

“Is that so?… It’s probably hopeless, it’s still difficult for experienced people to get in, do you think new graduates can?”

“Did you know that the president of DEX came to the graduation exhibition last year?”

“Designer Kim Soo-han, really?”

“Yes, he looked great and had a top-notch style. At that time, people were laughing and talking about him like a celebrity. Plus, when we walked around the exhibition, he even said he liked some of the works and asked for the owner’s phone number.”

“Oh, damn… who’s the lucky one over there? They must be working there now. I’m so jealous.”

“Who else could it be? It’s the person sitting right in front of you.”

Jaeyoung, who was quietly drinking, became the target of both of their gazes. The senior, who only knew him by his appearance, asked what he was doing there. When Jaeyoung just laughed without answering, his friend explained it to him.

“He’s taking the TOEFL because he’s going to study abroad.”

“Then why isn’t he going?”

“He got too much attention. He was caught using another to sign his name during a roll call, so he didn’t graduate.”

Then they both laughed heartily. Jaeyoung accepted being the subject of their banter and let them have fun. He knew it wasn’t meant to be malicious, even though there was a hint of jealousy.

“So, Jaeyoung, why haven’t you been in touch? Why haven’t you shown your face lately?”

“I’ve been really busy lately.”

He didn’t know when they became close, but Jaeyoung smiled inwardly and didn’t mind.

 

 

“It seems like he has a girlfriend.” His friend smirked mischievously. Then the topic of conversation changed.

“He hasn’t shown his face, and he doesn’t answer his phone. When I walked by, I saw his car parked in the parking lot.”

“Oh, it seems like he’s in the library. Who is it? Let’s see a picture. Don’t tell me there isn’t one.”

The two of them were excitedly guessing the names of female students they were close to last semester.

“Is it Soren?”

“Oh, come on, that’s too obvious. It must be Jung Minjun, one of the dancing club members.”

“I know. It’s Yoona! It has to be her, she looks so scary.”

“Oh my god, you’re crazy. If it’s not Jung Minjun, then it must be Joong

Sooyooon, one of the violin majors. I’m sure of it.”

They even blurted out the name of someone he had almost dated, but now it didn’t mean anything. Jaeyoung quietly drank and let them guess at something that would never be accidentally revealed.

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[1]      Forward. Divided into two types: Small forward, responsible for scoring points for the team, and Power forward, responsible for defense under the basket, similar to a center, but with the main task of rebounding or catching missed shots.

[2]      Post up. Entering the opposite side’s territory to find a scoring position, which comes in two types: Low Post, “standing under the basketball hoop,” and High Post, “standing near the free-throw line.”

[3]      Point Guard. Responsible for overseeing the team’s offense by controlling the ball and passing it to the appropriate player.

[4]      Damage dealer, or DPS, “Damage per second.” The offensive position in the game, responsible for inflicting damage on the opposing team.

[5]      Cross-over, a basketball technique used to create space between offensive and defensive players.

 

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 61: Yellow #3.

Jaeyoung never thinks about the future, as the distant future is just a present of some day. Therefore, he believes in doing what he wants at the moment and living happily, and now, at the present moment. Jaeyoung is currently infatuated with Chu Sangwoo. And what could be the problem with that?

He lit a cigarette and took a deep drag, which made him feel better. Then he exhaled slowly until his lungs were empty.

“I mean, seriously… Why do you care about those things? Who knows if we’ll still feel the same way about each other when that time comes? Just focus on the present, it’s already complicated enough. I don’t have the energy to think about those things.”

Jaeyoung spoke rudely. The other person told him to start counting down the days from today and then practice crying and saying goodbye, make matching rings, and promise not to forget each other even when they’re apart.

It’s pointless.

What’s worse is that Chu Sangwoo, who is afraid of getting bad grades, doesn’t understand that having such a strong sexual desire could be heartbreaking for someone who has to go back to school abroad in two months.

They are different.

“Just do those stupid things by yourself. Don’t force them on others.”

Yoona remained silent for a while and just looked up at the empty sky while smoking two cigarettes in a row. Jaeyoung waited patiently.

“That’s right. Maybe it’s because the situation is too similar. I just got carried away.”

Finally, Yoona said what she wanted to say, “Sorry for being confused.” Jaeyoung respected the other’s straightforwardness. Although their personalities and ideas are different, it’s because of that that they have been friends until now.

“Well… have you been gay since the beginning?”

“Probably not. I don’t know.”

Jaeyoung answered directly. He never really thought about it seriously.

“Jaeyoung-ah.”

Yoona only called him that when she’s teasing him.

“Even though you have to part, please behave yourself a little, it will hurt the kid.”

The girl frowned and spoke in a teasing manner, not realizing how he’s been living lately.

“Oh, poor thing… You can tell that kid has never had a boyfriend before. I don’t know what he did to end up with this crazy guy.”

Jaeyoung laughed as if it were a joke. Who knows who’s really caught up with whom. From Jaeyoung’s perspective, it’s Chu Sangwoo who’s caught up with him and is struggling, while the one who’s fishing doesn’t even realize that there’s a fish on the hook because they’re too busy looking elsewhere. Although Yoona may be misunderstanding, Jaeyoung has no intention of explaining anything.

“Do you think that kid is stupid or something? He said he’s had a boyfriend before.”

“He’s lying.”

“What’s the lie? Even if someone like him were to be threatened with death, he wouldn’t lie.”

“I can’t imagine it at all.” Yoona tilted her head.

Jaeyoung didn’t respond. He had thought like that before, but now it was different, like a whirlpool that was hard to see at first glance. Once you stepped in, you could only be sucked down. Jaeyoung didn’t delude himself into thinking that he was the only one who saw the charm of Chu Sangwoo in this world.

“In the end, won’t you still have to leave things off? There are two people in there, do not do the annoying things.”

Yoona ran down the stairs outside the building, waving her hand without looking back. Jaeyoung reached into his pants pocket and looked up at the sky.

Then he hurriedly walked back into the building.

⌘W.

“Beautiful, isn’t it?”

The atmosphere was so beautiful that he blurted it out to himself, the sky at sunset chasing after indigo [1] and purple tones.

The atmosphere at dusk looked clear and was perfect for skateboarding, but Jaeyoung was chained to his desk by his evil boss to work like a slave.

The graphics side. There were some changes to Flow Chart [2] and there was a part that needed some minor adjustments, and the main work was to make it compatible with various devices. Most of the design work was done, so he could breathe a sigh of relief, but on the development side, they were fighting tooth and nail against bugs. On Sangwoo’s screen, even people who knew nothing about coding like Jaeyoung knew that it wasn’t a good sign.

‘Because the reset isn’t complete… ‘Blah blah blah.’ The code that manages the data, ‘Blah blah blah.’ As for the central variable…’

He remembered asking the other party what it meant. And in the end, he didn’t get anything back, so he didn’t think about trying again.

Jaeyoung looked out the window for a moment. When he returned to his seat, he saw that Sangwoo had stopped working and was looking at him.  Jaeyoung guessed that the other party might have something to ask for.

“What’s up?”

“I see that you just keep looking out the window.”

“It’s just because the weather is nice today.”

 

 

If you want to go out, you can go.”

What was this about? Chu Sangwoo had never allowed him to take a break without reason before. Was he being kind because their relationship was progressing? Jaeyoung thought it would be good if it was the latter.

“Then I am going to go out today. See you tomorrow.” Sangwoo spoke happily and stretched his back.

The other person couldn’t be called stupid. Even though they were just joking around, they were actually someone who didn’t think much. They just thought, “He probably wants to go on a trip,” or something like that. They didn’t think about who he wanted to go on the trip with. Jaeyoung looked up at the sky before spinning his chair in a circle.

“Sangwoo.”

“Yes?”

“Let’s go play basketball.”

The sound of typing stopped. Sangwoo was silent for about ten seconds before answering.

“I don’t think I’m free for that.”

Suddenly, the other person became soft like jelly. Jaeyoung, who originally thought the answer would be “I’m not free,” smiled widely before lazily leaning over and kissing Sangwoo’s cheek without hesitation.

“I’m going out first. Follow me after you finish packing.”

Sangwoo hesitated before following, and the two walked down the stairs without saying anything, as if they were lost in thought until they came out into the darkness. When he saw the other person blushing like when they walked together at the Jeonryundong Wall, Jaeyoung felt his heart skip a beat as if he had just had his first girlfriend.

“Hyung, are you good at basketball?”

The other person asked during that time.

“I don’t think I am bad.”

He answered modestly, but the truth was that basketball was Jaeyoung’s most confident sport. He had been obsessed with it since high school and played it frequently. When he was in college, he even joined the basketball club with his friends and competed in friendly matches.

“Then I’ll probably lose. I haven’t played since the end of high school.”

“Just play for fun. Don’t worry about it.”

Even so, I don’t want to lose.”

When he thought about it, Sangwoo had said before that he wasn’t good at playing games. Even though he was someone who excelled in competition and had higher standards than others, he didn’t seem that way on the outside. That’s why Jaeyoung thought the other person was interesting and suitable for learning, whether it was software or hardware.

“Basketball is over here.”

“I’m going to get it.”

The basketball that Jaeyoung was talking about was at the student club. This was the second time he had come here with Sangwoo, after they had come to find clothes for a short Chinese-language play. While they were walking up the stairs, Jaeyoung asked.

“Have you been here before? Do you remember?”

“On Friday, March 8th, right? That day, you took off my hat in the dressing room. I was so angry.”

“…”

It would be better not to talk about it at that time. Moreover, what made

Jaeyoung startled was that it had been two months since then… If he had told himself at that time that the relationship between the two of them would turn out like this, he would not have believed it and would have laughed it off.

He walked alongside Sangwoo until they reached the door. Even though it was late, there were still loud noises coming from inside the room, as if they were having a meeting. During this time, they were preparing for the annual performance, and while he thought that they were preparing inside, he knocked on the door twice. As soon as he opened the door, the loud noise suddenly quieted down.

“I just came to get something. Please continue.”

As he walked inside, the younger members made murmuring sounds.

“Hey, sunbae!”

“Oh, you’re here, sunbae! We’ve been waiting for you!”

“Please have a seat right here, big brother.”

He knew the president, vice president, and secretary, but the other four people were kids he didn’t know. Jaeyoung hid his hand that was trying to grab him. Then he walked to the box to look for something, and the club president walked over and patted his shoulder.

You must be very tired during this time. It’s been tough working all the time.”

“Oh, yes, please take your hand off me.”

It seemed like more of a rubbing of the shoulder than a massage. The vice president handed him a black can of drink and said, “Please have a drink.” The logo on the drink can looked familiar, and he was surprised that there was still “Black Holic” left in the club room. It never expired or anything.

“…It’s better if I don’t drink that.”

He refused politely and picked up the basketball that was in his shoe pile. As he was about to leave the room, he was grabbed by both arms and forced to sit on the sofa. Sangwoo, who was standing at the door, hugged his chest and laughed at him.

“What do you have there?”

In fact, he knew very well that these people had been asking him to play the lead role, direct, and design the poster for the annual performance since the beginning of the year. Although he seemed to have given up on the poster, he was still contacted to participate in the performance until the latest phone number of the club president was added to the spam list.

Jaeyoung had to refuse. The first reason was that he was already busy with part-time jobs, hobbies, daily life, and relationship issues. The second reason was that he had taken on the roles of lead actor, director, and poster designer for the play “The Death of Salesman” last year. Although Jaeyoung had some thick skin, when he thought back to the time when he was promoting the play, “The Final Stage Play” his face suddenly became hot and he wondered how he could show his face in a theater performance again.

“Senior… can’t you help us out? I heard you say that you are busy, so we changed to performing smaller roles instead.”

“Just this once, please? Why won’t you answer my calls lately?”

“We need to cherish our valuable memories before we graduate. Please, can you understand just this once? Can you? There are people waiting to see your final performance, can you give me the list?”

Jaeyoung pushed past the younger students, hugged the basketball tightly, and walked past each person blocking the exit.

“You said it was the last festival I would help with, didn’t you? You said to think of it as if I’ve already graduated.”

But it’s not over yet!” Jaeyoung quickly closed the door before the club president, who seemed to be about to burst in, could come out.

“Hmph.” He shook off his scattered thoughts and straightened his wrinkled shirt. After he tucked the basketball under his arm, he looked to the side and saw Sangwoo covering his mouth and laughing. He didn’t know if he had thought of it himself or if he had noticed the other side’s changing expression.

“Why are you looking at me like that?”

Jaeyoung’s tone indicated that he didn’t really understand. He replied that he didn’t know either and started to walk away. Once outside, he picked up the basketball and headed towards the court. He showed off his special ability by throwing the ball high and catching it. Then he spun the ball on his finger before Sangwoo asked with his mouth covered,

“What role did they ask you to play?”

“It’s a guest role that takes about five minutes. I declined because I’m not available, so I can’t come.”

“What kind of role is it?”

“I don’t know, maybe a pirate or something. It’s a role that comes out for five minutes and then dies.”

Sangwoo remained silent. Although Jaeyoung liked the dry and hoarse voice of the other side, he also liked it when it was quiet like this. Maybe it was because it was a beautiful evening, everything looked good. Although there was nothing special, it was another day that would be remembered for a long time. He felt that today would be like that for sure, the dark purple sky made him feel like he was in a fantasy world, and Jaeyoung liked that he was going to play basketball with a boy who had no romantic angle at all. “It’s a shame.”  At that moment, Sangwoo perked up.

“What’s up?”

“I’ve never been to a drama club performance before. And now I won’t have the chance to see one.”

Jaeyoung turned to look at Sangwoo’s profile. It was an incomplete sentence and didn’t sound like Sangwoo’s usual way of speaking. But he didn’t ask what the other meant. He couldn’t ask such a question before the feeling of suffocation, like drowning, that had arisen during this period subsided.

Jaeyoung started bouncing a basketball.

 

 

Inadvertently, they both ended up standing on the green court. Jaeyoung walked to the center line and looked at Sangwoo, who was standing far away. The other’s skin looks paler than usual, having been surrounded by intense ultramarine color [3].

“Wanna bet ten points?”

“Sure.”

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[1]                   Indigo, a color. Color code: #3F00FF.

[2]                   Flow chart, a diagram that shows the sequence of movements or actions of people or things involved in various systems.

[3]                   Intense ultramarine color, the blue color on a basketball court.

 

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 60: Yellow #2.

   Accidentally, it’s impossible. There are surprises  form Sangwoo all the time, a certain and intentional heart that intends to bite the other side disappears in the blink of an eye. Even though the name ‘Jaeyoung ㅅㅂ♨’ is not as pleasing as

   ‘Jaeyoung-Hyung♥’ after hearing the explanation, he felt somewhat pleased. However, the fact that he upgraded from ‘NonPaddler 3’ is a good encouragement. Otherwise, he would not have escaped and become ‘Sunabe

   Jang Jaeyoung, Virtual Arts Design’ like everyone else. As soon as he sees Jaeyoung’s face, Sangwoo speaks up.

   “Don’t get too immersed in data for just a few bytes.”[1.]

   “Who’s getting too immersed?”

   “Both you and my father, that’s it. It’s just a few characters, it can’t be a big deal.”

   “And how do you like it? If I still remember your name as a bad person.”

   “I don’t care because I’m not a bad person.”

   Sangwoo spoke as if it wasn’t important, but then he raised his hand as if he remembered something.

   “Let me see. What did you save my name for?”

   “… It’s a secret.”

   Jaeyoung took out his phone and hid it in his shirt pocket. Sangwoo quickly gave in. The other side went back to sitting in its original place, examining the schedule with an indifferent expression, while Jaeyoung stuffed a white plastic bag into the drawer.

   “I have to put on the sound this week. I’ve found some free sound effects that are usable without copyright and I’m about to send the link via email.

   Please check and let me know how it goes.”

   “How is the sound quality?”

   “It varies. I think if I look carefully, there should be something usable.”

   “The sound effects may not matter, but it would be better to have a looping opening song and BGM. Let me gather information on that.”

   “Okay.”

   Then, the sound of keyboard typing and mouse clicks came from the right side, but Jaeyoung’s hand, which had been still since Sangwoo appeared, had no intention of moving again. Jaeyoung sneakily glanced at Sangwoo before lifting his coffee to take a sip. Then he sneakily looked at Sangwoo again and lifted his phone to play with it. Afterwards, he sneakily looked at Sangwoo once more and raised his hand to touch his own collar. ‘How did I let you sit next to me until this point?’

   He wants to touch, kiss, and hug the other person from behind until his body is satisfied. Having to come up with excuses just to touch the other person a little bit. Although the relationship has developed to a certain extent, it seems pointless. At least for Jaeyoung, he used to think that once he got a kiss, he would unlock the hand-holding. Once he got a kiss, he would receive a coupon to do whatever he wanted. Once there was sex, he would have the privilege of accessing each other’s bodies, but when it comes to the other person, even just touching their cheek requires thinking and thinking again.

   ‘Doing something forcefully wont work.’

   Chu Sangwoo determines the direction of this relationship. If Jaeyoung is going up the elevator, the other person wants to be going up the stairs. No matter what Jaeyoung tries to do, it turns out that the other person is still down there. sometimes seeming to stop where they were, but as soon as he realizes it, the other person is catching up. Or at least when Sangwoo stops in place. Jaeyoung can only press the elevator stop button and wait without any choice, this relationship continues like that.

   “What are you doing?”

   A sudden sound caused Jaeyoung to escape from his thoughts. Sangwoo, who dragged a chair to sit next to the light from the screen, looked at the other side with eyes full of the excitement of the other person.

   “What’s this?”

   Sangwoo minimized the screen, causing the pink circle that had been enlarged to fill the screen to shrink. When it shrank to 100%, the nipple that Jaeyoung had poured his body and soul into the light and shadow turned into just a small dot. Sangwoo sat still, looking at the character wearing a swimsuit ready with a swimming ring around his waist.

   “Let me fix the button first. The part that requires money to buy can be done later.”

   “I want to do this first.”

   The two characters of Veggie Venturer, are named Chuchu and Jaejae, respectively. At first, Sangwoo suggested the names ‘Chelsu and Jaeyoung’. After  arguing for a while, they changed their names. They planned to sell it from the beginning of the game. Both characters would wear basic costumes, but when they bought and installed cash items, their performance would be upgraded.

   “How far have you done?”

   Jaeyoung saved the file before opening the completed part for Sangwoo to see. He has completed all ten, including Lockstar Chuchu, Teacher Chuchu,

   Dugout Chuchu, Spiritual Chuchu, Mafia Chuchu, Mechanic Chuchu, Savage Tribe Chuchu, Barista Chuchu, Yipsee Chuchu, and currently making Swimsuit Chuchu.

   “You’ve been working on so many since when?”

   “Look, you can change eye color and hair color too.”

   “I’ve never heard of such a thing before.”

   “Well, I’m telling you now.”

   Every time Jaeyoung presses the keyboard, Chuchu’s hairstyle, holding a carrot with a pouting face, changes continuously, including soft waves, tousled bob, skinhead undercut, crimped, half-up, cat sport. And then tied in a bun. They are all hairstyles that he wants to see Sangwoo actually do, especially the skinhead undercut, because Sangwoo is a person with a handsome bald head, he thinks it would look very good if he did it. Sangwoo hugs his chest, looks at the green-eyed character with brown hair tied neatly.

   “That’s good, but as I said, this is not important. And what about Jaejae?” “Did the same”.

   Jaeyoung opens the character’s cache item image file for Sangwoo to see briefly, then Sangwoo raises his eyebrows and taps his fingers on the table.

   “This is clearly gender discrimination, well done”.

   “Why? The number is the same”.

   “You think I can’t tell that you just changed the skirt color and copied and pasted it?”

   Speaking directly made it seem like he couldn’t figure it out.

   “It’s not like that. Make both characters the same quality. And first, start fixing the buttons”.

   “Wait, let me finish this…”.

   Jaeyoung opens the project file again and zooms in on the right chest of

   Chuchu in a swimsuit, making a low murmuring sound, wondering what the other party might be doing in the background, then he focuses on adding threedimensional details to the image.

   “Now the hyung you look…”.

   “Sexy?”.

   “Seems like you have a psychopath.”

   “How do you know I’m thinking about indecent things?”

   Finally, there was a valid excuse to touch the other party. Jaeyoung reaches out to hug Sangwoo’s waist and slowly slides in to find himself. He extends his finger along Sangwoo’s buttock and speaks softly.

   “I am not gentle, you can understand me.”

   “How about doing this in the office? We’re not just two people here.”

   Sangwoo withdraws his hand and whispers. Jaeyoung laughs, leans closer, and lightly taps his own lips a few times with his finger. Sangwoo sees it and shakes his head, moving away.

   “You come here quickly before I go on a strike”.

   “Are you crazy? This is the workplace”.

   “Otherwise, I’ll take your hard disk and run away. One kiss and I’ll send you one file”.

   “How can a computer newbie like you remove a hard disk, hyung?”

   “Seriously, I’m clueless about computers.”

   Sangwoo couldn’t help but laugh without realizing it. The sight of the other person smiling widely didn’t happen often until now. But it seemed that the reason for the lack of eye contact was not just because it was difficult to see. Originally, Jaeyoung thought of giving up the teasing, but when he saw

   Sangwoo moving closer, he started teasing again. As he poked his waist, Sangwoo immediately twisted and put his hand on his back, asking why he was doing this. However, the other party could do nothing but burst into laughter.

   Sangwoo laughed as if he was about to burst into tears and used his foot, clad in Jaeyoung’s belly sneakers. The gesture looked surprisingly cute.

   “Ah, stop, please. I… I’m really tired.”

   ‘I want to eat you.’

   Suddenly, the joking atmosphere disappeared and turned into an erotic one, 18+ only, at that moment they thought they wanted to become animals to know and survive. If they weren’t human, but two dogs, they would probably wag their tails like yesterday.

   Bang!

   At that time, the person who was completely forgotten made a grand entrance. An orange light glimmered and hit Jaeyoung’s foot. Jaeyoung picked it up casually and turned around slowly, encountering Yoona standing still with a strange shoulder gesture.

   Sangwoo quickly pulled his hand away from the table, returned to his seat, and stared at the computer screen as if nothing had happened, even though his ears were turning red.

   Jaeyoung signaled with his hand for Yoona to go back and sit down. A few days ago, she came to ask something, so he already prepared a little, but he didn’t know why the other party was so surprised. The sound of mouse clicks and keyboard typing continued in the tense atmosphere before Yoona spoke up.

   “Jang-Jaeyoung, do you want to smoke downstairs?”

   Jaeyoung picked up the pack of cigarettes and a lighter and stood up without saying anything. When he pointed towards the door, Yoona walked out with the slipper first. Jaeyoung gently brushed the back of Sangwoo’s head before following the girl out.

   “Are you two sleeping together?”

   Yoona asked immediately upon reaching the first floor. Among the people

   Jaeyoung knew, Choi Yoona spoke straight to the point without beating around the bush ‘but that was before he had met Chu Sangwoo’ Jaeyoung didn’t rush to answer, but instead flicked the cigarette ash and took a deep drag, Yoona continued with a sharp tone.

   “Just interested, huh? But you still managed to deceive a vulnerable kid, didn’t you?”

   “What do you want?”

   He couldn’t let that remark pass. Jaeyoung exhaled cigarette smoke and glanced at his friend’s tense face. Yoona was not a calculating person, nor a hottempered one, but rather somewhat reserved when it came to matters of love. Therefore, if she wasn’t currently involved with anyone, she would often get lost in past stories, and now it was happening again.

   “Is that kid the same as well? It’s not like he’s unaffected or anything.”

   “Whose side are you on? You should ask me before getting involved, right?”

   “It’s not your loss if you’re dating someone else. But that guy has a different story. What are you going to do next?”

   The other party’s voice sounded sarcastic. Jaeyoung replied with annoyance.

   “And what have you been up to? Who do you think you are?”

   Hearing that, Yoona fell silent. She was not unaware that her actions had a profound impact on other people’s relationships. Since they first met and became close, she had never been like this before. Yoona continued to silently smoke her cigarette before speaking again.

   “I’ve been concerned ever since I heard from you earlier. But I thought I wouldn’t meddle. But in just a few days, you guys went from one extreme to another. You’re acting irresponsibly. Playing around with a kid like that. And what about when you leave him to study abroad? Is that kid not going to suffer?”

   Jaeyoung threw the half-smoked cigarette on the ground and stomped on it with his foot. Who was playing with whom? Who would abandon whom? 

   Irritating and tangled. Is this the era of Chosun? Just sleeping together once requires a lifetime of responsibility.

   “You’re being too harsh.”

   He knew that the girl had talked a lot with one guy. She had been so infatuated with that guy that they had an ugly breakup before. And it had left Yoona heartbroken to this day, even after half a year. But that was her business, and he had no intention of allowing her to interfere in someone else’s personal life.

   “Just because you choose to date only bad people, do you think everyone in the world is like that?”

   “You’re right. Yeah. I’ve been hurt badly by that evil guy. And what you’re doing to that kid, how is it any different?”

   “Then why do I have to explain those things to you? If you don’t understand deeply, don’t speak so lightly.”

   With hair color faded to a golden hue, swaying in the wind, Yoona’s face seemed to reflect her own sadness.

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[1]     Byte, the unit of data consisting of 8 bits, is used to represent alphanumeric characters, numbers, or various symbols. One character is equivalent to 1 byte.

[2]     Cash items, in-game items that require spending money to purchase.

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 59: Yellow #1.

It had been a long time since he woke up with the feeling of someone sleeping close to him, let alone that person turning out to be a man named Chu Sangwoo, which made it even more strange.

Jaeyoung carefully examined the side profile of the man lying with his arm propped up, scrutinizing his sharp and intelligent features, with a nose and eyelashes that made his face look sharp and clever when forgotten. In contrast, the fair skin around the neck connecting to the collarbone gave a sense of boyishness. Jaeyoung greatly enjoyed the conflicting emotions displayed on this face.

Sunlight shone brightly through the window, and the sun’s rays danced on the black hair and eyebrows, creating a romantic atmosphere in the morning.

As he leaned down for a hug, Sangwoo blinked and slowly opened his eyes. The person being hugged blinked for a moment before widening his eyes and turning around to find. Jaeyoung with a confident smile.

“Did you sleep well?”

Sangwoo fully opened his eyes and glanced, seemingly reflecting on what happened last night from his facial expression. When the other party raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, it seemed like a restless movement, but that was probably because his body was more exposed. “Yes.”  Answering the question, Sangwoo sat up.

“Jesus…”

The other party groaned uncomfortably and walked away, stumbling.

‘Did I overdo it?’

It seemed like the unexpected had become a normal occurrence for Jaeyoung. It was the same yesterday. At first, he intended to enhance the atmosphere by drinking wine beforehand. Then he waited for Sangwoo to come to him. He would then melt and control the other party from head to toe, managing the game conveniently. He intended to use gentle and perfect techniques to impress that having sex with him was sweet and satisfying.

However, while waiting in front of the door for over ten minutes, Jaeyoung’s imagination ran wild to the point where he almost lost control of his body. And it was difficult to endure until the appointed time, so he tried to use that intense heat to melt the cool other party like ice. But during the struggle, he accidentally said something inappropriate. Furthermore, even after putting it in, the other party still didn’t seem to feel anything and asked to take it out.

Even though it was already inserted, he wondered why the other party still couldn’t concentrate. Was it because it was their first time having anal sex, or was it because they had a special “centerline”? Jaeyoung was struggling in a difficult situation and ended up feeling too overwhelmed in the end.

Moreover, he unintentionally became more aggressive than intended.

 

 

Sangwoo walked into the bathroom without saying anything. In the room, only Jaeyoung remained. He leaned against the pillow and pondered about the sensations he experienced last night, realizing that humans have sexual feelings 24 hours a day.

Jaeyoung lay still for a while before getting up from the bed and walking to open the window. Then he walked around the room to pick up the scattered remnants of last night, picked up his clothes, threw away the trash, put the bedsheet in the laundry machine, and tidied the room. He didn’t like cleaning and wasn’t skilled at it, but if he didn’t do it, Sangwoo would have to do it, so he had no choice.

Sangwoo came out of the bathroom when Jaeyoung finished sweeping the room and was drinking water. The other party was in a state with wet hair and wearing both the upper and lower parts, different from when they entered with only underwear. Seeing that the other party took a long shower, Jaeyoung made a sarcastic remark.

“Were you jerking off in there?”

“…”

He just said that, but it seemed true judging by his expression. Sangwoo stood still with an anxious face. As he handed a glass of water, he drank it all at once, and his gaze carefully looked at Jaeyoung’s face.

“You’re not leaving, huh?”

“Going.”

Looking at the clock, it was almost noon.

“Lunchtime, huh?”

“I’ll find something to eat myself.”

In the cupboard, there were only ready-to-eat authentic curry dishes. He wanted to buy food for him, but judging by his expression, he would probably be rejected with the reason ‘I want to be alone’ That’s probably it.

Sangwoo hesitated as he tried to sit down on the chair and ended up sitting halfway. When asked what was wrong, the other party gestured for him to hurry up. Jaeyoung knew that now was the time to retreat, but he couldn’t bring himself to step back.

“Do you have to go part-time today?”

“I will take a break first, then go.”

Where are you going in that condition? Where is your phone.”

The other party’s face seemed puzzled as to why he was asking like that. Jaeyoung glanced around the room before walking over to search Sangwoo’s backpack and took out his phone. Sangwoo simply drank water and slumped onto the desk as if he didn’t care about what Jaeyoung was going to do. Jaeyoung looked at the other party thoughtfully, dialed the game store owner’s number, and made the call.

[Sangwoo. Is there something wrong?]

“Hello. I’m a close friend of Sangwoo’s. Today, he’s not feeling well, so I’ll work in his place.”

[Oh, is he really unwell?]

“I don’t think he can go anywhere today.”

[Have you worked at a game store before?]

Although he had no working part-time anywhere other than a restaurant, Jaeyoung chose to answer yes. The store owner told him to come in thirty minutes and expressed concern for Sangwoo. After hanging up, Jaeyoung turned to face Sangwoo, who was staring at him.

“…I don’t think you need to do that.”

“You can stay here.”

“But there’s a lot of cleaning to do. Plus, organizing the storage room, preparing food, and handling the money.”

“I’ll take care of it myself.”

Sangwoo sighed with a face that Jaeyoung couldn’t tell if he didn’t trust him or if he felt guilty.

“Thank you. I’ll transfer today’s wages to you once the salary is out.”

Jaeyoung blinked his eyes. He didn’t expect to receive such a simple thank you, but he didn’t miss the opportunity for a good gesture.

“Don’t worry about the money. Let me ask something else instead.”

“What do you mean?”

“Starting tomorrow, save me with a new name.”

He said as he slipped the phone into Sangwoo’s hand, actually accidentally seeing that his own number was still recorded as ‘NonPaddler 3’, in the midst of searching through the address book. Sangwoo responded casually, as if it wasn’t a big deal.

“Sure.”

The condition is that you must add a special symbol.”

“What symbol?”

“There is a prohibition , no words like graphic, design, artistic, intense, hyung, included.”

Sangwoo’s face seemed to say, ‘I don’t understand what you’re talking about at all,’ for a moment before changing back to a calm expression.

“Understood.”

“Then take a break.”

Jaeyoung licked his lips on the other side and headed towards the door.

‘Why do I have to have sympathy to this extent?’

He wondered as he walked down the stairs, why he had to pretend to be sympathetic. Although he was skilled at pretending to be gentle, fundamentally, Jaeyoung was a human who cared little about others. Wherever he went, he always maintained basic manners, but he hated annoying things and wasn’t a soft-hearted person. However, he didn’t know why Jaeyoung felt sympathy for the person sitting hunched over the table.

Jaeyoung started the car and drove out, but his destination wasn’t home. He headed towards the most delicious restaurant in the area, bought kimchi stew, spicy tofu stew, and two servings of rice, wrapped them up, and bought skinsoothing ointment from a pharmacy for the swollen, discolored skin. He stopped by a convenience store and picked up drinks, seat cushions, snacks, eggs, fresh meat, stir-fry dishes, and fruits according to his thoughts, then paid and realized he was holding two large plastic bags. Finally, he stopped by a bakery and bought some bread before driving back to Sangwoo’s house.

After knocking on the door and waiting for a moment, the door opened, and he walked past Sangwoo, who was standing in an unusual posture, and placed the six bags on the floor.

“Eat this now, and save this for a warm meal later.”

He took out the stew and placed it on the table, put the seat cushion on the chair, and stored the bottled fruit juice, yogurt, other snacks, and fresh fruits in the refrigerator.

“The rest, if you’re hungry, take it out and eat.”

He placed the box of fruit, the bag of chewy snacks, and the bag of bread on the floor, all of them before picking up the medicine in the small leaf bag and squeezing it into Mr. Sangwoo’s hand.

This part is for applying when it hurts.”

 

 

Sangwoo frowned as if he didn’t understand. Jaeyoung walked to the door, determined to really leave this time. But in the end, he couldn’t take it anymore, turned around again, kicked off the single shoe he had on, threw it halfway, and walked back into the room, grabbing the absent minded figure of the man and hugging him tightly. Sangwoo handed himself over quietly without resistance.

“Last night was really great.”

Jaeyoung spoke softly. Even though he acted as if he didn’t feel anything, deep down in his mind was filled with Sangwoo’s joyful expression. After a moment, Sangwoo responded.

“No, that’s a lie. You didnt cum, hyung.”

“Well, I cummed once, isn’t it?”

“Because I’m not good enough, right?”

“Not even a bit.”

Even though Jaeyoung had to both coax and comfort the other party, and even had to endure some insults, in the end, things turned out fine. It was a bit regrettable that it was mistimed.

“Take a break. And don’t think about practicing anything strange.”

“Okay.”

Jaeyoung hurriedly left, thinking that it wouldn’t be safe to stand so close together like this. Sangwoo didn’t stop him.

Jaeyoung descended the stairs clumsily. As soon as he came out of the building, he was greeted by the clear sky. However, he didn’t go straight to the car, but instead stopped to bask in the sunlight next to the bike parking area, smoking a cigarette.

‘Have you achieved your goal?’

After being rejected so earnestly, despite having an important matter ahead of him, how difficult it must have been. Jaeyoung squeezed out every trick in the book to try and sleep with Chu Sangwoo once, and he had to use superhuman patience to avoid touching the other party even by a fingertip. When he got what he wanted, he should have felt relieved and ready to dump him, but behind that satisfaction was a sense of uneasiness that he didn’t understand. 

Jaeyoung didn’t like this clouded feeling at all.

“Or is it because I did not cum like that kid said?”

He smiled slightly and extinguished the cigarette he had just smoked, tossing it into the trash bin after only half a drag.

⌘W.

The next day, Sangwoo appeared in the office at the same time with an expression as if nothing had happened. Jaeyoung hoped to see the other party not wearing a helmet because he left it in his car, but the man put on a slightly older-looking helmet that had a similar design but seemed more worn out. He didn’t expect there to be a spare one. “We haven’t seen each other for a while.” Yoona greeted and glanced at Jaeyoung.

“Yes.”

Sangwoo strode in, placed his backpack on the empty table, unzipped it, and took out a notebook. After plugging the mouse into the computer, instead of sitting down, Sangwoo picked up something and threw it to Jaeyoung. In a white plastic bag with the pharmacy’s logo, there was a belt buckle, a pair of black shorts, and a folded pair of Jaeyoung’s socks, as if they had been washed for him.

“Giving you the things you left behind. I want my hat back. And then…”

The other party spoke calmly. Then they turned to make sure Yoona was looking the other way, then leaned in closer to Jaeyoung before using their hand to cover their mouth and whisper softly in his ear.

“Did you put on my underwear? Bring them back tomorrow.”

“Ha? Oh…”

Jaeyoung spoke hesitantly, like a timid person.

“And I did as you requested.”

Sangwoo handed him a phone. When he received it and unlocked it, he found a contact list. He scrolled down with excitement, searching for the name that used to be around but is now somewhere else. He scrolled and scrolled, continuously, and finally found it.

[Jaeyoung, ㅅㅂ♨.]

“…”

Although he did not expect the other party to save his name as

“JaeyoungHyung♥.” immediately, he thought it was a bit too much. And even though the words “Hyung, ㅅㅂ.” were considered prohibited terms which meant “elder brother.” he saw them as something else now.

“Translator’s note: ㅅㅂ. In this case, it is an abbreviation for 선배, which means “senior” “Sunbae = elder brother”. However, by chance (?) the word 씨발 or 시발 is pronounced as ‘sheebal’ or ‘shibal’. The ‘shee’ part of the first word is pronounced heavier is a curse word meaning fuck, shit. And its abbreviation is ㅅㅂ, just like this.”

“Are you satisfied?”

Sangwoo took the phone from Jaeyoung’s hand, who was still staring at the screen until it was almost dark, and put it in his backpack.

“This symbol, what does it mean?”

“Do I have to tell you?”

“Hmm.”

“I’ve tried looking at all the symbols. That one suits you “hyung” the most.”  “It’s not a star ☆. It’s not an emphasis symbol, ※. It’s not a musical note, ♬, which means relaxation, but it’s ♨, which means a hot bath. Just kidding.”

“Well, it’s always boiling hot. When I’m with you, hyung.”

“…”

 

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 58 <1000> #5.

   But even though he had already cummed, the center of the other party’s cock still pointed straight up, after measuring the size with his naked eyes.

   Sangwoo is surprised that this thing has entered his body before. When he saw Jaeyoung picking up a new condom, he crawled on his knees and grabbed the other person’s arm.

   “Not like this. Let’s change and do it outside like before.” [I think frotting]

   “Why? No, I haven’t done well yet.”

   “It’s not about not being able to do it. Just doing something better is enough.”

   “Who said I can’t do it!”

   Jaeyoung stammered with a red face before exhaling softly.

   “Because you’re too tight. And… it’s too sexy.”

   “Just think about it. Something that’s tight can’t expand. And something that’s sexy can’t stop being sexy.”

   The other side laughed, still looking relaxed, their gaze fixed on Sangwoo.

   “But I’ve cummed once. We should focus on something else now.”

   Jaeyoung ripped open a new condom packet without giving Sangwoo a chance to refuse. He grabbed the tip and quickly rolled it on before leaning down to be close to Sangwoo’s face.

   “Give me another chance.”

   “…”

   “Just five minutes.”

   Despite being tempted to refuse, Sangwoo couldn’t help but be captivated by Jaeyoung’s serious expression. He was completely drawn in by that gaze.  “…Okay, just five minutes.”

   It wouldn’t make much difference whether they lasted or not. Sangwoo stayed lying down as before, thinking that if the other party wanted it that badly, he would agree to do it again.

   The sound of the gel tube squeezing ended and Jaeyoung pressed down again, but this time the other party flipped Sangwoo over. Adjusting to the force, when he finally moved, he ended up in a prone position.

   “…Hyung?”

   Sangwoo turned to look backwards with an uneasy feeling, but Jaeyoung pressed down again and slowly entered, replacing the answer. Sangwoo clenched his teeth and started counting backwards from 300. Maybe because this was the second time, he didn’t feel the same pain and discomfort as the first time. If it went in all the way, it might feel better when repeated. So Sangwoo just waited, but Jaeyoung refused to go all the way in.

   Jaeyoung attached himself to Sangwoo’s back and began to move subtly, resembling someone writing a book or scraping a wall, unlike the moment before when he only barged in abruptly. Judging from the posture that resembled an animal and the internal organ structure, especially the prostate, Sangwoo immediately understood Jaeyoung’s intention.

   “Ah…”

   That was because the tip of the rod grazed against a certain point. Sangwoo clenched his teeth, trying to count backwards again. 220… 219… 218…

   “Sangwoo, are you still counting?”

   “215. And… don’t worry—, ah…”

   Jaeyoung hugged his waist tightly and pushed harder, once again hitting that spot. Sangwoo tightened the bed sheet automatically, secretly thinking that it might be just a coincidence, but then the other party stabbed at the same spot again.

   “You are only halfway through. What has it become? Is this enough?”

   Sangwoo couldn’t answer that question. Just as he was about to respond, a strange feeling intervened, causing him to grit his teeth. If the previous act was a slow exploration, now Jaeyoung was truly digging. It felt good that he was being opened and delved into deep without being violent, unlike the direct stimulation of the cock through frotting. This experience was a sensation he had just experienced for the first time in his life.

   “Ah, ah… Ah, ah…”

   The complex feelings became increasingly chaotic. Even though he bit his lip to suppress the moans, the sensations were pushed back in immediately, causing him to inadvertently keep his mouth open.

   “Wait a moment… Wait a moment, ah…”

   “Why? Is there a problem?”

   “Slowly… Slowly… No, go faster…”

   Sangwoo didn’t know what he was saying, he closed his eyes tightly, trying to hold onto himself and not let go with the strange happiness. Yet, deep down, he also wants to surrender to that feeling. He doesn’t know what his heart truly desires.

   Jaeyoung rested his chin on Sangwoo’s shoulder and pressed their bodies closer together, his hands that used to wander around Sangwoo’s chest and neck now move up to his hairline. Then, the way Jaeyoung caressed the other’s hip and smashed straight forward. Jaeyoung searched and pressed a point that makes Sangwoo’s arm tremble like a coordinate lock and then attacks suddenly.

   And then he increases the speed continuously.

   “Uh, uh, ugh… ah!”

   Sangwoo tries to stiffen his arms to support himself, but no matter how hard he tries to close his mouth, he can’t contain the explosive sound that comes from within, before he even has time to prepare for the first wave of emotions, another wave follows. Sangwoo began to be overwhelmed by that wave that came without resistance, the frequency of movement became faster, counting one number per second. He doesn’t know when but he failed to count numbers anymore.

   “Ah, oh, ahh!”

   His mouth emits strange sounds, sounds that would never escape in normal times, and the breath that hits his ear becomes more intense each time. Then Jaeyoung covered his earlobe tightly, pressing against his body forcefully. Sangwoo felt the overwhelming pleasure reaching his abdomen and let out a moan.

   The arms that have been supporting his body shake until Sangwoo finally collapses. Even though he tries to lift himself up again, fails. Sangwoo is exhausted, leaning his cheek and shoulder against the bed, breathing heavily, until Jaeyoung drops his weight down and hugs him from behind, whispering in his ear.

   “What… is this, want me to stop?”

   Sangwoo turned his face even though he’s still lying face down. Although his body feels strange, even though he’s tormented to the point where tears almost flow, he doesn’t want it to stop. He wants more than this, faster than this, rougher than this. Sangwoo gritted his teeth and screamed in his heart.

   Suddenly, Jaeyoung stopped. Sangwoo, who has become accustomed to the continuous bombardment of happiness, suddenly becomes irritated and turns around to look back. Jaeyoung withdraws and flips Sangwoo over.

   The other party quickly moved in, assuming a position with both legs of Sangwoo draped over their shoulders, forcefully spreading them apart. They used their hands to pry open the rear entrance and inserted his cock back in.

   Jaeyoung emerged and leaned down to silence Sangwoo’s lips. Sangwoo tightly gripped both of Jaeyoung’s arms, closing his eyes and gritting his teeth to endure the pressure as the strong and rigid flesh penetrated him for the third time.

   Jaeyoung acted aggressively from the beginning, thrusting in forcefully until the flesh collided with a loud squelching sound. Then he violently shifted his lower body and began stirring up emotions once again. Sweat dripped from the tip of Jaeyoung’s nose, his face looking so serious it seemed like he was angry.

   “Ah, ah, uh… Ugh, damn, wait a moment…”

   Sangwoo didn’t know what to do, so he held Jaeyoung’s neck tightly. Jaeyoung pressed his palm against his cheek before sliding his fingers, which had lost all patience, into his mouth. Sangwoo clenched his teeth on the fingers in front of his face with great force to prevent himself from succumbing to the mixed sensations of torment and pleasurable swallowing. The storm of intense desire that he encountered for the first time made his body drenched in sweat. At the same time, he automatically lifted his hips to meet the impact. The louder the sound flesh colliding, the more intense the pleasure became.

   Sangwoo was overwhelmed and had to cup and rub his own cock, desperately trying to alleviate the increasing need, while moaning and whimpering. The signs of heightened abnormal male heat trembled in response to stimulation, if even the slightest touch would bring him ultimate pleasure.

   But just then, Jaeyoung grabbed Sangwoo’s moving hand and quickly intertwined their fingers, doing the same with the other hand. Sangwoo was rendered powerless, his arms bound atop his head while his cock was screaming and leaking.

   “Let go. Ah… and let go!”

   Sangwoo struggled, but Jaeyoung used his body to hold him down. The other party only shifted his hips slightly while staring into Sangwoo’s face, silently deciding to attack at the same G spot once again. And every time he collided at that spot, the image in front of Sangwoo blurred, and his previously resisted sexual desire surged higher, as if sprouting wings. His body twisted with the immediate need for release.

   “Fuck you hyung, how many times do I have to tell you to let go!”

   “Huh… Huh… Why are you behaving so indecently? If you are still rude to speak so vulgarly… I will be stopping.”

   Because his hands were held back, preventing Sangwoo from touching his cock. Sangwoo only shifted his hips instead. He couldn’t wait for the person above to enter him again, so he took the opportunity and thrust his hips forward, the sound of flesh colliding creating waves, a faint sound echoing in the small room, and a strong breath bursting out of the lungs like a marathon runner.

   Sangwoo tightly squeezed Jaeyoung’s hand and bit into his shoulder.

   “Damn… You’re already crazy.”

   Jaeyoung whispered amidst moans and gasps, who said not to speak obscenely? He himself was speaking while leaning down to kiss his neck.

   “Huh…”

   “Sangwooya, huh… How many years in prison do you get for making someone lose consciousness for such a crime?”

   “Huh…huh”

   “Huh… Huh… What… Hey, you, I asked… How much is the fine for driving someone crazy?”

   The sound of Jaeyoung’s moaning broke beside his ear. The other party released Sangwoo’s wrist. Then he reached out and grabbed his cock, which was wet and smiling with lubrication. Sangwoo screamed uncontrollably.

   That voice didn’t sound like his own, there was no way it could be his voice, his body being overwhelmed by a man’s genitals and feeling so good that he was intoxicated, but Sangwoo didn’t care, he only cared that all the accumulated strength was directed towards the climax.

   “What does it mean…?”

   “Chu Sangwoo… you are so sexy.”

   Jaeyoung whispered in his ear and thrust his body forward until it reached its peak.

   As he saw the climax of the arousal.. Sangwoo closed his eyes tightly, the fluid trapped inside him was released like a volcano that had been set free, amidst the black image in front of him, there was a burst of bright colors. Even though his eyes were closed, he was still surrounded by light. Sangwoo had never felt like this before.

   “Huh… Huh…”

   Jaeyoung withdrew his body, causing a strange sound, but even so, he was too weak to feel embarrassed and exhausted from the overwhelming pleasure, Jaeyoung’s body seemed filled with sexual energy from head to toe.

   Otherwise, he wouldn’t be able to feel so satisfied.

   “You are still hard, huh.”

   Sangwoo felt as if he heard a faint sound coming from afar, while a lingering feeling remained at the fingertips. Sangwoo stared at his sweaty hand in disbelief.

   Slowly regaining consciousness, he looked at the clock, which showed 4:58 am, wondering if it was broken. He also noticed Jaeyoung’s still trembling body and overwhelming emotions. Despite feeling numb, he couldn’t even twitch his fingers. In this state of mind, he didn’t feel like doing anything at all.

   “Are you sleepy? Let me change the sheets and then  we can go to sleep.”

   Sangwoo blinked, and amidst the darkness, Jaeyoung appeared with a freshly folded rectangular sheet instead of getting up. Sangwoo extended his arms wide on the other side. As Jaeyoung curled up and sat down, Sangwoo wrapped his arms around him, hugged him tightly, and immediately closed his eyes.

   “Sangwoo.”

   “…”

   “Are you asleep?”

   With less than an hour left to sleep, just waking up before five o’clock was already a miracle for Sangwoo. When Jaeyoung asked, “Are you asleep, you brat?” seemed to have fallen asleep for real.

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 57 <1000> #4.

Jaeyoung’s lips moved down to his abdomen without realizing it. Sangwoo didn’t know when had been left with only underwear. The other side touched and explored everywhere. Only the erect cock that hadn’t been touched yet expanded as if to provoke Jaeyoung until it became obscene, enough to convey and proceed to the next step… The other side didn’t listen at all.

“Stop, please.”

Jaeyoung didn’t respond but bit down on the side of Sangwoo’s body, causing him to unintentionally let out a groan.-Sangwoo was about to get angry, so he sat up, which surprised Jaeyoung.

“Take it off.”

Sang pulled up Jaeyoung’s shirt roughly. He didn’t even unbutton it. When the well-sculpted body was revealed, his breathing became more rapid.

Jaeyoung struggled to remove the shirt completely. Then he looked at Sangwoo.

Even though he hadn’t done anything yet, Sangwoo felt breathless, and Jaeyoung’s flat chest also moved violently.

They were both men, but the shoulders of the person in front of him still looked broader. didn’t know why he had such feelings towards this body. If he had this preference, why didn’t anything happen during high school or even during military service? While Sangwoo was filled with countless questions, Jaeyoung stood up abruptly.

Jaeyoung took a step towards the wall to turn off the lights and then returned.

As the light from the bulb went out, everything was enveloped in darkness. Only a faint light seeped through the window, providing some brightness for them. Sangwoo swallowed nervously, while Jaeyoung walked back and stooped to pick up a discarded condom and lubricant on the floor before tossing his pants aside. Then he climbed back onto the bed wearing only underwear.

The young man stood in the midst of darkness, blinking slowly. As he parted his lips, the gentlest kiss landed them, causing him to close his eyes automatically. In that moment, Jaeyoung embraced Sangwoo from behind and pressed him down again before caressing his body gently in preparation for a tender sexual encounter. The other party chuckled mischievously before whispering softly with a slightly hoarse voice.

“Why does it have to be like this?”

“The flesh…”

“It’s my fault for asking. No need to speak anymore.”

Jaeyoung took off his own underwear and tore open a condom wrapper. Sangwoo intentionally avoided looking at the sight of the other party putting on protection because he already knew where it would go. He thought if he didn’t look directly it would probably be better for his mental state.

“Make sure it’s on correctly. Don’t put it inside out, right?”

“Oh.”

“Did you squeeze the air out at the tip?”

“If you want to be satisfied, why don’t you come and put it on yourself?”

Jaeyoung unwrapped another latex condom before sliding it onto his finger. Seeing the other party apply gel to the tip, Sangwoo felt his throat dry up, but all he could do was bite his lip and bring his legs closer together.

With one hand, Jaeyoung pulled down Sangwoo’s underwear without caring about the position. Then he pressed their bodies together before kissing softly, intending to divert Sangwoo’s attention from the lower part. While kissing until the consciousness blurred, Jaeyoung’s finger slipped inside unnoticed. After that, Sangwoo didn’t notice anything except for the intense unfamiliar sensation.

Jaeyoung continued to explore every corner of Sangwoo’s mouth with his agile tongue. At the same time, he squeezed more gel and moved his finger in a sweeping motion. Sangwoo took a deep breath and held Jaeyoung’s arm around his neck. When the other party mentioned having done this before, he thought of trying to trust this person. If it wasn’t someone experienced, he wouldn’t allow them to engage in such risky behavior.

“Sangwoo-ya…”

Jaeyoung whispered in a hoarse voice, his finger still moving. Sangwoo felt speechless, overwhelmed by the sensation.

“Until when will you continue to act calm?”

“You’ll know soon enough.”

They exchanged responses like fools, feeling the increasing intensity of the strange squeezing that entered his body. It’s not just a finger anymore… Jaeyoung slowly moved his fingers in and out, while Sangwoo leaned forward, firmly gripping the other’s arm.

“Does it hurt?”

“Keep going. I have good endurance.”

He felt like something inside was being pushed out, but as the muscles contracted, he felt even more uncomfortable. Jaeyoung spoke calmly as if he wasn’t inserting his finger into someone else’s back passage.

“I am not doing it to cause pain.”

If you mean the theory that one can feel good through stimulation of the prostate, I already know. It’s a method used to treat urinary tract-related diseases.”

After letting out an annoyed groaning sound for a while, Jaeyoung’s fingers rotated and pressed against certain points. A strange sensation spread throughout Sangwoo’s body and then the other side withdrew his finger.

Sangwoo knew that there was something large touching the entrance.  Although he had anticipated it, he couldn’t suppress the anticipation. Sangwoo tried to push Jaeyoung’s chest out, but he was crushed even closer than before.

“Wait a moment, hyung. Let me measure the diameter first.”

“…Don’t say things like that in this situation, okay?”

“If the rectum is not flexible. Something will go wrong…”

“I don’t mean to hurt you.”

Jaeyoung didn’t smile at all. Sangwoo could feel that the other side was just as tense as him. Sangwoo’s hand was moist with sweat from anxiety. He genuinely thought that he might give in right now, but because this was something he had never experienced before, it was definitely not easy.

Sangwoo bit his lip tightly to prevent any sound from escaping. He endured the pain very well, but because this was something he had never encountered before, it was certainly not easy.

Jaeyoung held Sangwoo’s hand and intertwined their fingers, bending his body slowly forward. The other side touched Sangwoo’s ear with his hand and pressed harder on the edge of his lips than usual. Sangwoo lay still, mouth agape, breathless. His brain was blank, but his heart beat faster, as if all the nerves were concentrated in his lower body. It felt like something was being pushed deeper and deeper, but there was no way to know where it would end.

Jaeyoung nibbled Sangwoo’s lip.

“Are you serious?”

“What… is it?”

Jaeyoung took a deep breath and then slowly replied, word by word.

“Please… please… relax a bit, I’m about to lose it.”

“…”

“Alright, calm down… try thinking about something you enjoy watching to relax, like a backhoe or something.”

What nonsense are you talking about?”

Sangwoo responded with a heavy sigh, his voice filled with anxiety. Jang Jaeyoung might still be playful, but Sangwoo was not. Although this whole situation started because he consented to it, now he felt like it was just a crazy thing.

Jaeyoung raised an eyebrow slightly and glanced at Sangwoo, his face showing surprise.

“Why are you making that face?”

“It hurts a lot, but it’ll pass.”

“Hyung, what’s wrong? You know who should be hurting more than the other.”

“I don’t know, damn it, it just hurts.”

“Oh…”

Sangwoo felt like crying out.

“Hurry up and finish it.”

“Damn it… look away, it’s not even halfway in yet, what else do you want me to do?”

Sangwoo turned his face away. He didn’t want to see that kind of image even for a moment. According to the theory he had heard, the receiving party should feel more pain, but he didn’t understand why it was reversed like this. It seemed like something was wrong. He leaned his shoulder against Jaeyoung.

“I don’t think I’ll feel good about it, so take it out.”

Jaeyoung turned his face away, stubbornly holding onto Sangwoo’s neck and refusing to let go.

“No. I won’t.”

“Take it out when I’m still speaking nicely.”

“If that’s the case, try memorizing the value of pi. If you can memorize up to a hundred digits, then I’ll take it out.”

“…Do you really think I can’t?”

“Hurry up.”

‘Is this person crazy?’

Although Sangwoo only laughed, Jaeyoung’s face looked serious. He couldn’t understand why we had to go through all this trouble with a cock inserted in our rear passage, but if he didn’t, Jang Jaeyoung would never back down. So he opened his mouth.

Okay, 3.1415926…”

If it’s just hundreds of digits, it shouldn’t take more than two minutes. Just when he thought this crazy story might come to an end, he felt a little relieved. Sangwoo closed his eyes and immersed himself in the numbers that appeared in his mind.

“535897… ah, mmmhpf!”

But Jaeyoung, who had been silent, suddenly inserted another inch further. As Sangwoo stopped talking, the other side also stopped moving. When they both looked, Jaeyoung pretended to act innocently.

“No, nothing, continue.”

“932…38… Oh, mmhpf…”

“Continue, please.”

“46…ahhh… Wait a minute. Stop…”

“Sangwoo-ya, did you forget? Wasn’t you the one who said you could go on for thousands of digits.”

“1,024, digits… Ahh!”

He held back his voice and, at some point, Jaeyoung pushed his way in. Not only did he enter a little bit at a time, but it felt like Jaeyoung’s cock grew so big that it exceeded the acceptable value and squeezed into the body, causing the passage to expand and tighten. Sangwoo tightly closed his eyes, tears welling up.

“It hurts, it hurts.”

Despite being hit on the shoulder, Jaeyoung didn’t care and only moved his hips to insert the hot rod.

“It’s okay. It’s okay.”

“It hurts! Check if there’s any bleeding, please hurry.”

Sangwoo didn’t dare to look for himself, so he urged the other side to help him check. Jaeyoung took a breath and looked down before forcefully rubbing his forehead against Sangwoo’s neck.

“I don’t think this will work anymore… Let’s do something else.”

“Hey, don’t rush.”

Jaeyoung raised his eyes and squeezed the gel onto the connecting point, then pulled the middle part of his body out slightly, applied the slippery gel, and pushed it back in again, but this time the insertion was so intense that shook Sangwoo’s body. Sangwoo held onto Jaeyoung’s shoulders tightly. He must have gone crazy to allow the other side to do something like this. Something that couldn’t fit tightly was inside Sangwoo’s passage, and he clenched his teeth to avoid making strange sounds.

Jaeyoung used his free hand to support his upper body. Then he leaned down to look at Sangwoo and slowly moved his hips, biting his lower lip with an uncomfortable expression. was clear that he didn’t feel good at all, well, that’s how it is, two men together just can’t happen.

‘I want it to end quickly already.’

Right now, Sangwoo only wants one thing. If he can make the other party more aroused, sometimes the process might be faster. Sangwoo held both sides of Jaeyoung’s face and pulled him closer. When he kissed the corner of his mouth, Jaeyoung stopped moving and collapsed onto Sangwoo’s chest before taking deep, heavy breaths, his chest rising and falling rapidly.

“Why don’t you continue, hyung? Does it hurt?”

Jaeyoung doesn’t answer but instead raises his head slightly and looks at

Sangwoo with a drifting gaze. Sangwoo momentarily forgot how to breathe. Although the sex doesn’t feel as good as expected, the closeness of their bodies without any barriers makes his heart race.

Sangwoo adjusted his breathing and reached down to touch Jaeyoung’s damp thigh, sliding his fingers up until they reached the small of his back, causing Jaeyoung’s body to tremble. Sangwoo wraps his arm around the other’s neck and whispers against his ear before gently nibbling.

“Hyuuuung, who said he wanted to have sex with me? Hurry up and do it.”

Jaeyoung furrows his brow and suddenly his sweat drops onto Sangwoo’s body. While Sangwoo blinks, unaware of what’s happening, Jaeyoung withdraws his body abruptly.

“What the hell, why are you acting strange all of a sudden?”

“…”

Jaeyoung removes the condom, ties it up, and throws it away.

First time went down.

 

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SMNTCERR, Chapter 56 <1000> #3.

   Sangwoo didn’t know how to stop this steeply rising graph. While his heart was pounding in his chest, they walked to the car. The distance that used to take ten minutes to run to the cinema took over thirty-five minutes to return.

   Jaeyoung spoke with an unaffected expression.

   “Finally here, huh?”

   Now, in Sangwoo’s mind, he was constantly thinking about something else, so he didn’t bother about those words having any issues.

   “Hyungnim.”

   “Oh, come on.”

   But it’s not easy at all, you know, it’s a complicated matter. Sangwoo startled himself and blurted out what had been lingering in his mouth, like uprooted weeds.

   “How does it feel to sleep with a man?”

   “Do you think it’s similar to being with a woman?”

   “…”

   “It’s just a matter of attraction between two people, nothing more.”

   “Hyungnim.”

   “Why again?”

   “Nothing.”

   Jaeyoung didn’t hesitate like before. He took out the car keys and unlocked the door quietly.

   The atmosphere inside the car on the way back home was filled with tension. Jaeyoung kept looking straight ahead and drove without saying a word or making any meaningless remarks. Sangwoo didn’t dare to look at the other side and therefore didn’t know what expression the other person had on their face.

   The car was running smoothly on an empty road, but deep inside, Sangwoo felt suffocated as if he couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t understand himself, whether he wanted to reach home quickly or wished for the walk to be slow so that he wouldn’t have to arrive home for sure.

   However, no matter what Sangwoo desired, the car continued to run at a constant speed until it finally reached Sangwoo’s apartment complex. Jaeyoung parked the car neatly before turning off the engine. Then, silence prevailed, stretching out in an enduring feeling.

   “Are you going to sleep here?”

   Jaeyoung made a silent joke, but the atmosphere wasn’t suitable for laughter.

   Even Sangwoo’s own face was tense.

   “I still can’t get out.”

   “Why not?”

   “There’s something I need to do.”

   Sangwoo knew well that if he didn’t appease him, he wouldn’t be calm. When he turned to look to the left, his eyes met with a pair of eyes that seemed to have been looking at him first. Jaeyoung leaned over and rested his elbow on the armrest.

   “Just do it.”

   While staring at the other side, Sangwoo assumed a nonchalant posture, but his heart raced like a drumbeat. Sangwoo did what he had never done before; he knelt on the console and swung his leg over to the driver’s seat before settling himself on Jaeyoung’s lap and using both hands to hold onto the other party’s shoulders. In an instant, Jaeyoung’s eyes widened and collided with his forehead with a pillow.

   “Why are you so surprised when you told me to do it?”

   Sangwoo raised his right hand and gently caressed the face of the person in front of him before closing his eyelids and moving closer.

   ‘Stay calm.’

   He pressed his lips softly against Jaeyoung’s lips, contrary to the tumultuous heartbeats and the sound of their breathing.

   ‘Take it slow.’

   He kissed the other party’s lips as he had practiced before, touching the soft skin inside their lips and lightly running his hand along their neck.

   ‘Gentle.’

   Jaeyoung remained still for a moment before responding. Sangwoo sucked on the other party’s lips and then let go. Then, he took Jaeyoung’s tongue into his mouth.

   ‘Breathe through your nose.’

   Sangwoo tilted his head to facilitate the kiss and stimulated the root of

   Jaeyoung’s tongue, causing the other party to moan in their throat and their tongues to entwine. The person below reached their hand into the T-shirt, and the direct contact with the warm skin heightened the graph of sensations.

   Jaeyoung traced his fingers along Sangwoo’s waist and back for a moment. Then he removed his cap and tossed it aside. He held onto Sangwoo’s hair and used his fingertips to explore the spots he had previously seen but only glanced, such as the ears, eyelids, and nose, which seemed strangely stiff. Sangwoo suddenly used his hand to mess up the hairstyle that Jaeyoung had neatly arranged, as it was not easy to have an opportunity to touch each other like this.

   The intensity of the kiss grew stronger and showed no signs of diminishing. Sangwoo felt both joy and excitement. He didn’t know how many times they changed the angle of their kisses before he finally pulled his face away from Jaeyoung’s face. Sangwoo thought that if it was about this, they could continue doing it all the time, so he felt a tinge of regret, but he also looked deep into

   Jaeyoung’s eyes. This was the first time he saw Jaeyoung with such a flushed face.

   “Hubaenim… Did you practice?”

   “Yes.”

   He discreetly glanced at the watch and realized that they had been kissing for more than nine minutes, which proved that the practice paid off. Jaeyoung gasped for breath and blushed.

   “How was it? With… someone?”

   “I won’t tell.”

   “Did you not practice having sex with anyone else, right?”

   “Yes.”

   “Then let’s go.”

   Jaeyoung looked at Sangwoo in his disheveled state. Sangwoo could feel a certain driving force in his eyes that resembled his own. From the beginning, Jang Jaeyoung never thought of suppressing his desires.

   “I… I’ll go first.”

   Sangwoo reached out to grab the car door, hoping to escape from the cramped situation he was sitting in on someone else’s lap. At that moment, Jaeyoung hugged Sangwoo tightly, followed by planting a kiss on his forehead.

   “Stay like this for a while. I’m too excited to calm down.”

   Jaeyoung held Sangwoo in a tight embrace, almost suffocating him.  Sangwoo closed his eyes and faced the intense desire that was trapped inside. It had always been like this, where he was often overwhelmed by overwhelming desires, and he had only managed to deal with it properly once.

   “Hyung.”

   Sangwoo didn’t intend to say anything, and it wasn’t a carefully chosen word.

   What drove him was an unspoken desire that never reached its destination.

   Jaeyoung didn’t reply, just took deep breaths. And exhaled. Sangwoo spoke again.

   “I want to do it. Having sex with you.”

   Silence filled the air. At this moment, Sangwoo was strangely calm. Although his heart was pounding, it had been like this since he saw Jaeyoung leaning against the car. He had a clear goal and knew that the most effective way to alleviate the tension was.

   “Will you consent?”

   The voice that came out was steady. And his mind was clear. The hand resting on Sangwoo’s shoulder exerted more force, waiting for a moment.

   Jaeyoung responded with a trembling voice.

   “Shall we go inside together?”

   “I need time to prepare first.”

   “How long?”

   “One hour.”

   Jaeyoung raised his left arm to look at his watch.

   “I will come up to see you at 3.32 am.”

   “Okay. See you then.”

   Sangwoo said that before getting out of the car.

   return 0;.

   Knock, knock!

   Jang Jaeyoung knocked on the door as the minute hand moved from 32 to 33.

   Just at that moment. Not even a second late or early, surprising even Sangwoo.

   Sangwoo stared at the door for a moment before taking a deep breath and walking closer. He stopped a short distance from the door and reached out to unlock it. As the lock mechanism disaged, the sound ceased, and as soon as the door opened, he came face to face with Jaeyoung standing in the hallway, his posture intimidating enough to catch Sangwoo off guard.

   The door hadn’t closed completely, and Jaeyoung’s shoes were nowhere to be seen. The birth control devices he held in his hands slipped and scattered on the floor like shooting stars, and his tall figure placed a wine bottle forcefully on a shelf, luckily without breaking it. After that, he lunged forward to find Sangwoo immediately.

   For one hour, Sangwoo tried to control his emotions and help himself suppress desire, instead of getting too excited, even though he had prepared himself mentally. But when Jaeyoung approached closely and wrapped his arms around his waist, it made him excited. Only now did he realize that Jaeyoung had a much larger body than his own.

   Jaeyoung pressed his lips against Sangwoo’s lower lip, then slowly moved across his upper lip, cheek, nose, forehead, and chin. Jaeyoung’s condition seems unstable, causing Sangwoo to worry, but the refreshing scent of toothpaste made him feel somewhat relaxed.

   The edge of Jaeyoung’s lips nibbled on Sangwoo’s lower lip, then slid down his neck, leaving a moist trail, before flicking his tongue, creating a faint sound that made Sangwoo involuntarily stretch his neck. His hand, without realizing it, slipped into his shirt and had been caressing his back since who knows when, before finally reaching for his waist and pressing their lower bodies together. As soon as he realized something hard was in the middle of the other’s body, Sangwoo’s body stiffened. had practiced various scenarios and studied countless theories, but when it came down to it, he became excited and scared to the point where he couldn’t move a finger.

   “You mean…”

   “…”

   “Have you… done this with a man before… for real?”

   Jaeyoung licked Sangwoo’s throat without answering, just as the other party withdrew from his lips for a moment. The shirt, which he didn’t know when it had piled up above his chest, was easily taken off. While Sangwoo was surprised, now Jaeyoung became the one to close his mouth. Even though they had been kissing for nine minutes, it seemed like it wasn’t enough. Although he should have been accustomed to the kisses of the other party by now, in this situation, he didn’t know where to put his hands.

   While they were kissing, Sangwoo felt that Jaeyoung was gradually pushing him back, step by step, one step, two steps, and suddenly there was a bed behind him. Even though he was lying down with closed eyes, Jaeyoung made it natural for Sangwoo to fall onto the bed, as if using judo techniques. His firm body leaned back, his head resting on the pillow. Then, a white ceiling appeared before his eyes.

   ‘Whatever happens, let it happen.’

   The intense excitement made his body tense up completely. Sangwoo wanted to end whatever intimacy there was. As he lay naked on top, under the bright white light bulb, he felt a sense of embarrassment arise, but he couldn’t withdraw.

   ‘Just endure for another ten minutes, and it will probably be over.’

   Sangwoo tightly closed his eyes and immersed himself in his thoughts. The hands that had touched his body disappeared. When he slightly opened his eyes and glanced at Jaeyoung, their eyes met, and those eyes looked intoxicated, as if they had been drinking together.

   “Why are you still? You don’t seem like you did before.”

   “…Because I’m excited.”

   “Are you ready?”

   “Don’t ask about tomorrow.”

   “There’s no need to be nervous.”

   “I’m ready. I’ve taken a bath and cleaned myself… Don’t worry. I’ve trimmed my nails. And I’ve douc-…”

   Jaeyoung covered Sangwoo’s mouth with his hand.

   “Shh. I didn’t ask for an explanation that big.”

   “Uh, um,.”

   “I understand… You don’t have to say anything.”

   The other party removed his hand and replaced it with his lips. Sangwoo couldn’t think of anything except fear. The sound of the soft kisses disrupted the silence, Jaeyoung’s face hidden behind closed eyelids looked troubled, the touch of the hand sliding along his neck and waist, the weight pressing down on his legs, everything made Sangwoo tense up completely.

   “What are you thinking?”

   Jaeyoung withdrew his lips for a moment and asked. Sangwoo swallowed, unable to produce a sound. He didn’t know what to answer. In his mind, there were now steps for sexual intercourse, mechanisms of pleasure, tips he had read on the internet, safety guidelines and disease prevention, everything mixed together.

   “Well, several things… .”

   “Forget the theories, this here, it’s practical now.”

   Jaeyoung finished speaking and kissed again, his fingers that had once grazed the earlobe slid down the neck, past the collarbone, down to the chest, the fingertips of the upper hand pressed lightly on an insignificant nodule on the man’s body before starting a gentle touch, rotating as if twisting. Then he gently squeezed again. On the other side, Sangwoo released from the edge of Jaeyoung’s lips and swallowed the other side of the chest, using his mouth to suck forcefully and using his teeth lightly.

   “Ah…”

   A strange moan escaped from the throat. Sangwoo quickly used his hand to cover his mouth, but Jaeyoung grabbed his arm and pulled it down again. The other side used the tip of his tongue to press against his chest for a long time until he had to lift his hips, his toes tensed. Sangwoo pressed the tip of Jaeyoung’s chin against his body, allowing the other side to bite the top of his earlobe as if given permission. Sangwoo clenched his teeth to suppress the moan.

   ‘Suffocating.’

   While consciousness blurred, he could feel the release. The higher the sexual arousal and the more intense the sensation, the more the suffocation expanded.  ‘Hurry… do something.’

   Kissing and touching each other’s bodies is something they had done before. The reason he called Jaeyoung today was to make this overwhelming feeling reach its climax.

   “That’s enough.”

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