NORTHHOWMUCHISYOURLOVE, Chapter 26 part 2
“And we’ll name the shop, ‘Engineering’s Chicken Rice’.”
“Sounds good, James. I can already picture myself slicing chicken at the front of the shop.” I said, putting my hand over my heart in mock sadness, “Don’t tease me, Phii. Are you saying we’ll stick together as fellow engineers when we’re both out of work?”
“North, I’m touched, I think I can’t handle it, I’m about to cry.” James said, making a sad face, and drank again, “It’s not for nothing that kids from our faculty come to the bar often, it’s for venting. What should I do after I graduate? Will I have a job? Will I be retired? Come, North, let’s toast to that.” I raised my glass to clink with James’s.
“This is pathetic.” Phii Joe commented, watching me and James who were starting to get drunk.
“North, I’ll give you a shortcut to get rich.” James said. I turned to look at him with interest, “The person sitting next to you, North, you can just act cute and ask for pocket money. I bet if you act cute, you might even get a black card, with at least a million credit limit.” I switched from an interested to a disgusted look at James. No way I’m acting cute. Absolutely not.
Phii Joe shrugged slightly, not caring about the suggestion, then took another sip of his drink.
“Hey, Frank, how’s your faculty? I hear there’s a lot of complaining.” James asked. “Same here. I can’t see any light at the end of the tunnel, damn it. Why didn’t I get into medicine? At least I’d have a job for sure.” Frank said with a sigh, “Why would you study medicine if you already have a job?” before turning to Phii Joe.
“I’ve heard this question a hundred times already.” Phii Joe said, “If I had a choice, I wouldn’t want to study, damn, it’s so hard.”
“You’ve got people helping you, like Tonfah, and Hill, who are both super smart, aren’t they?”
“They are good, but for me, it’s about the work. I’m lazy when it comes to work.” Phii Joe explained, letting out a small sigh, “But Fah is a good guy, he does my work without me even asking, because he knows I’m busy.”
“And Hill?”
“Hill is also good, but lately, he’s been all about his wife, leaving my work behind.”
“Ha, when you say ‘all about his wife,’ it’s not just Hill, is it?” James teased, “So, what about Arthit? Has he come back from Brazil yet? That’s so wild, can someone really be that detached from reality? I’m baffled.”
“He’s back, with a medical certificate from Brazil saying he got bitten by piranhas. The whole faculty was puzzled.” I chuckled at the story, finally, Arthit is back, and the piranha thing must be true.
“Aren’t you drinking, Joe?” Frank asked after seeing Phii Joe only take a small sip.
“Nah, I’ll pass. I’ll drive later.” Phii Joe said.
“Just here to watch over his ‘wife’, I guess. At first, he said he wanted to drink, but now that you’re here, he doesn’t drink at all.” James teased further, “But normally, he can drink a lot without getting drunk, can’t he?”
“I won’t get drunk, but if we run into a checkpoint, I’ll be in trouble.”
“So, the little one can get drunk?” “Yeah, I’ll be here. It’s fine.” Phii Joe said casually, which made me smile secretly, feeling like someone was taking care of me.
The conversation at the drinking table shifted around. In a group of guys drinking, the talk can get a bit rough, but I didn’t mind, and James seemed particularly keen on getting me drunk.
“North, why are you holding your liquor so well? We’re not just playing around here.” James said. I, starting to feel dizzy, turned to look at him.
“Phii, I’m about to collapse.”
“Can you handle it?” Phii Joe asked. I turned to give him a wide smile, my mind not quite there. “James, stop mixing drinks for him.”
“Wow, we’re here to celebrate you two finally getting together.”
“But isn’t it weird, James? When Joe got heartbroken by our junior, we drank, and now we’re celebrating him being in a relationship, we drink.” Frank questioned.
“Can’t help it, the heart loves what it loves.” James said.
“That’s enough.” Phii Joe said, pulling the glass of liquor away from my hand.
“But I want more.” I started to whine, the alcohol now coursing through my body. James is really good at mixing drinks, and they’re delicious too.
“Enough. What will you do if you get sick?” He said with a slightly stern tone, which made me pout immediately. I’m not that strong of a drinker, and with the drinks James made, claiming they were mixed the same way for Phii Joe, who never seems to get drunk no matter how much he drinks. Here I am, after just two glasses, already losing my balance.
“All this tenderness, warmth, and concern, what’s all this about? Will I ever get some of that from Joe, or not?” James teased again, “Oh, I forgot, I am not North.” “Uh-oh, Joe, trouble’s brewing.” Frank said, making Phii Joe furrowed his brows in confusion before turning to look in the direction Frank was looking, and I turned to look too.
Who is that…
She’s really beautiful.
“Joe.” The woman called out softly, standing behind the sofa where we were sitting, slowly draping her arms around Phii Joe’s neck from behind, “Fancy seeing you here. Out for fun?”
“…” Phii Joe didn’t reply, just removed her hands, but she wouldn’t let go.
“Oh, how cold. Last time we were in bed together, it wasn’t like this.” She whispered into his ear, making everyone else at the table look around awkwardly.
“Grace, are you drunk?” James asked.
Grace…? Isn’t that the name someone mentioned before, the one who was supposed to be Phii Joe’s girlfriend, the third-year dental student, right?
Damn, why does my head feel so dizzy?
“I’m not drunk, James, I’m perfectly fine, and I miss my dear one so much, you know…Grace’s dear one.” Her voice was sweet and teasing. I looked over to see Phii Joe being hugged by this woman, but he didn’t do anything. He just glanced at me.
What does that smile mean?
Waiting to see what I’ll do…
“Why did you need to break up with me? Do you know how much I love you, Joe? I would give everything for you.”
“…”
“…”
“Come back to me.” She said sweetly once more, then walked around the sofa, attempting to sit in Phii Joe’s lap. But…
…
Phii Johan smiled slightly, wrapping his arms around my waist. I, being quite drunk, only knew that this spot was mine. I moved to sit on Phii Joe’s lap, my arms reaching around his neck.
“Looks like it’s getting serious.” Someone at the table teased me, but I paid no mind to anything else.
“Phii…”
“Hmm?”
“Phii Johan belongs to me; I am North…he is only North’s.” I said, making a pouty face at him, not fully aware of what I was saying, “You’re only mine, right? Answer me now.”
“Yes, I’m only North’s.”
“Joe…” Grace said, looking stunned before starting to protest slightly, but James pulled her away first.
“Grace, don’t mess with Joe.” James interjected, trying to pull Grace back, but she resisted, shaking off James’s hand and stepping forward, reaching out to pull me away.
However, Phii Joe caught her hand first, glancing at her with clear disapproval, squeezing her wrist tightly until she yelped in pain. Grace tried to pull her hand back, but Phii Joe let go abruptly.
“Leave, don’t cause a scene here.” Frank said quietly. Grace bit her lip to suppress her emotions and stormed off, her high heels clicking angrily against the floor.
“Ugh, why do there have to be others?” I asked. “Don’t want me to have others?” Phii Johan asked, turning his gaze back to me. We locked eyes as if spellbound. Normally, I wouldn’t dare to look into those eyes, but with alcohol running through my veins, I felt braver.
“Can’t there be just me? Just look at me alone, can you?”
“If you’re asking for that, what do I get in return?” His deep voice whispered, his handsome face just inches away, a slight smile indicating his satisfaction. He pulled my waist closer, and I slowly leaned in, touching our lips gently before a warm, aggressive touch took over. I responded to the kiss, the scent of alcohol from both of us filling the air.
The dim lights of the bar, the slow rhythm of the music, combined with my inebriated state from drinking too much, the sound of kissing was embarrassingly loud, and the person in front of me, who was perfectly sober, didn’t seem to be stopping anytime soon. I felt a flush of heat all over my body, especially a tingling warmth from my lower abdomen rising up.
“Mm.” The kiss was intense, tongues entwining, lips pressing and nibbling on each other, the hollow feeling in my stomach intensified. My thighs tensed as the pain in my crotch grew, my eyelids remained shut, my breathing became quick and shallow like someone drowning.
“Can you take it easy? Even if we’re at the darkest corner of the bar where no one can see, we’re still here, you know.” Someone remarked, and then Phii Joe slowly broke the kiss.
“Ugh.” I whimpered without realizing, and the person who had just pulled away seemed quite pleased with my reaction.
“Want to head back with your junior, Joe?”
“Yeah, let’s go.” Phii Joe said, pulling out his wallet to drop some money on the table.
“Wow, Papa’s paying for us.” “Thanks, James, Frank.” The man in front of me said before lifting me up. I still had my arms around his neck, barely conscious in my drunken state.
“Phii…” I called out to the person carrying me, it seemed like we were already walking out of the bar. I remembered that Phii Joe had parked far away because there was no space nearby, in an area not frequented by many people, “Cold…”
“We’ll be in the car soon.”
“I don’t like it.”
“…”
“I don’t like it when others look at you. Even back at the faculty.”
“Hmm, really?”
“Yes. Can you make them stop looking? Don’t let others look at you.”
“You’re drunk.” His deep voice remarked, opening the car door and setting me down on the passenger seat, adjusting it to recline, before Phii Joe got into the driver’s seat.
“Mm, Phii…”
“What is it?”
“Phii Joe…” I turned towards the driver, the reclined seat making me lie down, looking at him even in my disoriented state, reaching out to gently touch his face.
“Why are you so handsome?”
“…”
“Ah!” I exclaimed in surprise as I was pulled in, sitting on his lap facing him. We were in the driver’s seat.
“Is this how you usually are when drunk?”
“Uh.” I shook my head, “No, but earlier I was angry. How could that woman touch you? I’m jealous too, you know.”
“How can someone be this cute when drunk?” “…” I didn’t reply, and my brain couldn’t process much anymore, before my consciousness began to fade. I leaned into the person in front of me, resting against him when I felt I had no strength left.
Even though I was about to fall asleep, I felt like I wanted to hug him tighter.
“Can I hug you a bit more?”
“…” The other person didn’t say anything, just tightened his embrace. Being this close, I could feel the familiar warmth, and one of my hands reached out to hold his warm hand, touching the bracelet with my gear on it.
“Someone who used to not even want to have perfume on him, now dares to wear a gear to show everyone he has someone in his heart.”
James’s words from earlier made me smile broadly.
“Phii Johan belongs to North.” I declared, usually someone who talks a lot, and even more so when drunk.
“North isn’t usually jealous, but with you, I don’t want anyone else to look at you. What’s Grace’s beloved compared to North’s beloved?”
“…”
“Do you understand? You’re the only beloved of North’s.” I muttered softly, snuggling closer and closer, the faint scent making me want to nuzzle even more, pressing my nose against his neck.
“Hey…” He whispered gently by my ear.
“Yes?”
“My dear.”
“…”
“If you keep doing this…”
“…”
“I might not be able to wait until we get to the room.” The soft whisper in my ear made me unconsciously hold my breath, his large hands began to roam up my back, his lips pressing down in a fierce kiss, our tongues entwining and creating sounds from the contact. My body, already flushed from the alcohol, grew even hotter under his warm touch.
I didn’t hear any sounds from outside indicating that the car was parked quite far from people, and the car itself was soundproofed with tinted windows all around.
As my consciousness was on the verge of slipping away, I responded to the sensations. Phii Johan lifted my shirt, slowly breaking the kiss to press his lips against my chest, his hands holding me to arch my back.
“Ah, mm.” I gasped when the warm tip of his tongue licked my nipple. I arched my back inadvertently to meet his touch, and Phii Joe’s nibbling intensified, making my whole body twitch, sending shivers from my chest down to my stomach and to the core of my being.
And since I was wearing sweatpants, they were easily pulled down. I winced slightly in pain as he left another mark on my neck, his warm breath teasing my ear, the ache in my core growing into a sweet torment.
“Ah! mm, oh.” I startled when one hot hand touched my core, slowly caressing the tip, moving up and down until I felt more aroused.
“Mm, P…Phii.” I called out in a hoarse voice, my legs now completely powerless. The alcohol was taking its toll, my mind spinning as he trailed kisses from my neck to my ear.
“Oh, ah! Mmh.” I cried out loudly when his slender fingers moved from my shaft to the back-hole, pressing and circling. Phii Johan slightly lifted his head before kissing me again, his hot tongue moving over mine, the familiar rhythm of his kisses making my heart pound so hard it felt like it might burst out. No matter how fast I breathed, I couldn’t catch up with the intensity. The tip of his finger pressed against the back, that touch alone sending waves of sensation through my stomach to my thighs, closing my eyes tightly, not daring to look at him, but I could sense that Phii Joe was also breathing heavily, seemingly getting aroused as well. His long, slender finger slowly entered me, the pain making me wince immediately.
“It hurts! Ahhh, mmh!” I broke the kiss from the man in front of me, but then he pressed my nape to kiss me again, all I could do was moan through my throat, before his finger started to move in and out, quicker each time, and I involuntarily moved my hips to the rhythm of his motions.
My powerless legs were slightly lifted by his control. I was only stripped of my pants. Phii Joe hadn’t removed a single piece of his clothing.
And…now we were in the car.
“Ahh! Mm.” I cried out louder when he added another finger, the adjustment of the seat providing more room, but the car was still too cramped, our faces only centimeters apart. I could barely make out the features of the face I found so captivating, blurred by the effects of alcohol.
I reached out and lightly touched the front of Phii Johan, feeling through the jeans that it was starting to get hard. Phii Johan didn’t say anything, just watching to see what a drunk me would do.
I unzipped his pants, still surprised even though I had seen it once before, pulled down his underwear, and lightly touched what I saw, noticing a small tattoo at his waist. I traced the tattoo gently, it made him look even more fiery, and at that moment, another finger joined the one already moving behind me.
“Ah!”
“Don’t rile me.”
“…”
“If you won’t be able to get up tomorrow…don’t be mad at me.” !!
“Ahhh! ah, ah, ah!” I bent forward, leaning against Phii Joe’s chest as the force from behind was too much, biting my lip in pain, but soon the three long fingers were withdrawn. I found myself moving my hips instinctively seeking a replacement for those fingers.
“Now try it yourself.”
A deep whisper in my ear made me look up at him in confusion. Phii Joe smirked slyly, then pulled me up again so I was kneeling between his legs instead. Phii Johan pressed my hips down, the large shaft touching my back passage, and as he continued to press down, it entered me more and more.
“Again! it hurts, it hurts, ahhh!” The pain shot through me, and he too grimaced slightly as he tried to push inside me, until finally, he was fully in. Then he paused, looking at me, until I had to turn away because I couldn’t handle his gaze.
What…what is this?
I was breathing heavily, feeling the presence inside me, and it still hurt a lot. Plus, it was embarrassing with him looking at me like that.
“Ah!” I jumped when suddenly my shirt was removed. It was warm in the car. Without clothes, I felt even more exposed.
“Phii…”
“…”
“P…Phii”
“Hmm?”
“Uh…that…”
I didn’t understand what was happening right now…
“Can you do it?”
!!!
“I…North is not good at it, Phii.” “Try moving.”
I bit my lip in embarrassment to the point I felt like I might explode, his strong hands gently supporting my waist, guiding me to move up and down slowly.
“Mmm.” I moaned from my throat, trying to move on my own like this almost drove me crazy. The initial pain turned into a tingling sensation that slowly built up, my mind started to blank out, my consciousness scattered more than before due to the alcohol.
“Ah, ah, mm.” I cried out louder as the pleasure intensified, both painful and arousing, spreading through my body. I quickened my pace with his guidance until he let go of my waist, allowing me to take the lead.
I moved timidly but by this point, I couldn’t think anymore. Whenever I hit a spot that felt particularly good, I would press down there more.
“Ahhh, ah, ah.” I was nearly driven mad by the heated sensations.
The look in Phii Johan’s eyes, his expression…
Good grief…
He’s insanely sexy.
I reached out to gently touch Phii Joe’s face, leaning in to kiss his lips, feeling something akin to an outpouring from my chest.
“Mmm…”
“You’re almost driving me crazy, you know that?” Phii Joe whispered hoarsely in my ear after I broke the kiss, nibbling his own lip slightly before his hand pressed on my hips, pushing me down deeper.
Then he took control again, moving my hips faster. I was moaning incoherently as he thrust up against my rhythm, making the sensation even more intense, reaching deep into my abdomen, until you could hear the sounds of flesh meeting.
“Ahhh, more, ah, ah, Phii…brother, please…” When I couldn’t take it anymore, I let go, at the same time, something warm was released inside me, spilling out. “Mm.” I breathed heavily, my chest heaving, leaning back against his chest, utterly exhausted, even though he was still inside me. The effects of the alcohol combined with what we just did made me lose consciousness.
I groggily awoke to find myself being carried, then placed on a bed.
“…Phii Joe?” I called out to the person laying me down, noticing I was fully clothed again, except for the pain around my hips.
“You’re awake?”
“Uh!” As soon as I was laid on the bed, Phii Joe kissed me forcefully, crushing his lips against mine as if not allowing me a moment’s rest, moving up onto the bed to straddle me, before the headache from the lingering alcohol returned.
“Uh.” I made a sound in my throat as my mouth was covered, my pants were quickly removed, and slender fingers entered me swiftly, making me jump. I closed my eyes tightly; this time it didn’t hurt as much since we had done it before.
But…but
Are we going to do it again…
“Ah! ah, ahh.” The fingers moved in and out quickly, then withdrew. I slowly opened my eyes a bit, looking up at him.
Phii Johan leaned back slightly, glancing at me beneath him before he took off his shirt, revealing his beautiful muscles, defined abs, and that tattoo at his waist once more.
Oh, for heaven’s sake…
I might die from that sly smile and gaze.
With a quick motion, he brushed his hair back, hands moving to the waistband of his pants where the edge of white underwear peeked out, before he removed his pants. My face flushed with heat, and I looked away.
I’m going to have a heart attack because of him. Does he know… Before I could react, my shirt was off, and I felt pain at my chest and neck. I guessed there were red marks all over me now. Phii Joe lifted my legs and inserted himself once more.
Again.
“Ah! ahhh, ah ah ah.” I raised my hands to cover my face in embarrassment, trying to hold back my moans but failing as the thrusts were so forceful, shaking my body with each movement.
“Ah! ah! ah!” I cried out with each thrust, the rhythm fast and intense, overwhelming me. The sound of flesh hitting flesh was loud, emphasizing the sensitive spot repeatedly. I twisted under him.
My hands gripped his arms to vent the overwhelming sensation spreading through me.
I can’t take it anymore…I really can’t take it.
“Mmm.” I reached my peak again and released, Phii Joe slowly slowed down, allowing me to open my eyes and look at him. But before I could see anything clearly, he turned me to lie on my side.
Then he lifted one of my legs over his shoulder and thrust in powerfully once more.
Changing to this side position changed how everything felt. I gripped the bedsheet tightly and moaned louder than before. In this position, there was no denying that it felt different, but it still felt good…too good, to the point where I lost all sense.
“Ahhh, ah, mmh.” I bit down hard and buried my face into the pillow.
It’s tingling…so much.
I…I’m going to lose my mind. When he hit that sensitive spot repeatedly with force, I couldn’t help but cry out, even though I had no strength left. I was panting heavily, my consciousness fading, this position allowed him to go in so deep.
“Ah! ah, ah.” I was about to release again as I reached the climax, “No…no, I can’t anymore. Mmh, ah.”
“Are you about to finish?” He asked in a deep voice. I struggled to open my eyes, seeing the handsome face smiling as if satisfied, “Mmh, I’m…I’m going to…Ahhh, ah!” Phii Johan turned me around again and entered once more, his pace slowing down as if teasing me.
“Oh, no…please don’t.”
“Don’t finish yet, please.”
“I…can’t anymore…please. Mmh.” I still moaned in a lost voice with the slow rhythm of his body, but the deep thrusts were still going to the end, pulling out completely and then thrusting back in.
“Hmm, why don’t you try acting cute for me?”
“…”
“Mmm.” I bit my lip, gripping the bed sheet tightly, with the sensation of his large core moving in and out slowly, no…I can’t. I’m going to go crazy.
“Please…please.”
“…”
“Please…North can’t take it anymore.”
“Is that all?”
“…”
“…My dear.”
“Pl…please, a bit faster.”
“…”
“Yes…yes, please.” !!! “Ahhh!!” And the intense rhythm returned, a few thrusts to the same spot, and I released a cloudy white fluid, nearly losing consciousness from the intensity. Although I had finished, the other hadn’t yet. I tried to maintain some awareness, but soon felt his body twitch slightly as warmth filled me again, before he withdrew. I felt the warmth trickling down my leg.
Phii Johan pulled me into a hug, kissing away my tears before planting a kiss on my forehead. The familiar scent and warmth made me nuzzle into him a little more, before my consciousness finally slipped away.
“Sweet dreams.”
“…”
“The only beloved of mine.”
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